“What the fuck is wrong with you? Don’t you ever understand what I say to you?” He said and began walking away from me. “Geez.’ He murmured. “I’m not backing down without a fight, Gérard, I love you and that’s all that matters.” I quickly stated. He laughed. “I wish that were the case. Tell me those exact words in ten years to come. Leave me the fuck alone.” I blocked his path. “I know you love me. Don’t torture me anymore. Please, I know you are doing this for me. I don’t care even if you act indifferent to me, act all rude, but don’t leave me. Can’t you remember the good times we spent together, what we shared?” I didn’t want to bother about that anymore. Suddenly, he slightly grabbed my neck with his hand and whispered. “Oceana, don’t let me hate you for who you are.” I was terrified. Why would Gérard grab my neck like that? Does he really hate me? “Behave yourself, don’t draw unnecessary attention. You are an alpha, an heir to the throne. You will rule someday, get married,
I said a few words, letting them know I was behind her and she seemed so happy to see me, and began saying all kinds of things to me. I knew she loved me. I knew she was head over heels in love with me. I could see it in her eyes. I began asking myself, if I made a terrible mistake in coming to the realm, wasn’t I the cause of all these issues? What am I doing for this problem to be solved? If I had known, I would have waited till she got married before coming back to the realms. I knew all that, but I didn’t want to stop myself. I wanted to claim her right there on the spot; I wanted to tell her. I also loved her and wished I could go against the pack, but I was afraid of what my words were going to cost me, what my words were going to create. How many lives and blood will be lost? I was so down and I had to stand strong and hold my cool. We argued for what felt like an hour. I had to walk out on her because my wolf nearly popped out of me, intending to mark her, and I wasn’t l
I bit my lower lip to stop myself from speaking out of shape and getting myself in deep trouble and causing more questions, which I despise. I am a grown-ass fucking Alpha, but that doesn’t stop me from doing what I love to do, for the fact I’m not fierce doesn’t mean that I have to be. If I had known she was going to speak of Oceana, I would have walked out the instant I saw her. I wanted to get out of here. “Nothing is going on between me and Oceana, Mother. Why do you ask and what the shit is going on for you to ask me such a question?” She sounded relieved at my statement. What had she heard and what was she thinking? “Are you sure, Gérard?’ Her intense look was bothering me. “What are you trying to say, Mother?’ “Oceana demands to meet her mate at the werewolves’ ceremony.” I was stunned. Could this day get any worse for me? What the hell is going on? Shit!! She went on. “She was so excited when she heard you were coming back. I don’t know what’s occurring in her head t
“You are such a beautiful girl.” My mother beamed and stretched her hands for a hug from Emily and she went to her and they both hugged themselves like they’ve known each other for a long time, and have been best of friends ever since. “Thank you so much, Mother.” She grinned happily and left my mother, who told her to sit opposite her in the same chair aside. “You are welcome,’ she laughed. “I hope the moment you get married to my son, you are giving him a child as soon as possible.” Emily laughed shyly. “I want a son.” My mother requested. A son. “I could also give you a daughter, mother.” Emily joked. “That will be nice, but I don’t want another Oceana. I’m having a tough time controlling her and her strong headed behaviour, so I don’t want a daughter. I want an Alpha this time. I could take him hunting, teach him how to fight, be a vigorous wolf and a lot of other things.” “Oh, wow, that’s so great, Mother. I hope your wishes come true.” “Thank you, my daughter.” She asked
Most of them would have gone insane, trying to protect and claim what the moon goddess had matched for them and you know what’s worse, they wouldn’t think about the consequences. My case is different. Because of my mate, I became a whore who slept and fucked various kinds of women every day. A man whore. People will say, those were the golden old days, but for me, it was just a thing of pleasure to escape reality. As soon as Oceana was growing in the mansion, understanding what the world was about. What the realm was all about. I stopped going to the Pleasure House to have sex. I needed to set a good example for my mate to not go out and hear shameful stuff about me. I couldn’t bear to see it. “Are you sure? Because this isn’t like you, you and I both know Emily wouldn’t be able to do anything. Stop your tactics and get to the point?” “Carmine, let me do this my way. I can’t stop this alone. It’s so hard to contain, but I’ve waited this long and I can still wait.” “Our parent
“Are you speaking about brotherly love, Carmine?” “No.” He shook his head. “This is Gérard we are talking about, he doesn’t have such feelings for you, we both know for sure that you are his first love and he’s deeply in love with you.’ His words melted my heart. I smiled, and then it hit me. ‘What am I going to do, Carmine? Does this mean I can never be with him?’ He dropped his hands and put them at their sides. “I don’t know how to answer that. I know it’s hard, but the only thing I can tell you is that you should forget about him for the rest of your life and move on.” My frightened eyes widened. “Move on.’ I whispered. It was as if a bucket of iced water was poured on me. Wasn’t he the one encouraging me a while ago? Carmine gazed at me sadly? “Life is such a cruel place, isn’t it, Oceana?” He left. That’s it. I ran after him and Carmine ignored me and said no word. It devastated me. I should move on. That’s what Carmine said to me. He wants me to move on. How dare he p
I don’t care what the realms will say, I will just make up some stories about being sick and not attending the wedding and that would have been it. I don’t care what people would say, or neither do I give a fuck.Before the announcement of the wedding, which was a couple of three days ago, I had summoned Gérard to my chambers and begged him not to go ahead with this wedding.“Please, I would do anything. Don’t just go ahead with the wedding, I’m begging you.” He turned deaf ears to my pleadings and left.I knew he was done with me. His look was dark, as if someone truly finished him with me. I felt like I was some sort of nuisance; he didn’t care about my feelings; it hurt me.I broke down in tears and the only thing I heard was “I can’t cut off this wedding, the deed has already been done”. Those were his exact words.So, here I am listening to his wedding vows with the witch in her white wedding gown, holding his hands.“Oceana,’ The moron Kai whispered.Yep, the name suits him perfe
“Ar…are….Are you serious right now, Oceana, you’ve….you’ve gone baffling, I can….can see…see that…that… you are going insane.” She attempted to go when I gripped her gown even more and pleaded with her with my eyes. “Don’t go, please,” I begged. “Please, just listen to me,’ hot tears streamed down my face. My makeup was ruined.I guess I looked like a mess right now. “I don’t want to ruin his wedding, Jessie. Please don’t tell anyone. He will be mad.”“Mad? Your life and his…his…wedding….wedding…which is much…much more important,’ she panicked. “Are you telling me to just stay and watch you, just because you don’t want to hurt your brothers?”“YES,’ I reacted aggressively. “I want you to just stay and watch me.”“Your brothers will kill me if anything happens to you.” She shouted.“They’ve already killed me and they keep blaming it for some sort of protection. They care about nothing but themselves.” I cried out. “They are thinking of their lives right now, abandoning me and putting it
That’s why to avenge the death of others. He had to die and I would seize the clan for myself. That is my wish and my command, Amoux.’Amoux smiled and bent the knee before me.“Yes, Alpha Ivy Thorne. Your wish is my command, brother.”Carmine’s Pov.“Dad, look what Mom bought for me.’ Chloe rushed over to me with her toy.I smiled and hugged her as I patted her back, dropping the presents I bought for her.As a kid back then, I dreamed of not having a child, and neither did I think of having one someday. I’ve always wanted to be alone with the person I love and die in old age.My wishes might sound lonely to most people, but it doesn’t to me because that’s what I want.And besides, I’m into men and not women, so it doesn’t matter, anyway. I tried to be the perfect Alpha who everyone will look up to, and it worked out perfectly because of Gerard.He was my rock who gave me a leaning shoulder whenever I wanted to cry. My father was a ruthless man who wanted his children to live up to hi
She gasped with her hand on her mouth and muttered.“Gerard.’What? Who? Where?Who is she calling Gerard? What is she talking about? Why is everyone so weird here in California?“And who might you be?’“Aunt Jessie, do you know him? He’s the one who tied my shoelaces.’The so-called Aunt Jessie came to me and held my shoulders.Why do these wolves here in California have a habit of touching a stranger’s shoulders?I pulled her hands off my shoulders. I don’t like it.What the fuck is going on here?“It is you.” She exclaimed. “Gerard.’“Who is who?’ This was hilarious, but I didn’t want to laugh.“Where have you been, Gerard? Do you have any idea what you put Oceana through? She has been looking for you for the past six years. You can’t keep tormenting her like this. If she did anything to you, please forgive her Gerard. Please and this is…”“What are you talking about? Who are you and first of all, my name is not Gerard? I’m Ivy Thorne, and I don’t know who you are.’ I kindly pushed
“I’m talking and you are asking irrelevant questions, huh? His elder brother has been living in America for five years since then. He returned just to meet up with the clan because he’s an heir. He is not Gerard. Cut out this crap of yours. I don’t want to see you close to my best friend and his brother again. I will have you dealt with.’“Garold…”“I don’t want to repeat my words again, Oceana, behave your fucking self.’ he walked out on me and slam the door shut.I sighed and fell to the floor feeling exhausted and I haven’t had my bath properly since yesterday.I must reek of heat.Ivy’s Pov.I wiped my sweat off my face and neck as I entered the penthouse in my workout clothes.My parents were having breakfast, and the place was sort of noisy.“Hey, Ivy,’ my mom called out to me.“Hi, mom.’ I went to her and kissed her on the cheek, and greeted my father as well. I hugged my siblings and cousins.“Eww. You are sweating, bro.’“Yeah, I need to take a bath, cousin.’“You could come
“But you were the one who came to the room. You should have switched it off before lying down.’I rolled my eyes at him. “Should I kick you out of my room?”“No.’“Then get your ass up and lock the fucking door.’“Alright. Alright, before you eat me up, bad wolf.’I smiled and closed my eyes.“Please don’t leave me, Gerard. I will do anything to make us stay together.’“I heard you threatened Emily, Oceana. What the hell are you doing?’“Must you always get mad at me for everything? I did what I had to. She called me a whore.’“That’s why you kept her in prison? Are you mad or something?’“I’m not mad. You are my mate, Gerard. I will not hand you over to her. You are mine.’“So have I become some property that you have to not let me go.’She grabbed my collar with tears in her eyes. “Please, I love you so much, Gerard. Be my mate and I will never let go of you. I will fight till my last breath. I’m ready to face the pack now. I don’t care if we are siblings. Siblings fuck each other,
“It is not, Carmine. I knew my mate when I saw him. I felt the bond when I touched him. My wolf was alive for the first time in years. Please believe me, I need to see my mate. I beg of you.’“Calm down, the way you are in a hurry will not bring back your mate. You need to calm down, go home and take a fresh bath and relax. Tomorrow you have to come meet me so we can talk about this, okay?”‘`What do you mean talk about this, Carmine?" she yelled at me. “There’s nothing to talk about. I saw him with my eyes. We need to go see him. His name is Amoux, and he is Garold’s best friend. Or we can follow him, then we will track him.”“Did he say his name is Gerard?’Oceana shook her head. “No. The Amoux guy called him Ivy. And I need to know how he is called Ivy. I need to search for Gerard. Tell him we have…”“Oceana.’ I held her shoulders and sighed.“Go home and let’s talk about this tomorrow and then we will find out who he is.’She agreed.“Carmine, is that you?’I looked upstairs, and
The wind blew through our clothes as we both stared at each other, but his eyes were black and he looked so much like Gerard, something felt off.No, he was Gérard. I can never forget about his scent.“Gerard.’ I murmured, burst out in tears and hugged him. “Where the hell have you been? Why did you disappear from me like that? Please, Gerard, don’t leave me like that again. I can’t take it anymore. Please don’t leave me anymore. I don’t know how I will survive without you again.’I pulled away from him and looked at his face, but instead of seeing a warm smile from him.What I saw was a furious expression.“Who the fuck are you?’“What!’He sighed. “Like I don’t understand, why will you cling onto me like that?!’“Gerard.’“Do I know you? You just met a random wolf and hugged him? If you are a whore, I understand, but can you keep your silly thoughts to yourself? I don’t want to see you. I don't even fucking know you.’“What are you talking about, Gerard?" I asked in a shaky voic
However, Kai was found dead on a pole and his elder brother, Garold, volunteered to make Oceana his wife.After the deed was done, I also discovered I was pregnant as well and the thought of telling Oceana and Carmine about what happened destroyed me.Oceana’s Pov.“Get off me, young lady. Are you on meds or something?’ His voice was quite broken and scary when he spoke.Gerard’s voice had always been deep, calm, not harsh.I took my hands off. His aura was very different.“Who are you, are you not Gerard?’He frowned and scoffed. “Who are you, Alpha, since you don’t have a name?’They looked so much alike, but why is he so different?“My name is Oceana Daciana, from the Mackenzie Clan.” I responded.‘`Oh, you must be Garold’s wife, the stubborn woman who is in love with her ex-boyfriend?’ he mocked.Garold must have told him Gerard was my boyfriend instead of him being my brother.I didn’t want to believe this.I was sick and tired of this. How could I believe he wasn’t the o
I smiled. “She is doing well. Though I haven’t heard from her for a couple of months.’He gave a slight frown. “But your daughter goes to her home all the time, right?’“Most times.’ I responded. “But Carmine picks her up most of the time at her home.’“Oh, I see,” he agreed. “But you guys are still best friends, right?’ he teased.“We are still close, but Oceana is sort of shutting me out again, I think. I bet she still hasn’t forgiven me because of Carmine. She thinks I took advantage of Carmine’s dick and had his daughter. But I am to blame for everything.’“Why do you keep talking about the past? It’s been five years, Jessie.’As long as the past lives in our lives, we can never forget it.”“They are best friends for sure,” he nodded. “Nolana and Chloe.’“Yes, they are, and they get along so well.”“Yeah, you are right,’ he agreed.“Whenever I think of the past, I still feel sad and broken, Adolph. A lot of things happened on a whim and I couldn’t do anything to save Oceana fr
“I’m sorry.’ glancing up at the person I knew who the person was.I was dumbfounded.In my whole life, never did I expect I was going to meet him again.“Gerard.’ I whispered and his eyes widened, staring deeply at me.“Is that really you?’He questioned. “Who are you?!’I grabbed his collar with rage, filling up and rushing through my veins. “Who am I? After all these years, you finally show up here? Tell me, why the fuck are you here?’ my eyes instantly filled with tears so much I was broken.The sound of my voice, my gritted teeth could be heard, tears flowed down my cheeks.All these years of enduring sufferings and going through hell broke me.But he didn’t look bothered at all by my tears and stood still as if nothing was touching him.Why was he so calm?Gerard was alive? How come no one told me about him?No, it can’t be.I saw his dead body before they buried him. What the heck was going on? I'm getting tired of all these bullshit.I was fucking tired of seeing all this. Th