FELIX.
My jaw drops in awe as I stand hypnotized by the sight before me.The sexiest sight that my eyes have ever witnessed. So dirty and erotic, yet so pure.Her back is turned to me. Her naked back. And as my eyes roam across the flawless and milky skin, my throat moves; the sound of a gulp escaping my parted lips as I thirst to swipe my tongue across that smooth skin.I can feel every part of me get excited as her hand moves to her hair and she sweeps it to the left, letting me catch a glimpse of her neck and the sight of her backbone makes something shift in me.I can’t find my words and I can only continue to stare, with my tongue swiping over my suddenly overdry lips as I watch the silk dress brushed by her waist finally pool down her legs; If I thought the previous sight of her sexy back was the highlight of it, oh was I so wrong.My eyes are so wide that it’s a miracle my eyeballs haven’t dropped from their sockets as my gaze sweeps over the tattoo just above her well-rounded buttocks.Holy motherfucker of all sexy things.Jesus Christ.My hand shoots out, staying in the air and my eyes squint as I try to make out what the tattoo says while my feet finally start to move towards her.My heart beats fast in my chest, and I swallow my saliva as I get closer to her. A bit more and my fingertips will brush against that skin…~I groan as the sharp brightness hits my eyes when I attempt to open them. I move my left hand over my face and my eyelids flutters. I gaze across the bright room, my brows raised in confusion before the reality I’ve woken up to finally starts to settle in.“Fuck.” It was just a dream.Explains why I was standing far away from her and her back was turned to me. That’s just too fake- I’d have been on my knees before such a woman.I chuckle to myself and move my left hand from my face when my eyes adjust to the light, then I frown when I don’t feel my right arm. I turn on my side and the frown turns into a smile when I see a face nuzzling into my arm with her hair scattered over her face.My eyes move from her face down to her naked body. She has only panties on and her chest is naked, but I barely see anything because it’s pressed to the mattress.I guess I had a fun night last night. Also explains why I had that dream. It’s impossible to not dream of sexy bodies when there’s one in your arms when you sleep.I gently raise her head from my arm and drop it on the mattress.“Hmm.” I moan as I shift closer to her, my hand draped across her back. I caress the soft skin and watch her squirm a bit before I move my hand to a more sensitive place. I grab her buttocks through her panties and squeeze once.Fuck. That’s so soft.Unable to resist, I squeeze again, but she still doesn’t wake.“I wore you out last night, didn’t I?” I mutter in a whisper as I move my free hand and prop my elbow against the mattress. I rest my head against my knuckles and move the hand from her buttocks to her face. I brush the hair from her cheek and tuck it behind her ears. Her eyelids are tightly shut and memories of the previous night come crashing down as my gaze roams across her face.I move my hand back to her lower body and find my way inside her panties. I squeeze her ass without the obstruction of the panties before my hand moves between her ass cheeks and I swipe a finger across her pussy.I watch her face with my lips slowly curling into a small smile as she starts to squirm against the bed. She presses her face into the mattress, snatching away any sound I thought she’d make as I start to play with her clit.“Up yet?” I whisper as I remove my hand from inside her panties and drop it in the small of her back. She raises her head, and a shy smile appears on her face as she brushes her red hair to the side. “I am now. What a fantastic way to wake me up, don’t you think?” She raises an eyebrow, a hint of satisfaction playing around her words.“So last night…” she starts when I say nothing. I remove my hand from her back when she starts to move up and when I attempt to sit up on the bed, she pushes me back down, straddling my lap.My lips turn in a smirk and I move my hands to the back of my head, clasping them together as I wait to relive the previous night.I don’t remember much from it. I must have been pretty drunk cause I don’t even remember the name of the girl on top of me–or maybe I never asked to begin with.However, it must have been…The rest of my thoughts cut short when a voice suddenly echoes around the room and my head immediately snaps to the door.“You can’t even fucking deny it, can you?!”I recognize that voice. I think.I remove my hands from the back of my head and start to sit up with red still on my lap, but my entire attention pulled away from her.“Baby, please. Just let me explain. I can explain. I’ll explain.” This voice, I can never mistake and I arch a brow, wondering what’s going on.“Who are those?” The girl on my lap whispers to me, and I return my gaze to her face for a second, hushing her to be quiet before glancing back at the door.“How could you? I can’t believe you’d do this to me. How could…” The rest of the sentence fades into the air and that’s when I move red hair from my lap.“Wait, where are you…”“I’ll be back,” I respond without letting her finish her words. I grab my boxers where it’s lying on the floor, along with the rest of our scattered clothes, and put it on, then make my way to the door. I grab the knob and just still for a moment without turning it.“Baby, please. I know you won’t believe anything I say right now, but I didn’t do it intentionally; I promise you that. I’d never hurt you intentionally. I…” That’s when I turn the knob and step out.Two heads turn in my direction at once, but the eyes I meet are the brown ones. They’re filled with tears and there’s a single drop rolling down her left cheek. There’s no emotion in her eyes as she stares at me, and I think I might even see a scowl there. Directed at me? Why? I don’t know. We barely know each other.I finally turn to the other’s gaze, my best friend’s, when she looks away and I raise a brow at him. “Hey, everything good?”“Yeah, all good. I’m just speaking with my girl…” he starts to grab her hand as he speaks but she snatches it away and takes two steps back. “Stay the hell away from me from now on.”His eyes widen. “What? No, you can’t mean that. Baby, you know I can’t live without…”“You should have thought of that before cheating on me, you freak!” She spits, then bends to grab her things off the floor. That’s when I take in the fact that she’s in just a nightwear. A skimpy dress that looks good on her than I’d love to emphasize. The roundness of her ass is more visible as she’s bent, and I let my eyes linger there far too long than I like. It isn’t until she straightens back that I remove my eyes and they immediately go to my best friend, hoping he didn’t catch me ogling his girlfriend.Thankfully, he’s too busy staring at her face and trying to meet her eyes.“Baby, please. You can’t just leave like this. I–“She doesn’t listen. She storms out of the room with that scowl etched on her face and once her frame disappears through the door, I turn to Ash. “You won’t follow her?”He sighs. “No. That’d make her even angrier.”“So she’s just leaving in…”“She came with her car.” He explains before I finish and I nod as I lean against my door with my arms crossed to my chest. I study his face and he looks really worried. I rarely see this guy worried. Oh, and here’s another thing I’ve never seen him do–cheat. On the girl he’s always sung his love for?“Are you okay, dude?” I question, and he turns his gaze on me. “Yeah.” He answers in a breath and rubs a palm down his face. There’s suddenly a smile on his face when he looks at me again. “You had a wonderful night? This one was louder.”I grin. “Was she now?”“Damn right she was. How hard were you going for her to…”“Ash,” I call, cutting his words. “I know what you’re doing. Not working. Want to tell me why you cheated on your girlfriend?”He stays silent for a while, then winks. “Hard pass. But it was a mistake, I promise.”“That cost you her. Why’d you go through with it? I thought she was the love of your…”“Is. Not was. And it didn’t cost me her. I’d get her back. We’re in too deep for her to let go now.”I chuckle. “You sure about that? Didn’t seem that way when she walked out of here. And cheating dude? That’s so not you.”He shrugs. “Maybe I decided to take a page out of your book.” When I shoot both my brows up, he laughs. “Don’t worry, Felix. I can take care of my love life. Just go back to what you’re good at. You’ve left one waiting in there for too long now.”He doesn’t let me respond before he turns and walks into his room. My gaze moves to the front door and I stare at the wood for seconds before I open my door and walk back into the room.“Clothes off,” I mutter as I lock the door behind me. Red is almost dressed, with only the zipper of her dress left.“What?” She frowns as I stride further into the room. Without using my words, I step out of my boxers and don’t break eye contact as I grab my hard length with my right hand and start to stroke.Her lips part in shock and she looks away from my eyes as hers zeroes in on my cock.I smirk when her tongue darts out to lick her bottom lip.That’s when I repeat my words. “Clothes off. I’m suddenly in a good mood, as you can see.”She doesn’t need to be asked again after that. She immediately rips her dress off and almost tears her panties in her attempt to take it off. The second she’s fully naked before me, I close the distance between us. Her chest heaves when I’m close enough and she tries to come for my lips, but I refuse her request and turn her against the desk near the bed instead.“Felix?” she calls in a breathless tone as I bend her over the desk with her ass in the air and that throbbing pink little thing begging to be taken.“I’ll have you like this.” I open one of the desk drawers and take out a condom. Red tries to move, but I keep her cheek pressed to the desk with my left hand on her face while the other works on the condom. After rolling the condom down my length, my hand moves from her face to her hair as I position myself between her legs.“Ahh!” she cries out as I thrust into her at the same time I pull back her hair.Fuck, that’s tight.I cuss under my breath and throw my head to the back as I continue to thrust into her.The surprising part of this, though? It’s not the face of the girl bent over my desk right now that’s in my head as I roll my hips and fuck her roughly.It’s one I saw earlier. One whose eyes were filled with tears. It’s the one who gazed at me like I’m the last thing she wants around.It’s the face I’ve been seeing for the past year with my best friend, but never stays on my mind.Yeah. That’s the face that’s in my head as my cock slides in and out of another girl.It’s those teary-filled eyes.FELIX.Today seems to be an amazing day for me. My mood seems to have escalated from this morning. I’d say it’s because of the terrific event that happened in my room. And happening right here again.I currently have my tongue shoved down my coworker’s throat. A very hot coworker. Hot as in, she’s fresh, and a brunette with green eyes plus a body to die for.Luck must be on my side because when I arrived this morning, she just grabbed my hand and led me here. Okay, maybe that’s not all that happened, but I confirm there was a minimum done on my part.She got hired a few days ago, and I’d admit I had my eyes on her, but I hadn’t approached. When I arrived today, I only sent her a wink with a very polite greeting and seemed like she was onto me too, cause the next break we had; she grabbed my hand and pulled me away faster than I could turn.“You’re so good at kissing.” She lauds breathlessly as she removes her mouth from mine to catch some air in her lungs, her chest heaving up and dow
FELIX.I was wrong when I said today was a good day for me. Thanks to Brynn Addams, I no longer feel that way.But I plan to turn things around. I’ll not let her successfully ruin this day for me. It started nicely, and it’s got to end on a pleasant note too.A smile is on my face as I park my bike by the building, the echoes coming from inside promising me the fun I’d have—one I’m here for.After chaining my bike to the ground, I throw the keys inside my back pocket and proceed to enter the building with an even bigger smile. After one glance down my body, the curtains of the room of fun are opened to me and I enter with an enthusiastic heart and my hands inside my pocket.I rock my head to the music that’s coming from the upper floor as my eyes try to adjust to the darker lights. Once I’m adjusted, my gaze roams across the room in search of the special girl who’d take away my frustrations tonight.All I see is bodies. Hot bodies sliding against each other. Wrapping. Colliding. Touch
FELIX.I’m ashamed to say she tugged at my heartstrings with those words. And not only because she stands there, in her messy state, with those brown eyes fixated on me as she waits for a response to her words. And despite the slight vulnerability I thought I heard when she muttered those words, I see no such thing in her eyes.She’s just so good with her emotions, isn’t she?“What?” I say just to taunt her, wanting her to repeat those words. But it’s Brynn Addams. I’m sure she’d rather wish the ground open up and swallow her before she let that sentence leave her mouth for a second time.“You heard me.” She replies with a hiss, that stoic expression back on her face and I smirk as I take the one step I had taken down back up. “I did. I just want you to repeat them.”She unfits her hands from the sides of her dress, and for a second, I thought she was contemplating it, but… “You can leave.” She nods to the exit before she turns and starts walking back to her table. I shake my head and
FELIX.I wasn’t wrong about the hell of a night.And I hate that.Brynn Addams is more than I thought she was.When I laid my eyes on her for the first time, it didn’t take more than a glance to know she was no ordinary girl. She screamed luxury and exuded such elegance I’d never encountered in my entire life. Her poise, stance, walk, appearance. Every single detail about her from that moment told me she was one of those girls who could get everything they wanted in the world with just a snap of their fingers. Not only did she bleed that rich and powerful aura, but she was also beautiful. Angelic beauty. The kind of beauty men go to war for. Her black long hair shone brightly against the warmth of the earth, and the features that framed her face were enough to captivate even the strongest of men.However, that Brynn Addams is completely different from the one who’s a few feet away from me.It’s the alcohol, I can tell. She drank more than I did, and I’m now seeing a side to her I’ve n
FELIX.Every word Asher said to me that day was true.And I hated that.I hate that he knows me so well. I hate that I had let him know me that well and he had used that knowledge against me.But there have never been truer words spoken.I’m a lowlife. I’ve always been. It started with my family—one I don’t have, nor have the luxury of knowing. My parents cared less about me than they would a stray pet you find by the corner of the street and there were days that used to hurt and I would wonder why they ever tried with me if they never planned on giving me even the tinniest of their love and parental affection.Those days are gone now; I’ve accepted I’m a lone wolf in this world and my existence in the world had been a miracle–nothing more.I left home ages ago and found my way into this town. That’s how I met Ash. He was the first person to show me kindness, and I don’t just mean in this town—in my entire life. He saw me struggling and invited me into his home without asking for anyt
FELIX.I resist for a moment, not really wanting to be here yet, but I’ve overstayed my welcome at the boxing arena and if I stay another night, I’m pretty sure Lemuel would sign off my membership.Which is why I don’t have any other choice than to be back here, the place I’ve been purposely avoiding for days. Not the place itself—a person.I step inside the house and instantly want to step back out when the first sight that welcomes me is that of Asher on the sofa in the living room with one hand spread over the arm of it and the other holding the TV remote, boringly switching through the channels. However, before I can take action; his head whips back as if he senses me, and for a moment there, he looks like he couldn’t be any more relieved to see me.That’s funny. I remember him looking like he wanted my head the last time we were in the same room.“Felix!” He calls my name, the excitement in his voice not hard to miss. Unfortunately for him, I don’t share the same excitement, and
FELIX.Brynn doesn’t look the least impressed or threatened by the taunting tone of my voice. Instead, she raises a brow slightly and asks, “What’s it? As long as it’s a rational request.”Knowing what she means by rational, my lips curl into a small smirk and I clear my throat before I let out the words.“Go out with me.”She looks surprised for a moment there, her other brow also shooting up, as if that’s the last thing she had expected me to demand. And it probably should be for me too. I know I shouldn’t, but I just couldn’t help myself.“What does that mean?” Brynn asks as she glares me down. Realizing there’s a double meaning to my request, I’m quick to clarify. “I don’t mean literally.” I start. “You said you owe me because you used my time, so I want you to repay me with the same thing. Or is Brynn Addam’s time too precious to be wasted on a favor?” I try to hide the acrimony that pushes to sip into the last words with sarcasm.“It is,” Brynn responds without blinking. “My tim
FELIX.I’m sure the tension in the air can be felt by every soul in the room, and I can still feel Asher’s eyes on me. Something tells me the second I meet his gaze is the moment everything turns into ruins, so I don’t.“Hi.” I breathe as Brynn reaches my desk. She doesn’t spare Asher a glance even as I feel his eyes peel from my skin, and probably staring at her now.“Tomorrow. My place.” Brynn states what she’s appeared for, the words dropping in a monotone, and I nod once. “What are we—““Brynn.” Asher interrupts me and grabs Brynn’s shoulder. “What’s going on? Why are you here? What do you mean by those words?” There’s not a breath between his questions, and I see the anger that slowly takes over Brynn’s neutral expression. She doesn’t turn as she speaks, the irritation in her voice hard to be mistaken. “Take your hand off me.”Asher doesn’t listen. Instead, he grabs her other shoulder and forces her to meet his eyes. “I know you’re mad at me, baby—““Don’t call me that.”He sighs