Serena's pov
My tiny window let in the morning sun which kissed my skin with an uncommon warmth. I stared at the dress on the wall, a delicate white silk gown with lace that shimmered in the light and my heart raced. It was my outfit for the bonding ceremony. Everything was meant to change for me today, marking the beginning of a new chapter. I shakily exhaled as I rubbed the plush fabric with my fingers. It was unheard of for an Omega like me to mate with an Alpha . Almost everyone detested and made fun of me because I was the lowest of the low in the pack. This union however was meant to change that. " Serena!" a stern voice yelled.from outside my door I recoiled. Liam's mother Luna Marissa was here already. Since the announcement, she had hardly spoken to me and always did so in a chilly and abrupt manner. "Yes Luna?" I returned the call as I hurried from my tiny room. She gave me a contemptuous look as her keen eyes took in my unassuming features. " Three hours from now the ceremony will begin. Don't be The make up artist is waiting for you. "Yes Luna." I replied, my head lowered Her heels clicked on the floor as she walked away huffing. With a forceful swallow I pushed the lump in my throat away. I had the opportunity to prove myself today. After the ceremony things would be different regardless of how much they hated me now. The makeup artist avoided looking into my eyes as she worked quietly in the preparation room. As she applied face powder and arranged my hair in gentle waves,she remained silent. I hardly recognized the girl staring back at me when I looked in the mirror. I was looking more beautiful than beautiful." You look beautiful." The make-up artist said before leaving. I forced a smile and sighed. What she believed was irrelevant. Liam was the most important thing in my mind right now "Serena.."A gentle voice cut through my thoughts . It was Ellie, the only member of the pack who had ever been kind to me . "You look stunning." she remarked her eyes gleaming with genuine admiration. "Thank you." I said,my voice very low. Ellie moved in closer, her voice hushed. "Today is a big day so are you prepared?" I nodded trying to calm myself. "I only hope that this will make them accept me. Don't you think so Ellie?" She smiled at me encouragingly. "You'll be alright. You underestimate how strong you are. The ceremony took place in the grand hall which was decked out in golden drapes and white roses. The entire pack had gathered to watch their Alpha and his mate bond Every eye was on me as I entered the hall and my heart was pounding. The air was full of whispers and I heard snippets of their vile words. "Why her?" "She is merely an Omega." "She has no wolf at all." With my head held high I stared at Liam at the altar. Tall, powerful and incredibly attractive in his fitted suit, he exuded the Alpha's best qualities. But I felt there was something different about the way he stared at me, like I was a stranger but I pushed it aside. I was just so nervous. My heart was filled with hope as I made my way down the aisle. That was it. My opportunity to fit in. . - Liam extended his hand as I got to him. After a brief moment of hesitation, I put mine in his. He held me with a warm touch. The Elder recited in a deep steady voice, the ancient words of the bond to start the ceremony . "We bring two souls together as one today Alpha Liam and Serena. The Moon Goddess herself blessed the sacred and unbreakable bond that exists between an Alpha and his mate." My breath caught when the Elder gave Liam a ceremonial dagger. He was to cut his palm first, then mine allowing our blood to mingle and cement the connection. Liam however stepped back and let go of my hand rather than accepting the dagger. Confusion filled the room and a murmur swept through the crowd. I scowled as I looked up at him. "Liam?" He gazed at me with icy emotionless dark eyes "I can't do this "he declared emphatically. I stopped. "What do you mean exactly?" His jaw was clenched as he faced the crowd. "Serena is not my mate and I, Alpha Liam, reject her." The hall reverberated with gasps. My knees went weak and as his words took hold my vision became blurry. "No. .You're not—."I said in a whisper shaking my head With a sharp voice,nhe interrupted. " I can. " His face was filled with contempt as he turned back to face me. "You have no wolf, you are weak .You will only embarrass this pack further if I choose you as my mate." My eyes were burning from tears but I fought the urge to cry. "Why? Why didn't you just reject me yesterday that embarrass—" "I made a mistake ." He started icily. "I thought I could ignore your imperfections but I can't. You're not supposed to be my mate." The audience burst into whispers, some of them laughing, some of them pitying me. It felt as if I was out of breath. I thought that this would be my salvation and my opportunity to fit in at last. Instead it was the worst nightmare I've ever had. "Please Liam."I pleaded, my voice cracking. "Give us a chance." He took a step toward me, speaking quietly enough for me to hear. "I can't do this and please don't force me, Serena." He said. I wanted to scream and fight back but I was crushed under the weight of his rejection. His voice was strained as the Elder cleared his throat. "This is really outrageous, Alpha Liam. Are you sure—? "I've made my decision." Liam firmly stated "The ceremony has ended." I stood there broken and humiliated as he turned and walked away. . . As the crowd gradually thinned, their murmurs sliced like blades through me. "She genuinely believed that he would accept her." Someone said, " What a farce. " "She gets the best rejection." Someone sniggered. Ellie, her face white with surprise, hurried to my side. "Serena I'm really sorry." I was unable to talk as I shook my head. I cried as I ran out of the hall, my chest heaving with the tears I had been suppressing. I continued running until I collapsed to my knees at the edge of the forest. I felt like my soul was being torn apart by the agony of rejection that ripped through me I had put up with the pack's hatred, harsh treatment and hurtful remarks for years. And I had always clung to the hope that things would get better eventually, that I would eventually prove myself. Now though I wasn't sure if I could fight any longer. With my face buried in my hands , I soaked the ground beneath me with my tears. Liam's words replayed In my mind. Wolfless. Weak. Pack's embarrassment. Perhaps he was right. Why? He should have rejected me where no one would see my pain and shame Perhaps I was destined to be a punching bag for the pack. To be wolfless and hated by all. So many thoughts ran in my mind and I even thought of killing myself. But something else was whispered in the back of the mind, maybe I was destined to be without a mate.I sat on the wet forest floor gazing at the moon through the trees, hardly noticing the cold night. I was even tired of crying and my eyes hurt like a thousand needles had pierced them.My dress which was now filthy and wrinkled held on to me like a memento of the cancelled ceremony. I swallowed hard. If someone had told me that the love of my life would toss me aside like yesterday's trash, I wouldn't have believed it at all.The embarrassment was still vivid and my heart felt like it had been broken into a million fragments and my chest tightened again and again, making it difficult for me to breathe. Long after everyone had gone back to their packhouse, I had remained out here. Hiding and praying that no one finds me here, if not they had taken pictures, posted it on social media and made me beg for death.Ever since,my parents died at twelve years old. The only love I got from the world was from Liam but now thinking about it I felt if all it was a lie.I dreaded going home, I w
Our unbearably long silence was laced with tension and unsaid words.I had finally had to meet Liam, I was just too angry to keep quiet and let him disgrace me and cast me out like I didn't matter.Liam looked so guilty and for a while I wanted to know if he's going to kneel and beg me for forgiveness and say that everything that had happened were just pranks.I wiped my tears with my sleeves and looked away.I looked away, too angry to stare at him.I wanted an explanation and nothing else. He could take his love and give it to someone else I cared less about it.His voice was soft as he called my name and took little steps towards me."Serena." He said "Liam, please." I said in a very low voice as if raising my voice would break the thin thread that held me together. I shook my head. "Whatever you want to say, save it. Liam, don't try to explain your love for me. You made a decision. I heard it all. But I want to ask what did I do to deserve this?"He scowled and moved in clos
Situated deep within the forest where the sun hardly made it through the thickets was my grandmother's Packhouse , it was so small but I remembered it was so cozy and all that.The scent was a combination of cedarwood and the little traces of my mom's favorite lavender oil, so she does visit here frequently.The place still felt like her even though no one had lived here for years As I rubbed my fingers across the old and almost cracked wooden table, I was transported back to my early years. I had come here during the holidays when I was very little before my parents had died.Here she taught me how to bake bread, braid my hair and maintain my self-confidence in the face of anger or trouble .But I was not prepared for the rejection I had experienced by any of those lessons. It had come suddenly and left me wounded."This is it." I said, my voice shaking as tears were threatening to spill out." I'll start over here. "It felt like a hollow promise that I might not be able to fulfil
At first I didn't know where I was but it was the sunlight which poured in and made me open my eyes and knew that I was lying on a soft bed.The only thing I remembered were heart-pounding escape, rogue wolves and panic.I instantly regretted the motion as pain slammed into me.After my fingers touched my fored , I realized was experiencing a throbbing headache similar to what happens when the skull is violently struck. I quickly blinked trying to dispel the fog. Where was I?The floors were polished marble, the walls were tall and the rich atrs that hung on them all showed scenes of luxury. A commoner wouldn't have thought of it as a home. Right now, with the rush of panic returning I couldn't afford to daydream about stories. With my bare feet on the chilly marble ,I pushed off the covers. The room's height was the first thing I noticed, tall windows that let in enough natural light to confirm that it was no longer night. I forced myself to get up but my head hammered and my fe
SERENA'S POV I could feel my heart pounding in my chest and my eyes rolling in my head and I felt like fainting. As the sharp and persistent knock on the door echoed throughout the room,.i.knew I was doomed.My gaze locked with his. He was standing there, a stranger yet his gaze felt steady as if he was somehow anchoring me to keeping me from slipping into panic. He paused and then turned to me completely as if he was considering a choice. He twitched his fingers at his side and I saw that he was fighting with something.Whatever he was going to do it wasn't an easy task for him.“ Don't worry.” he said but I wasn't sure if he actually believed it.” I'll keep you safe.” I hardly knew this man but his words made me feel a little lighter somehow. EvenElliot my mate had never made me feel this safe with him.Protect me? I felt an odd warmth come over me but it was soon followed by a nagging fear that stopped me from breathing. My chest tightened as I jumped when the knock came again
SERENA'S POV The night silence enveloped me like a blanket and the evening air was cool. But I was aloneI wanted to fall asleep but hunger scratched my stomach and sometimes I felt so scared like someone was watching me, like those guards would come back.I sighed and buried my face in my palms as I burst into tears and my heart squeezed.I remembered Eliot, the rejection, the betrayal, the way he had treated me like trash and my hand went to my stomach .My little child, the only thing I had left.The door opened and a young woman, possibly a man, walked in holding a tray.Her demeanor was more kind than hostile. She didn't know how to approach me. “Thank you.” I said in a hoarse voice. She gave me a nod It seemed like she understood that despite my best efforts to blend in, I was not really one of them but she said nothing. She started to walk away but I interrupted her .“ Wait.” I said ,my voice soft in my throat. “Do you know the man who brought me here last night?”For
Even though there was a chill in the night that pricked my skin I was didn't notice it at all.I was so terrified.I could see them as I looked down the window. They were looking for me, everyone was looking for me.All I had time to do was breathe and have faith in Derrick. But no matter how hard I try to tell myself that it's fine and I shouldn't be scared, my heart pounded and I wonder what would happen to my child and I if we were eventually caught.Everyone was at risk from my very existence.“ I hate this.” I muttered to myself,my voice trembling and I wanted to cry. Despite all of this craziness,.Derrick turned to face me his dark eyes maintaining their signature expression. He was calm which I currently envied. “ Don't say that.” He said. “ We would be leaving tonight because theyll be searching all over for you.”I swallowed hard and said .”I know.” I sniffed and gave a small nod.I hated myself that very moment .Derrick threw some clothes to me.The clothing which was p
I sensed that something wasn't right as soon as we stepped out of the boundary of the first pack we got to. We were received warmly and had a little dinner at a small in at the far end of the pack and immediately we were on our way again and my heart was beating even when Derrick was walking right beside me .My stomach rumbled because I had eaten very little but I didn't want to bother Derrick about it, he had done so much for me already.Only the glow of lamplights extending down the road, the hum of the night in the distance and the deserted street. I could feel eyes on me though. I felt as if my breathing was labored and that the air itself had become harsh to me. “I think something is wrong.” I whispered.He looked over his shoulder as if he thought someone might suddenly leap out at us from behind .But then, I heard it as we were almost at the end of the alley. a faint sound that was hardly audible. Slow, deliberate and too closeMy instincts went into overdrive as the hair
SERENA'S POV I swallowed hard, my hands balled into fists at my sides and I turned away. I had the feeling that I was wading through an impossible phase of my life with each step I took toward the door. I had to get out of my heart before it engulfed me in its battleground of opposing emotions.I quickly wiped my face, took a sniff and lifted my head and told myself that crying won't solve this, that crying won't stop him from rejecting me if he wanted to.He grabbed my hand as my fingers touched the doorknob. “Serena. “ He called,his voice was rough, low and laced with rawness, a desperate sound which I didn't want to hear at all. My breathing was too shallow and too rapid and I froze, not out of fear but because I didn't know what to do, to go out or to stand here and listen to what he had to say.But I didn't want to. Even though I wanted to run out of that door, something was stopping me, holding me from doing so. Because I knew that I would fall if I did. “Derrick let me go
SERENA'S POV I exhaled and I stared at my fingersSadly the past has a way of entangling itself in the present. I could never get rid of it no matter how hard I tried to push it to the back of my mind. Elliot had left me so broken that loving again was like gambling and I wasn't sure if I wanted to love again.And here was Derrick, my heart was beating. I never imagined telling Derrick about my mate, Elliot the person who turned me down and threw me away as if I were unimportant, like I was just a piece of trash that should be taken out immediately and how foolish I was that I had allowed me make love to me and now I was carrying his child.As I relived the pain however my voice trembled and I muttered the words one after the other. “He didnt want me.” I muttered my throat aching from the memories. “ I thought that he did, like I was the best thing that had ever happened to him.But then everything changed and he claimed that I wasn't deserving of him. Sophia was better and hr cho
SERENA'S POV I looked at Derrick, my body shaking with incredulity, rage and something else I couldn't quite put my finger on. betrayal. And that was it. betrayal.I wanted to slap him. Yes, that was how I felt. How dare he? All these lies were making me go mad. I didn't know if I was to cry, to laugh, to yell at him.First I had a mate who left me for another and now I had another mate who keeps things from me.Wow.I first learned—not from him but from another woman—that he was the Alpha of a strong pack. Then I learned that ever since he saved me from those rogue wolves in the forest he had known I was his mate. And now here we were looking at each other and his deceit was like a boulder pressing down on my chest.I trembled as I whispered .“Say that again.”Derricks jaw tightened as he let out a sharp exhale. “Serena as soon as I saw you I knew you were my mate. The night I rescued you. I was following the scent and I saw you.”A scathing, dry laugh came out of my mouth. I sh
SERENA'S POVPain. Feeling ashamed. Confusion.It was everything I felt at once. Everything happened so fast that I didn't see it coming.My cheek ached from the slap but the empty uncaring expression in Derrick's eyes hurt even more. He didn't even stop her, he just stood there staring at us as if everything was like a movieHe didn't speak at all. Touching my face with my palm against the burned imprint left behind made my breath hitches in my throat .The woman who hit me came even closer , her eyes blazing with rage. She spit out in a venomous voice .“How dare you address the Alpha by his name, you lowly servant?.”Alpha? My brain whirled. Was the Alpha Derrick? I stepped back, my vision going fuzzy as the realization hit me hard. Everything made sense now including the weight of the hatred in her eyes.This was new.How I'm I supposed —He didn't tell me. However, why had he not informed me? Why had he allowed me to think he was just Derrick? Desperately looking for an explana
The sun rays pushed through the sun and I blinked rapidly trying to understand what was going on and where I was.The last thing I remembered was I was standing with Derrick and the servant woman and the fight.Somehow, something felt different now, it was as if I had been transported into a new world.I sat up slowly. The room was so magnificent, worthy of a Queen.I was lying on a massive bed with heavy drapes of dark velvet which sat in the center of much beauty.Everything seemed to shimmer in an almost unnatural way, including the sleek contemporary furniture. I wondered again where I was as I brushed my hand over the plush silks as I reached out to balance myself on the bed's edge. It was too lovely. Too tidy. I felt confused.Where was Derrick ?My mind races as it worked to piece together what had happened . My last memory was of Derrick calling my name. The world had been a blur of panic growls and footsteps. Then. pain. As I fell I could hear Derrick calling my name and
I sensed that something wasn't right as soon as we stepped out of the boundary of the first pack we got to. We were received warmly and had a little dinner at a small in at the far end of the pack and immediately we were on our way again and my heart was beating even when Derrick was walking right beside me .My stomach rumbled because I had eaten very little but I didn't want to bother Derrick about it, he had done so much for me already.Only the glow of lamplights extending down the road, the hum of the night in the distance and the deserted street. I could feel eyes on me though. I felt as if my breathing was labored and that the air itself had become harsh to me. “I think something is wrong.” I whispered.He looked over his shoulder as if he thought someone might suddenly leap out at us from behind .But then, I heard it as we were almost at the end of the alley. a faint sound that was hardly audible. Slow, deliberate and too closeMy instincts went into overdrive as the hair
Even though there was a chill in the night that pricked my skin I was didn't notice it at all.I was so terrified.I could see them as I looked down the window. They were looking for me, everyone was looking for me.All I had time to do was breathe and have faith in Derrick. But no matter how hard I try to tell myself that it's fine and I shouldn't be scared, my heart pounded and I wonder what would happen to my child and I if we were eventually caught.Everyone was at risk from my very existence.“ I hate this.” I muttered to myself,my voice trembling and I wanted to cry. Despite all of this craziness,.Derrick turned to face me his dark eyes maintaining their signature expression. He was calm which I currently envied. “ Don't say that.” He said. “ We would be leaving tonight because theyll be searching all over for you.”I swallowed hard and said .”I know.” I sniffed and gave a small nod.I hated myself that very moment .Derrick threw some clothes to me.The clothing which was p
SERENA'S POV The night silence enveloped me like a blanket and the evening air was cool. But I was aloneI wanted to fall asleep but hunger scratched my stomach and sometimes I felt so scared like someone was watching me, like those guards would come back.I sighed and buried my face in my palms as I burst into tears and my heart squeezed.I remembered Eliot, the rejection, the betrayal, the way he had treated me like trash and my hand went to my stomach .My little child, the only thing I had left.The door opened and a young woman, possibly a man, walked in holding a tray.Her demeanor was more kind than hostile. She didn't know how to approach me. “Thank you.” I said in a hoarse voice. She gave me a nod It seemed like she understood that despite my best efforts to blend in, I was not really one of them but she said nothing. She started to walk away but I interrupted her .“ Wait.” I said ,my voice soft in my throat. “Do you know the man who brought me here last night?”For
SERENA'S POV I could feel my heart pounding in my chest and my eyes rolling in my head and I felt like fainting. As the sharp and persistent knock on the door echoed throughout the room,.i.knew I was doomed.My gaze locked with his. He was standing there, a stranger yet his gaze felt steady as if he was somehow anchoring me to keeping me from slipping into panic. He paused and then turned to me completely as if he was considering a choice. He twitched his fingers at his side and I saw that he was fighting with something.Whatever he was going to do it wasn't an easy task for him.“ Don't worry.” he said but I wasn't sure if he actually believed it.” I'll keep you safe.” I hardly knew this man but his words made me feel a little lighter somehow. EvenElliot my mate had never made me feel this safe with him.Protect me? I felt an odd warmth come over me but it was soon followed by a nagging fear that stopped me from breathing. My chest tightened as I jumped when the knock came again