SERENA'S POV
The night silence enveloped me like a blanket and the evening air was cool. But I was alone I wanted to fall asleep but hunger scratched my stomach and sometimes I felt so scared like someone was watching me, like those guards would come back. I sighed and buried my face in my palms as I burst into tears and my heart squeezed. I remembered Eliot, the rejection, the betrayal, the way he had treated me like trash and my hand went to my stomach . My little child, the only thing I had left. The door opened and a young woman, possibly a man, walked in holding a tray. Her demeanor was more kind than hostile. She didn't know how to approach me. “Thank you.” I said in a hoarse voice. She gave me a nod It seemed like she understood that despite my best efforts to blend in, I was not really one of them but she said nothing. She started to walk away but I interrupted her . “ Wait.” I said ,my voice soft in my throat. “Do you know the man who brought me here last night?” For a moment she stopped and looked over her shoulder. Something briefly appeared in her eyes—perhaps fear—but it vanished too fast for me to notice. “I don't know .” She said softly and quickly left the room leaving me alone with my food and my thoughts. I exhaled and turned to face the food. There wasn't much—just a few slices of cold meat, cheese and bread—but my stomach rumbled in disapproval. I had hardly eaten since the night that everything went wrong. My thoughts drifted back to that night,.leaving Elliot, the rogues, the moment I thought death was near and then. . . the man. My mind whirled with confusion and curiosity but I was powerless to stop it. After lying to the guards, he left, promising to be back.but now hours later I haven't seen him and I didn't know his name either . I bit into the meat, my mind still racing. I didn't taste much of the food but it was good. My desire for answers grew as I thought about that man more and more and I was about to lose my patience when I heard a gentle knock on the door. It was obvious to me who it was without even looking. The man from that night entered as the door creaked open. He looked more handsome than before and his green eyes locked tired and his hair silently went like he had had a shower before coming here. He didn't say anything at first but I saw a smile spread across his lips. He initially stood there and watched me without saying anything. I couldn't pinpoint the feelings that were fluttering in his eyes. “How are you feeling now?” He asked and took a seat across from me. I nodded and muttered ‘ thank you.’ “My name is Derrick. You're Serena aren't you?” He knew my name which surprised me and I swallowed hard. “Yes.” I said softly, feeling suddenly self-conscious in his presence. “My name is Serena. “ “I saw it on your locket .” He said pointing at my neck . Then he cleared his throat “Why were you alone out there last night ?” I was reluctant to tell him. The reasons I had been out there running for my life and the unpleasant memories I didn't want to share. He asked in a way that suggested he wasn't only interested in the story even though I knew he was asking out of curiosity. “ You won't just understand if I tell you.” I said in a small cracked voice. “ Maybe you might hate me.” I looked up at him. “ You can trust me,the woods are not safe for someone like you and those rogues are not kind , they can tear you apart or steal from you .” I exhaled, he doesn't know and I'm sure that he won't understand. There was no need to tell him anything. “ I can't tell you.” I said finally. “Okay, if you don't want to.Everybody has secrets.” A chill went through my body but I was grateful for it. But before I could reply Derrick handed me a folded piece of paper that he had taken out of his coat pocket. . “ These are the rules.” He said with that low menacing growl still in his voice. “In case you haven't seen them yet. Whether you like it or not you must abide by certain rules.” My stomach knotted as I gazed at the paper in my hands. I had never given the terms packs and rules any thought until now. It all seemed so overwhelming and weird. I read the cold harsh words as I unfolded the paper, my hands trembling a little. With every line my heart pounded faster. 1. Loyalty is key .Disloyalty will result in consequences. 2. The leaders of the pack are your superiors. 3. Secrets are a weapon. Have no faith in anyone. 4. Don't ever betray the pack. 5. Never escape. You will be hunted down if you run. My mouth was dry and my eyes were wide as I looked up. “This… this is what I'm supposed to follow now?” “Yes.” Derrick said. This is your life right now Serena. And you will learn to abide by these guidelines unless you wish to be a liability.” Panic tightened a knot in my throat threatening to strangle me. But I was powerless. I had no idea where to go or what else to do. My heart was beating and at the same time , I was swimming in confusion “But this is not my pack.” He gave a small nod. “ I don't know why you left your pack but it might be because you are in danger.” He said. “ That,” he said. “ Are the rules governing The Ninth Pack?” “I don't understand.” I said blinking in confusion. “You would understand soon enough but get ready tonight we are leaving this place.”Even though there was a chill in the night that pricked my skin I was didn't notice it at all.I was so terrified.I could see them as I looked down the window. They were looking for me, everyone was looking for me.All I had time to do was breathe and have faith in Derrick. But no matter how hard I try to tell myself that it's fine and I shouldn't be scared, my heart pounded and I wonder what would happen to my child and I if we were eventually caught.Everyone was at risk from my very existence.“ I hate this.” I muttered to myself,my voice trembling and I wanted to cry. Despite all of this craziness,.Derrick turned to face me his dark eyes maintaining their signature expression. He was calm which I currently envied. “ Don't say that.” He said. “ We would be leaving tonight because theyll be searching all over for you.”I swallowed hard and said .”I know.” I sniffed and gave a small nod.I hated myself that very moment .Derrick threw some clothes to me.The clothing which was p
I sensed that something wasn't right as soon as we stepped out of the boundary of the first pack we got to. We were received warmly and had a little dinner at a small in at the far end of the pack and immediately we were on our way again and my heart was beating even when Derrick was walking right beside me .My stomach rumbled because I had eaten very little but I didn't want to bother Derrick about it, he had done so much for me already.Only the glow of lamplights extending down the road, the hum of the night in the distance and the deserted street. I could feel eyes on me though. I felt as if my breathing was labored and that the air itself had become harsh to me. “I think something is wrong.” I whispered.He looked over his shoulder as if he thought someone might suddenly leap out at us from behind .But then, I heard it as we were almost at the end of the alley. a faint sound that was hardly audible. Slow, deliberate and too closeMy instincts went into overdrive as the hair
The sun rays pushed through the sun and I blinked rapidly trying to understand what was going on and where I was.The last thing I remembered was I was standing with Derrick and the servant woman and the fight.Somehow, something felt different now, it was as if I had been transported into a new world.I sat up slowly. The room was so magnificent, worthy of a Queen.I was lying on a massive bed with heavy drapes of dark velvet which sat in the center of much beauty.Everything seemed to shimmer in an almost unnatural way, including the sleek contemporary furniture. I wondered again where I was as I brushed my hand over the plush silks as I reached out to balance myself on the bed's edge. It was too lovely. Too tidy. I felt confused.Where was Derrick ?My mind races as it worked to piece together what had happened . My last memory was of Derrick calling my name. The world had been a blur of panic growls and footsteps. Then. pain. As I fell I could hear Derrick calling my name and
SERENA'S POVPain. Feeling ashamed. Confusion.It was everything I felt at once. Everything happened so fast that I didn't see it coming.My cheek ached from the slap but the empty uncaring expression in Derrick's eyes hurt even more. He didn't even stop her, he just stood there staring at us as if everything was like a movieHe didn't speak at all. Touching my face with my palm against the burned imprint left behind made my breath hitches in my throat .The woman who hit me came even closer , her eyes blazing with rage. She spit out in a venomous voice .“How dare you address the Alpha by his name, you lowly servant?.”Alpha? My brain whirled. Was the Alpha Derrick? I stepped back, my vision going fuzzy as the realization hit me hard. Everything made sense now including the weight of the hatred in her eyes.This was new.How I'm I supposed —He didn't tell me. However, why had he not informed me? Why had he allowed me to think he was just Derrick? Desperately looking for an explana
SERENA'S POV I looked at Derrick, my body shaking with incredulity, rage and something else I couldn't quite put my finger on. betrayal. And that was it. betrayal.I wanted to slap him. Yes, that was how I felt. How dare he? All these lies were making me go mad. I didn't know if I was to cry, to laugh, to yell at him.First I had a mate who left me for another and now I had another mate who keeps things from me.Wow.I first learned—not from him but from another woman—that he was the Alpha of a strong pack. Then I learned that ever since he saved me from those rogue wolves in the forest he had known I was his mate. And now here we were looking at each other and his deceit was like a boulder pressing down on my chest.I trembled as I whispered .“Say that again.”Derricks jaw tightened as he let out a sharp exhale. “Serena as soon as I saw you I knew you were my mate. The night I rescued you. I was following the scent and I saw you.”A scathing, dry laugh came out of my mouth. I sh
SERENA'S POV I exhaled and I stared at my fingersSadly the past has a way of entangling itself in the present. I could never get rid of it no matter how hard I tried to push it to the back of my mind. Elliot had left me so broken that loving again was like gambling and I wasn't sure if I wanted to love again.And here was Derrick, my heart was beating. I never imagined telling Derrick about my mate, Elliot the person who turned me down and threw me away as if I were unimportant, like I was just a piece of trash that should be taken out immediately and how foolish I was that I had allowed me make love to me and now I was carrying his child.As I relived the pain however my voice trembled and I muttered the words one after the other. “He didnt want me.” I muttered my throat aching from the memories. “ I thought that he did, like I was the best thing that had ever happened to him.But then everything changed and he claimed that I wasn't deserving of him. Sophia was better and hr cho
SERENA'S POV I swallowed hard, my hands balled into fists at my sides and I turned away. I had the feeling that I was wading through an impossible phase of my life with each step I took toward the door. I had to get out of my heart before it engulfed me in its battleground of opposing emotions.I quickly wiped my face, took a sniff and lifted my head and told myself that crying won't solve this, that crying won't stop him from rejecting me if he wanted to.He grabbed my hand as my fingers touched the doorknob. “Serena. “ He called,his voice was rough, low and laced with rawness, a desperate sound which I didn't want to hear at all. My breathing was too shallow and too rapid and I froze, not out of fear but because I didn't know what to do, to go out or to stand here and listen to what he had to say.But I didn't want to. Even though I wanted to run out of that door, something was stopping me, holding me from doing so. Because I knew that I would fall if I did. “Derrick let me go
Serena's pov My tiny window let in the morning sun which kissed my skin with an uncommon warmth. I stared at the dress on the wall, a delicate white silk gown with lace that shimmered in the light and my heart raced.It was my outfit for the bonding ceremony. Everything was meant to change for me today, marking the beginning of a new chapter. I shakily exhaled as I rubbed the plush fabric with my fingers. It was unheard of for an Omega like me to mate with an Alpha .Almost everyone detested and made fun of me because I was the lowest of the low in the pack. This union however was meant to change that. " Serena!" a stern voice yelled.from outside my door I recoiled. Liam's mother Luna Marissa was here already.Since the announcement, she had hardly spoken to me and always did so in a chilly and abrupt manner. "Yes Luna?" I returned the call as I hurried from my tiny room. She gave me a contemptuous look as her keen eyes took in my unassuming features." Three hours from now the
SERENA'S POV I swallowed hard, my hands balled into fists at my sides and I turned away. I had the feeling that I was wading through an impossible phase of my life with each step I took toward the door. I had to get out of my heart before it engulfed me in its battleground of opposing emotions.I quickly wiped my face, took a sniff and lifted my head and told myself that crying won't solve this, that crying won't stop him from rejecting me if he wanted to.He grabbed my hand as my fingers touched the doorknob. “Serena. “ He called,his voice was rough, low and laced with rawness, a desperate sound which I didn't want to hear at all. My breathing was too shallow and too rapid and I froze, not out of fear but because I didn't know what to do, to go out or to stand here and listen to what he had to say.But I didn't want to. Even though I wanted to run out of that door, something was stopping me, holding me from doing so. Because I knew that I would fall if I did. “Derrick let me go
SERENA'S POV I exhaled and I stared at my fingersSadly the past has a way of entangling itself in the present. I could never get rid of it no matter how hard I tried to push it to the back of my mind. Elliot had left me so broken that loving again was like gambling and I wasn't sure if I wanted to love again.And here was Derrick, my heart was beating. I never imagined telling Derrick about my mate, Elliot the person who turned me down and threw me away as if I were unimportant, like I was just a piece of trash that should be taken out immediately and how foolish I was that I had allowed me make love to me and now I was carrying his child.As I relived the pain however my voice trembled and I muttered the words one after the other. “He didnt want me.” I muttered my throat aching from the memories. “ I thought that he did, like I was the best thing that had ever happened to him.But then everything changed and he claimed that I wasn't deserving of him. Sophia was better and hr cho
SERENA'S POV I looked at Derrick, my body shaking with incredulity, rage and something else I couldn't quite put my finger on. betrayal. And that was it. betrayal.I wanted to slap him. Yes, that was how I felt. How dare he? All these lies were making me go mad. I didn't know if I was to cry, to laugh, to yell at him.First I had a mate who left me for another and now I had another mate who keeps things from me.Wow.I first learned—not from him but from another woman—that he was the Alpha of a strong pack. Then I learned that ever since he saved me from those rogue wolves in the forest he had known I was his mate. And now here we were looking at each other and his deceit was like a boulder pressing down on my chest.I trembled as I whispered .“Say that again.”Derricks jaw tightened as he let out a sharp exhale. “Serena as soon as I saw you I knew you were my mate. The night I rescued you. I was following the scent and I saw you.”A scathing, dry laugh came out of my mouth. I sh
SERENA'S POVPain. Feeling ashamed. Confusion.It was everything I felt at once. Everything happened so fast that I didn't see it coming.My cheek ached from the slap but the empty uncaring expression in Derrick's eyes hurt even more. He didn't even stop her, he just stood there staring at us as if everything was like a movieHe didn't speak at all. Touching my face with my palm against the burned imprint left behind made my breath hitches in my throat .The woman who hit me came even closer , her eyes blazing with rage. She spit out in a venomous voice .“How dare you address the Alpha by his name, you lowly servant?.”Alpha? My brain whirled. Was the Alpha Derrick? I stepped back, my vision going fuzzy as the realization hit me hard. Everything made sense now including the weight of the hatred in her eyes.This was new.How I'm I supposed —He didn't tell me. However, why had he not informed me? Why had he allowed me to think he was just Derrick? Desperately looking for an explana
The sun rays pushed through the sun and I blinked rapidly trying to understand what was going on and where I was.The last thing I remembered was I was standing with Derrick and the servant woman and the fight.Somehow, something felt different now, it was as if I had been transported into a new world.I sat up slowly. The room was so magnificent, worthy of a Queen.I was lying on a massive bed with heavy drapes of dark velvet which sat in the center of much beauty.Everything seemed to shimmer in an almost unnatural way, including the sleek contemporary furniture. I wondered again where I was as I brushed my hand over the plush silks as I reached out to balance myself on the bed's edge. It was too lovely. Too tidy. I felt confused.Where was Derrick ?My mind races as it worked to piece together what had happened . My last memory was of Derrick calling my name. The world had been a blur of panic growls and footsteps. Then. pain. As I fell I could hear Derrick calling my name and
I sensed that something wasn't right as soon as we stepped out of the boundary of the first pack we got to. We were received warmly and had a little dinner at a small in at the far end of the pack and immediately we were on our way again and my heart was beating even when Derrick was walking right beside me .My stomach rumbled because I had eaten very little but I didn't want to bother Derrick about it, he had done so much for me already.Only the glow of lamplights extending down the road, the hum of the night in the distance and the deserted street. I could feel eyes on me though. I felt as if my breathing was labored and that the air itself had become harsh to me. “I think something is wrong.” I whispered.He looked over his shoulder as if he thought someone might suddenly leap out at us from behind .But then, I heard it as we were almost at the end of the alley. a faint sound that was hardly audible. Slow, deliberate and too closeMy instincts went into overdrive as the hair
Even though there was a chill in the night that pricked my skin I was didn't notice it at all.I was so terrified.I could see them as I looked down the window. They were looking for me, everyone was looking for me.All I had time to do was breathe and have faith in Derrick. But no matter how hard I try to tell myself that it's fine and I shouldn't be scared, my heart pounded and I wonder what would happen to my child and I if we were eventually caught.Everyone was at risk from my very existence.“ I hate this.” I muttered to myself,my voice trembling and I wanted to cry. Despite all of this craziness,.Derrick turned to face me his dark eyes maintaining their signature expression. He was calm which I currently envied. “ Don't say that.” He said. “ We would be leaving tonight because theyll be searching all over for you.”I swallowed hard and said .”I know.” I sniffed and gave a small nod.I hated myself that very moment .Derrick threw some clothes to me.The clothing which was p
SERENA'S POV The night silence enveloped me like a blanket and the evening air was cool. But I was aloneI wanted to fall asleep but hunger scratched my stomach and sometimes I felt so scared like someone was watching me, like those guards would come back.I sighed and buried my face in my palms as I burst into tears and my heart squeezed.I remembered Eliot, the rejection, the betrayal, the way he had treated me like trash and my hand went to my stomach .My little child, the only thing I had left.The door opened and a young woman, possibly a man, walked in holding a tray.Her demeanor was more kind than hostile. She didn't know how to approach me. “Thank you.” I said in a hoarse voice. She gave me a nod It seemed like she understood that despite my best efforts to blend in, I was not really one of them but she said nothing. She started to walk away but I interrupted her .“ Wait.” I said ,my voice soft in my throat. “Do you know the man who brought me here last night?”For
SERENA'S POV I could feel my heart pounding in my chest and my eyes rolling in my head and I felt like fainting. As the sharp and persistent knock on the door echoed throughout the room,.i.knew I was doomed.My gaze locked with his. He was standing there, a stranger yet his gaze felt steady as if he was somehow anchoring me to keeping me from slipping into panic. He paused and then turned to me completely as if he was considering a choice. He twitched his fingers at his side and I saw that he was fighting with something.Whatever he was going to do it wasn't an easy task for him.“ Don't worry.” he said but I wasn't sure if he actually believed it.” I'll keep you safe.” I hardly knew this man but his words made me feel a little lighter somehow. EvenElliot my mate had never made me feel this safe with him.Protect me? I felt an odd warmth come over me but it was soon followed by a nagging fear that stopped me from breathing. My chest tightened as I jumped when the knock came again