Being excited when she finally met her best friends Hannah and Macky again, they've embraced each other so tight as if they have never seen each other for a year. It's the first day of the school year and she badly missed them for the two spend their vacation out of town and the last time they saw each other was two months ago. That was the end of the last school year if she was not mistaken.
"I've missed you, guys..." She sincerely told Hannah and Macky. They were currently in the hallway outside their classroom and she was so glad the three of them were at the same section again.
"We've missed you too," Hanna answered happily.
"How's your stay at your Uncle's house?" Macky asked.
"Good. It was okay, they were so nice to me." She replied shortly.
"And your cousin?" Macky queried cocking one brow.
"Oh please let's not talk about it. You know I hate her!" She answered with an obvious frown that made them laugh.
Her best friends knew her disgust for her cousin and how they barely dislike each other, she never kept that a secret from them. They knew everything about her even her ultimate crush on Thyago was not a mere secret to them. Well, the two were also very vocal in telling her that they also hate Elena. Macky said she was plastic and a good pretender while Hannah hates her for being stagey, boastful, and an attention seeker. On the campus, Elena is not just popular for being the Queen bee but because she has a lot of haters too.
"So how it's like living in one roof with the Queen bee?" Hannah teasingly asked her that made her eyes roll.
"We pretend like we're okay when her parents are around but when they're not, we don't even talk to each other..." She added.
"That's not nice..." Hannah and Mackey both winced that made her laugh.
"I just so hate her! Especially now because-" she suddenly gasps and got stunned when someone caught her eye who was now walking down the hallway towards their place.
Actually, she was not the only one who got stunned by his presence, everyone's attention mostly girls seems to get caught whenever he was passing by. Well, she can't blame them, his presence is overwhelming and there's no way you can't make a second look if you took a first glance at him. He was simply pleasing in the eyes. He was no other than the apple of her eye- Thyago Williams. She just couldn't help to blink an eye as she saw him confidently walking through her way. He had this sweet smile on his face while looking towards her place.
Wait----, am I not mistaking? Is it really me he was smiling at?
She tried looking around to check if someone was behind her but it was the walls she saw and just when she looks back, she gasps in surprise when Thyago was now in front of her. Oh yes, right in front of her!
"Bea! The cousin of Elena right?" He asked while flashing his pearly white set of teeth.
Oh God, is this true? Did he approach me here on campus? Oh heaven... Why are you so good to me?
She nodded as an answer, seems like she had swallowed her tongue for no words would escape her mouth. His presence made her smile dreamily as her knees starting to meltdown.
"You were studying in this school also? Why did I never know that? I knew you were familiar when I saw you at Elena's house, now I know because you were studying here too." He stated.
Duh! I've been studying in this school since first grade! How'd you never knew me? You're not even giving me just a single glance, so how will you notice me?
"Yeah! Actually, I'm in this school since first grade." She answered disappointedly while forcing herself to smile.
"How did I never noticed such a cute kid like you, uh?" It surprised her when he suddenly pinched her cheek that made her blushed. Not to mention that she was well aware that some student's attention was on them.
With that, it brightens up her mood again. She even heard Hannah and Macky exaggeratedly cleared their throat as if reminding her of their presence. Well, she has to admit that she forgot her friends were around when Thyago approaches her.
Of gosh! Why does he have to be so sweet like that? Doesn't he know with just that simple gestures, it makes my heart melt like a marshmallow on fire? How can he be so charming without even trying?
"I know right..." She uttered almost like a whisper. It made him smile, too late to realize what she just answered.
Wait--- What?!!! What the heck did I just say? Gosh, this is so embarrassing!!! And why is it so hard to breathe when he was around?
When she met Hannah and Macky's eyes, they both look like they were forcing themselves not to laugh because it was kinda obvious that she was too pleased with that simple compliment Thyago gave her. For sure her two best friends will make fun of her later for acting such a gullible drooling kid over her ultimate crush. She was about to open her mouth and say something when she got interrupted by the sound of the bell that suddenly rang as a sign of starting the class.
Drat!
"See you around, Bea." Thyago bade before he left and walked away.
She disappointedly watched him walking away as a frustrated sigh came out of her lips. She felt a sudden pat on her shoulder from behind and found it was Macky who's now clucking while shaking her head in waggery.
"Girl, don't be too obvious in crushing on him. Let's of jealous girls around are cocking their brows on you." Macky teased.
"Mackey's right, friend. You were too obvious.." Hannah added with an overacting nod that made Macky laughed.
Oh drat! Let them all be jealous. But is she that too obvious?
Oh, looks like her friends will going to tease her for acting such a daft in front of Thyago the whole day ahead. They always teased her on Thyago although she was getting shy sometimes, deep inside, her heart was being revelled in happiness because she likes indeed likes it.
"Come on guys, the class will about to start." She interrupted to stop them from teasing her. She then walked forward towards their classroom leaving the two.
"Bea's too obvious crushing on Thyago!" Macky teased still.
"Little Blessie here is changing the topic..." Hannah teased her too as they both followed her going to their room.
The whole time of her class hours, all she thinks about was Thyago and how he greeted her earlier. She had a hard time concentrating in class because Thyago occupies her mind all through the while when in fact it's a very busy day in school. This is foolishness she thought. At an early age like this, crushing to a boy five years older than her, this can't be serious right? In sixth grade, she wasn't even a teenager yet but she acts like one. She was feeling amazing and excited because for the very first time, Thyago finally notices and known her existence.
When she got home after class, she went straight through her bedroom. Feeling happy and inspired, she decided to make a diary of her own. Not necessarily a typical diary where she'll write about her daily living, it was more like a journal where she will write down all the kept emotions and feelings she has for Thyago. She planned to chronicle all her interactions and emotions she had for Thyago. Something inside her wanted to write and savor this feeling of happiness she has for him because if not, her heart will explode in too much excitement and joy. And there into her bedroom lying comfortably in her bed, she silently writes all her emotions in that notebook with a smile painted on her lips.
Dear Thyago's Notes:
Today is the first time I decided to make a journal about my feelings at your Master Thyago. The reason is simply because I have a huge crush on him or maybe more than that. Actually, the very first time I saw him, he definitely caught my attention and made some havoc in my being. What can I do? I was caught in that hatty face...
Well, he's not just a handsome face, he's also smart and very friendly. He's very down to earth and the moment you'll lay an eye on him, it feels like you'll crave to look at him more and more. He had this capability to make my heart beats so fast like a runaway train and yet I love the feeling of it. I didn't like him just because he was the only son of the good Mayor in this town and not because he came from a good and rich family, the truth is I liked him because he was humble, kind, and compassionate to others. That beyond his attractive look is a generous and liable person with a good and big heart. He is simply like an angel sent from above that made to be adored and cherished. Well, it was an honor for me to do so...
Yeah right, I may be too young and I can't even call myself as a teenager. Maybe I can't be considered as a big girl yet for now but I knew my feelings well. This is real and this was something more deeper than their so-called crush. Whatever it is, I'm more than willing to search for an answer.
~Miss Pretty
She decided to make a code name for herself as a Miss Pretty. Why Miss Pretty? It's the first thing that comes up in her mind because she remembered Thyago called her pretty the first time he met and acknowledge her existence. Miss Pretty, it is, the name fits her very well.
Until that day onwards, she kept on writing on that journal whenever something special happened with her encounter with Thyago. She was bursting out all the hidden feelings she had with Thyago into that journal. It is the only way where she can speak with ease, reflect, and dream
free of outside judgment or criticism. She was well aware that she was not the only girl infatuated and dreaming for him, you see he was popular not only in school but in the whole town for he was the good Mayor's only son. That even in his teenage age, she was well aware that even college girls are crushing on him too. Being just an ordinary girl without something to offer, it's kinda embarrassing if she will be very vocal in expressing she had a crush on him. For sure girls in her school will either make fun of or judge her and that's what she doesn't like to happen.She made sure she's always updated in Thyago's life. Every detail she learned about him, she always makes sure to remember it. She can be compared to a stalker and she has to admit she was guilty. Anything about Thyago, she is willing to know even the smallest detail of it. She wants to be close and be friends with him so she will have to do something for that to happen. Until then, she manages to grab every possible opportunity just to get along with him.
Thyago is generous and friendly so it was easy to befriend him. For every single moment she could get a chance to be with him is like a paradise, even with a single glance of him was heaven for her. It was just so disappointing that with every situation, Elena oftentimes enters the scene which pisses her most of the time. Elena and Thyago are friends, their families are friends to be exact because Uncle Ben and the good Mayor are college buddies while Aunt Meryl and the Mayor's wife are best friends. She has to admit she was jealous of the attention that Thyago gave to Elena. With that, the hatred she felt for Elena is getting stronger and deeper. She knew it was bad to think that way but she just can't help to. Elena seems special to Thyago and the way he looked at her cousin, it feels like he likes her and that frustrates her. He often visits during weekends at the house and she was just at the window of her room looking at them happily chatting together. There are times Thyago will pick Elena up and they were going for who knows where? And for those times, she finds herself getting jealous and being frustrated wishing she could be close with Thyago too.
Afternoon weekend, she was at the terrace reading magazine when she suddenly saw Thyago from afar and enters the gate. He was walking towards her place so she immediately sits properly and fixed her hair making sure she'll look presentable to him. Trying to pretend she wasn't aware that he's coming, she acts to be surprised when he came near to her. "Hi!" She heard him greeted so she slowly jerked her eyes from the magazine looking surprised as if he never noticed him. Seeing him smiling so cute, something jerked in her heart in a very unusual way. Aww, his smile is really something... "Hello!" She answered giving him her sweetest smile. Seeing him smiling at her, happiness filled her heart. She suddenly hopes those smiles are only hers to own. "Is Elena inside?" He asked while his eyes were on the entrance
1st Year, Highschool:About to leave the library holding the books she borrowed, someone caught her eyes and attention all of a sudden. A supposed to be typical school day turned out to be a lucky day for her when she saw Thyago passed the hallway outside the library. With that, the familiar throb of her heart occurred again and she usually feel this every time he was around. A smile automatically showed her lips as her face brighten up. She was hoping she could chat and spend time with him so what she did is immediately went out of the library having the plan in mind. Filled with joy and excitement, she fastened her pace like she was almost running trying to reach him not wanting him to disappear in her eyesight. This might be her chance to be close with him she thought, but her happy smile suddenly vanished as she got disappointed when she saw Thyago met Elena alon
"Okay, here we go Bea..." She mumbled to herself when the bell finally rang at exactly four PM.It's the moment she has been waiting for since early in the morning. Together with the courage and renewed spirit she has, she is now willing to put her battle towards Thyago's heart to the next level and take a risk and do something more than the ordinary. Her friends are definitely right, it is now or never. What may be the outcome of this, at least she tried. If Thyago can only offer friendship, she would gladly accept it. At least she got a chance to be close with him. Grabbing her things going out of their classroom. She walked fast without caring if she might bump into someone or she might slip and meet accident for being a careless one. Her destination is at the Student's Park, where she knew Thyago usually goes.A smile automatically formed her lips when she saw him seated on a bench located under a willow tree then. Instead of wearing j
At recess time, she patiently waited for Thyago to come out of his classroom clinging the special tuna sandwiches she made together with two canned soft drinks. She was planning to invite him to eat with her this recess time as a token of gratitude for teaching her in her Math lesson. If he ever liked the food he prepared, she might as well do it daily, that will be extra points in getting closer and stealing his heart from Elena. The moment he came out of his classroom, she immediately comes near to him and blocked his way."Hi, Thyago!" She greeted giving him her sweetest smile she has."Oh, hi Bea!" Thyago replied looking surprised when he saw her."I brought you food as a token of my gratitude for helping me in my Math lesson. I got a high score in our quiz by the way and I owe you that." She really made her voice sounds very delighted and grateful."That was great! But you
Sophomore, High school :Waiting for Macky to come out to the Detention Room together with Hannah, they decided to wait for him outside to find out what would be their friend's punishment after getting into trouble because Mackie hit Britney Tully in the face and almost balded her hair. Well, they can't blame Mackie, Britney is such a vicious war freak bitch who loves making fun of others. She called Mackie a freakin' pathetic homosexual so, in return, Mackie gave her a lesson she could never forget by wrecking her face and balding the bitch hair. They were almost an hour waiting for him to come out in the detention room while seating on one of the chairs at the balcony outside that door and they couldn't just leave Mackie like that without supporting their friend.Out of boredom, she dec
Not expecting to see Thyago at the very moment, she thought that she was only daydreaming. She even felt Mackie hiddenly nudge her elbow to make her realized the Thyago she was seeing in front of her is not just an apparition. "You guys need a lift?" He asked wearing a smile that made her heart went havoc. "U-Uhhh... No thanks, were actually waiting for Mackie's driver to fetch us up." She stated declining his offer.If she was the old Bea, she won't let this opportunity slipped away but she had decided to end her foolishness over him, didn't she? She has been avoiding him for months now. Because if truths be told, Thyago will never like someone like her. He obviously likes Elena and there is nothing she can do to change that bitter truth.She
Camping Day 1 :It was one lucky day. As Thyago said, Elena didn't come in the camping so that means she will never have a chance to ruin her day. No villain who will ruin her perfect moment with Thyago and no freakin' witch who will destroy her fantasies. Mackie and Hannah came along in the camping and thank God she was able to convince them. She was so excited as soon she wakes up this morning. It will surely be one heck of a fun and amazing event. It was two days being with Thyago and her friends. Two days in paradise where she can have a chance to monopolize Thyago. She brought her diary to make sure she will chronicle the whole story coming. She has to make sure every detail will be perfectly written for her to cherished. Writing her own love story was her happiness hoping that it will be an happy ending when she finally reached the final chapter.The Camping w
Camping, Day 2:It was another lucky day when she woke up early in the morning andhave seen Thyago sitting under a big tree near the camping place. He was alone and was clinging a cup of coffee in his right hand and it seemed his mind was too preoccupied to even notice her presence when she came near him. She gently pats his shoulder and seated right beside him. He caught her attention so he looked her way and felt him followed her every move. She gave him her sweetest smile and it warmed her heart when he smile back. What an amazing feeling to wake up in the morning and see his face smiling back at her."Coffee?" He offered to hand her the cup of coffee he was clinging to."Sure." She took the coffee and gently sip it.The coffee tasted so good even though it was only instant coffee. Funny because it feels like it was the best
He couldn't help to smile as he watched his wife sleeping so soundly. She must have been tired of taking care of their child Augustus. Augustus was four months old now and he's so energetic and so adorable. Each and every day with him is a blessing. He was learning to smile spontaneously and tries copying movements and facial expressions now. He likes to play with others and gets upset when playtime stops. Until now he couldn't believe that he was a father now. He couldn't help to ask what he did right to deserve such a beautiful gift like Augustus. The cute baby he used to cuddle and play with, his tiny little hands and feet, his pouty lips, fluffy cheeks, and tiny adorable face. His smile could ease the weariness and sleepless nights he and his wife had towards taking care of him. His adorable yawn and cries, who would have thought he was his descendant? He never thought he would feel so much gratitude just by staring at him and by cuddling him. He acquired the face and looks of a Wi
Waking up in the morning lying across a familiar warm broad chest, his arms wrapped around her firmly as if afraid he would wake up to find her gone beside him, it's the best feeling ever. She had been waking up like this for days now since they were back together. She got used to this kind of feeling and she even loving it so much. Oh, how she loves waking up having his arms wrapped around her as his musky scent enveloping her. In his arms, it's like she can find her peace and her safe haven. A warm smile automatically painted her lips as she embraced him back firmly and sniffed his neck. Funny because it has been a habit of her sniffing and giving his neck gentle bites. Looks like she found her new favorite in his body parts. This is the same kind of contentment she has always dreamed of. Waking up with a warm smile painted her lips as she could feel her heart thumping in so much happi
She felt relieved when she woke up and recognized she was now in her private room in the hospital. The last time she remembers is she pass out after giving birth to her child in the delivery room. The happiness she felt when she heard the first cry of her baby and wanting to hold him in her arms was such an amazing feeling but she was too exhausted to move for she lost all her strength in delivering her precious baby. The last thing she could remember before she pass out was when the doctor told her that she delivered a healthy baby boy.Now that she got awaken, she suddenly felt excited to see and hold her baby and as her eyes roam around and started to look for a particular person she wanted to see as her heart suddenly melted by the scene she had captured with a warm smile slowly painted her lips, there's the man she loves now sitting on the bench located beside her bed while his head lies on the other side of her bed as he sleeps. This has always
With tears still running through her face, she continued reading the last page of her diary. Dear Thyago's Notes:Tonight, my heart was wallowing in pain. I feel like dying little by little. Why couldn't this feeling just go away 'coz it hurts a lot I can't take it any longer. It's official, Elena is now your Master's girlfriend. It should have been me, you know... Just wish I am but that was only in my dreams. He's the first man I ever wanted and the first one who made some havoc in my feelings in a good way. You see, you can't always get what you want. I knew I can't have him, that's the bitter truth... I feel so alone and lonely. Lonely and pained because of what I feel towards your Master and alone because I have no friends to turn to. My friends are upset and avoided me the whole week. It hurts because I felt like they've been too d
Dear Thyago's Note; I thought I was brave enough to fight towards winning your Master's heart. This is not just a deep crush, it is love I guess. This is strong and deep, I can feel it... Although I thought I can win him through hard work and patience, that not giving up is out of my vocabulary and that
Feeling confused, she turned her diary to another page and started reading on. Dear Thyago's Notes: Your Master chatted with me today and I definitely enjoyed being with him. Just wish we talked more longer than that. He actually caressed my cheek and his thumb gently massaged
"Mama..." She got stunned when her mother-in-law visited her in her father's house.It was around afternoon when she came and seeing the old woman made her wanna cry. She brought some fruits and some stuff for the baby."I came here because I missed you, child." She was touched by that words. She had missed the old woman so much too."Your tummy was a whole lot bigger now." The old woman commented when her eyes went to her baby bump."My due date was coming, Mama." She replied."Yes I know, my son told me so." She never missed the sad look in her eyes as she stare at her."If Thyago sends you here to talk to me Mama, my decision is still final. I'm sorry for disappointing you. I can no longer take your advice. I don't think I was strong enough to fight our marriage when I know I will be alone with this battle. I'm so sorry but I will fail you this time, Mama." She said sad
It has been two months since she left the mansion. No matter how Thyago keep on trying to talk and beg her to come back, she never listened. She had been hurt enough and she couldn't bear the pain anymore. She finally realized that it was never easy loving a Thyago Williams. She always finds herself being hurt and shattered in the end. Yes, she loves him so much, perhaps never stop loving him ever since but this time, she has to learn to love herself and do what she believes is right. She had made up her mind, she has to end things between them before she lose herself and her dignity.Her father talked to her to think about her decisions. He even advised her to give Thyago a second chance but she never listened. Even Hannah talked to her one time and advised her to not give up on her marriage and think about her child. She decided to tell Hannah the reason why she left and when she found about what happened, she got mad at Elena. To her surprise, it didn't
He heaved a long frustrated sigh and calm himself when Elena left. His head suddenly gets heavy and dizzy on that conversation. He never thought Elena was capable of doing those things just to have what she wanted. He took a deep breath and seated in his chair to ease the pain in his head. He gently massaged his temples and tried to close his eyes until he suddenly felt the drowsiness take over and engulf him.Strange but when consciousness came over him, he felt something heavy was on top of him. Still sleepy, he just took for granted it. When he tried to open his eyes, someone gently caressed his face and claimed his lips for a torrid kiss. For a moment he thought he was dreaming and even fantasizing he was kissing his wife. Heaven knows how he badly misses her and how he was so thirsty in her lips. With Bea still in his mind, he responded passionately and deepen the kisses more. For a moment, he thought everything was a dream. He just got awakened