"Okay, here we go Bea..." She mumbled to herself when the bell finally rang at exactly four PM.
It's the moment she has been waiting for since early in the morning. Together with the courage and renewed spirit she has, she is now willing to put her battle towards Thyago's heart to the next level and take a risk and do something more than the ordinary. Her friends are definitely right, it is now or never. What may be the outcome of this, at least she tried. If Thyago can only offer friendship, she would gladly accept it. At least she got a chance to be close with him. Grabbing her things going out of their classroom. She walked fast without caring if she might bump into someone or she might slip and meet accident for being a careless one. Her destination is at the Student's Park, where she knew Thyago usually goes.
A smile automatically formed her lips when she saw him seated on a bench located under a willow tree then. Instead of wearing jeans and an oversized tee blouse like she usually does, she wore a denim skimpy skirt and a peasant top partnering it with white sneakers. She let her curly hair loose and put a light lip tint and light green shadow on her eyes for makeup. Hannah helped her do the makeup while Macky helped her to choose what outfit to wear. Fixing her hair after checking her breath, she then composed herself first then took a deep breath before she decided to come near him.
"Uhhh, Thyago?" Thyago's attention automatically went through her when he heard her call his name.
Come on Bea, breathe... Don't mind those attractive queering eyes of him. Yes, he was captivating and breathtaking but set those silly feelings aside just for now and focus on your plan!
"Uhhhhhh..." She started out. Pretending to look uneasy and hesitating, she comes more closer and sits on the bench beside him. This is part of her plan. She needs to be looking hesitating and a bit shy in front of him.
"I kinda have this problem and I would like to ask you a favor. Uhhh... W-well, I was hoping you could help me because you're one of the few persons I knew who can help me out on this problem of mine." She started.
"What is it?" He curiously asked.
This is it, Bea! Make your acting very convincing...
"To tell you honestly, I have gathered a bunch of strength and courage before I came here in front of you. I know we are not close but you see when you are in need, you tend to be desperate and hang on to possible prospects who can help so I set aside all the shame in me just to ask you this favor. Call me brazen-faced but I still ask you this favor." She stated acting uneasy and a bit shy. But honestly, a part of her is not really acting. She was indeed uneasy and embarrass but not the same reason she was trying to tell him.
"What is it?" He asked smiling.
Oh, that smile again... Stop it please because it's melting my concentration...
"Please teach me in our Math lesson. I know you're a Math geek so I'm definitely sure I came to the right person." She told him then grab her hand that made him surprised. His eyes widen in shock then looked at their now clasping hands. He then showed a mischievous smile as if he was amused by her.
Hope this was convincing. Oh gosh, why his smile and gaze make me lost my mind and forget my plan, dammit!
"What made you think I'm good in Math?" He asked with eyes flickering with amazement.
She then rolled her eyes before she answered:
"Come on Thyago, beyond the fact that you are good in all terms and known to be genius in Math which according to our Math teacher Miss Perez- you're her favorite and best student in Math. You might not know this but she always mentions your name in our class almost every day saying she has never seen a good student on math that can beat you. She keeps on proudly stating that you won 1st place in the National Math competition last year and you beat up all the Senior students in the contest knowing you're just a junior. Now don't tell me I came to the wrong person?" She said wittily while cocking one brow.
He stared at her for a moment having that amused and pleased look. Her eyes suddenly widened out when he laughed out loud after he heard her tailed those words. Her heart fluttered with joy hearing that laughter and knowing she's the one behind it, it really makes her glad.
Now I can make you laugh...
Your laughter was simply my happiness you know..."I didn't know you know me that well, uh? Tell me Bea, do you have a crush on me?" To her surprise, it's as if she got choke on her own saliva the reason she coughs sequentially. Never expecting he will frankly ask her that question, she felt her cheeks heat with embarrassment. She got stunned for a moment and didn't know what to say or do.
"I'm just kidding." She heard him chuckled that finally made her loosen out.
She was glad he said that because she was caught off guard. She couldn't find words on how to deny the truth. She was not very good at lying, her Dad always knew whenever she was lying and she remembered telling her she was not good at it so never try to do it because it might put her into trouble. She just has to secretly heave a long breath to compose her feelings out of jeopardy.
"And what lesson in Math you exactly want me to teach you, Bea?" He said with a glint of mischief in his eyes.
"It is about Cartesian Coordinate Plane and on how to graph ordered pairs. Actually Macky and I got caught by Miss Perez chatting during the class. I know it's our fault so we got scolded for not listening. And to prove to her that we do understand the lesson, we have to pass the quiz she will gonna give tomorrow that's why I'm really asking you a big favor to please help me and teach me about it. Can you, Thyago? Please..." She uttered through pleading eyes.
Nice one Blessie! Very convincing...
Hope he'll say yes....."Sure!"
With that, she secretly felt delighted and wanted to jump in happiness when she finally heard his answer.
He moved a bit in the cemented bench and tapped his side motioning her to come closer to him. She gladly obliges and thanked him then excitedly pulled out her books and notes in her bag before she settled herself beside him.
When he started teaching her in the lesson, she tried to act she was eagerly listening and concentrating but honestly, she doesn't understand anything about what he says. It's not because he wasn't good at explaining but she can't seem to concentrate knowing Thyago is just an inch closer to her. She was concentrating more on what she feels for Thyago at the moment instead of listening to what he was teaching.
She could feel his warm breath fanning her cheek as they were too close to each other. His arm slightly touches hers when he moves creates a tingling sensation inside her. It kinda feels like she was drifting in clouds and she totally loves the feeling whatever it might be called. She suddenly wishes that this perfect moment will not come to an end. There is nothing she could give for this perfect moment. Sitting beside him as closer with him like this was magical. She might not understand whatever he was explaining but his voice was soothing she couldn't help to close her eyes and savor this moment.
They were in that position when she was suddenly teased to sniff his scent. His scent is addicting not just because of the brand of perfume he uses. It's like a mixture of sweat and sandalwood with a tinge musky scent. She never thought she will find that combination sexy and attractive. She loves his scent and she wanted to smell more of him. She even wants to move closer to him and smell his shirt. When she was about to do it, she immediately froze when he suddenly turned to her and their faces met causing her to blush. When he caught her staring at him as if she got scorched so she immediately jerked her eyes away from him in haste and pretended like she was not aware of it.
Drat, Bea! You almost got caught!!!
She suddenly heard Thyago cleared his throat after that moment. A few more minutes went by then he stops explaining. She gave him a questioning look and was about to ask him if he was done explaining but he talked first before her.
"Do you get it now? It was that easy and simple, right?" Thyago asked her.
Errr--- what!!! That fast? Are we done already? Oh no, I still wanna be with him more!!!!
She felt disappointed when he said he's done explaining to her lesson, that only means they'll have to go on separate ways after. She still wanna stay and ask him to repeat his explanations but she stopped herself to do so. She realized she should never do that. To look dumb and slow in Thyago's opinion is definitely out of her vocabulary. If she wanted to make a good impression, she should show him that she was smart and fun to be with. So this is enough for now, she decided.
"Yeah..." She decides to say lazily.
"Oh my, Thyago!" Out of nowhere, they heard someone's voice that automatically caught their attention. It was Elena who was now walking towards their place.
Great! Just great!!!
Another perfect moment ruined..."I'm really sorry for keeping you waiting. There was just this-- "
Shock and disgust automatically showed Elena's face when she saw her with Thyago not expecting to see her around.
"Bea?" Elena's face darkened as her eyes glared at her. Well, it's an honor for her to annoy Elena.
Come on, it's not like Thyago is your property to even get mad seeing us together? You aren't the girlfriend yet so you don't have the right to act that way...
"I hope I'm not disturbing?" Elena stated in an annoyed and sarcastic tone trying to intimidate her.
"Of course not. Bea here just asked me to teach her in her Math lessons. Actually we're done, so shall we go?" Thyago said defensively as if a loyal boyfriend trying to explain to her jealous girlfriend. It suddenly pissed her off at the way Thyago acts at that moment.
Seriously? Is he that worried that Elena saw them together? Is he that too afraid to upset Elena? They weren't an item, are they? Perhaps, Thyago likes Elena the reason her opinion is too important for him. She has noticed even before that he has a special feeling for Elena but she took for granted it. Can she still do something about it if he does?
She saw Thyago clasped Elena's hand and that gesture tear her heart apart. Elena's face then brighten up and glanced at her with a sly and wicked smile as if she was trying to prove a point to her. Okay, she has had to admit, that made her jealous.
Really a witch!
"Let's go Thyago," Elena uttered giving her that irritating triumphant grin.
"We'll go ahead, Bea..." Thyago told her. She nodded as an answer then smiled at him.
"Thanks!" She replied trying to make her voice cheerful to hide the bitterness she felt inside.
"You're welcome." He stated before they went away and left her.
Again for the nth time around, she was left feeling like a loser. She watched them clasping hands while walking away delving with pain and jealousy creeping all over her chest. She sighed in frustration before she decided to leave the place but one thing she promised herself, she still doesn't give up...
Dear Thyago's Note:
I did what Macky and Hannah told me. Those friends of mine really care for me to even support me towards winning your Master's heart. I have to let out this feelings I feel for him for I am just simply a slave of him hoping he'll soon fall for me too. I decided to change my outfit although it seems like he didn't even notice it. For him, I'm willing to do everything so he could notice me.
I asked him to teach me in my lesson in Math and he gladly taught me and share a little bit of his knowledge with me. He was smart, kind, and oh so good-looking. He's also sweet, funny, and mischievous plus he smells so damn good. Everything was perfect at that moment, his breath fanned my face, his scent filled my nostrils and we're too close together. You know the feeling you wanted to stop the time and stayed that way for a long time? Everything seemed to be fine and perfect under the sun if only the ugly villain never entered the scene. Elena was simply a witch and I hate her for ruining that perfect moment of mine.
Elena sucks! I should have killed her and break her limbs! Haha!
~Miss Pretty
At recess time, she patiently waited for Thyago to come out of his classroom clinging the special tuna sandwiches she made together with two canned soft drinks. She was planning to invite him to eat with her this recess time as a token of gratitude for teaching her in her Math lesson. If he ever liked the food he prepared, she might as well do it daily, that will be extra points in getting closer and stealing his heart from Elena. The moment he came out of his classroom, she immediately comes near to him and blocked his way."Hi, Thyago!" She greeted giving him her sweetest smile she has."Oh, hi Bea!" Thyago replied looking surprised when he saw her."I brought you food as a token of my gratitude for helping me in my Math lesson. I got a high score in our quiz by the way and I owe you that." She really made her voice sounds very delighted and grateful."That was great! But you
Sophomore, High school :Waiting for Macky to come out to the Detention Room together with Hannah, they decided to wait for him outside to find out what would be their friend's punishment after getting into trouble because Mackie hit Britney Tully in the face and almost balded her hair. Well, they can't blame Mackie, Britney is such a vicious war freak bitch who loves making fun of others. She called Mackie a freakin' pathetic homosexual so, in return, Mackie gave her a lesson she could never forget by wrecking her face and balding the bitch hair. They were almost an hour waiting for him to come out in the detention room while seating on one of the chairs at the balcony outside that door and they couldn't just leave Mackie like that without supporting their friend.Out of boredom, she dec
Not expecting to see Thyago at the very moment, she thought that she was only daydreaming. She even felt Mackie hiddenly nudge her elbow to make her realized the Thyago she was seeing in front of her is not just an apparition. "You guys need a lift?" He asked wearing a smile that made her heart went havoc. "U-Uhhh... No thanks, were actually waiting for Mackie's driver to fetch us up." She stated declining his offer.If she was the old Bea, she won't let this opportunity slipped away but she had decided to end her foolishness over him, didn't she? She has been avoiding him for months now. Because if truths be told, Thyago will never like someone like her. He obviously likes Elena and there is nothing she can do to change that bitter truth.She
Camping Day 1 :It was one lucky day. As Thyago said, Elena didn't come in the camping so that means she will never have a chance to ruin her day. No villain who will ruin her perfect moment with Thyago and no freakin' witch who will destroy her fantasies. Mackie and Hannah came along in the camping and thank God she was able to convince them. She was so excited as soon she wakes up this morning. It will surely be one heck of a fun and amazing event. It was two days being with Thyago and her friends. Two days in paradise where she can have a chance to monopolize Thyago. She brought her diary to make sure she will chronicle the whole story coming. She has to make sure every detail will be perfectly written for her to cherished. Writing her own love story was her happiness hoping that it will be an happy ending when she finally reached the final chapter.The Camping w
Camping, Day 2:It was another lucky day when she woke up early in the morning andhave seen Thyago sitting under a big tree near the camping place. He was alone and was clinging a cup of coffee in his right hand and it seemed his mind was too preoccupied to even notice her presence when she came near him. She gently pats his shoulder and seated right beside him. He caught her attention so he looked her way and felt him followed her every move. She gave him her sweetest smile and it warmed her heart when he smile back. What an amazing feeling to wake up in the morning and see his face smiling back at her."Coffee?" He offered to hand her the cup of coffee he was clinging to."Sure." She took the coffee and gently sip it.The coffee tasted so good even though it was only instant coffee. Funny because it feels like it was the best
When the activity started, they were grouped into three and Thyago happens to be one of his group mates. The activity was food hunting and they were required to look for food for two and a half hours of time. She accompanied Thyago in the forest to search for some fruits and their two group mates went into the creek to catch edible fish.In the wilderness, they waste no time in searching for edible plants. Thyago was indeed a smart person for he was able to acknowledge different kinds of plants whether edible or harmful. They pick some wild berries, different kinds of fruits which she never thought existed, and some plants which according to him are innocuous to humans. They stopped by when they found a coconut tree - the so-called tree of life for its many useful benefits. They surely going to have extra points in bringing this kind of fruit to the camping place. Thyago climbed in it and picked three coconut fruits. Yes, it's amazing that he can climb not
A week had passed after the two-day camping, Thyago and her became more closer to each other. They often hang around and stay at the Student's Park during break times and after class. He often teaches her in her lessons in those subjects she has difficulties with and used to fetch her before and after school. To Thyago she was a friend, a confidant, and a companion he can rely on and she was okay with that. It hurts yes, but she manages to accept it. Just being around him, seeing him happy makes her happy as well. Pathetic, stupid? Whatever she can call herself but she loves him that's the bitter truth behind it. She may be young but she knew this is more than infatuation. If it's not love she feel then she doesn't what it's called? Unfortunately, she needs to keep it all by herself. She just has to be contented in secretly loving him from afar and she has no plan to tell him. Thyago trusts her and if he everfinds out her feelings for him, it would be mea
Days and weeks have passed, her friends kept avoiding her mostly Mackie. She tried to talk to them to patch things up with them but they were still mad at her. They seemed so hard to reach them. She was sulking and starting to lose hope in their friendship. It seems like they were willing to give up and forget their friendship just because she chose to stay with Thyago. Why couldn't they understand her and just be happy for her? She was not asking for them to support her, she just wanted them to remain her friends and bring back the relationship they had before, but why they couldn't forgive her? And Thyago, ever since Elena became his girlfriend, he seldom fetch her before and after school so she ended up always riding a bus. He seldom hang out with her too for he got busy pleasing his girlfriend. There are times she felt so alone and lonely. She doesn't have her friends and Thyago was never there too but she have to bear it. She chose Thyago over her fr
He couldn't help to smile as he watched his wife sleeping so soundly. She must have been tired of taking care of their child Augustus. Augustus was four months old now and he's so energetic and so adorable. Each and every day with him is a blessing. He was learning to smile spontaneously and tries copying movements and facial expressions now. He likes to play with others and gets upset when playtime stops. Until now he couldn't believe that he was a father now. He couldn't help to ask what he did right to deserve such a beautiful gift like Augustus. The cute baby he used to cuddle and play with, his tiny little hands and feet, his pouty lips, fluffy cheeks, and tiny adorable face. His smile could ease the weariness and sleepless nights he and his wife had towards taking care of him. His adorable yawn and cries, who would have thought he was his descendant? He never thought he would feel so much gratitude just by staring at him and by cuddling him. He acquired the face and looks of a Wi
Waking up in the morning lying across a familiar warm broad chest, his arms wrapped around her firmly as if afraid he would wake up to find her gone beside him, it's the best feeling ever. She had been waking up like this for days now since they were back together. She got used to this kind of feeling and she even loving it so much. Oh, how she loves waking up having his arms wrapped around her as his musky scent enveloping her. In his arms, it's like she can find her peace and her safe haven. A warm smile automatically painted her lips as she embraced him back firmly and sniffed his neck. Funny because it has been a habit of her sniffing and giving his neck gentle bites. Looks like she found her new favorite in his body parts. This is the same kind of contentment she has always dreamed of. Waking up with a warm smile painted her lips as she could feel her heart thumping in so much happi
She felt relieved when she woke up and recognized she was now in her private room in the hospital. The last time she remembers is she pass out after giving birth to her child in the delivery room. The happiness she felt when she heard the first cry of her baby and wanting to hold him in her arms was such an amazing feeling but she was too exhausted to move for she lost all her strength in delivering her precious baby. The last thing she could remember before she pass out was when the doctor told her that she delivered a healthy baby boy.Now that she got awaken, she suddenly felt excited to see and hold her baby and as her eyes roam around and started to look for a particular person she wanted to see as her heart suddenly melted by the scene she had captured with a warm smile slowly painted her lips, there's the man she loves now sitting on the bench located beside her bed while his head lies on the other side of her bed as he sleeps. This has always
With tears still running through her face, she continued reading the last page of her diary. Dear Thyago's Notes:Tonight, my heart was wallowing in pain. I feel like dying little by little. Why couldn't this feeling just go away 'coz it hurts a lot I can't take it any longer. It's official, Elena is now your Master's girlfriend. It should have been me, you know... Just wish I am but that was only in my dreams. He's the first man I ever wanted and the first one who made some havoc in my feelings in a good way. You see, you can't always get what you want. I knew I can't have him, that's the bitter truth... I feel so alone and lonely. Lonely and pained because of what I feel towards your Master and alone because I have no friends to turn to. My friends are upset and avoided me the whole week. It hurts because I felt like they've been too d
Dear Thyago's Note; I thought I was brave enough to fight towards winning your Master's heart. This is not just a deep crush, it is love I guess. This is strong and deep, I can feel it... Although I thought I can win him through hard work and patience, that not giving up is out of my vocabulary and that
Feeling confused, she turned her diary to another page and started reading on. Dear Thyago's Notes: Your Master chatted with me today and I definitely enjoyed being with him. Just wish we talked more longer than that. He actually caressed my cheek and his thumb gently massaged
"Mama..." She got stunned when her mother-in-law visited her in her father's house.It was around afternoon when she came and seeing the old woman made her wanna cry. She brought some fruits and some stuff for the baby."I came here because I missed you, child." She was touched by that words. She had missed the old woman so much too."Your tummy was a whole lot bigger now." The old woman commented when her eyes went to her baby bump."My due date was coming, Mama." She replied."Yes I know, my son told me so." She never missed the sad look in her eyes as she stare at her."If Thyago sends you here to talk to me Mama, my decision is still final. I'm sorry for disappointing you. I can no longer take your advice. I don't think I was strong enough to fight our marriage when I know I will be alone with this battle. I'm so sorry but I will fail you this time, Mama." She said sad
It has been two months since she left the mansion. No matter how Thyago keep on trying to talk and beg her to come back, she never listened. She had been hurt enough and she couldn't bear the pain anymore. She finally realized that it was never easy loving a Thyago Williams. She always finds herself being hurt and shattered in the end. Yes, she loves him so much, perhaps never stop loving him ever since but this time, she has to learn to love herself and do what she believes is right. She had made up her mind, she has to end things between them before she lose herself and her dignity.Her father talked to her to think about her decisions. He even advised her to give Thyago a second chance but she never listened. Even Hannah talked to her one time and advised her to not give up on her marriage and think about her child. She decided to tell Hannah the reason why she left and when she found about what happened, she got mad at Elena. To her surprise, it didn't
He heaved a long frustrated sigh and calm himself when Elena left. His head suddenly gets heavy and dizzy on that conversation. He never thought Elena was capable of doing those things just to have what she wanted. He took a deep breath and seated in his chair to ease the pain in his head. He gently massaged his temples and tried to close his eyes until he suddenly felt the drowsiness take over and engulf him.Strange but when consciousness came over him, he felt something heavy was on top of him. Still sleepy, he just took for granted it. When he tried to open his eyes, someone gently caressed his face and claimed his lips for a torrid kiss. For a moment he thought he was dreaming and even fantasizing he was kissing his wife. Heaven knows how he badly misses her and how he was so thirsty in her lips. With Bea still in his mind, he responded passionately and deepen the kisses more. For a moment, he thought everything was a dream. He just got awakened