It has been a week since she moved to her Uncle Ben's house. She was still coping and she still misses her father somehow. Although her Dad manages to call her almost twice a day, she still couldn't help to cry every time she talks to him over the phone. She's a daddy's girl and it's the first time he has been away from her for this long knowing it might take months or a year before they could see each other again. He was her only parent and imagine being away from the person she with all through her life made her feel so alone. It was not bad living in her Uncle Ben and Aunt Meryl's house at all. The couple was good indeed and they've been treating her nice. It was just Elena she was not comfortable with but she somehow manages to tolerate her cockiness and mean treatment. There are times they ignore each other which is much okay on her part and there are times she treated her nice but only if her parents were around of course. Well, she was completely fine with that as long as she doesn't meddle her business and privacy.
Sitting on the couch in the living room while reading a magazine was one of her past times. It was a weekend morning and the ending of the school's vacation is getting near. She doesn't usually go out in the house although aunt Meryl been telling her to have fun with her friends. As much as she would like to but Her two best friends Macky and Hannah are out on a vacation with their families so she just chose to stay at home the whole week like now, keeping herself busy reading magazines trying to ease her boredom. It's just so frustrating her father went away this time of the year when it was her school's vacation. They could have done a summer vacation on a beach, camping in a forest, and done a lot of activities before he went out of the country. They usually camp and go out of town during her school vacation but he left two weeks before the ending of her school's vacation. Can you imagine that? She still has one more boring week to stay at the house. It was probably the saddest and boring school vacation she ever had for she was alone and mostly staying at the house.
Uncle Ben and Aunt Meryl are not at home at this time. They left early in the morning so meaning Elena and her are left alone in the house. They rarely talk to each other, practically because they hate each other. They both used to act okay and nice in front of Elena's parents. She thinks it is better that way than to be noticed by her Aunt and Uncle that they were not on good terms. The couple will surely worry if they find about it and she doesn't want to be a bother or create trouble in this family because of that. She would rather tolerate Elena or ignore her.
The good thing is next week is the starting of school so she's kinda excited. She'll be in sixth grade and she wonders how's it going to be? Just thinking about it excites her more. She was about to turn the page on the magazine she was holding when someone behind her suddenly talked and took her attention. When she turned her head and check the owner of the voice, her world suddenly ceased to exist for she never imagined she will see him at the moment. Her face automatically brightens up while her eyes twinkled with joy.
"Thyago....." She mumbled.
Thyago was her ultimate crush since fourth grade. He was five years ahead of her and the very first time she saw him, she had awakened strange feelings she never thought will occur in her. She finally had a crush for the very first time in her existence. It was the first day of school at that time and they accidentally bumped into each other. He picked the books and her bag that splattered on the floor and hand them over to her. He even apologized and said he didn't mean it. At first, she wants to get mad but when she saw his face, oh boy, it seems like all the mean words that she was about to say were suddenly forgotten. She couldn't help herself to gasp when she saw his very hatty face. She had never seen anybody so charming and adorable like him. Her young heart was thrilled in the strange feelings she suddenly felt towards meeting him. She wonders then if he's a fallen angel because he had the most beautiful face she had ever seen in her entire life. She even fluttered her eyelashes to check if she's dreaming or not. Her heart beats so fast like a runaway train but she loves the feeling of it.
As days went by, she found out that his name was Theodore Augustus Williams A.K.A Thyago. He was the only son of the good mayor in town, he's smart and he came from a rich clan and that made him popular in school. She heard his Granpa owns the biggest Construction Firm in the country and his family owns a lot of businesses in the Capital. He came from well-known businessmen and politicians and beyond that fact, he's known to be friendly and humble too. Learning that information made her more interested in him. Until then she secretly admires and adores him from afar.
But wait!!!
What the hell in the world does Thyago Williams doing here in her Uncle Ben's house?
"Excuse me?" She heard him repeatedly said with a frown on his hatty face. Maybe he was wondering, at the same time puzzled for she was acting such dumb.
Well, can you blame her? It was Thyago Williams for Pete's sake! Her ultimate crush! Can you blame her to get stunned and mesmerized for a moment?
"Uh, yes?" She answered as a sweet smile formed her lips. She just can't help it. She has to give her sweetest smile to him.
"I'm Thyago, Elena's friend. I was told by the maid that she was inside. Uh, have you seen her?" She suddenly felt disappointed when she heard Elena's name in his mouth as a frown automatically formed her face.
Of all people, why does it have to be Elena? Really??? That evil villain?!!
"Umm, I think she's at the garden. There is the last time I saw her this morning." She answered disappointedly.
"Thanks. I didn't know Elena has a pretty sister or siblings?" He said with a smile showing his white perfect set of teeth.
Oh my! What a smile... Did I heard it right? He called me pretty? But wait... Did he mistake me for being Elena's sister? No way! We don't have any physical similarities. Duh! You're lucky you have that attractive smile Thyago, so I can still forgive you for that, baby...
"I'm not her sister. I'm her cousin, Bea." She introduced herself.
"Bea? What a nice name. Nice meeting you. I'm Thyago, Elena's friend." He uttered offering his hand that she gladly accepted.
I know right? You were even my ultimate crush dammit. Theodore Augustus Williams, your name suits for a prince! How can I even forget?
The moment she held his warm and soft hand, she suddenly felt her downy hair raised as an electric-like feeling crept into her when she just only holds his hand? How can that be possible? She was not sure but she thinks he felt that too because she saw him got stunned and look at her with furrowed brows.
Although it's kinda bit disappointing because he immediately took his hand away from her grip, she still gave her sweetest smile because it's not every day she could have a chance to hold Thyago's hand. This was kinda strange because those electric-like sensations felt so good. It was the first time she felt that and it really felt great! Really strange...
"Pleasure to meet you Thyago." She answered sweetly.
"Great! Umm... I'm gonna go to the garden and look for Elena. Glad to meet you, Bea." He excused himself then walked towards the way through the garden.
Minutes later, whatever that spirit that compelled her to follow and stalk Thyago, she actually did. She was curious why he was looking for her cousin Elena? She never have an idea that they were friends? How come?
Passing through the kitchen door towards the garden, she looks and sneaked to Thyago from there. Not being content with the view, she looked for another place to sneak until she saw a willow tree. Yeah right, she climbed up a tree just to take a look at the boy who intrigues her feelings. And from afar, she dreamily watched him like a fool while he was talking to Elena.
She wonders what do they talk about and how did they meet? He said they were friends, are they that close or something more deeper than that? Is he courting Elena? Hope not, because thinking about it suddenly made her jealous. It's not that she was insecure with Elena. Well, she has to admit she really is physically beautiful and she was not. Probably because Elena was chic, fashionable, and conscious to herself while she was a simple face with a nerdy look of style. She loves wearing comfortable clothes and hates wearing makeup. Besides, she can't afford to buy expensive clothes like Elena. Elena's parents provide her a huge amount of allowance and Aunt Meryl loves buying her fine clothes. Aunt Meryl once bought her a pink expensive dress but she did not like it. She wonders do Thyago likes girls wearing make-up and with good and fashionable style?
They were seated in the garden set behind some ornamental plants are located. They seemed to have a good conversation because they were both laughing while chatting. She wonders what are the things Thyago can make him laugh at? And at that moment, at the back of her mind, she suddenly wished she could switch places to Elena even just a short period of time.
Her brow furrowed in disgust when she saw Thyago suddenly held Elena's hand then gently tucked those strands of hairs to her ear that slightly covering her face. Seeing that gesture, something not so good feeling crept inside her heart. It was like something akin to jealousy and she hates it. Seeing her ultimate crush doing sweet gestures to Elena made her angry and envious.
How could he like an evil witch like her? She was just a pretty face. Do boys are only up to that thing? Wait until you see her true colors!
But to her surprise, he once repeated that sweet gesture to Elena while he smiles so damn cute to her evil cousin. How it's so frustrating that those smiles are only for Elena. She sighed in frustration and disappointment as she just decided to get down on that willow tree. She realized she can't stand seeing Thyago being so sweet to Elena. It made her jealous, really jealous...
What am I doing up in a tree anyway? This would be humiliating if someone caught me in this situation. It's not even nice for a girl like me to climb up on a tree. Oh gosh, this is stupidity!
Castigating herself on what she did, she finally decided to leave the place and get inside the house before Elena and Thyago will see her peeking on them that will tend to embarrass herself. She doesn't wanna accept the fact that this time, for just once, she envied her cousin Elena. That evil witch! She was lucky to have Thyago's attention.
Being excited when she finally met her best friends Hannah and Macky again, they've embraced each other so tight as if they have never seen each other for a year. It's the first day of the school year and she badly missed them for the two spend their vacation out of town and the last time they saw each other was two months ago. That was the end of the last school year if she was not mistaken. "I've missed you, guys..." She sincerely told Hannah and Macky. They were currently in the hallway outside their classroom and she was so glad the three of them were at the same section again. "We've missed you too," Hanna answered happily. "How's your stay at your Uncle's house?" Macky asked. "Good. It was okay, they were so nice to me." She replied shortly. "And your cousin?" Macky queried cocking one brow. "Oh please let's not talk about it. You know I hate her!" She answered
Afternoon weekend, she was at the terrace reading magazine when she suddenly saw Thyago from afar and enters the gate. He was walking towards her place so she immediately sits properly and fixed her hair making sure she'll look presentable to him. Trying to pretend she wasn't aware that he's coming, she acts to be surprised when he came near to her. "Hi!" She heard him greeted so she slowly jerked her eyes from the magazine looking surprised as if he never noticed him. Seeing him smiling so cute, something jerked in her heart in a very unusual way. Aww, his smile is really something... "Hello!" She answered giving him her sweetest smile. Seeing him smiling at her, happiness filled her heart. She suddenly hopes those smiles are only hers to own. "Is Elena inside?" He asked while his eyes were on the entrance
1st Year, Highschool:About to leave the library holding the books she borrowed, someone caught her eyes and attention all of a sudden. A supposed to be typical school day turned out to be a lucky day for her when she saw Thyago passed the hallway outside the library. With that, the familiar throb of her heart occurred again and she usually feel this every time he was around. A smile automatically showed her lips as her face brighten up. She was hoping she could chat and spend time with him so what she did is immediately went out of the library having the plan in mind. Filled with joy and excitement, she fastened her pace like she was almost running trying to reach him not wanting him to disappear in her eyesight. This might be her chance to be close with him she thought, but her happy smile suddenly vanished as she got disappointed when she saw Thyago met Elena alon
"Okay, here we go Bea..." She mumbled to herself when the bell finally rang at exactly four PM.It's the moment she has been waiting for since early in the morning. Together with the courage and renewed spirit she has, she is now willing to put her battle towards Thyago's heart to the next level and take a risk and do something more than the ordinary. Her friends are definitely right, it is now or never. What may be the outcome of this, at least she tried. If Thyago can only offer friendship, she would gladly accept it. At least she got a chance to be close with him. Grabbing her things going out of their classroom. She walked fast without caring if she might bump into someone or she might slip and meet accident for being a careless one. Her destination is at the Student's Park, where she knew Thyago usually goes.A smile automatically formed her lips when she saw him seated on a bench located under a willow tree then. Instead of wearing j
At recess time, she patiently waited for Thyago to come out of his classroom clinging the special tuna sandwiches she made together with two canned soft drinks. She was planning to invite him to eat with her this recess time as a token of gratitude for teaching her in her Math lesson. If he ever liked the food he prepared, she might as well do it daily, that will be extra points in getting closer and stealing his heart from Elena. The moment he came out of his classroom, she immediately comes near to him and blocked his way."Hi, Thyago!" She greeted giving him her sweetest smile she has."Oh, hi Bea!" Thyago replied looking surprised when he saw her."I brought you food as a token of my gratitude for helping me in my Math lesson. I got a high score in our quiz by the way and I owe you that." She really made her voice sounds very delighted and grateful."That was great! But you
Sophomore, High school :Waiting for Macky to come out to the Detention Room together with Hannah, they decided to wait for him outside to find out what would be their friend's punishment after getting into trouble because Mackie hit Britney Tully in the face and almost balded her hair. Well, they can't blame Mackie, Britney is such a vicious war freak bitch who loves making fun of others. She called Mackie a freakin' pathetic homosexual so, in return, Mackie gave her a lesson she could never forget by wrecking her face and balding the bitch hair. They were almost an hour waiting for him to come out in the detention room while seating on one of the chairs at the balcony outside that door and they couldn't just leave Mackie like that without supporting their friend.Out of boredom, she dec
Not expecting to see Thyago at the very moment, she thought that she was only daydreaming. She even felt Mackie hiddenly nudge her elbow to make her realized the Thyago she was seeing in front of her is not just an apparition. "You guys need a lift?" He asked wearing a smile that made her heart went havoc. "U-Uhhh... No thanks, were actually waiting for Mackie's driver to fetch us up." She stated declining his offer.If she was the old Bea, she won't let this opportunity slipped away but she had decided to end her foolishness over him, didn't she? She has been avoiding him for months now. Because if truths be told, Thyago will never like someone like her. He obviously likes Elena and there is nothing she can do to change that bitter truth.She
Camping Day 1 :It was one lucky day. As Thyago said, Elena didn't come in the camping so that means she will never have a chance to ruin her day. No villain who will ruin her perfect moment with Thyago and no freakin' witch who will destroy her fantasies. Mackie and Hannah came along in the camping and thank God she was able to convince them. She was so excited as soon she wakes up this morning. It will surely be one heck of a fun and amazing event. It was two days being with Thyago and her friends. Two days in paradise where she can have a chance to monopolize Thyago. She brought her diary to make sure she will chronicle the whole story coming. She has to make sure every detail will be perfectly written for her to cherished. Writing her own love story was her happiness hoping that it will be an happy ending when she finally reached the final chapter.The Camping w
He couldn't help to smile as he watched his wife sleeping so soundly. She must have been tired of taking care of their child Augustus. Augustus was four months old now and he's so energetic and so adorable. Each and every day with him is a blessing. He was learning to smile spontaneously and tries copying movements and facial expressions now. He likes to play with others and gets upset when playtime stops. Until now he couldn't believe that he was a father now. He couldn't help to ask what he did right to deserve such a beautiful gift like Augustus. The cute baby he used to cuddle and play with, his tiny little hands and feet, his pouty lips, fluffy cheeks, and tiny adorable face. His smile could ease the weariness and sleepless nights he and his wife had towards taking care of him. His adorable yawn and cries, who would have thought he was his descendant? He never thought he would feel so much gratitude just by staring at him and by cuddling him. He acquired the face and looks of a Wi
Waking up in the morning lying across a familiar warm broad chest, his arms wrapped around her firmly as if afraid he would wake up to find her gone beside him, it's the best feeling ever. She had been waking up like this for days now since they were back together. She got used to this kind of feeling and she even loving it so much. Oh, how she loves waking up having his arms wrapped around her as his musky scent enveloping her. In his arms, it's like she can find her peace and her safe haven. A warm smile automatically painted her lips as she embraced him back firmly and sniffed his neck. Funny because it has been a habit of her sniffing and giving his neck gentle bites. Looks like she found her new favorite in his body parts. This is the same kind of contentment she has always dreamed of. Waking up with a warm smile painted her lips as she could feel her heart thumping in so much happi
She felt relieved when she woke up and recognized she was now in her private room in the hospital. The last time she remembers is she pass out after giving birth to her child in the delivery room. The happiness she felt when she heard the first cry of her baby and wanting to hold him in her arms was such an amazing feeling but she was too exhausted to move for she lost all her strength in delivering her precious baby. The last thing she could remember before she pass out was when the doctor told her that she delivered a healthy baby boy.Now that she got awaken, she suddenly felt excited to see and hold her baby and as her eyes roam around and started to look for a particular person she wanted to see as her heart suddenly melted by the scene she had captured with a warm smile slowly painted her lips, there's the man she loves now sitting on the bench located beside her bed while his head lies on the other side of her bed as he sleeps. This has always
With tears still running through her face, she continued reading the last page of her diary. Dear Thyago's Notes:Tonight, my heart was wallowing in pain. I feel like dying little by little. Why couldn't this feeling just go away 'coz it hurts a lot I can't take it any longer. It's official, Elena is now your Master's girlfriend. It should have been me, you know... Just wish I am but that was only in my dreams. He's the first man I ever wanted and the first one who made some havoc in my feelings in a good way. You see, you can't always get what you want. I knew I can't have him, that's the bitter truth... I feel so alone and lonely. Lonely and pained because of what I feel towards your Master and alone because I have no friends to turn to. My friends are upset and avoided me the whole week. It hurts because I felt like they've been too d
Dear Thyago's Note; I thought I was brave enough to fight towards winning your Master's heart. This is not just a deep crush, it is love I guess. This is strong and deep, I can feel it... Although I thought I can win him through hard work and patience, that not giving up is out of my vocabulary and that
Feeling confused, she turned her diary to another page and started reading on. Dear Thyago's Notes: Your Master chatted with me today and I definitely enjoyed being with him. Just wish we talked more longer than that. He actually caressed my cheek and his thumb gently massaged
"Mama..." She got stunned when her mother-in-law visited her in her father's house.It was around afternoon when she came and seeing the old woman made her wanna cry. She brought some fruits and some stuff for the baby."I came here because I missed you, child." She was touched by that words. She had missed the old woman so much too."Your tummy was a whole lot bigger now." The old woman commented when her eyes went to her baby bump."My due date was coming, Mama." She replied."Yes I know, my son told me so." She never missed the sad look in her eyes as she stare at her."If Thyago sends you here to talk to me Mama, my decision is still final. I'm sorry for disappointing you. I can no longer take your advice. I don't think I was strong enough to fight our marriage when I know I will be alone with this battle. I'm so sorry but I will fail you this time, Mama." She said sad
It has been two months since she left the mansion. No matter how Thyago keep on trying to talk and beg her to come back, she never listened. She had been hurt enough and she couldn't bear the pain anymore. She finally realized that it was never easy loving a Thyago Williams. She always finds herself being hurt and shattered in the end. Yes, she loves him so much, perhaps never stop loving him ever since but this time, she has to learn to love herself and do what she believes is right. She had made up her mind, she has to end things between them before she lose herself and her dignity.Her father talked to her to think about her decisions. He even advised her to give Thyago a second chance but she never listened. Even Hannah talked to her one time and advised her to not give up on her marriage and think about her child. She decided to tell Hannah the reason why she left and when she found about what happened, she got mad at Elena. To her surprise, it didn't
He heaved a long frustrated sigh and calm himself when Elena left. His head suddenly gets heavy and dizzy on that conversation. He never thought Elena was capable of doing those things just to have what she wanted. He took a deep breath and seated in his chair to ease the pain in his head. He gently massaged his temples and tried to close his eyes until he suddenly felt the drowsiness take over and engulf him.Strange but when consciousness came over him, he felt something heavy was on top of him. Still sleepy, he just took for granted it. When he tried to open his eyes, someone gently caressed his face and claimed his lips for a torrid kiss. For a moment he thought he was dreaming and even fantasizing he was kissing his wife. Heaven knows how he badly misses her and how he was so thirsty in her lips. With Bea still in his mind, he responded passionately and deepen the kisses more. For a moment, he thought everything was a dream. He just got awakened