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02 - SLOWLY HEALING
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2021-09-03 12:31:29We are already inside the mall. Hindi nagtagal angbiyahe dahil mas pinili ng mga yawa kong friends na dito nalang dahil tinamad na yung driver namin.
"Where to go now?" I asked.
"I am hungry already." Lorry said.
"Kailan ka huling nabusog?" Tanong naman sa kanya ni Berenice.
"Ang sama mo talagang hayop ka." sabi naman ni Ava sabay pa ng malakas na tawa.
Tumawa nalang rin ako kasama ni Ava and then I asked them if they like to eat pizza na lang for lunch and they all agreed kaya pumunta na kame sa isang store rito sa loob ng mall where we can order pizza, burgers and more. It is like fast food, cause we dont really like to eat in any of the expensive restaurants, kahit ganito ang estado namin sa buhay.
Kahit na ang sabi ko ay pizza lang ang kakainin namin, nagorder na lang din ako ng burgers and chicken wings, dahil alam ko namang matatakaw tong mga kasama ko dito.
We are done eating so we decided to go na sa department store muna and then sa mga bags and clothes and last na sa shoes.
Pinili ko lang ang isang handbag na color black cause it is my favourite color. Siguro pwede mo na ngang sabihin na lahat ng gamit ko black and mom would always ask me kung babae ba talaga ako. Like? Duh? It's what I want and hindi naman lahat ng babae gusto yung mga girly colors.
Kumuha narin ako ng black notebooks and pens. Hindi ko kailangan ng maraming bibilhin ngayon dahil bumibili lang ako ng mga bagay when my teacher would ask to para iwas gastos.
We were about to go sa store ng mga damit and shoes when this loka loka Lorry screamed.
We are all shocked and run towards her kasi siya yung nasa likod.
"Hey what happened to you?!" Tanong ko agad.
"Hey!? Lorry Michaela!! Talk!!" Sigaw sa kanya ni Berenice sapagkat nakatulala lang siya sa malayo.
"G-Guys y-yung p-poster n-nung i-idol natin." Sabay turo ng gaga sa poster ng isang grupo ng mga lalake na nasa poster ang mga mukha.
"WAHH!!! MAY COMEBACK BA NEXT WEEK???!" Nagulat naman ako sa sigaw ni Ava.
"TOTOO?!!!" Nakisali si Berenice sa kanilang dalawa.
Tumingin ako sa paligid and found out that there are so many people watching us. Like? Sobrang nakakahiya. Kaya hinatak ko yung tatlo papasok sa store ng mga shoes.
"Ano ba bakit ba kayo sumusigaw huh? Alam niyo ba na you made a sine there outside?" Inis na sabi ko sa kanila.
"Sure kang hindi mo kilala yung mga yun? Eh lagi ka ngang nakikinig sa mga bagong labas na music diyan sa phone mo." Parang tangang tanong ni Ava.
"Ang bobo,Ava. Literal. Bakit ko naman itatanong kung sinong mga yon hindi naman ako interisado sa mga pugong yon. Ang tanong ko bakit kayo sumusigaw na parang nakakita ng isang mahiwagang bagay?" Sabi ko.
"Dahil mahiwagang bagay talaga sila para sa amin. Sila lang naman ang pinakasikat na boygroup sa buong country natin ngayon. Hinihintay namin yung comeback nila since nung November and now nandito na. OMG!!! Punta tayong lahat!!" Lorry explained.
"Ayaw kong sumama." Sabi ko sa kanila.
"Ay ang kj HUH!" Pasok agad ni Berenice sa usapan.
"Parang naaamoy ko yung pagkapait ng isa diyan sa mga musicians." Singit ni Ava.
"Hey, you bitches! Don't you ever bring that up." Wika ko.
"Okay okay, easy. We just want you to come, like we are just inviting you but if you don't want to come it's okay alam ko namang BUSY ka talaga sa pagaaral, kahit wala pang pasok." Ava said at diniinan pa yung salitang busy.
"And Cali, alam naman naming ayaw mo sa kanila kaya tinatancha kalang namin what if you have moved on already, from the pain that a musician gave to you." Kalmang sabi ni Berenice.
"I have already moved on. Sasama nalang pala ako sa inyo to refresh my mind. Para ready talaga yung ulo ko sa new school year." Wika ko.
"Don't do things na alam mo hindi mo gusto. Cali, don't push it to hard,if you are not ready we can wait for you to heal, we are just joking around. Don't take it seriously." Sabi ni Lorry at niyakap ako.
I felt so love when I am with them and when I am with my family. They understand, and they want me to heal slowly. But sometimes alam kong nagiging impatient din sila, but I understand them too. Kaya, ngayon kong sisimulan yung bagong yugto ng buhay ko and I am planning to heal and to start a new journey at that concert.
"I'm fine. I'm not pushing myself hard, I want to heal slowly too. So, what will we wear on that concert and make sure na 4 tickets kukunin niyo ngayon." I said to them with a smile.
I can see that they were shock on what I have said to them, but instead of saying anything they just hug me tight, like they were so happy that I said those words.
"We love you,Our lovely Cal." Sabay sabay na sabi ng tatlo.
"We have to buy things na and please stop this drama baka may makakita pa sa atin dito,sabihin na we are crazy." Tumatawang sabi ko.
"Pili na kayo mga hampas lupa, libre daw ni Lorry!" Sabi bigla ni Ava.
"Hala! Putangina ng binganga mo Ava. Pero sigi na nga. Pili na kayo mga Yawa." She said with a sad face. Alam niya kasing uubusin ng dalawa yung pera niya.
Tumawa nalang ako at namili na ng mga damit na gusto ko. Bumili lang ako ng dalawang black shirt na oversized and isang skirt na maung. The girls got their things too, kaya napagpasyahan namin na umuwi na cause it's getting late and 30 minutes pa ang biyahe nitong tatlong pugo na to.
"Lorry you will drive this time hanggang sa unit lang ni Cali, dahil nandoon din yung cars namin ni Ava." Berenice said.
"Opo, madam. Masusunod po. Grabe talaga nito." Bunganga naman ni Lorry.
Lorry drove her car to my unit. Hindi nagtagal we have arrived. Bumaba kame expect kay Lorry kasi ang dalawang depungal ay sa kotche na nila sasakay. Ang yayaman talaga ng mga yawang ito, nagsasayang lang ng gasolina eh pwede namang isang kotse lang kasi magkalapit lang naman sila ng unit.
"We will go now, Cali. Huwag papabayaan ang sarili huh?" Pagpapaalam ni Lorry.
"Depota ka! Parang nanay lang huh?Lorry? HAHAHAHAH! Sigi Cali Babye! Love you!" Sabi naman ni Ava.
"Pakyu ka, Ava." Wika ni Lorry and rolled her eyes.
"Tigil na mga anak ni Satanas. Basta Cali,see you next week at ako na bahala sa ticket mo. Basta kain ka huh? Ikaw pa naman hindi ka kumakain, puro softdrinks at panlalake inaatupag mo. Ay este pagaaral pala." Berenice wink at me and laugh. She also gave me a hug.
Kinurot ko siya sa braso, for she said. Pero tama din naman kung ayaw ko ng magaral nakiki chika nalang ako sa mga lalaking may gusto sa akin. Hindi ako feeling. Totoo yon. 100% legit.
"Goodnight girls! Thank you for today! Sana hindi pa kayo mamatay kasi hindi pa tayo papapasukin sa langit." I bit them goodbye and wave my hand.
Humarurut ang mga kotse nila kaya pumasok narin ako sa malaking building. Sumakay lang ako ng elevator cause my unit number is 260.
Bab terkait
Misanthropy 03- TWENTY-SIX
I spend my whole week studying and sometimes I would go outside for a walk. Minsan naman ay pumupunta lang ako sa malapit na park and watch children play with their parents.Hindi ko narin nakita ang tatlong loka loka kong kaibigan. Hindi rin nila ako tinawagan pagkatapos naming mag mall nung Monday. It is Sunday already kaya nagsimba nalang ako kaninang umaga. And for your information kahit na demonya ako at pwede na ngang pumalit sa trono ni satanas eh hindi ako napapaso kung pumapasok ako sa mga simbahan.Ngayon andito ako sa terrace and just watching the city. Maganda kasi dito eh kahit hindi gabi, you can feel peace. And baka pwede rin akong mag spot ng mga gwapo dito.Pumasok na ako sa loob ng unit ko after 30 minutes. I felt hungry and I am kinda lazy to cook so napagisipan ko nalang na bumaba and eat something sa isang fast food. Hindi din pala ako kumain kaninang morning cause malapit na akong malate sa misa.
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-09-03Misanthropy 04 - AWIE
Monday past like a wind. I am now preparing myself to go to the concert, that I am not sure if I really want to go after the interaction that happened to me and my ex's brother last Sunday.It was like opening my big wound again. Para lang gumaling dapat buksan ulit. I hope it will work, because I know if it doesn't baka hindi ko na rin kayanin.Nagsuot lang ako ng mga damit na alam kong komportable ako. I just wore my black off shoulder and a maong skirt and of course my favourite shoes. Nakalugay lang ulit ang buhok ko and nagsuot lang ako ng bonet.I make that wala akong nakalimutan and wala ng mga saksak na appliances. Lumabas na ako nung maicheck kona lahat.I waited for the elevator and after some time dumating na ito. I remembered the last time na sumakay ako rito with 26, the basketball player. Hindi ko pala natanong pangalan non, but never mind "26" is better.Nasa
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-09-03Misanthropy 05 - CONCERT
Is this true?! This is really happening?! That guy is really their idol?! What the heck! This is not good. Kaya pala parang nakita kona yan. Those guys are the guys we saw on that poster at the mall.“Those boys are your idols right?” tanong ko para masigurado.“Yes, babe!” pasigaw na sabi sa akin ni Ava dahil maingay ang crowd.Bumukas ang ilaw sa stage and they began singing. Mas lalong naging maingay sa crowd dahil sa ginawa nila. I remembered the past again. Noon isa ako sa mga taong humihiyaw kapag lumalabas na yung magpeperform. But it is all in the past kaya let’s forget it muna and focus on this jerk who just insulted me a while ago.Tapos na silang kumanta and the band stopped the backround music.“LEO your powerful vocal! IDRIS your dance machine! EAGAN your visual here! JAY your fastest rapper! I am ASHTON the leader! And we ar
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-09-04Misanthropy 06 - @littlekitten
We came of out that stadium around 8:30 kasi natapos ang concert mga 8:00 and the 30 minutes we spend it at a restaurant na hindi naman masyadong mahal.We are done eating and we decided to go home already because we are so tired and I am still so irritated and furious about that rat I met.When I entered my unit I opened the lights first then the aircon. I took a warm shower and I went to sit on my study table and turn on my laptop. I had an idea of making a fake account on twitter like what others do to support their idols,but for me I am gonna use this as a revenge account on what happened on my day today.I put my user name to be @littlekitten and the profile is a cute little cat with a pig hoodie. I love to have a cat but I guess now is not the right time to have one because my schedule next next week will be tight again, so I think in the future maybe I can have one or maybe three.I don'
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-09-08Misanthropy 00- Prologue
"What do you want? Bakit mo ako pinapunta dito?" Tanong ko kaagad sa kanya pagpasok at pagpasok ko palang sa pintuan ng rooftop."Hey!I am talking to you. For fucks sake, talk and don't just look at my beautiful face." I shouted at him cause the first time I talked to him he didn't even flinch."What now? May sakit kaba sa utak?Nanakalimutan mo kaagad na may masama kang ginawa saakin? Huh? Cal?" He finally talked and asked me those questions."Okay, I know I have done wrong things to you and I am sorry." I apologize to him sincerely, pero sa tingin hindi kame pareho ng iniisip dahil tumawa lang siya ng sarkastiko sa mga salitang binagsak ko."Apology not accepted." He said coldly."Well not my problem anymore Ash." I replied to him and I was about to go when he talked again."Your problem Cal. isang tawag ko lang sa mga magulang ko tanggal kan dito sa school
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-09-03Misanthropy 01 - CALISTA
I woke up when I heard noises coming from the outside of my unit’s door. I can hear girls knocking and shouting my name. Inabot ko yung cellphone ko para matignan kung anong oras na dahil naging abala ako sa pag-aaral ng mga lessons kagabi para may konting alam na ako para sa darating na new school year.Pumunta ako sa may pintuan at binuksan ito.“I thought you wouldn’t open the door for us, young lady.” Ava said as she entered my unit like she is the owner.“Let me guess, you spent your night studying again right?" Berenice also gave her comment about me not opening the door for them.“Anong ginagawa niyo dito,mga hampaslupa?” Tanong ko sa kanila nung nakapasok na sila sa loob ng unit ko at nakaupo na ngayon sa sofa.“Hoy, bakla ka huwag mong sabihin na nakalimutan mong pupunta tayo ng mall ngayon? and we are knocking at your door
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-09-03
Bab terbaru
Misanthropy 06 - @littlekitten
We came of out that stadium around 8:30 kasi natapos ang concert mga 8:00 and the 30 minutes we spend it at a restaurant na hindi naman masyadong mahal.We are done eating and we decided to go home already because we are so tired and I am still so irritated and furious about that rat I met.When I entered my unit I opened the lights first then the aircon. I took a warm shower and I went to sit on my study table and turn on my laptop. I had an idea of making a fake account on twitter like what others do to support their idols,but for me I am gonna use this as a revenge account on what happened on my day today.I put my user name to be @littlekitten and the profile is a cute little cat with a pig hoodie. I love to have a cat but I guess now is not the right time to have one because my schedule next next week will be tight again, so I think in the future maybe I can have one or maybe three.I don'
Misanthropy 05 - CONCERT
Is this true?! This is really happening?! That guy is really their idol?! What the heck! This is not good. Kaya pala parang nakita kona yan. Those guys are the guys we saw on that poster at the mall.“Those boys are your idols right?” tanong ko para masigurado.“Yes, babe!” pasigaw na sabi sa akin ni Ava dahil maingay ang crowd.Bumukas ang ilaw sa stage and they began singing. Mas lalong naging maingay sa crowd dahil sa ginawa nila. I remembered the past again. Noon isa ako sa mga taong humihiyaw kapag lumalabas na yung magpeperform. But it is all in the past kaya let’s forget it muna and focus on this jerk who just insulted me a while ago.Tapos na silang kumanta and the band stopped the backround music.“LEO your powerful vocal! IDRIS your dance machine! EAGAN your visual here! JAY your fastest rapper! I am ASHTON the leader! And we ar
Misanthropy 04 - AWIE
Monday past like a wind. I am now preparing myself to go to the concert, that I am not sure if I really want to go after the interaction that happened to me and my ex's brother last Sunday.It was like opening my big wound again. Para lang gumaling dapat buksan ulit. I hope it will work, because I know if it doesn't baka hindi ko na rin kayanin.Nagsuot lang ako ng mga damit na alam kong komportable ako. I just wore my black off shoulder and a maong skirt and of course my favourite shoes. Nakalugay lang ulit ang buhok ko and nagsuot lang ako ng bonet.I make that wala akong nakalimutan and wala ng mga saksak na appliances. Lumabas na ako nung maicheck kona lahat.I waited for the elevator and after some time dumating na ito. I remembered the last time na sumakay ako rito with 26, the basketball player. Hindi ko pala natanong pangalan non, but never mind "26" is better.Nasa
Misanthropy 03- TWENTY-SIX
I spend my whole week studying and sometimes I would go outside for a walk. Minsan naman ay pumupunta lang ako sa malapit na park and watch children play with their parents.Hindi ko narin nakita ang tatlong loka loka kong kaibigan. Hindi rin nila ako tinawagan pagkatapos naming mag mall nung Monday. It is Sunday already kaya nagsimba nalang ako kaninang umaga. And for your information kahit na demonya ako at pwede na ngang pumalit sa trono ni satanas eh hindi ako napapaso kung pumapasok ako sa mga simbahan.Ngayon andito ako sa terrace and just watching the city. Maganda kasi dito eh kahit hindi gabi, you can feel peace. And baka pwede rin akong mag spot ng mga gwapo dito.Pumasok na ako sa loob ng unit ko after 30 minutes. I felt hungry and I am kinda lazy to cook so napagisipan ko nalang na bumaba and eat something sa isang fast food. Hindi din pala ako kumain kaninang morning cause malapit na akong malate sa misa.
Misanthropy 02 - SLOWLY HEALING
We are already inside the mall. Hindi nagtagal angbiyahe dahil mas pinili ng mga yawa kong friends na dito nalang dahil tinamad na yung driver namin."Where to go now?" I asked."I am hungry already." Lorry said."Kailan ka huling nabusog?" Tanong naman sa kanya ni Berenice."Ang sama mo talagang hayop ka." sabi naman ni Ava sabay pa ng malakas na tawa.Tumawa nalang rin ako kasama ni Ava and then I asked them if they like to eat pizza na lang for lunch and they all agreed kaya pumunta na kame sa isang store rito sa loob ng mall where we can order pizza, burgers and more. It is like fast food, cause we dont really like to eat in any of the expensive restaurants, kahit ganito ang estado namin sa buhay.Kahit na ang sabi ko ay pizza lang ang kakainin namin, nagorder na lang din ako ng burgers and chicken wings, dahil alam ko namang matatakaw tong mga kasama ko dito.We are done eating so we decided to go na sa department store muna and
Misanthropy 01 - CALISTA
I woke up when I heard noises coming from the outside of my unit’s door. I can hear girls knocking and shouting my name. Inabot ko yung cellphone ko para matignan kung anong oras na dahil naging abala ako sa pag-aaral ng mga lessons kagabi para may konting alam na ako para sa darating na new school year.Pumunta ako sa may pintuan at binuksan ito.“I thought you wouldn’t open the door for us, young lady.” Ava said as she entered my unit like she is the owner.“Let me guess, you spent your night studying again right?" Berenice also gave her comment about me not opening the door for them.“Anong ginagawa niyo dito,mga hampaslupa?” Tanong ko sa kanila nung nakapasok na sila sa loob ng unit ko at nakaupo na ngayon sa sofa.“Hoy, bakla ka huwag mong sabihin na nakalimutan mong pupunta tayo ng mall ngayon? and we are knocking at your door
Misanthropy 00- Prologue
"What do you want? Bakit mo ako pinapunta dito?" Tanong ko kaagad sa kanya pagpasok at pagpasok ko palang sa pintuan ng rooftop."Hey!I am talking to you. For fucks sake, talk and don't just look at my beautiful face." I shouted at him cause the first time I talked to him he didn't even flinch."What now? May sakit kaba sa utak?Nanakalimutan mo kaagad na may masama kang ginawa saakin? Huh? Cal?" He finally talked and asked me those questions."Okay, I know I have done wrong things to you and I am sorry." I apologize to him sincerely, pero sa tingin hindi kame pareho ng iniisip dahil tumawa lang siya ng sarkastiko sa mga salitang binagsak ko."Apology not accepted." He said coldly."Well not my problem anymore Ash." I replied to him and I was about to go when he talked again."Your problem Cal. isang tawag ko lang sa mga magulang ko tanggal kan dito sa school
