AVERY“ You know how it goes, Princess… ” Aleister murmurs. “ I was not born to be anything special. From the moment I started understanding what life is, I was already told that I was to die when my brother became the King. ”He told me this before. But I don’t stop him as he speaks in a low voice.“ When the servants mocked us brothers, when the witches told us what they were going to our bodies once we were dead, when our father shot us cold looks as if he couldn’t wait for us to die…Drew, my brother was the only one who said that it didn’t matter. ” Aleister sighs and leans closer.“ It might sound strange but…The world I was born in…didn’t teach us hope. When I was told that I must die, I thought it was my destiny. It was scary and cruel…and it hurt…but I never thought about fighting it. The previous Princes were killed. And so I didn’t even find it odd. ”I swallow, and place my hand over his forearm. The detached tone he is using doesn’t sit right with me because it doesn’t mat
AVERYAfter a heavy pause of silence, the temperature drops in the room. Clara opens and closes her mouth several times but no words come out of her mouth.“ You couldn’t have gotten pregnant if you did it once. ” Aleister mumbles in a trance. “ How long…How many times…Why… ”His questions remain incomplete. It feels like he is filling the blanks on his own, not allowing her a chance to lie to him again. “ I am sorry, Leister. But we need to end this between us. ” Clara whispers, folding her arms around herself. “ End what? ” Aleister laughs mockingly. “ end what exactly? The fact that you have to go behind my back to fuck my brother? Do we need to end this so you can do it openly now? ”“ I already told you. I need him, Leister. I need him to make a change. I have no choice but to sacrifice my love. ” She cries out. “ You are so sure that he will survive. What if he doesn’t? What if Father doesn’t let him go either? What if he is the one who dies? ” Aleister’s voice turns cold and
AVERY“ She was right. ” He murmurs over my lips. “ I wished death upon him. The day I found out what he did to me, I wished with all my heart that he died. And…he did. He died. ”“ No. ” I snap, cupping his cheeks again. “ How can you believe it’s your fault?! You were right to be angry, Aleister. ”“ No. I— ”“ Look at me. ” My voice rises, as anger surges in my veins.Slowly, he blinks his eyes open and stares into mine. My heart drowns as I find the pain reflecting in his gaze.How could they do this to him? I always thought the woman he loved must be an angel, but she was the worst devil to exist. How could she blame him for anything when she was the one who went around cheating on him with his brother?How could he be blamed if his father decided to kill his brother?“ Did you do anything to make your Father hurt your brother? ” I whisper, as my eyes burn.Aleister shakes his head. “ I would never. Even if he had taken my life, I wouldn’t have…done anything to him. ”“ Then ho
ALEISTERI couldn’t say anything to her after what she said to me.There is light in you, Aleister. It’s beautiful and I love it.Her words kept echoing in my ears as I held her throughout the night. She didn’t push me to continue, and didn’t say anything as her fingers ran through my hair, her eyes soft on me.After a tiring while, she fell asleep and her body relaxed in my arms. But I couldn’t even blink.I had told her that I murdered so many people—my brother, my father, the woman I thought I loved. And she still slept so peacefully in my arms as if she was not scared of me at all.It’s true. She will never stop surprising me. When I think she won’t be angry, she becomes a ball of fury and when I think she will be angry at me for keeping things from her, she tells me that I am beautiful instead.I can’t understand her. So, I admire her. I love her. I respect her. And soon, I will make her my Queen if she will have me. If…That word scares me.The doubt about her is killing me. I d
AVERYThe world around me stills. My hands holding his waist drop by my side. For a few seconds, I try to make sense of his words, and when they sink in…I find myself numb.‘ No matter what you believe, I will be there when you need me. ’ He said this to me the day I left home and said goodbye to the North forever.But he never came. I needed him so many times. At every turn, every time I was near my death, every time I was in pain, every time I was scared…The person I wanted to reach out to...was him. My brother.But he didn’t come.As my thoughts go down the worst way, another memory resurfaces.‘ Foreign little creatures. ’‘ Someone sent them for you, Princess. ’When I heard the water spirit saying this…I felt his presence. No one in this world can manipulate water like this except Dustin. A noose tightens around my throat, making it impossible to breathe without feeling an ache. My hands clench and unclench as I try to form words.“ He’s been here for days, just camping outsi
AVERYMy eyes look everywhere, instead of my brother who sits opposite me. Even the tent has my attention, but I can’t bring myself to focus on him.It feels like hours have passed, since this little silence contest. We haven’t even greeted each other yet.After watching me coming, he strolled inside this camp and I followed him hesitantly. From that time, we have been engaged in this confusing situation.I am itching to ask what he wants. But he must be the one to talk first. I don’t want to make him think that I was dying here without my so-called family even if a little of it is true.Seeing him after so long…has left a bitter taste in my mouth. My heart has turned cold, like my hands, and my tongue.A warrior enters and places a tray of tea on the table separating us before taking his leave silently.Frustrated, I glance at the steaming cups and grind my teeth. I am so close to a breaking point. If I break, and everything pours out…I don’t think I will ever want to see Dustin agai
ALEISTER“ I saw them leave. ” Declan says.I press my lips in a thin line and stare at the folded paper he handed me after returning.According to him, the Princess asked a warrior to send it to Declan so this could be delivered to me. And she…left with her brother. She made a promise to me. She said she wouldn’t abandon me. I haven’t asked for that much. I just asked her to not leave without saying goodbye. Don’t disappear without meeting me for one last time. Don’t just become a memory so suddenly. But she had done what she wanted. She didn’t care how it hurt me, or how she broke her promise.Maybe, it’s her way of getting back at me. Once, I had broken my promises too and had hurt her over and over again. It seems she never forgave me for those times. As she said before, a Northern Princess can forget everything but she can never forget her revenge. Getting back at others is in the blood of every Northern Royal. They don’t forgive and forget. They make it hurt and bleed. “ Y
AVERYMy head hurts. It’s a familiar feeling, to wake up with a splitting pain everywhere and it leaves me groaning.I place my palm over my eyes, trying to understand what’s happening for a few seconds.I was with Aleister. He kissed me, without a care in the world. The eyes that watched were all awed. They couldn’t believe their King was so in love with an enemy Princess.Then, he said something and he looked so hurt.‘ I will never abandon you. I promise. ’My ears ring, and I can only hear one noise in the background—the violent splashes of water as it crashes against the shore.The salty taste lingers in the air, biting into my skin and sending my mind into a state of frenzy.“ Princess, are you awake? ” Renee’s soft voice whispers close to my ear.I shoot up in the bed, my chest heaving rapidly. I look around. The room is familiar to the one I had in the South—my home. But it’s not that place. The air carries a sense of cruelty. My lungs tighten as my wide eyes move towards Ren