AVERYLife is unpredictable, they say.I caress the cheek of the newborn, my finger trembling softly. I am awed and reduced to a teary-eyed, half-conscious woman with nothing more meaningful in life than the bundle lying on the bed beside me. So, I believe now…Life is unpredictable. If someone had told me that I will give birth to a beautiful girl, with glassy grey eyes and a sharp cry…I would have told them that I didn’t need them to fool me into believing things that would never happen.But it has happened.“ You have the right. ” Aleister lays on the other side, watching the girl lying between us with similar expressions. He looks dazed as if he is in a dream and scared of touching this beautiful creature.“ We decided on that. You will get to name her if it’s a girl. ” I pull my knees to my chest, trying hard to forget the pain I felt during labor yesterday. People say something else too—they say giving birth is no easy feat. It’s like dying and coming back to life after seei
AVERY“ We shouldn’t be out here. Let’s just go back, Princess. If your brother, the King finds out we sneaked out and ended up here, we will be so dead. ” My friend and helper Renee whispers in my ear.I shake my head and shoot her a glare. “ What did I tell you before, Renee? ”Her dull blue eyes move towards the building in front of us before she looks back at me, “ You told me to call you Ava when we are out. ”“ Yes, that’s right! Tonight, I am just Ava. ” I point my forefinger at her. To my surprise, I see two fingers instead of one.Perhaps, all the alcohol is finally kicking in. “ Ava. ” I mumble, and lower my finger to avoid the embarrassing state of my mind. “ let’s—let’s just go inside. ”It’s a big mistake. A small voice in my head keeps whispering but I can not pay attention to that. When your heart is crushed and your spirits are beaten down, maybe, you simply can’t bring yourself to care about anything else. That’s what must be happening to me. I don’t seem to give a
AVERYWhen I near him, the man turns his head slightly. I halt, trying to see his features through the hood covering his head but it is impossible.Shaking the drowsiness from my mind, I approach and slump on the seat opposite him. He picks up his head and casts me a curious look.My breath hitches. A pair of deep grey eyes peer back at me, as his lips morph into a quirky smirk.Unconsciously, I hold my breath and stare at him without moving a single muscle. I have seen my fair share of handsome men in my life, but something about this gruff and muscle-packed man screams a certain kind of sex appeal. I swallow the lump forming in my throat and focus on his grey eyes. I narrow my gaze on him.“ Are you from the South? ” I huff, my voice coming out slurry. Grey eyes are the symbol of people from the South, the enemy Kingdom—the same place where I am supposed to be shipped to, a week later.The people from there reside behind a magical wall that they raised in their defence, and they a
AVERY“ N—No. ” My back arcs.“ Ask my name. ” He demands in an amused tone.I can’t focus on whatever he wants. I can only feel his hand in my hair and on my breast. Calloused fingers kneading my skin, and making me breathless.“ Ask me. ” His lips press onto mine again, just enough to make me yearn for more.If I know his name, will I…seek him again?I…can’t. “ I don’t want to know. ” I shudder helplessly. “ What do you want, Princess? ” His breath hits my cheek before sliding to my exposed neck.He pulls at my hair, making me arc more for him. His lips press into the crook of my neck, sending chills down my spine.“ I just want you to, Ah…make me feel good. ” I blurt hesitantly.He chuckles against my skin. My fingers dig into his muscles, feeling the hardness and imagining his body over mine.The tingling sensation between my thighs is driving me crazy. I open my mouth to demand him to hurry up but his hands behind my back stop me.With a tug, he rips the back of my dress. Butto
AVERY Everything hurts. I groan, shifting to my back only to get the bright sunlight to burn my face. For a few moments, I keep my eyes closed and try to understand why it hurts. But then the events of the night flash before my eyes and I sit up in the bed. The stench of alcohol and sex still lingers in the air but the atmosphere is cold now. The warmth is gone. I open my eyes and look around to find the room vacant. The man is gone. And I— I look down at my body only to find myself still naked and bearing the marks from last night. My breath hitches in my throat. Did I just give up my virginity to a stranger when I was supposed to keep myself pure for my future mate? No. This can’t be. Dustin will kill me when he gets to know and if he doesn’t and I end up in the South, Aleister Anasazi will know. If he finds out, he will consider this treachery. Fear grips my heart and twists it painfully. What do I do? Why did I do this? Why did I lose my mind when I saw this man? W
AVERY I hurry back to my room so I don’t stumble across her. At this time, the worst thing will be a confrontation. Renee is running behind me as we both abandon our usual composed demeanor. She is the only person who knows why I am so out of breath. When I finally enter my room, a sigh of relief escapes my mouth. She is not here. Renee enters behind me and closes the door. “ You should take a bath, Princess. It’s— ” “ I know. ” I snap, rushing towards the attached bathroom. She closes her mouth and doesn’t stop me. I discard my clothes once I am inside and turn on the shower. Water rains on my body, wetting my hair instantly. The wall-length mirror in front of me reflects my body. My drenched blonde hair clings to my back and shoulders. Unconsciously, my gaze rests on the exposed black half-moon and a star on my neck. Numb—That’s all I feel when I see the mark. Why did a stranger feel the need to mark me? The longer I stare at the mark, the worse the fear becomes. Once p
AVERY“ Did you find anything? ” I ask as soon as Renee enters the room.She sighs, letting me know what the results of the search were. I rub my temples as frustration grips my mind.“ What good will it do to find the man anyway, Princess? What are you hoping to do once you find him? ” She questions in a hushed voice.In the previous week, I gathered all the people I thought wouldn’t be able to tell my brother anything and searched for that grey-eyed Devil but it feels like he disappeared from the face of Earth.“ He has to reject me, Renee. I can…probably lie about the…purity but I can not hide the mark. This mark needs to disappear. ” I press my lips into a thin line. Lying to a Lycan King about my virginity will only warrant my early death but it can’t be worse than admitting in front of my brother that I am a fool who let someone do this to me.“ I wish that man didn’t hold me back that day, Princess. I would have protected you if only the bar people had let me go to the first fl
AVERYIt’s surprising how it takes so little time to pack your whole life and move away from your house.Silently, I wished it took longer than a lifetime to set out but in a few hours, I was already standing close to a carriage and the castle—Wolveshire Citadel stood in the back, looking like the part of the past that I will never return to. The wounded sister in me wanted to cry and fight with her brother but the Princess knew there were no words to be said or heard. Surprisingly, my whole family stood at the entrance. Mom, Dad, and Dustin. Dad and Mom shared the same sentiments and didn’t even bother to come to me but my brother tried.However, I had nothing to say to him and I didn’t want to break by saying goodbye so I stepped inside my carriage. They became three small frames that I stared at from the round window in the door until…eventually, they faded into the fog that surrounded them like they never existed. My heart leaped back to them and my body wanted to hold onto som