AVERY
Everything hurts.
I groan, shifting to my back only to get the bright sunlight to burn my face. For a few moments, I keep my eyes closed and try to understand why it hurts.
But then the events of the night flash before my eyes and I sit up in the bed. The stench of alcohol and sex still lingers in the air but the atmosphere is cold now.
The warmth is gone.
I open my eyes and look around to find the room vacant. The man is gone. And I—
I look down at my body only to find myself still naked and bearing the marks from last night.
My breath hitches in my throat. Did I just give up my virginity to a stranger when I was supposed to keep myself pure for my future mate?
No. This can’t be.
Dustin will kill me when he gets to know and if he doesn’t and I end up in the South, Aleister Anasazi will know. If he finds out, he will consider this treachery.
Fear grips my heart and twists it painfully. What do I do?
Why did I do this?
Why did I lose my mind when I saw this man? Why did I feel like I was on fire when he was so close?
Who was he?
Another memory swarms my mind. Last night, I saw his eyes turning black and some strange veins appeared in his cheeks. Could it be that…he is a Lycan?
But, that’s impossible, right? Only the Royal Bloodline are Lycans. Aleister Anasazi and his family are the only Lycans in the South.
Does this mean…this man…is Aleister’s relative?
Oh, my Goddess. What did I do?
I am startled out of my thoughts when a loud knock sounds on the door. It is followed by several heavy thuds. I don’t need to open the door to know who is there. It’s Renee, her sweet scent is filling the space already.
Scent. My eyes widen in realization. I had sex. She will be able to tell instantly.
“ Princess! ” She shrieks on the other side of the door when I don’t answer.
I jump to my aching feet and gather my clothes. Panic surges in my veins as I dress up in a hurry. The urgency in Renee’s tone tells me that the worst has happened.
And as expected, when I open the door, her fear-filled eyes meet my gaze. She grabs my wrist and pulls me out.
“ His Highness— ”
She freezes, her gaze lowering to my neck which is still exposed. The temperature drops around us, and at that moment, I realize something else. Last night, he did something to me. His teeth sank into my neck and then everything became heightened before I lost consciousness.
“ Tell me you see nothing there. ” My chin wobbles.
“ Is that a… ” Her lips tremble as she meets my gaze again. “ Princess. What did you do? ”
My numb, cold fingers finally land on my neck and there is a bump there. I stumble on my feet, my back hitting the wall behind me.
No.
I dig my nails in my neck.
No, he didn’t do it.
“ It’s a… ” Renee can’t bring herself to say it.
“ Mate Mark. ” I utter and the world slows down for a while.
“ Who was it? Did you find your mate? ” She steps away from me cautiously.
Deep grey eyes keep revolving in my mind. The indifference, the amusement, and the strange glint.
My heartbeat escalates until I can’t breathe anymore.
No way.
A Princess marked by a man she doesn’t even know…That sounds just…Impossible.
This man is from the South, an enemy and he is a Lycan which means he is closely related to the man I am promised to. That’s just oil to the fire.
“ They are here to take you back, Princess. They found us. ” Renee whispers scaredly.
“ He is going to kill me. When he finds out, I did something like this, Dustin will kill me. ” I gasp, covering my neck.
Dustin, my brother, and the King. He will die before accepting this. He will kill me.
And what about the man I am promised to? He will hold this against Dustin. He sought a pure, virgin Princess who had never been touched by a man before, and when he realizes that not only did I sleep with a man but also had his mark, he will consider this a betrayal from our Kingdom and he will…wage a war.
I hyperventilate as my whole body trembles and my breath gets stuck in my throat.
Oh, Goddess.
What the hell, Avery?
What now?
My stomach tightens in knots, sending me to the edge. I might as well strangle myself now and pretend I didn’t do anything.
Heavy footsteps cover the distance to us, and my heartbeat speeds up to new limits.
“ The Royal Guards. They are coming. ” Renee lunges towards me and covers my head with the cape. “ we must not let them see this. Do you understand, Princess? ”
She is right.
“ Here. ” Hurriedly, she opens the small vial bottle which I failed to notice before, and forces the liquid down my throat. “ this is a scent-hiding potion. They won’t smell anything on you. ”
My first reaction is to agree with her. Until I come up with a solution which I doubt will be possible, I must not let my brother figure out what I did in here.
“ My Princess. ” The head Royal Guard, Austin is the first to get to me.
Respectfully, he bows his head when he approaches us and gestures at the other guards behind him to stay in the back.
There is no change in his usual respectful stance towards me which means the potion is working. He won’t be able to pick the stench on me.
I try to gather myself and act to be nonchalant but the lessons of a lifetime fail me. I can’t wipe off the look of horror, shock, and anger from my face. He notices this from the corner of his eyes and sighs.
“ His Highness is waiting for you outside, Princess. ” He informs politely.
But my world tilts off its axis. “ My brother…he is here? ”
He came personally? I gulp nervously. The potion might hide the scents but fooling my brother is no easy feat. He will know when he looks at me.
“ Yes, My Princess. ” Austin nods and steals another glance at the sweat trickling down the side of my forehead.
My brother is waiting for me. My cold hands shiver by my side. How am I supposed to face him?
I take a step back in fear. I don’t want to see him. I want to hide and—
“ If you don’t walk now, Princess, His Highness will have to come inside. ” He adds, releasing a soft sigh.
My heart jumps in my throat. If he comes inside, this whole place will burn down to ashes. He is my brother but he is a cruel man who leaves no witnesses behind in any scenario.
I break out of the dreadful trance and steel myself. “ Let’s go. ”
My soul trembles in fear of my brother, my family and the future as Austin leads me down. The club that was bustling with people is empty and the eerie silence only weighs on my senses.
Where did all the people…go?
Renee follows closely behind, the rigidity of her body increasing my nervousness. I hold my head high as we exit the premises.
And there he stands, the man who can manage to make the strongest people scared with a simple look. His calm demeanor is the same as usual. There are no cracks in the facade he puts up in front of people when his eyes move to rest on my face.
But I know better than to think he is composed. The calm Dustin is the most dangerous man to exist.
I drag my heavy feet towards him. My heart races in my chest, as fear spreads throughout my body.
It’s embarrassing.
He will know what I did. I can’t play him. My brother…He is too smart.
“ Dustin, I didn’t do anything wrong. Don’t even think about it. I just wanted to be free for a day… ” I didn’t dare mention night. “ I drank too much and passed out. ”
Lies spill out of my mouth one after another. I am digging my grave deeper. Eventually, Dustin will know and he won’t spare me.
“ Take the Princess back. ” Dustin cuts in and commands Austin without taking his eyes off me.
“ It’s not what you think. It’s… ”
It’s exactly what he thinks. I shouldn’t feel guilty but the disappointment, that only I can sense in his eyes makes me tear up.
‘ Royals don’t cry. ’ My mother’s cold voice rings in my head, accompanied by the sounds of sharp lashes and screams.
I clasp my hands together to stop the tremors. Dustin’s fleeting gaze falls on my hands but his eyes don’t soften. He has nothing to offer to me anymore.
My chest tightens in pain but I don’t utter another word. I am doomed—I know and I must suffer and pay for what I did last night.
I tighten the ribbon of my cape to hide my neck and storm away, leaving my brother behind.
He let me go without asking anything in front of so many people, but what awaited me at home won’t be this lenient.
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AVERY I hurry back to my room so I don’t stumble across her. At this time, the worst thing will be a confrontation. Renee is running behind me as we both abandon our usual composed demeanor. She is the only person who knows why I am so out of breath. When I finally enter my room, a sigh of relief escapes my mouth. She is not here. Renee enters behind me and closes the door. “ You should take a bath, Princess. It’s— ” “ I know. ” I snap, rushing towards the attached bathroom. She closes her mouth and doesn’t stop me. I discard my clothes once I am inside and turn on the shower. Water rains on my body, wetting my hair instantly. The wall-length mirror in front of me reflects my body. My drenched blonde hair clings to my back and shoulders. Unconsciously, my gaze rests on the exposed black half-moon and a star on my neck. Numb—That’s all I feel when I see the mark. Why did a stranger feel the need to mark me? The longer I stare at the mark, the worse the fear becomes. Once p
AVERY“ Did you find anything? ” I ask as soon as Renee enters the room.She sighs, letting me know what the results of the search were. I rub my temples as frustration grips my mind.“ What good will it do to find the man anyway, Princess? What are you hoping to do once you find him? ” She questions in a hushed voice.In the previous week, I gathered all the people I thought wouldn’t be able to tell my brother anything and searched for that grey-eyed Devil but it feels like he disappeared from the face of Earth.“ He has to reject me, Renee. I can…probably lie about the…purity but I can not hide the mark. This mark needs to disappear. ” I press my lips into a thin line. Lying to a Lycan King about my virginity will only warrant my early death but it can’t be worse than admitting in front of my brother that I am a fool who let someone do this to me.“ I wish that man didn’t hold me back that day, Princess. I would have protected you if only the bar people had let me go to the first fl
AVERYIt’s surprising how it takes so little time to pack your whole life and move away from your house.Silently, I wished it took longer than a lifetime to set out but in a few hours, I was already standing close to a carriage and the castle—Wolveshire Citadel stood in the back, looking like the part of the past that I will never return to. The wounded sister in me wanted to cry and fight with her brother but the Princess knew there were no words to be said or heard. Surprisingly, my whole family stood at the entrance. Mom, Dad, and Dustin. Dad and Mom shared the same sentiments and didn’t even bother to come to me but my brother tried.However, I had nothing to say to him and I didn’t want to break by saying goodbye so I stepped inside my carriage. They became three small frames that I stared at from the round window in the door until…eventually, they faded into the fog that surrounded them like they never existed. My heart leaped back to them and my body wanted to hold onto som
AVERY “ If my warriors were dogs, your dogs wouldn’t be panting so heavily. ” I blink, shifting my focus to other men from the South. “ You dare— ” “ I don’t have time for whatever drama you are trying to play. I need to see your King. ” I cut in calmly before he can keep blabbering. Apparently, these men have beef with me that I am not aware of. “ Our King? ” He flashes me a scary smile that rings the alarm bells in my head, “ Oh, he’s been waiting for you, Princess. ” The word ‘Princess’ almost sounds like an insult coming from his mouth. I frown and keep my gaze on him. What is he so angry about? “ Follow me. Let’s not keep the King waiting. ” His smile widens as he turns around. “ Go back. ” I command the warriors. They look reluctant but they don’t object. I turn to the carriage so we can follow them but the man with brownish hair and grey eyes stops me again. “ That shit is not allowed. You will walk. ” Anger surges but I suppress it and nod subtly before turning ba
AVERY “ Come close. ” He says in the familiar gruff tone. I should be relieved that he is the man I was looking for—this very King that I feared would find about another man laying claim on me. I don’t need to fear him finding out about the mark on me anymore because it belongs to him. But… I don’t know why. Something just doesn’t fit in. What was a Lycan King doing in the North, a place he was never supposed to be in? Why did he mark me in the first place if he didn’t know me? And if he knew me back then… A shudder runs down my back at the thought. He waits, his gaze predatory. To test the waters, I shake off my thoughts and walk closer to the staircase that leads to his throne. Everything is so dark here that it makes my eyes hurt. I am used to the blue ocean, a life full of solitude—not this chaos and glares pricking my skin from everywhere. When I reach the first stair, I pause, not sure if I should climb up or if this is close enough for him. My mind has gone numb and I c
AVERY “ First, release Renee! ” I hiss, losing the cool from before. If Mom was here, she would tell me I am a terrible person for letting the enemy see how I care about a mere maid but I can’t help it. This girl came with me to the enemy Kingdom without bearing any resentment towards me, how can I leave her to be abused at the hands of these imbeciles?! “ You don’t realize the position you are in. You can not order the King, girl. ” The man behind me clicks his tongue, taunting me. I glare at Aleister fiercely, “ Release— ” “ Your brother lied to you. I made no promise to him. I simply heard his plea and agreed to what he had to offer. ” He says before I can finish stating my demand again. I close my mouth, shooting him a look that clearly states ‘I don’t buy it’. “ Do you believe you are here to become my mate? ” Aleister closes the distance between us and places his forefinger under my chin, lifting my head higher. Electric jolts whizz past the length of my body, striking m
AVERY I tremble, in fear and confusion. “ what are you trying to do? ” “ Since your brother couldn’t keep a promise and sent a girl who has already allowed another man to touch her, leave his mark on her…and perhaps, occupy a spot in her heart, I can’t keep my part of the deal either. ” The icy glint in his eyes shocks me when he utters these words. Suddenly, everything makes perfect sense. “ You can’t do that! You know you marked me! It’s your mark, Aleister Anasazi. ” I yell, losing what was left of my composed exterior. “ Is that so? ” He taps his fingers on the armrest as his eyes darken, “ But I don’t remember anything like that. ” “ What? ” I breathe, and try to get up only to have a hand landing on my shoulder and pushing me down to my knees. “ You will kneel until the King desires. ” The man sneers from behind me. “ Get your filthy hand off! ” I hiss, shaking my shoulder. He digs his fingers into my shoulder harder, sending ripples of pain throughout my flesh and bone.
AVERY “ What did you all do to the girl who was with me? ” I ask the man who has my upper arm in a tight grip and is dragging me along with him. “ For now, she is unharmed. ” He replies, the same disdain contorting his face. I swallow, relief filling me. Renee is fine. Now, all I need to do is to think about how to handle this situation after throwing the threats around that I definitely meant. The rest of the way, I hold my head high and pretend I don’t see the snickering faces or hear the taunts they utter towards me. In due time, they will learn what happens when you poke the wrong person. His grip tightens over my arm as we enter an area that is different than the rest of the black and grey parts of the castle. The walls are painted golden and white, finally giving me a semblance of familiarity. But with that short-lived relief, comes another wave of shock when I see heads poking out of a brown double door. There are several women, wearing revealing clothes. It’s not their
AVERYLife is unpredictable, they say.I caress the cheek of the newborn, my finger trembling softly. I am awed and reduced to a teary-eyed, half-conscious woman with nothing more meaningful in life than the bundle lying on the bed beside me. So, I believe now…Life is unpredictable. If someone had told me that I will give birth to a beautiful girl, with glassy grey eyes and a sharp cry…I would have told them that I didn’t need them to fool me into believing things that would never happen.But it has happened.“ You have the right. ” Aleister lays on the other side, watching the girl lying between us with similar expressions. He looks dazed as if he is in a dream and scared of touching this beautiful creature.“ We decided on that. You will get to name her if it’s a girl. ” I pull my knees to my chest, trying hard to forget the pain I felt during labor yesterday. People say something else too—they say giving birth is no easy feat. It’s like dying and coming back to life after seei
AVERY“ Was this really as necessary as you make it out to be? ” I ask, moving across his room, smoothening down the non-existent creases in the dress.It’s the same gown that I wore to the festival. Back then, Aleister sent me away without even looking at me but he carried this dress with him wherever he went when I left him.Now, he wants me to wear it on my initiation. I told him it’s unnecessary, but he insists that I must wear this.“ I can get you a new dress if you want, my Princess. ” Aleister says, stepping out of the dressing room and pulling me into his arms immediately. I notice the dark suit he is wearing, the material fitting every bulging muscle and making him appear bigger than he already is. Our eyes meet and warmth spreads in my insides—It’s instant and soothing. “ How do I look? ” I whisper, reaching up to press my lips to his mouth gently.“ Like my Princess. ” Aleister tilts his head, connecting our lips again. “ Like the greatest star in the sky or the beautif
AVERYIt was not as bad as I imagined it. Aleister did stick out from the others, but no matter how wary they were, they couldn’t say anything about it or him anymore.We had breakfast together, and then I showed Aleister around. As expected, Dustin gave us a side eye whenever we stumbled across him but he couldn’t do anything about it which left me giddy.For the first time in my life, I have my own team. Aleister and I are together, and I don’t care if the whole world is on the other side. He is enough for me.But I like that my former friends and acquaintances have accepted him as my mate.“ You have been smiling from the morning. ” Aleister mumbles, pressing a kiss to my neck from behind.“ Do you not like it when I smile? ” I inquire playfully.“ Of course, I love it, Princess. ” He trails a path of kisses up my neck as his hand rests on my stomach, caressing it softly. “ I want you to keep smiling like this forever. Will you do that for me? ”“ If you don’t make me mad, I will. ”
DUSTIN“ What are you thinking now? ” Lenora asks curiously.“ That’s not the right question, Lenora. ” I tell her and place my palm over the edge of the window. The sea appears calm today, or maybe, it’s just me. I am calm, inside out. There is no noise inside my head right now. After seeing Avi genuinely happy, I think I will be better for some time. “ Did you always know that King is her mate? ” She inquires and stands beside me.“ Does it matter? ” I wonder. Why does everyone make a fuss about it? If I know, so what? Does it change anything?The loser thinking makes me want to roll my eyes. If you jump into the ditch after knowing that it’s not deep or you jump without knowing it’s not deep…it’s all the same. In the end, you still have to jump in the ditch. “ How did you know? ” She turns her head and studies me curiously.“ Moon Goddess told me. ” I vowed to not lie to Lenora before, so she gets all the honest answers.She snickers. “ I am serious, Dustin. ”It’s another thi
ALEISTER“ Levian…can tell when someone is lying. If you had stayed back, he would have found out about your child. You don’t realize how brutal he can be when it comes to getting what he wants. And right now, it’s not the time for the war. It’s time to hide that you are pregnant, Avi. ” Dustin explains to her.“ You want to hide my child? ” She huffs. “ that’s not happening. ”“ That’s why I didn’t tell you before. Now that your mate here has told Levian that you are not pregnant and that he is not allied with the other three Kingdoms, Levian is not desperate to snatch your child. He will wait. Because he believes we are weak when we are not united as the four Kingdoms. ” He says and wipes the dried blood from under his nose again. “ He will wait for you to find your mate. ” I conclude neutrally.“ He will wait for me to break and join him. Or he will wait for a mate to come to break me and get me to lose my mind like the rest of you. ” Dustin replies, and smirks. “ but that’s never
ALEISTERI have a hunch that Dustin Landric—the twat let me hit him intentionally. I would have preferred if he fought back. I don’t enjoy hitting those who want to get hit.“ Aleister. ” My Princess nuzzles into my neck, and peer at me with her puppy eyes.My throat feels heavy as I stare into those eyes. I came here to be mad at her. Her friend sent me a letter and informed me that my Princess hadn’t left me and it was all her brother’s plot. He drugged her and kidnapped her.But she could have let me know about it.And she didn’t.I was mad, but what do I feel right now? The heaviness in my throat increases. She loves me, she is carrying my child and she is showing me that she cares about me without giving a fuck about the watching eyes.It’s like I am in a dream. Maybe, I lost my mind back in the South and this is a part of a beautiful imagination.If it’s that…I slide her stray hair behind her ear and watch as she smiles at me brightly. Her blue eyes are moist, and they still l
AVERY“ Once we are done, do you want me to give you a visit to the Wolveshire Citadel? ” I wonder, clinging to Aleister’s arm.He glances at my eyes, slowly looks down at my arm wrapped around his bicep, blinks, then looks away. From where I walk beside him, I can see his neck turning slightly red.“ I don’t think your brother would like that. ” Aleister grumbles under his breath as we step into the sitting area.“ I think the same. ” I nod quickly. “ but I don’t mind. He can be broody about it and go sulk in his room. ” My eyes wander off to my brother who is standing in front of the window, his back to us. “ Ava. ” Nora squeaks, grabbing my attention.I look to my right and find the rest of them standing beside the couches stiffly. Their wary glares filter towards Aleister, making me frown.Subtly, Tyson pushes Amelia behind him and stands in front of her protectively while the girl looks as horrified as a dying fish. Nora and King Striker are beside them, all in their defensive s
AVERYI fake a gasp and roll on the bed. Instantly, Aleister halts and turns to me worriedly.“ What happened? ” He asks, approaching me hurriedly.I clutch my head until he is standing in front of me. When he leans in, I grab his shoulder and sit him on the bed again.My eyes narrow. “ I liked what we did but I don’t want anyone to see this view. ”I point towards his abdomen before rolling out of the bed and grabbing his pants to throw them at him.“ You faked it? ” He rolls his eyes.“ I know what works with you. I just used that information. ” I shrug, searching for my dress. The look of disbelief comes back on his face. He leans back, dropping the pants on the floor again.“ I am not wearing them. You wanted to fuck me in your room. Now you can’t hide me, Princess. ” He chuckles, balancing himself on his palms.“ First of all, we didn’t do what you said we did. We— ”“ Made love? That’s the same as fucking. My cock goes in and out your— ” A knock silences him. Gasping, I drop t
AVERYI am getting worried now. Aleister hasn’t said anything for like an hour after what I told him.I am comfortably lying on top of him now, and I am so tired that I want to sleep. But the hundred different emotions that keep surging back and forth in my mind keep me wide awake.I yawn, snuggling into his neck. “ say something. This silence is irritating me now. ”Silence meets me as a reply again.I huff and draw my face out of his neck just to glare at him. But he looks lost and his eyes see right through me.“ Are you that shocked? Did you not want— ”“ You said…it’s not possible. ” Aleister finally mumbles, his heart beating like a loud drum under my palm.My gaze meets his wide eyes as I sigh. “ Well, my Mom lied about that. I am perfectly fine. I confirmed with a Healer. ”“ What? ” Aleister whispers, his eyes still holding disbelief.“ Yes, Mom lied and made me believe I couldn’t get pregnant. ” I shrug, dropping my head back. “ but who knew…her lie would get me pregnant mor