ALEISTERI couldn’t say anything to her after what she said to me.There is light in you, Aleister. It’s beautiful and I love it.Her words kept echoing in my ears as I held her throughout the night. She didn’t push me to continue, and didn’t say anything as her fingers ran through my hair, her eyes soft on me.After a tiring while, she fell asleep and her body relaxed in my arms. But I couldn’t even blink.I had told her that I murdered so many people—my brother, my father, the woman I thought I loved. And she still slept so peacefully in my arms as if she was not scared of me at all.It’s true. She will never stop surprising me. When I think she won’t be angry, she becomes a ball of fury and when I think she will be angry at me for keeping things from her, she tells me that I am beautiful instead.I can’t understand her. So, I admire her. I love her. I respect her. And soon, I will make her my Queen if she will have me. If…That word scares me.The doubt about her is killing me. I d
AVERYThe world around me stills. My hands holding his waist drop by my side. For a few seconds, I try to make sense of his words, and when they sink in…I find myself numb.‘ No matter what you believe, I will be there when you need me. ’ He said this to me the day I left home and said goodbye to the North forever.But he never came. I needed him so many times. At every turn, every time I was near my death, every time I was in pain, every time I was scared…The person I wanted to reach out to...was him. My brother.But he didn’t come.As my thoughts go down the worst way, another memory resurfaces.‘ Foreign little creatures. ’‘ Someone sent them for you, Princess. ’When I heard the water spirit saying this…I felt his presence. No one in this world can manipulate water like this except Dustin. A noose tightens around my throat, making it impossible to breathe without feeling an ache. My hands clench and unclench as I try to form words.“ He’s been here for days, just camping outsi
AVERYMy eyes look everywhere, instead of my brother who sits opposite me. Even the tent has my attention, but I can’t bring myself to focus on him.It feels like hours have passed, since this little silence contest. We haven’t even greeted each other yet.After watching me coming, he strolled inside this camp and I followed him hesitantly. From that time, we have been engaged in this confusing situation.I am itching to ask what he wants. But he must be the one to talk first. I don’t want to make him think that I was dying here without my so-called family even if a little of it is true.Seeing him after so long…has left a bitter taste in my mouth. My heart has turned cold, like my hands, and my tongue.A warrior enters and places a tray of tea on the table separating us before taking his leave silently.Frustrated, I glance at the steaming cups and grind my teeth. I am so close to a breaking point. If I break, and everything pours out…I don’t think I will ever want to see Dustin agai
ALEISTER“ I saw them leave. ” Declan says.I press my lips in a thin line and stare at the folded paper he handed me after returning.According to him, the Princess asked a warrior to send it to Declan so this could be delivered to me. And she…left with her brother. She made a promise to me. She said she wouldn’t abandon me. I haven’t asked for that much. I just asked her to not leave without saying goodbye. Don’t disappear without meeting me for one last time. Don’t just become a memory so suddenly. But she had done what she wanted. She didn’t care how it hurt me, or how she broke her promise.Maybe, it’s her way of getting back at me. Once, I had broken my promises too and had hurt her over and over again. It seems she never forgave me for those times. As she said before, a Northern Princess can forget everything but she can never forget her revenge. Getting back at others is in the blood of every Northern Royal. They don’t forgive and forget. They make it hurt and bleed. “ Y
AVERYMy head hurts. It’s a familiar feeling, to wake up with a splitting pain everywhere and it leaves me groaning.I place my palm over my eyes, trying to understand what’s happening for a few seconds.I was with Aleister. He kissed me, without a care in the world. The eyes that watched were all awed. They couldn’t believe their King was so in love with an enemy Princess.Then, he said something and he looked so hurt.‘ I will never abandon you. I promise. ’My ears ring, and I can only hear one noise in the background—the violent splashes of water as it crashes against the shore.The salty taste lingers in the air, biting into my skin and sending my mind into a state of frenzy.“ Princess, are you awake? ” Renee’s soft voice whispers close to my ear.I shoot up in the bed, my chest heaving rapidly. I look around. The room is familiar to the one I had in the South—my home. But it’s not that place. The air carries a sense of cruelty. My lungs tighten as my wide eyes move towards Ren
AVERY“ Ava. ” Nora takes a step ahead. “ What’s wrong? Why are you…acting like this? ”She is repeating the same questions again. I glance at her, my chest still heaving in anger. They are all there, fitting right into a perfect picture. Friends, and family. They even share the same expressions. Disdain and surprise.And I? I am nowhere. I have never been a part of their group.“ Why? ” I narrow my eyes on my brother. “ why insist on bringing me here, Dustin? ”“ It’s because this is your home, Ava. We couldn’t leave you in that enemy Kingdom. ” Nora whispers, instead of him.My brows lift to my forehead as I stare at Dustin. He appears nonchalant—even after everything, he has nothing to offer. No words, no answers.“ Where was this consideration when Dustin traded me for Amelia? ” I turn to face them.Nora opens her mouth, her eyes meet mine and then she closes her mouth again.“ We waited for you to reach out, Avery. All you needed to do was to ask us and we would have done every
AVERYI steal a glance at King Striker. His expressions match his words. Shock and confusion fill the faces of the others too.Instinctively, I scoff and glare at Dustin. He held back information again.“ Mate? Did you meet your mate in the South, Ava? ” Nora gasps, her eyes widening and flickering towards Dustin.As usual, my brother doesn’t care even if his lies come to light. He is just that unbothered. “ Well, didn’t my brother tell you that Aleister Anasazi…the Lycan King of the South… ” I turn to the others again and trail off. They hold their breaths, their eyes fixed on me. It’s as if the wheels are turning in their heads as they hope that Aleister is not the one.I continue. “ Aleister is my fated mate. ”Amelia yelps dramatically and places her palm over her mouth to suppress further sounds of surprise. With a frown, Tyson stares at me and King Striker appears pissed off as he glares at Dustin.Nora, however, looks comical with her parted lips and twitching brows. “ are yo
AVERY“ Will you threaten me with that secret again? ”My question makes her eyes narrow and her breathing labored. She glares at me for a moment, probably contemplating which approach to take.To my surprise, the others stand by, never interfering or saying anything. “ What are you talking about?! ” When the wheels stop turning in her mind, she fakes innocence and huffs.I shake my head. “ You are the worst of evil. Nothing can ever make you change, Mom. ”“ How dare you! ” She screeches, lifting her hand to hit me.I catch her wrist mid-air, and sneer. “ don’t you dare try it again! ”Her eyes widen. “ You have gone mad! Dustin— ” She looks at him from over her shoulder. “ Look what your sister is doing! ”My gaze flickers towards him. He stands there, still unfazed and as calm as water. There is nothing in his eyes that can betray any emotion.“ Dustin! ” Mom shouts. “ Don’t you get it, Mom? ” I whisper, throwing her hand away. “ Just like he didn’t step in when you hit me, he wo
AVERYLife is unpredictable, they say.I caress the cheek of the newborn, my finger trembling softly. I am awed and reduced to a teary-eyed, half-conscious woman with nothing more meaningful in life than the bundle lying on the bed beside me. So, I believe now…Life is unpredictable. If someone had told me that I will give birth to a beautiful girl, with glassy grey eyes and a sharp cry…I would have told them that I didn’t need them to fool me into believing things that would never happen.But it has happened.“ You have the right. ” Aleister lays on the other side, watching the girl lying between us with similar expressions. He looks dazed as if he is in a dream and scared of touching this beautiful creature.“ We decided on that. You will get to name her if it’s a girl. ” I pull my knees to my chest, trying hard to forget the pain I felt during labor yesterday. People say something else too—they say giving birth is no easy feat. It’s like dying and coming back to life after seei
AVERY“ Was this really as necessary as you make it out to be? ” I ask, moving across his room, smoothening down the non-existent creases in the dress.It’s the same gown that I wore to the festival. Back then, Aleister sent me away without even looking at me but he carried this dress with him wherever he went when I left him.Now, he wants me to wear it on my initiation. I told him it’s unnecessary, but he insists that I must wear this.“ I can get you a new dress if you want, my Princess. ” Aleister says, stepping out of the dressing room and pulling me into his arms immediately. I notice the dark suit he is wearing, the material fitting every bulging muscle and making him appear bigger than he already is. Our eyes meet and warmth spreads in my insides—It’s instant and soothing. “ How do I look? ” I whisper, reaching up to press my lips to his mouth gently.“ Like my Princess. ” Aleister tilts his head, connecting our lips again. “ Like the greatest star in the sky or the beautif
AVERYIt was not as bad as I imagined it. Aleister did stick out from the others, but no matter how wary they were, they couldn’t say anything about it or him anymore.We had breakfast together, and then I showed Aleister around. As expected, Dustin gave us a side eye whenever we stumbled across him but he couldn’t do anything about it which left me giddy.For the first time in my life, I have my own team. Aleister and I are together, and I don’t care if the whole world is on the other side. He is enough for me.But I like that my former friends and acquaintances have accepted him as my mate.“ You have been smiling from the morning. ” Aleister mumbles, pressing a kiss to my neck from behind.“ Do you not like it when I smile? ” I inquire playfully.“ Of course, I love it, Princess. ” He trails a path of kisses up my neck as his hand rests on my stomach, caressing it softly. “ I want you to keep smiling like this forever. Will you do that for me? ”“ If you don’t make me mad, I will. ”
DUSTIN“ What are you thinking now? ” Lenora asks curiously.“ That’s not the right question, Lenora. ” I tell her and place my palm over the edge of the window. The sea appears calm today, or maybe, it’s just me. I am calm, inside out. There is no noise inside my head right now. After seeing Avi genuinely happy, I think I will be better for some time. “ Did you always know that King is her mate? ” She inquires and stands beside me.“ Does it matter? ” I wonder. Why does everyone make a fuss about it? If I know, so what? Does it change anything?The loser thinking makes me want to roll my eyes. If you jump into the ditch after knowing that it’s not deep or you jump without knowing it’s not deep…it’s all the same. In the end, you still have to jump in the ditch. “ How did you know? ” She turns her head and studies me curiously.“ Moon Goddess told me. ” I vowed to not lie to Lenora before, so she gets all the honest answers.She snickers. “ I am serious, Dustin. ”It’s another thi
ALEISTER“ Levian…can tell when someone is lying. If you had stayed back, he would have found out about your child. You don’t realize how brutal he can be when it comes to getting what he wants. And right now, it’s not the time for the war. It’s time to hide that you are pregnant, Avi. ” Dustin explains to her.“ You want to hide my child? ” She huffs. “ that’s not happening. ”“ That’s why I didn’t tell you before. Now that your mate here has told Levian that you are not pregnant and that he is not allied with the other three Kingdoms, Levian is not desperate to snatch your child. He will wait. Because he believes we are weak when we are not united as the four Kingdoms. ” He says and wipes the dried blood from under his nose again. “ He will wait for you to find your mate. ” I conclude neutrally.“ He will wait for me to break and join him. Or he will wait for a mate to come to break me and get me to lose my mind like the rest of you. ” Dustin replies, and smirks. “ but that’s never
ALEISTERI have a hunch that Dustin Landric—the twat let me hit him intentionally. I would have preferred if he fought back. I don’t enjoy hitting those who want to get hit.“ Aleister. ” My Princess nuzzles into my neck, and peer at me with her puppy eyes.My throat feels heavy as I stare into those eyes. I came here to be mad at her. Her friend sent me a letter and informed me that my Princess hadn’t left me and it was all her brother’s plot. He drugged her and kidnapped her.But she could have let me know about it.And she didn’t.I was mad, but what do I feel right now? The heaviness in my throat increases. She loves me, she is carrying my child and she is showing me that she cares about me without giving a fuck about the watching eyes.It’s like I am in a dream. Maybe, I lost my mind back in the South and this is a part of a beautiful imagination.If it’s that…I slide her stray hair behind her ear and watch as she smiles at me brightly. Her blue eyes are moist, and they still l
AVERY“ Once we are done, do you want me to give you a visit to the Wolveshire Citadel? ” I wonder, clinging to Aleister’s arm.He glances at my eyes, slowly looks down at my arm wrapped around his bicep, blinks, then looks away. From where I walk beside him, I can see his neck turning slightly red.“ I don’t think your brother would like that. ” Aleister grumbles under his breath as we step into the sitting area.“ I think the same. ” I nod quickly. “ but I don’t mind. He can be broody about it and go sulk in his room. ” My eyes wander off to my brother who is standing in front of the window, his back to us. “ Ava. ” Nora squeaks, grabbing my attention.I look to my right and find the rest of them standing beside the couches stiffly. Their wary glares filter towards Aleister, making me frown.Subtly, Tyson pushes Amelia behind him and stands in front of her protectively while the girl looks as horrified as a dying fish. Nora and King Striker are beside them, all in their defensive s
AVERYI fake a gasp and roll on the bed. Instantly, Aleister halts and turns to me worriedly.“ What happened? ” He asks, approaching me hurriedly.I clutch my head until he is standing in front of me. When he leans in, I grab his shoulder and sit him on the bed again.My eyes narrow. “ I liked what we did but I don’t want anyone to see this view. ”I point towards his abdomen before rolling out of the bed and grabbing his pants to throw them at him.“ You faked it? ” He rolls his eyes.“ I know what works with you. I just used that information. ” I shrug, searching for my dress. The look of disbelief comes back on his face. He leans back, dropping the pants on the floor again.“ I am not wearing them. You wanted to fuck me in your room. Now you can’t hide me, Princess. ” He chuckles, balancing himself on his palms.“ First of all, we didn’t do what you said we did. We— ”“ Made love? That’s the same as fucking. My cock goes in and out your— ” A knock silences him. Gasping, I drop t
AVERYI am getting worried now. Aleister hasn’t said anything for like an hour after what I told him.I am comfortably lying on top of him now, and I am so tired that I want to sleep. But the hundred different emotions that keep surging back and forth in my mind keep me wide awake.I yawn, snuggling into his neck. “ say something. This silence is irritating me now. ”Silence meets me as a reply again.I huff and draw my face out of his neck just to glare at him. But he looks lost and his eyes see right through me.“ Are you that shocked? Did you not want— ”“ You said…it’s not possible. ” Aleister finally mumbles, his heart beating like a loud drum under my palm.My gaze meets his wide eyes as I sigh. “ Well, my Mom lied about that. I am perfectly fine. I confirmed with a Healer. ”“ What? ” Aleister whispers, his eyes still holding disbelief.“ Yes, Mom lied and made me believe I couldn’t get pregnant. ” I shrug, dropping my head back. “ but who knew…her lie would get me pregnant mor