LORRAINE Classes start and I'm trying not to get distracted but it's so difficult not to look at those twins with pretty eyes and full hair. Their luscious lips look so kissable. I've never kissed anyone in my entire years as a were lady and it has never even worried me but as soon as the twins came into my life the thought of them kissing me has lived in my head rent-free. I've changed since these twins came into my life and I don't know what changed or how it shifted but something in me is different. I don't feel like the broken Lorraine anymore. I'm still far from okay but now I want to get better. I'm tired of getting pushed around which reminds me of the fact that I'm just an omega servant. I want to be more than what society defines me as. I want to change the narrative but I don't think that's possible. Thinking about changing narratives Chloe will be updating us on how well her part of the plan went. Time has never moved slower than now and I want it to hurry up so I find o
LORRAINE “Lisa, did something happen that made you want to find out what happened that night?” I ask, even though I know the answer already.“no nothing happened, I don't even know why I came to ask you. I just couldn't remember so I asked you because I wanted you to finally be useful” she says, oh she wants to be bitchy? She doesn't know what I have in store for her.“I know you don't like me Lisa but just tell me what's wrong. I want to help so I can prove myself to you” I tell her she looks like she believes me. later people will say I’m the gullible one.“No one must hear of this, okay? if they find out I will kill you” she spits, does she think her threats would work on me? She thinks too highly of herself.“I wouldn't dream of telling a single soul, now what happened” I push for information hoping Chloe did her job right.“I remember going to the party but everything else is completely blank. like a piece of my memory is missing, this morning I woke up with a splitting headache
LORRAINE“Why can't we see you?” Josh asks annoyed by my refusal. They never get it. I'm the servant and they are the ones in positions of power. no matter what happens they will always look at me like the servant. no matter how confident and stubborn I become, no matter how much I rebel, and no matter the power I manage to amass through their help in the eyes of everyone in my pack I will always remain the orphaned omega servant. they will never see me as more than that and even if by some miracle or maybe as a cruel joke from the moon goddess I am mated to the two most handsome, influential, and powerful wolves in the wolf kingdom they will never consider me a true Luna. you rarely see wolves with my kind of background as wives, we always get rejected, and even if our mates accept us no one else will.“I am a servant there so I wouldn't be there” I try explaining more subtly so as not to anger them. I have tried so much to become this strong but deep down I'll remain the people-plea
LORRAINE“Josh no phones during dinner” Luna chastises her son and I have to stop myself from laughing. Josh pays no attention to his mother. He has been glued to his phone throughout dinner with a worried expression on his face.I could think about a few things that'd make him have an expression like that. “What's wrong Josh?” Chloe asks with fake concern. He finally looks up but his worried expression doesn't seize “None of your business” he says harshly“Don't talk to your sister like that Josh, honestly what has gotten into you? You've been acting strange since you got back from school” Alpha Taylor scolds. Yeah, Josh why are acting strange? I say in my head“Tell us Josh what's making you act strangely?” Chloe says like she read my mind. I find it amusing, unluckily for Josh he is very bad at hiding his discomfort and luckily for me, I'm here to observe him unfold.I move closer and brush my palm on his acting like I want to fix something on his table but when he doesn't even pay
Lorraine's POVJosh stumbles towards me, his question still hanging in the air. “Answer me Lorraine.” He half shouts. I've never seen Josh this drunk before, especially not in the house, with his parents so close. Wolves also have a high tolerance for alcohol so he must have really drunk a lot.He reaches me and raises his hand in the air. My old friend Fear, pays me a visit, a knock on the door signalling its arrival. I stand still, locked in place as his simple action swaps me for my past self, the one who was weak and small and timid in the face of anything scary. The one who always lets people walk over her. He lowers his hand and touches my chin. “Sweet, pretty, pretty, weak, ungrateful, omega Lorraine.” He tightens his grip on my jaw. “When did you start hanging out with my sister? Are you best buds with her now, bitch?” I lower my eyes and whimper as I feel his alcohol laden breath on my face, the fear digging its roots. No Lorraine, don't do this. Don't let all your months o
Lorraine’s POVI get to my room luckily without any other inconveniences occuring after Josh I don't think I would have been able to deal with another unwelcome encounter with the alpha or worse his luna. I was glad I had managed to escape the whole Nosh situation with no real casualty. if he had tried anything I'm not sure what i’d have done but one thing's sure. there would be blood and it definitely wouldn't be mine. everyone should be asleep by now which is good news.I'm done being afraid of those assholes, they are all bad. The only exception being Chloe and maybe the twins since they've been very kind to me even though they had no reason to and wouldn't really gain much because I have absolutely nothing. the students that made me suffer, the students that watched and laughed, the teachers, the alpha and Luna treating me like complete trash just because i live with them even though I am basically their slave. I am done and there is no going back. I will deal with each and everyo
I wake up early with an air of confidence around me. bright and early, feeling refreshed, full of energy and ready for everything the day would throw at me. I do all my chores with ease, humming to myself and for the first time in a long time I don't hate working. I have never felt this good in ages, it's nice to finally feel something other than empty or sad. I decided walking would help clear my head since the weather looks so beautiful today. The sun is shining bright but not scalding, a cool breeze blowing. Today is going to be good. I can feel it.I get to school pretty early giving me time to rest my head before students will start trooping in. A few minutes later students start rushing into class. Everyone looked bored, tired and done in general. Whoever said high school is fun had dementia because everyone here is just trying to survive. Maybe that's why I have been treated so badly. Everyone wanted to put their frustrations on someone, they wanted a release, they wanted to la
Lorraine’s POVThe sight of Josh and Lisa talking to the twins throws me completely off kitler. Chloe and I stare at each other, confusion evident on her face. I can't imagine how I look right now. I mean what could the twins possibly want to talk to those two about? Before I get the chance to decide what my next line of action would be, I see Jayden look at me sternly. He winks at me and gives me a quick nod, no one else notices. It felt intimate and dare I say it, felt like we shared a secret and I instantly understood what he wanted from me. I look at Chloe whose expression still reflects perplexity. “Just play along.” I whisper in her ear. Her eyes widen ever so slightly but unless they’d paid close attention, no one would have noticed. She nods as if replying to the voice in her head then flashes her brightest smile.I take her hand and we walk to the table. I am not afraid of Lisa, I've been sitting at this table with the twins for quite some time so her presence should change