LORRAINE“Why can't we see you?” Josh asks annoyed by my refusal. They never get it. I'm the servant and they are the ones in positions of power. no matter what happens they will always look at me like the servant. no matter how confident and stubborn I become, no matter how much I rebel, and no matter the power I manage to amass through their help in the eyes of everyone in my pack I will always remain the orphaned omega servant. they will never see me as more than that and even if by some miracle or maybe as a cruel joke from the moon goddess I am mated to the two most handsome, influential, and powerful wolves in the wolf kingdom they will never consider me a true Luna. you rarely see wolves with my kind of background as wives, we always get rejected, and even if our mates accept us no one else will.“I am a servant there so I wouldn't be there” I try explaining more subtly so as not to anger them. I have tried so much to become this strong but deep down I'll remain the people-plea
LORRAINE“Josh no phones during dinner” Luna chastises her son and I have to stop myself from laughing. Josh pays no attention to his mother. He has been glued to his phone throughout dinner with a worried expression on his face.I could think about a few things that'd make him have an expression like that. “What's wrong Josh?” Chloe asks with fake concern. He finally looks up but his worried expression doesn't seize “None of your business” he says harshly“Don't talk to your sister like that Josh, honestly what has gotten into you? You've been acting strange since you got back from school” Alpha Taylor scolds. Yeah, Josh why are acting strange? I say in my head“Tell us Josh what's making you act strangely?” Chloe says like she read my mind. I find it amusing, unluckily for Josh he is very bad at hiding his discomfort and luckily for me, I'm here to observe him unfold.I move closer and brush my palm on his acting like I want to fix something on his table but when he doesn't even pay
Lorraine's POVJosh stumbles towards me, his question still hanging in the air. “Answer me Lorraine.” He half shouts. I've never seen Josh this drunk before, especially not in the house, with his parents so close. Wolves also have a high tolerance for alcohol so he must have really drunk a lot.He reaches me and raises his hand in the air. My old friend Fear, pays me a visit, a knock on the door signalling its arrival. I stand still, locked in place as his simple action swaps me for my past self, the one who was weak and small and timid in the face of anything scary. The one who always lets people walk over her. He lowers his hand and touches my chin. “Sweet, pretty, pretty, weak, ungrateful, omega Lorraine.” He tightens his grip on my jaw. “When did you start hanging out with my sister? Are you best buds with her now, bitch?” I lower my eyes and whimper as I feel his alcohol laden breath on my face, the fear digging its roots. No Lorraine, don't do this. Don't let all your months o
Lorraine’s POVI get to my room luckily without any other inconveniences occuring after Josh I don't think I would have been able to deal with another unwelcome encounter with the alpha or worse his luna. I was glad I had managed to escape the whole Nosh situation with no real casualty. if he had tried anything I'm not sure what i’d have done but one thing's sure. there would be blood and it definitely wouldn't be mine. everyone should be asleep by now which is good news.I'm done being afraid of those assholes, they are all bad. The only exception being Chloe and maybe the twins since they've been very kind to me even though they had no reason to and wouldn't really gain much because I have absolutely nothing. the students that made me suffer, the students that watched and laughed, the teachers, the alpha and Luna treating me like complete trash just because i live with them even though I am basically their slave. I am done and there is no going back. I will deal with each and everyo
I wake up early with an air of confidence around me. bright and early, feeling refreshed, full of energy and ready for everything the day would throw at me. I do all my chores with ease, humming to myself and for the first time in a long time I don't hate working. I have never felt this good in ages, it's nice to finally feel something other than empty or sad. I decided walking would help clear my head since the weather looks so beautiful today. The sun is shining bright but not scalding, a cool breeze blowing. Today is going to be good. I can feel it.I get to school pretty early giving me time to rest my head before students will start trooping in. A few minutes later students start rushing into class. Everyone looked bored, tired and done in general. Whoever said high school is fun had dementia because everyone here is just trying to survive. Maybe that's why I have been treated so badly. Everyone wanted to put their frustrations on someone, they wanted a release, they wanted to la
Lorraine’s POVThe sight of Josh and Lisa talking to the twins throws me completely off kitler. Chloe and I stare at each other, confusion evident on her face. I can't imagine how I look right now. I mean what could the twins possibly want to talk to those two about? Before I get the chance to decide what my next line of action would be, I see Jayden look at me sternly. He winks at me and gives me a quick nod, no one else notices. It felt intimate and dare I say it, felt like we shared a secret and I instantly understood what he wanted from me. I look at Chloe whose expression still reflects perplexity. “Just play along.” I whisper in her ear. Her eyes widen ever so slightly but unless they’d paid close attention, no one would have noticed. She nods as if replying to the voice in her head then flashes her brightest smile.I take her hand and we walk to the table. I am not afraid of Lisa, I've been sitting at this table with the twins for quite some time so her presence should change
Chapter 65LORRAINE'S POV“Lorraine.”I swallowed thickly, freezing on the spot. What could they possibly want now? We are done discussing Lisa and Josh right?They walked in front of me and I lowered my gaze, afraid they would see the turmoil brewing inside me. “Why are you always quick to run away from us? Are we that scary?” Jayden asked me, taking a step forward. I sucked in a breath, willing myself not to move. They were scary, yes, but there was something more. Like the intense heat spreading across my body like wild fire.“I-I wasn't… r-running away…” came my miserable attempt at denial. “You're stuttering again,” Jordan stated, his eyes narrowed at me. My lips quivered as I prayed for anything to save me from the awkward situation before I die of nervousness. “Relax, brother,” Jayden chuckled, patting his shoulder gently. “We don't want to scare off our princess, do we?” Princess? My cheeks heated up. My eyes widened in mortification as I realized my face was probably st
LORRAINE'S POVMy chores were unusually easy. Just the dishes and I was ready to retire for the night or so they believed. After drying my hand with the towel, I headed for Chloe's room. I only had to knock once before she opened the door and dragged me in. “Hurry up, it's almost seven,” she said. I glanced at the clock to make sure I wasn't losing my eyesight. “It's barely ten minutes past six, Chloe,” I stated and she rolled her eyes. “It doesn't matter. Your makeup is going to take hours to hit perfection, not forgetting we need to get to the arranged location before it's five minutes past seven,” she pointed. Now that she put it like that….“Don't just stand there. Hurry up and shower!” She scolded and I scurried into the bathroom, riding my clothes immediately. No matter how many times I showered in her bathroom, I could never get used to the fact that I had access to so many skin care products. After taking my sweet time to bath, I dried myself and walked into the room.