KALI'S POV
"Bakit ang bait mo?" He asked me as I assist him going up to his condo unit."Do I need a reason to be kind?" Iling ko.Konti nalang mararating na namin yung unit niya. I knew that I wouldn't let him be in that party, drunk. Baka ano pa ang gagawin niya. Let's just say I'm a little interested in him. He told me kasi tungkol sa mom niya and I felt sympathy towards him. It must have been so hard for him. Nagtataka nga ako kung bakit nasa party siya at hindi niya kasama Mommy niya. But then again, maybe he wants to divert his attention to something else. However, he ended up drunk, thinking the same problem over and over again."I just didn't expect this from you," He chuckled."Girls like me still exists," I replied and we both stopped in front of his door. "Ano yung pin?"Kumalas siya sa hawak ko at pagewang-gewang na lumapit sa pintuan. He started pressing the numbers which I quickly looked away. I know privacy and I don't want to take advantage of him being drunk. I have principles.Pagkabukas ng pinto ay humakbang siya papasok but he suddenly dropped on the floor. Napailing nalang ako. Tipsy lang daw pero halos hindi na siya makatayo."Careful, now."Lumapit ako sa kanya at tinulungan siyang tumayo. He's quite heavy now that he's totally drunk. Paniguradong wala na siyang maaalala kinabukasan.I put his arms over my shoulders and entered his condo unit. May nakita akong sofa kaya doon na ako lumapit at pinaupo siya dito. I exhaustedly dropped on the floor, looking at him."Ang bigat mo," Iling ko.He just smirked and closed his eyes.I roamed my eyes around the room. The interior is so monochrome. Simple lang din yung mga furnitures niya but I bet it would cost a fortune. Malinis din, walang kalat and I'm sure nililinisan ito araw-araw, may it be a housekeeper or siya mismo. Kita ko rin mula dito yung kitchen. From ths looks of it, mukhang kompleto yung kagamitan. I can't help but to smile. It reminds me Kaia.Si Kaia kasi ay mahilig magluto. Kahit noong mga bata pa kami, nagpapabili siya ng cooking set. Nang malaman ng mga ninang namin na ito ang hilig niya, cooking set nalang palaging nireregalo tuwing pasko. Hindi naman nagreklamo si Kaia, sa katunayan nga sobrang saya niya pa. Kahit halos magkaparehas na yung mga laruan niya, hindi nawala yung sparks. That's why she pursued Hospitality Management. Bagay din naman sa kanya. Hilig niya yung maglinis pati yung pagtuto ng ibang lengwahe. Kaya bilib ako sa kanya. She would never settle for less. She would always go for excellence.I, on the other hand, is an architect in profession. Bakit ito ang kinuha ko? Kasi ito ang gusto ko. Kaia and I both took the program that we wanted. Ang kaibahan lang sa amin ay I only do the bare minimum. I know how to make plates, but I'm not the best in it. You know what I mean? Malalamangan talaga ako ng iba and it sucks because I always try best pero hindi ko talaga makuha. Palaging sinasabi sa akin na bakit hindi ko daw lagyan ng effort yung mga ginagawa ko. I did! Ginawa ko lahat ng effort pero wala akong magagawa kasi hanggang dun lang ang kaya ko. I can't be the best!"Now you're acting like yourself," Biglang sabi ng lalaki.Naguguluhan ko siyang tiningnan. "Ha?"He pointed at my face. "Ganyang mukha. Ikaw na ikaw. Yung palaging may iniisip."Napailing nalang ako. Ano bang pinagsasabi nito? Talagang lasing na. Kahit ano nalang ang sinasabi."You know what, I'm gonna bring you to your room," Aya ko.I stood up and reached him pero bigla siyang umiwas sa hawak ko. My brows furrowed."Ayan ka na naman. You're not acting like yourself," Sabi niya."Ano bang pinagsasabi mo?" I giggled. "Doon ka nalang sa room mo, okay? Para makauwi na din ako."Pinikit niya yung mga mata niya saka hinilot ang kanyang sentido. I chuckled at his reaction. Ang cute niya namang malasing."Lasing nga siguro ako kaya kahit anu-ano nalang ang nakikita ko," he whispered but I still heard it."Halika na. Para makatulog ka na din," I said.I reached my arms to him again but this time, hindi na siya umiwas. He let me hold him and assist him again until we reached his bedroom. Hiniga ko siya sa nag-iisang kama. Hinubad ko yung coat niya, necktie, shoes, and socks para komportable yung tulog niya. He's lying with his back against the back, closing his eyes, totally drunk.Napatitig ako sa mukha niya. I took a step closer to him to see him more clearly. Ang hahaba pala ng pilik-mata niya. His nose is sharp and pointy. Pumupula na din yung magkabila niyang pisngi dahil sa kalasingan. His lips are red and pouty. Ang attractive din tingnan ng jawline niya."If I were to marry you, it would be okay," Bigla niyang sabi. "You took care of me like this. I can say that I am in good hands."Kumunot yung noo ko. Ano bang pinagsasabi nito? Is he already dreaming. Nagsasalita ba siya habang natutulog? And what does he mean by marrying? Who is he marrying? Me?Biglang tumibok nang sobrang bilis ang puso ko. I know that he must be thinking of a different woman but I can't help to feel the butterflies inside."What are you talking about?" I managed to ask.Bigla nalang siyang dumilat and he caught me staring at his face. I couldn't hide the embarrasment that I felt. But then again, he's drunk and wouldn't even mind my expression.Para akong malulunod sa paraan niyang tumitig sa mga mata ko. Mapupungay ang kanyang mga mata but I could tell that whatever he will be saying will be sincere. I bit my lower lip."You are a potential wife," He said before closing his eyes.Ramdam ko ang pag-iinit ng magkabila kong pisngi. Potential wife? Ako ba ang tinutukoy niya? Kahit hindi ako ang tinutukoy niya, I am still flabbergasted by the way he looked at me. Nahigit ko ang aking hininga.When I recovered from my mini shock, kinumutan ko na siya para maging komportable din ang tulog niya. I stared at his face again for a minute before I decided to go. I made sure na nakalock yung condo niya.Nang makalabas ay hindi na mawala-wala yung ngiti ko sa labi. I bit my lower lip kasi parang tanga na ako sa lapad ng ngiti. Baka pag-isipan akong baliw sa mga taong makakakita sa akin.I didn't bring my car kaya nagtaxi nalang ako papauwi. When I arrived home, wala pa si Kaia sa bahay. Well, I'm sure pinagkaguluhan pa siya ng lalaki doon? Well, iba naman talaga aura niya. Magkamukha nga kami pero masasabi kong mas maganda pa rin siya keysa sa akin.Masyado ko ba siyang pini-praise? Eh kasi she have things that I don't. Wala lang. I just admire her the way she is. We may grew up together, but we grew a different from each other.Ilang minuto lang ay narinig ko na yung gate na bumukas pati ang pagpasok ng sasakyan. Paniguradong si Kaia na yan!I waited for her in our room. Excited na akong ikwento sa kanya yung nangyari. If there is anyone who I can tell everything to, si Kaia na 'yun."Kaia, I met the man of my dreams!" I squealed the moment she entered the room.She only smiled and directly went to the bed. "I'm tired, Kali."Nakita ko yung pagod sa mga mata niya. It looks like it was never easy entertaining everyone. Well, as an introvert myself, mahirap nga sa akin ang lapitan yung tao. Except for that man earlier. Ewan pero may strong urge talaga akong lapitan siya for whatever reason."Sa bagay, nakakapagod naman talagang makipag-usap ng napakaraming lalaki. Yieeee!" Tili ko. "Ang ganda mo talaga tonight. Haba ng hair."She's wearing an elegant dress which showed skin but not too revealing. Tama lang para makuha yung atensyon ng mga kalalakihan. Maganda yung pangangatawan niya. Nababagay din sa kanya yung mga suot niyang accessories. Her make up was spot on.She chuckled. "Kung maganda ako, maganda ka rin no. Magkamukha lang kaya tayo."I remembered when we were in Junior High. May Araling Panlipunan kaming asignatura. There was a homo sapiens and Kaia joked that it looks like me. Tinawanan ko lang siya at sinabihan na magkamukha kami at kung kamukha ko yung homo sapiens, kamukha din niya ito. We had a good laugh and she never brought up that joke ever again. Para sa kanya ang bobo niya naman noon at hindi niya naisip."Magkamukha nga pero iba-iba naman charisma natin no," I insisted. "Ah basta! Nakakakilig talaga Kaia."I saw how the men looked at Kaia from head to toe. Yung mga mata pa nila, parang gusto na talaga nilang lapitan ang kakambal. Some couldn't get the courage to do so. Yung iba naman at nagmalakas-loob na lapitan siya. Isa na dito ang anak ng Presidente. It looks like he's really into Kaia."Pero iba pa rin yung kilig na nararamdaman ko sa lalaking nakilala ko," I smiled widely."Sino ba yan ha? Baka fvckboy yan ha? Naku kapag nalaman kong fvckboy nga yan malalagot ka talaga sa akin," she said protectively.Sa aming dalawa, siya yung protective. Kapag may umaaway sa akin sa school noon, siya ang nakikipagbardagulan. Natatakot kasi akong makipag-away. Kaia on the other hand would throw a fist if she needed to. Hindi siya nagpapaapi at mas lalong ayaw niyang may inaapi. That's one thing I admired about her. She have her own principles, her own rule kaya kahit kailan ay hindi siya naging sunod-sunuran. Well, hindi ko alam kung hanggang ngayon pa rin."Yes Mommy," Irap jo. "Hindi ko na nga nakuha pangalan niya. It was complicated."I never had the chance to ask his name. Nabusy kasi akong alagaan siya ang stuffs."You never even got the chance to ask for his name? Paano mo siya mahahanap?" She asked.I saw support on her eyes. Sinusuportahan niya ako sa paglalandi ko and that is something else. Akala ko magagalit siya sa akin kapag ginawa ko yun. Oh well, it's 2023 naman."Don't worry, Twinnie. I believe that it won't be the last time I'll see him. And when I do meet him, ipapakilala ko siya sayo." Kampante kong sagot."Di nga?" She asked in disbelief"Oo nga!" I insisted.Hindi ko man naitanong yung pangalan niya o nahingi yung phone number niya, I still think that we will see each other again. I can feel it!"Okay. I respect your judgment," she said and closed her eyes."You're gonna love him, Kaia," I said. "He's the sweetest!"LEV'S POV"Are you gonna be married or not?" My sister asked.I woke up with a terrible headache. Pagkabukas ko pa ng mga mata ko, mukha na ng mga kapatid ko ang bumungad sa akin. They opened the curtains which light made its way to my room. They know the pin to my condo unit so they can barge in any time they want."Good morning too," I replied. "Anong oras na?""It's ten in the morning, Lev. Uminom ka ba kagabi?" One sister asked."Oo," I replied.Kaya pala masakit yung ulo. I did drank last night. Pero ang sabi ko naman na hindi ako magpapakalasing. I ended up doing otherwise. I let mysel carried away with the emotions I was feeling.Come to think of it, someone did helped me last night. Paniguradong hindi ko kayang umuwi na ako lang mag-isa. Knowing my condition, I would end up lying on the streets if I were left alone. Sino nga ba yung kasama ko kagabi?"You are a potential wife," I heard my voice.Kumunot yung noo ko. Eh? Potential wife? Sino naman ang pagsasabihin ko nun? I tri
It's been ten minutes past one and Lev is not here yet. Sa aming dalawa, siya talaga ang palaging hinihintay. I should be mad about his frequent tardiness but it would always remind me that he have other problems to face as well. Gaya nung nakaraan, I took consideration of the fact that he may be taking care of his mother."Wala pa ba ang batang Laurier?" My Aunt asked.May picnic nga talaga at kadalasang nandito ay yung mga kasali sa Marriage Season. May tent ang Dorchner kung saan may mesa at upuan sa ilalim nito. We also brought our van para sa ibang kakailanganin. We brought our cook para magluto sa aming kakainin. Gusto ko sanang simple lang. Okay lang naman din sa akin na ako ang magluluto. But our Aunt insisted to be grand. Ano na lang daw sasabihin ng iba kapag nakita nilang simple lang yung picnic namin. They would think that we couldn't afford such luxury. Na namumulubi na kami."Wala pa, Auntie. He must be attending his Mom," Sagot ko.Napailing siya. "Poor boy. It must hav
"Kali?" I called her name pero na kay Lev pa rin yung mga mata niya."Woah!" Lev whispered to my ear. "Magkamukha nga talaga kayo.""I failed to mention that she's my twin so," I replied."Hi... Kali, right?" Bati ni Lev. "I'm Lev Laurier."Napakurap si Kali nang mailahad ni Lev yung kamay niya sa kanya. She bit her lower lip, hesitating to shake his hand."Laurier?" Tanong niya at lumingon sa akin. "Siya ba yung hinintay natin?"I nodded. "Yes. Siya nga.""Oh," She sounded disappointed. "N-Nice to meet you, Lev. Kali nga pala. Kakambal ni Kaia."Nakipagkamayan si Kali and Lev could only smile wider. Tumaas ang magkabila kong kilay. Kali isn't usually like this. She's bubbly, even though she's an introvert. Kapag may pinakilala akong kaibigan sa kanya ay dinadaldalan niya ito. Nakakapanibago lang. "I see that you're an opposite," Komento ni Lev.Napalingon ako sa kanya habang nakakunot yung noo. "What do you mean?""Well, alam mo naman siguro yun. Your tongue is sharp while she's sof
"What's going on?" I asked Lev the moment we're left alone. Auntie and Kali went home earlier kasi sabi ko gusto ko munang kausapin si Lev. Auntie didn't like the sound of me being alone with Lev. Buti nalang tinulungan ako ni Lev at sinabing importante lang talaga ang pag-uusapan namin.As both parties bade their goodbye's, hindi nakatakas sa aking mga mata ang makahulugang tinginan nina Kali at Lev. At some point, I might have an idea why they're acting like that. Ayoko lang mag-conclude. Baka magkamali ako."What?" Tanong ni Lev."Duh. Those smiles and meaningful eye-contact," I rolled my eyes. "Seriously, Lev. Anong meron sa inyo ng kakambal ko?""Yan nga pala ang iku-kuwento ko sa'yo," He smiled. "It was Kali who helped me when I was drunk. Akala ko ikaw kasi magkamukha kayo."Tumaas ang magkabila kong kilay. "Si Kali yun?"He nodded. "She confirmed it herself after I asked.""In front of Auntie?" "Oo."Nasapo ko ang aking noo. Kaya pala. Let alone that Auntie likes Kali more t
"I-Is Lev gonna be coming over?" Tanong sa akin ni Kali.I'm in our kitchen, baking for our cake. Magb-birthday na kasi kami ni Kali bukas. It's actually my first time celebrating my birthday. Usually kasi lumalayo ako dito kapag birthday namin. Maliban sa hindi naman ako paghahandaan ni Auntie, I also don't want to remind myself how lonely I am. Wala akong mga kaibigan para i-greet ako. Not even my employees know. Si Kali lang yung nag-g-greet sa akin. It was enough though. Kahit through chats and calls lang."I didn't tell him," Sagot ko."Why not?" Nguso niya. "Isn't he like, so close to you?""I don't tell people my birthday," Iling ko. "Why not?""Because I don't celebrate," I smiled sadly. "And besides, baka busy siya bukas. He's always beside his mom.""But you should atleast invite him. Baka magtampo yun sa'yo," Sabi niya I chuckled. "Hindi na yun bata para magtampo.""Can you just invite him?" She insisted. "Madaming handa si Auntie. How are we gonna finish all of it?""Ma
I didn't expect the number of visitors that we have. Ang sabi ni Auntie na sa dinner daw yung celebration. I thought it's only gonna be us. I mean it's been awhile since I celebrated my birthday with family. Nagulat nalang ako na marami nang nakaparada sa harap ng bahay namin. I heard violins playing. Even the chattering of the people, I can hear it from where I am now."Happy Birthday, Kali! It's so nice to finally meet you," Biglang may lumapit sa akin kaya nagulat ako. "Your Auntie told me a lot of things about you. How's life being an architect?"She must've mistaken me for Kali. Hindi naman nakakagulat yun kasi magkamukhang-magkamukha kaming dalawa. Even I sometimes mistaken myself for my twin on pictures. Well, sometimes."It's Kaia po," I corrected her. Napawi yung ngiti niya sa labi na para bang nadismaya. "Oh. The disappointment," iling niya. "Oh well, happy birthday anyways."Hindi na niya hinintay yung sagot ko at agad tumalikod na. The disrespect which I expected from eve
I found myself on the bridge. Don't get me wrong. Hindi naman ako tatalon. It's just healing when I saw the place. Mahangin at walang masyadong tao. Hindi ko alam kung paano ako napunta dito. Hindi ko din alam kung nasaan na ako. I just drove my car, not knowing the directions until I found myself here. I didn't stop my tears from crawling down my cheeks. No one will judge me here. Gusto ko lang maibsan yung bigat sa aking dibdib. Life was never by my side and I guess it's too much for me to handle now. I look down the river and noticed how calm the current flow is. Pumikit ako nang mariin at huminga nang malalim. I knew that after this, I'll have to face everyone at the party. Hindi nga lang ako sigurado kung babalik ba ako ngayon or I l'll have to stay away from home muna. "I say broken bones. But death? Impossible."May biglang nagsalita kaya dali-dali kong pinahiran ang aking mga luha at nilingon yung tao. She's a she. She's wearing a black hoodie and without a make up on her fa
"Shots pa!" Abot ni Carol sa akin ng baso.I smiled at her and took the glass. Agad ko namang nilagok yung laman at inilagay sa mesa. Carol is already drunk. Napapansin ko na panay lang yung ngiti niya, tumatawa, at nage-ingles na. "Kali," Tawag ko sa kakambal. "It's okay for you to stop drinking."Kinuha ko mula sa kanya yung baso pero binawi niya naman agad. Same as how Carol is doing now, mas dumoble si Kali. She can't even open her eyes. I told her that it's okay na hindi siya iinom but she still insisted."Kaya ko pa, Kaia. I'm your big sister, okay?" She smiled, half-awake."Wow! You are younger than her?" Gulat na tanong ni Carol. "Why do you look older?""Because I'm not the type who smiles a lot?" Irap ko. "Sige na, Kali. Tama na.""Ayoko!" She resisted. Bago pa man niya mainom yung alak ay kinuha na ni Lev yung baso at siya ang uminom nito. Napanguso nalang si Kali at sinamaan ng tingin yung lalaki."Tama na," Lev said, full of authority."Bakit ayaw niyo akong painumin?
I stared at myself in front of the mirror. I refuse to let a single drop of tear ruined my make up. Today is the day, the day when Lev is going to wed. Ewan ko ba kung bakit ako pumayag na pumunta. I told myself that I would never attend his wedding. Kaya nga ako nangabilang-bansa kasi umiiwas ako. But he crossed borders just to see me. Just to invite me to his wedding.Minsan naisip ko na may galit ba siya sa akin. Does he want me to suffer? Or did he assumed that I was okay with this, that I moved on? Does it look like that?Pero kahit pa anong pagkamuhi ko sa mga nangyayari, I still invited myself to be hurt. Talagang sumang-ayon akong dumalo. For what, Kaia? For respect? For you not to look pitiful?"Are you ready?" Tanong ni Kali sa akin.Mapait akong ngumiti. "Yeah.""Tara na!"Kali's invited as well. Akala ko pa nga pipigilan ako ni Kali. But no. She's supportive on my decisions. Hindi ko alam kung saan yung kasal kasi I didn't bother looking at the invitation. Kali knows.Mari
Four months later, I busied myself. I went to Italy to follow my dreams. This time, hindi tumutol si Auntie. She supported me together with Kali. Masaya ako kasi ito lang naman ang hinihiling ko sa kanya, to support me. It took a lot of obstacles just to get here and it is all worth it.Sabay na kami ni Kali pumunta ng Europe. She have a project within the area at sakto namang papunta ako dito. We stayed in the same apartment and supported each other. Si Auntie naman ay naiwan sa Pinas. I told her that she should start meeting men. She will not stay young forever."Kaia, I'll go ahead. Baka hindi agad ako makauwi mamaya so kumain ka nalang nang wala ako," paalam ni Kali."Okay, Kali. Mag-ingat ka!" I waved my hand at her."Bye!"She then closed the door behind her. Naiwan na naman akong mag-isa. Tapos na kasi yung class ko sa morning and so I have the afternoon all for myself. Napalingon ako sa bag ko ang something was peeking from the inside. Lumapit ako dito at kinuha yun. Napahint
"C-Come join us!" Utal na aya ni Kali at agad tumayo. "Kukuha lang ako ng extra plates.""Maraming salamat," ngiti ni Ms. Santos. "Pero kasi, basa kami. Nakakahiya namang umupo sa chairs niyo na parang mga basang sisiw."I blinked twice, realizing that it must be freezing for them. Fully airconditioned pa naman yung bahay. "I'm sorry for that," sabi ko at dali-daling lumapit sa AC para hinaan ito."We only have three rooms in the house," sabi ni Auntie."Okay lang. Pwede naman kaming matulog sa sala, diba?" Sagot ni Ms. Santos."No," iling ni Auntie. "I won't allow you to sleep in the living room.""You can stay in my room," presenta ko. Napalingon silang lahat sa akin. "My room is spacious enough to cater all of you. Doon nalang ako makikishare kay Kali."Tumaas ang kilay ng dalawang kapatid ni Lev. Nakangiti naman sa akin si Ms. Santos as if she's very thankful of what I've said. Si Lev naman ay napatingin sa akin na puno ng paghanga sa mga mata. What? Just because they hurt me doe
"Auntie, we need to go," sabi ni Kali.Hindi ako makagalaw. I can't seem to function well now that I saw him. Mas lalo ko nang hindi maintindihan yung nararamdaman ko. Masaya ba ako kasi nakita ko siya? Malungkot ba ako kasi alam kong hindi ko siya malalapitan. Fück!"Go? Saan?" Tanong ni Auntie habang nakahiga pa rin sa sofa. She seems really tired. Sobrang comfy na kasi ng pagkahiga niya at naabutan pa naming nakapikit ang kanyang mga mata. When she's in this state, hindi dapat namin siya dinidisturbo pero dahil sa pagmamadali, hindi na iyon naisip ni Kali. She wants us to go back home."Uwi na tayo," sagot ni Kali.Kumunot yung noo ni Auntie at napaupo, hinarap kaming dalawa. "Umuwi? Bakit? Hindi niyo ba nagustuhan yung lugar? May mga pupuntahan pa tayo bukas. It's part of the itinerary."Umiling si Kali. "The place is good, Auntie. It's one of the most beautiful places that I've been to. Pero kailangan na talaga nating umalis.""Why?" She asked. "I thought you liked it here?""We
"Are you alone?" Tanong niya.Ilang segundo din akong nakatitig sa kanya. Ano ang ginagawa niya dito? Does she needs anything from me? Wala akong maibibigay sa kanya so why is she here? "I'm sorry," iling ko. "I'm with my Auntie today. Why? May kailangan ka ba?""I wanna talk to you. It will be quick, I promise," sabi niya.Kumunot yung noo ko. "Ano?""May I take this seat?" She asked.Kahit hindi ako sigurado kung ano ang pag-uusapan namin, iginaya ko sa kanya yung bakanteng upuan na nasa harap namin. "Go ahead.""Thank you," sabi niya bago umupo. "Before we start I would like to say how beautiful you are today--""Ano po yung pag-uusapan natin?" I asked, cutting her words. She's not here to compliment me, is she? Napansin niya siguro yung pagkawalang gana ko kaya she compliments me first. Hindi niya ba ako kilala? Hindi ba nakarating sa kanya yung mga rumors kung anong klaseng tao ako? I am a snob, unfriendly, unapproachable, and definitely a person who doesn't beat around the bus
We heard the gates open. Halos magkasabay kaming napalingon dito. I heard the wheels making impact on the pebbles outside of the house. Si Auntie."Quick! Pumasok ka na sa kwarto mo!" Pagmamadali ni Kali sa akin.As I was told, I ran upstairs before Auntie could get in. Dali-dali pa akong nagbihis ng pambahay at winasak yung buhok. I immediately went to bed and covered myself with the comforter."Nasaan si Kaia? Alam kong wala siya dito!" I could hear Auntie's voice echoing in the hallways."N-Nasa silid niya lang po!" Sagot ni Kali."I am not a fool, Kali. Narinig ko na magkasama sila ng batang Laurier at nagtanan pa raw. Kaya pala you two are becoming suspiscious." Sabi ni Auntie."Nagsasabi po kami ng totoo!" Kali insisted. "Hindi pa rin niya ginalaw yung pagkain niya. Hindi din namin nakitang lumabas ng silid kaya imposibleng nakipagtanan yun.""Siguro hindi niyo napansin o di kaya'y alam niyo pero nagbubulag-bulagan lang kayo." Auntie paused. "Kapag wala si Kaia pagkabukas ko ng
"A-Ano?""Hindi na naabutan ni Lev si Mommy and it is all because of you! Grabe! Ang lupet mo no? You ruined my brother's reputation and where were you when everyone was bullying him? Wala! Nagtago ka at sarili mo lang yung iniisip mo!" She shouted.I was left in shock. People were bullying him? Hindi ko 'yan alam! Damn! What happened while I was gone? Was it really my fault? Yes, it was. Kung hindi sana ako gumawa ng tanginang ruse na ito edi sana hindi kami nagkilala ni Lev. I wouldn't have to ruin his life. He told me that we should runaway. Pumayag naman ako kasi siya naman kasama ko. He mentioned how his family started disowning him and I didn't know the deeper meaning of that. Bobo mo, Kaia! Hindi mo man lang naitanong sa kanya kung kumusta siya. Siguro tama mga kapatid niya— that you only think about yourself. "Nasaan si Lev?" I asked. "Is he okay?""Lev? You think papayagan ka naming makipagkita sa kanya? Sa lahat ng ginawa mo?" The other sibling scoffed."Alam mo na may ma
"What?!" Nagising ako dahil sa boses ni Lev. Unti-unti kong minulat ang aking mga mata at nakitang umaga na pala. Siguro nasa 9 am na. But what made Lev shout like that?Napalingon ako sa kanya and he's already standing. Nasa tenga niya yung phone niya. He's talking to someone and I can tell that something is wrong. Nakakunot ang kanyang noo at pakurap-kurap na din yung mga mata niya. It seems like he's in a hurry. Dali-dali niya din kasing isinuot yung lower niya na nasa sahig."I'm coming."Binaba niya yung tawag at dali-daling nagbihis."Lev? What's going on?" I asked.Napalingon siya sa akin at pilit ngumti. "I'm sorry, baby, but we need to go.""Go? Where?""I'll explain while we're on the way. Magbihis ka na at ihanda yung mga gamit mo." Sabi niya at pumasok sa banyo.Naguguluhan man ay ginawa ko yung utos niya. Pumasok na din ako sa banyo para maghilamos at magsipilyo. After that, I prepared my things. Buti nalang hindi ko inilabas lahat ng gamit ko sa bag. It took me a few mi
How am I feeling? I am devoured by jealousy. Paano nagawa ni Lev na talikuran ako only to face the other woman? Lasing siya, Kaia. Hindi niya alam ang kanyang ginagawa.Pero sabi nila, you are most honest when you are drunk. What is this, Lev?"Nagkagusto ka sa akin?" Tanong ni Patty na halata namang namumula na. Ewan ko ba kung sa alak o dahil sa biglaang pag-amin.Lev nodded. "Oo. Well we were young and I had to admit how I admire you."Huh! In-explain pa talaga!"Ano?" Tumawa si Patty. "Dahan-dahan lang, Lev. Hindi kita maintindihan.""Wala!" Iling ni Lev. "Ano lang. Hinahangaan kita noon. Ang bait mo kasi sa akin at minsan lang ako makakita nang babaeng lulusong sa ilalim ng araw. Walang kaarte-arte."Hindi ko mapigilan ang sariling ikompara sa kanya. Maarte ako. Ayokong naiinitan at mas lalong ayokong amoy-araw ako. I was raised to be prim and proper and adventures like what they did when they were young don't interest me. Napaisip tuloy ako. Iyan ba ang mga tipo ni Lev? Yung hi