LEV'S POV
"Are you gonna be married or not?" My sister asked.I woke up with a terrible headache. Pagkabukas ko pa ng mga mata ko, mukha na ng mga kapatid ko ang bumungad sa akin. They opened the curtains which light made its way to my room. They know the pin to my condo unit so they can barge in any time they want."Good morning too," I replied. "Anong oras na?""It's ten in the morning, Lev. Uminom ka ba kagabi?" One sister asked."Oo," I replied.Kaya pala masakit yung ulo. I did drank last night. Pero ang sabi ko naman na hindi ako magpapakalasing. I ended up doing otherwise. I let mysel carried away with the emotions I was feeling.Come to think of it, someone did helped me last night. Paniguradong hindi ko kayang umuwi na ako lang mag-isa. Knowing my condition, I would end up lying on the streets if I were left alone. Sino nga ba yung kasama ko kagabi?"You are a potential wife," I heard my voice.Kumunot yung noo ko. Eh? Potential wife? Sino naman ang pagsasabihin ko nun? I tried to remember who I was with until I only saw one face. It was Kaia.No. It was a different Kaia. Sobrang bait niya and that Kaia wouldn't even care just a bit about me. Nakakapanibago lang. Is she really soft-hearted from the inside? Kasi kung hindi, pinabayaan na niya ako kagabi sa party. But then again, I will be her groom. Siguro iniisip din niya yung reputation naming dalawa if I made a scene. Fair point."Ano? Are you gonna stare down the floor the whole day?" My sister asked kaya napatingala ako sakanya."Oh. I'm sorry. It's the hangover," Iling ko. "What was your question again?"They both sighed. "Did you find your bride? Kung wala pa, may gusto kaming ipakilala sa'yo.""Mga ate, I can perfectly handle myself. Ako na ang maghanap. Huwag na kayong mag-abala pa," I said."Are you sure? We actually found someone who would be good for you," said one. "Mayaman, mabait, at maalaga. A perfect wife material, Lev. Just like what you wanted."Kumunot yung noo ko. "Since when did you know my ideal type?""Let's face it. We raised you and we know everything about. You should know that by now, bunso."Pati siguro crush simula elementary ay kilala nila. They are like my second parents. Kung protective si Mommy sa akin, mas protective sila. They want what's best for me, as their youngest, and as their only boy."Sino ba 'yan?" I asked. "Do I know her?"The both nodded. "Yup! You've met her a couple of times.""She's Ms. Santos."Nanlaki ang aking mga mata. Ano daw? Santos? The woman who used to be my tutor? A family friend? An older woman?!"What?!" I shouted."Look, age doesn't matter, okay? Ang importante maalagaan ka niya. We know that you're in good hands. Besides, you used to say that you liked her," Sagot ni Ate."Yes! I like her when we were younger kasi para ko na siyang kapatid. Ate naman! Why would you let me marry to a 40 year old woman?!" Iling ko."40 na nga si Ms. Santos but she looks younger than her age. Lev naman. We couldn't find anyone who could do everything like what Ms. Santos could offer," They argued."But she's like a mother! Halos magkasing-edad na sila ni Mommy.""That's the point, Lev! Someone who will take care of you like a mother. Isn't that what you want?""No!" Madiin kong sagot. "Parang sugar mommy ko na din 'yan, ate. Hindi ba kayo naaawa sa akin?""If you're so good, how come you haven't introduced someone to us, huh? Magpasalamat ka pa nga kasi we did the hard things for you," One argued."Kaya nga I've been going to parties, diba? I am looking for a bride at labas na kayo sa kung ano ang choice ko," I fired back. "At wala naman akong sinabi na hindi pa ako nakakahanap ng bride to be."Kumunot yung noo nila. "Are you saying you found the one?"I nodded. "Yes. And I am planning on pursuing her. Gusto ko baby steps lang muna para hindi siya mabigla."I lied. It's one of Kaia and I's agreement. Dahan-dahanin lang namin yung proseso para hindi kahina-hinala. Well, I guess it's the right time naman na sabihan ko sina Ate tungkol dito bago pa nila ako ipakasal sa matanda."When can we meet her?" One Ate squinted her eyes at me. "Are you sure this is not one of your tricks to make us believe that you did find someone and that you can avoid to marry to Ms. Santos?""Gaya nang sabi ko, ayoko siyang biglain. I will introduce her to you once she's ready. As of this time, I want her to feel comfortable with me." I replied."We will wait for that day, Lev," One of my sister said."And we will be the judge for that," Said the other."You're gonna love her," Sagot ko. "You won't believe how I found somebody like her."I'm being honest. It's true that Kaia is one unbelievable woman. Sino ba naman ang babaeng lalapit sa lalaki and offer a ruse. Si Kaia lang. She doesn't involve her emotional attachment to anyone. I doubt if she also have a heart. Pero nang makita ko siya kagabi, she became a whole new different person. Posible kayang ibang tao yun? Pero hindi 'e. I saw Kaia with my very own eyes.Bigla nalang tumunog yung phone ko kaya napalingon dito ang aking mga kapatid. We stared at my phone on the table top, revealing Kaia's name."Kaia?" Tanong nung isa. "Kaia Dorchner?"I nodded. "You know her?""Her Auntie and Mom are good friends. I only heard about her not until we held a party. Doon namin siya nakilala but we never had the chance to know her better," Sabi ng kapatid ko. "Siya ba? Siya ba ang tinutukoy mong babae kanina?""Yes."Tumaas ang magkabila nilang kilay. "Be careful, Lev. No one knows her.""Kaya nga I'm trying to get to know her better. I'm curious about her," Sagot ko."I'm just saying. If you're not so sure about her, you can always have Ms. Santos as your wife."Umiling ako. "I'd rather marry someone who I'm interested in, rather than someone I know but older."KAIA'S POVLev texted me to meet up this afternoon. Hindi ko alam kung para saan. There is no party that we'll be attending kaya nagtataka ako. I was doing my job when I received his text. Actually nasa trabaho ako ngayon. So I told him to meet me here in my workplace.Casa de los Desiertos.I owned the place. Ako din mismo ang gumawa ng menu. This is how I practice my profession.Ilang minuto pa lang ay nakita ko nang pumasok si Lev. He found a vacant seat and roamed his eyes all over the place. The customers started turning their heads towards Lev. He's one fine man. I took off my apron and chef hat, fixed myself, and approached him. Hindi pa nga niya ako napansin agad. I stood behind him and cleared my throat."Do you want something to drink?" I asked.Lumingon siya at agad ngumiti nang makita ako. I was taken aback. How can he smile with the situation he have?"Kaia!" He exclaimed. "So you really own this place?"I nodded. "Oo.""Wow! I thought you'd be working in an office or something," He said excitedly. "So you make the food too?"I nodded."Ang galing!""Stop being overdramatic," Irap ko. "It's not something you should be excited about.""I don't know about your opinion but that is an achievement," He said. "And you should be proud of yourself."Napatitig ako sa kanya. No one told me that it was an achievement. I have always been the black sheep of the family. I am a disappointment. Someone who wouldn't reach something in life. But this man, just appear out of nowhere, made me feel how huge this is."Kaia?" He called kaya napabalik ako sa ulirat."Hmm?""Could you give me the best drink that you have," He smiled. "It would be an honor to try some of your masterpieces."And again, I was taken aback."S-Sure," I stuttered. "I'll have the waiter get it for you."Hindi ko na hinintay ang sagot niya at tumalikod na. I don't know what to say. Bago sa akin ang lahat. Kali would always praise me but she never did talk about my achievements. So I believed that whatever I have right now were just the bare minimum.Lumapit ako sa waiter at sinabi sa kanya kung ano yung order ni Lev. I also told him to get me something too. Tumango siya saka siya tumalikod. Naglakad na din ako papalapit kay Lev and sat on the seat across the table with him.The door opened and a bunch of girls started entering the premises. Nagbulong-bulungan sila habang na kay Lev ang tingin. Napailing nalang ako."You should visit this place often," I told him.Napangisi siya. "Why? You missed me?"Tumaas ang kilay ko. "You should know by now that emotional characteristics is not in my vocabulary.""Okay. Okay. Alam ko na yun. It was worth the shot." He chuckled. "Anyway, why would I visit you often then?""You attract customers," turo ko sa mga kababaihan.Napalingon siya sa mga bagong dating. Nagulat ang mga babae nang biglang lumingon si Lev sa kanila. They then avoided eye contact."Am I really that attractive?" Ngisi niya. "Ang swerte mo naman sa akin."I nodded. "You're right.""Na ang swerte mo sa akin?" He asked.Umiling ako. "Na gwapo ka. It would be more believable if I had fallen for your looks. One factor that I chose you.""Wow. So you're actually admitting that I am handsome?" Turo niya sa sarili."Oo. It's not a lie though. Gwapo ka naman talaga.""You don't know how much you made my heart skipped," Ngiti niya.Tumaas ang magkabila kong kilay. "Kinikilig ka?""It's flattering!""Well you shouldn't be. I'm only stating facts. Hindi ko intensyon ang pakiligin ka. I don't want you to get the wrong idea," I replied flatly."Ang harsh mo naman," Nguso niya. "I thought that you'd be soft-hearted.""I'm not that kind of person," Iling ko. "Anyway, bakit nga pala gusto mong makipagkita sa akin? May nangyari ba?"He snapped his fingers. "Bingo! May nangyari nga.""Ano?""My sisters wouldn't believe that I have found a bride. Maybe one reason why they wouldn't believe me is that they want me to marry an older woman," He said.Kumunot yung noo ko. Older woman? That's absurd."Then let me meet them," I suggested. "We'll say that we've grown interested towards each other.""Yun nga. I told them na dahan-dahan muna tayo. I don't want them to meet you wherein we're still knowing each other," he replied."So?""Let's have a date tomorrow," He suggested."A date?""Pupunta kasi sa parke ang mga kasali sa Marriage Season. There would be a picnic. I think it's a great opportunity for us to show them that we are really going out."I nodded. I see. Mas kapani-paniwala nga kapag makita kami ng marami. Gossips will spread like a wildfire. Makararating ito sa mga kapatid niya."Okay," I nodded. "It's a date then."It's been ten minutes past one and Lev is not here yet. Sa aming dalawa, siya talaga ang palaging hinihintay. I should be mad about his frequent tardiness but it would always remind me that he have other problems to face as well. Gaya nung nakaraan, I took consideration of the fact that he may be taking care of his mother."Wala pa ba ang batang Laurier?" My Aunt asked.May picnic nga talaga at kadalasang nandito ay yung mga kasali sa Marriage Season. May tent ang Dorchner kung saan may mesa at upuan sa ilalim nito. We also brought our van para sa ibang kakailanganin. We brought our cook para magluto sa aming kakainin. Gusto ko sanang simple lang. Okay lang naman din sa akin na ako ang magluluto. But our Aunt insisted to be grand. Ano na lang daw sasabihin ng iba kapag nakita nilang simple lang yung picnic namin. They would think that we couldn't afford such luxury. Na namumulubi na kami."Wala pa, Auntie. He must be attending his Mom," Sagot ko.Napailing siya. "Poor boy. It must hav
"Kali?" I called her name pero na kay Lev pa rin yung mga mata niya."Woah!" Lev whispered to my ear. "Magkamukha nga talaga kayo.""I failed to mention that she's my twin so," I replied."Hi... Kali, right?" Bati ni Lev. "I'm Lev Laurier."Napakurap si Kali nang mailahad ni Lev yung kamay niya sa kanya. She bit her lower lip, hesitating to shake his hand."Laurier?" Tanong niya at lumingon sa akin. "Siya ba yung hinintay natin?"I nodded. "Yes. Siya nga.""Oh," She sounded disappointed. "N-Nice to meet you, Lev. Kali nga pala. Kakambal ni Kaia."Nakipagkamayan si Kali and Lev could only smile wider. Tumaas ang magkabila kong kilay. Kali isn't usually like this. She's bubbly, even though she's an introvert. Kapag may pinakilala akong kaibigan sa kanya ay dinadaldalan niya ito. Nakakapanibago lang. "I see that you're an opposite," Komento ni Lev.Napalingon ako sa kanya habang nakakunot yung noo. "What do you mean?""Well, alam mo naman siguro yun. Your tongue is sharp while she's sof
"What's going on?" I asked Lev the moment we're left alone. Auntie and Kali went home earlier kasi sabi ko gusto ko munang kausapin si Lev. Auntie didn't like the sound of me being alone with Lev. Buti nalang tinulungan ako ni Lev at sinabing importante lang talaga ang pag-uusapan namin.As both parties bade their goodbye's, hindi nakatakas sa aking mga mata ang makahulugang tinginan nina Kali at Lev. At some point, I might have an idea why they're acting like that. Ayoko lang mag-conclude. Baka magkamali ako."What?" Tanong ni Lev."Duh. Those smiles and meaningful eye-contact," I rolled my eyes. "Seriously, Lev. Anong meron sa inyo ng kakambal ko?""Yan nga pala ang iku-kuwento ko sa'yo," He smiled. "It was Kali who helped me when I was drunk. Akala ko ikaw kasi magkamukha kayo."Tumaas ang magkabila kong kilay. "Si Kali yun?"He nodded. "She confirmed it herself after I asked.""In front of Auntie?" "Oo."Nasapo ko ang aking noo. Kaya pala. Let alone that Auntie likes Kali more t
"I-Is Lev gonna be coming over?" Tanong sa akin ni Kali.I'm in our kitchen, baking for our cake. Magb-birthday na kasi kami ni Kali bukas. It's actually my first time celebrating my birthday. Usually kasi lumalayo ako dito kapag birthday namin. Maliban sa hindi naman ako paghahandaan ni Auntie, I also don't want to remind myself how lonely I am. Wala akong mga kaibigan para i-greet ako. Not even my employees know. Si Kali lang yung nag-g-greet sa akin. It was enough though. Kahit through chats and calls lang."I didn't tell him," Sagot ko."Why not?" Nguso niya. "Isn't he like, so close to you?""I don't tell people my birthday," Iling ko. "Why not?""Because I don't celebrate," I smiled sadly. "And besides, baka busy siya bukas. He's always beside his mom.""But you should atleast invite him. Baka magtampo yun sa'yo," Sabi niya I chuckled. "Hindi na yun bata para magtampo.""Can you just invite him?" She insisted. "Madaming handa si Auntie. How are we gonna finish all of it?""Ma
I didn't expect the number of visitors that we have. Ang sabi ni Auntie na sa dinner daw yung celebration. I thought it's only gonna be us. I mean it's been awhile since I celebrated my birthday with family. Nagulat nalang ako na marami nang nakaparada sa harap ng bahay namin. I heard violins playing. Even the chattering of the people, I can hear it from where I am now."Happy Birthday, Kali! It's so nice to finally meet you," Biglang may lumapit sa akin kaya nagulat ako. "Your Auntie told me a lot of things about you. How's life being an architect?"She must've mistaken me for Kali. Hindi naman nakakagulat yun kasi magkamukhang-magkamukha kaming dalawa. Even I sometimes mistaken myself for my twin on pictures. Well, sometimes."It's Kaia po," I corrected her. Napawi yung ngiti niya sa labi na para bang nadismaya. "Oh. The disappointment," iling niya. "Oh well, happy birthday anyways."Hindi na niya hinintay yung sagot ko at agad tumalikod na. The disrespect which I expected from eve
I found myself on the bridge. Don't get me wrong. Hindi naman ako tatalon. It's just healing when I saw the place. Mahangin at walang masyadong tao. Hindi ko alam kung paano ako napunta dito. Hindi ko din alam kung nasaan na ako. I just drove my car, not knowing the directions until I found myself here. I didn't stop my tears from crawling down my cheeks. No one will judge me here. Gusto ko lang maibsan yung bigat sa aking dibdib. Life was never by my side and I guess it's too much for me to handle now. I look down the river and noticed how calm the current flow is. Pumikit ako nang mariin at huminga nang malalim. I knew that after this, I'll have to face everyone at the party. Hindi nga lang ako sigurado kung babalik ba ako ngayon or I l'll have to stay away from home muna. "I say broken bones. But death? Impossible."May biglang nagsalita kaya dali-dali kong pinahiran ang aking mga luha at nilingon yung tao. She's a she. She's wearing a black hoodie and without a make up on her fa
"Shots pa!" Abot ni Carol sa akin ng baso.I smiled at her and took the glass. Agad ko namang nilagok yung laman at inilagay sa mesa. Carol is already drunk. Napapansin ko na panay lang yung ngiti niya, tumatawa, at nage-ingles na. "Kali," Tawag ko sa kakambal. "It's okay for you to stop drinking."Kinuha ko mula sa kanya yung baso pero binawi niya naman agad. Same as how Carol is doing now, mas dumoble si Kali. She can't even open her eyes. I told her that it's okay na hindi siya iinom but she still insisted."Kaya ko pa, Kaia. I'm your big sister, okay?" She smiled, half-awake."Wow! You are younger than her?" Gulat na tanong ni Carol. "Why do you look older?""Because I'm not the type who smiles a lot?" Irap ko. "Sige na, Kali. Tama na.""Ayoko!" She resisted. Bago pa man niya mainom yung alak ay kinuha na ni Lev yung baso at siya ang uminom nito. Napanguso nalang si Kali at sinamaan ng tingin yung lalaki."Tama na," Lev said, full of authority."Bakit ayaw niyo akong painumin?
I stared at Kali's sleeping face from the mirror. Natutulog pa rin siya hanggang ngayon. I'm sure that this would be her first hangover. I'm worried kasi alam kong sobrang sakit ng first hangover niya kaya I prepared a pain reliever right by my side.Will everything be okay? Did I make the right decision? Letting Lev like Kali wouldn't cause any conflicts, right? I'm okay with it naman. Kung may makakakita man silang magkasama, then they would've thought that it was me. Except for Auntie, of course. She can differentiate us from one another.Inayos ko na yung buhok ko at naglagay ng kolorete sa mukha. I'm going to work today. Even though I am the boss and that I could choose to go and not to, I still chose to go. Kasi ayokong manatili dito sa bahay. Nakakabagot at nakakasakal."Kaia?" I heard Kali called my name.Napalingon ako sa kanya. She's trying to sit back up while holding her head. I can see how she flinched the moment she opened her eyes."You can stay in bed," Sabi ko at nila
I stared at myself in front of the mirror. I refuse to let a single drop of tear ruined my make up. Today is the day, the day when Lev is going to wed. Ewan ko ba kung bakit ako pumayag na pumunta. I told myself that I would never attend his wedding. Kaya nga ako nangabilang-bansa kasi umiiwas ako. But he crossed borders just to see me. Just to invite me to his wedding.Minsan naisip ko na may galit ba siya sa akin. Does he want me to suffer? Or did he assumed that I was okay with this, that I moved on? Does it look like that?Pero kahit pa anong pagkamuhi ko sa mga nangyayari, I still invited myself to be hurt. Talagang sumang-ayon akong dumalo. For what, Kaia? For respect? For you not to look pitiful?"Are you ready?" Tanong ni Kali sa akin.Mapait akong ngumiti. "Yeah.""Tara na!"Kali's invited as well. Akala ko pa nga pipigilan ako ni Kali. But no. She's supportive on my decisions. Hindi ko alam kung saan yung kasal kasi I didn't bother looking at the invitation. Kali knows.Mari
Four months later, I busied myself. I went to Italy to follow my dreams. This time, hindi tumutol si Auntie. She supported me together with Kali. Masaya ako kasi ito lang naman ang hinihiling ko sa kanya, to support me. It took a lot of obstacles just to get here and it is all worth it.Sabay na kami ni Kali pumunta ng Europe. She have a project within the area at sakto namang papunta ako dito. We stayed in the same apartment and supported each other. Si Auntie naman ay naiwan sa Pinas. I told her that she should start meeting men. She will not stay young forever."Kaia, I'll go ahead. Baka hindi agad ako makauwi mamaya so kumain ka nalang nang wala ako," paalam ni Kali."Okay, Kali. Mag-ingat ka!" I waved my hand at her."Bye!"She then closed the door behind her. Naiwan na naman akong mag-isa. Tapos na kasi yung class ko sa morning and so I have the afternoon all for myself. Napalingon ako sa bag ko ang something was peeking from the inside. Lumapit ako dito at kinuha yun. Napahint
"C-Come join us!" Utal na aya ni Kali at agad tumayo. "Kukuha lang ako ng extra plates.""Maraming salamat," ngiti ni Ms. Santos. "Pero kasi, basa kami. Nakakahiya namang umupo sa chairs niyo na parang mga basang sisiw."I blinked twice, realizing that it must be freezing for them. Fully airconditioned pa naman yung bahay. "I'm sorry for that," sabi ko at dali-daling lumapit sa AC para hinaan ito."We only have three rooms in the house," sabi ni Auntie."Okay lang. Pwede naman kaming matulog sa sala, diba?" Sagot ni Ms. Santos."No," iling ni Auntie. "I won't allow you to sleep in the living room.""You can stay in my room," presenta ko. Napalingon silang lahat sa akin. "My room is spacious enough to cater all of you. Doon nalang ako makikishare kay Kali."Tumaas ang kilay ng dalawang kapatid ni Lev. Nakangiti naman sa akin si Ms. Santos as if she's very thankful of what I've said. Si Lev naman ay napatingin sa akin na puno ng paghanga sa mga mata. What? Just because they hurt me doe
"Auntie, we need to go," sabi ni Kali.Hindi ako makagalaw. I can't seem to function well now that I saw him. Mas lalo ko nang hindi maintindihan yung nararamdaman ko. Masaya ba ako kasi nakita ko siya? Malungkot ba ako kasi alam kong hindi ko siya malalapitan. Fück!"Go? Saan?" Tanong ni Auntie habang nakahiga pa rin sa sofa. She seems really tired. Sobrang comfy na kasi ng pagkahiga niya at naabutan pa naming nakapikit ang kanyang mga mata. When she's in this state, hindi dapat namin siya dinidisturbo pero dahil sa pagmamadali, hindi na iyon naisip ni Kali. She wants us to go back home."Uwi na tayo," sagot ni Kali.Kumunot yung noo ni Auntie at napaupo, hinarap kaming dalawa. "Umuwi? Bakit? Hindi niyo ba nagustuhan yung lugar? May mga pupuntahan pa tayo bukas. It's part of the itinerary."Umiling si Kali. "The place is good, Auntie. It's one of the most beautiful places that I've been to. Pero kailangan na talaga nating umalis.""Why?" She asked. "I thought you liked it here?""We
"Are you alone?" Tanong niya.Ilang segundo din akong nakatitig sa kanya. Ano ang ginagawa niya dito? Does she needs anything from me? Wala akong maibibigay sa kanya so why is she here? "I'm sorry," iling ko. "I'm with my Auntie today. Why? May kailangan ka ba?""I wanna talk to you. It will be quick, I promise," sabi niya.Kumunot yung noo ko. "Ano?""May I take this seat?" She asked.Kahit hindi ako sigurado kung ano ang pag-uusapan namin, iginaya ko sa kanya yung bakanteng upuan na nasa harap namin. "Go ahead.""Thank you," sabi niya bago umupo. "Before we start I would like to say how beautiful you are today--""Ano po yung pag-uusapan natin?" I asked, cutting her words. She's not here to compliment me, is she? Napansin niya siguro yung pagkawalang gana ko kaya she compliments me first. Hindi niya ba ako kilala? Hindi ba nakarating sa kanya yung mga rumors kung anong klaseng tao ako? I am a snob, unfriendly, unapproachable, and definitely a person who doesn't beat around the bus
We heard the gates open. Halos magkasabay kaming napalingon dito. I heard the wheels making impact on the pebbles outside of the house. Si Auntie."Quick! Pumasok ka na sa kwarto mo!" Pagmamadali ni Kali sa akin.As I was told, I ran upstairs before Auntie could get in. Dali-dali pa akong nagbihis ng pambahay at winasak yung buhok. I immediately went to bed and covered myself with the comforter."Nasaan si Kaia? Alam kong wala siya dito!" I could hear Auntie's voice echoing in the hallways."N-Nasa silid niya lang po!" Sagot ni Kali."I am not a fool, Kali. Narinig ko na magkasama sila ng batang Laurier at nagtanan pa raw. Kaya pala you two are becoming suspiscious." Sabi ni Auntie."Nagsasabi po kami ng totoo!" Kali insisted. "Hindi pa rin niya ginalaw yung pagkain niya. Hindi din namin nakitang lumabas ng silid kaya imposibleng nakipagtanan yun.""Siguro hindi niyo napansin o di kaya'y alam niyo pero nagbubulag-bulagan lang kayo." Auntie paused. "Kapag wala si Kaia pagkabukas ko ng
"A-Ano?""Hindi na naabutan ni Lev si Mommy and it is all because of you! Grabe! Ang lupet mo no? You ruined my brother's reputation and where were you when everyone was bullying him? Wala! Nagtago ka at sarili mo lang yung iniisip mo!" She shouted.I was left in shock. People were bullying him? Hindi ko 'yan alam! Damn! What happened while I was gone? Was it really my fault? Yes, it was. Kung hindi sana ako gumawa ng tanginang ruse na ito edi sana hindi kami nagkilala ni Lev. I wouldn't have to ruin his life. He told me that we should runaway. Pumayag naman ako kasi siya naman kasama ko. He mentioned how his family started disowning him and I didn't know the deeper meaning of that. Bobo mo, Kaia! Hindi mo man lang naitanong sa kanya kung kumusta siya. Siguro tama mga kapatid niya— that you only think about yourself. "Nasaan si Lev?" I asked. "Is he okay?""Lev? You think papayagan ka naming makipagkita sa kanya? Sa lahat ng ginawa mo?" The other sibling scoffed."Alam mo na may ma
"What?!" Nagising ako dahil sa boses ni Lev. Unti-unti kong minulat ang aking mga mata at nakitang umaga na pala. Siguro nasa 9 am na. But what made Lev shout like that?Napalingon ako sa kanya and he's already standing. Nasa tenga niya yung phone niya. He's talking to someone and I can tell that something is wrong. Nakakunot ang kanyang noo at pakurap-kurap na din yung mga mata niya. It seems like he's in a hurry. Dali-dali niya din kasing isinuot yung lower niya na nasa sahig."I'm coming."Binaba niya yung tawag at dali-daling nagbihis."Lev? What's going on?" I asked.Napalingon siya sa akin at pilit ngumti. "I'm sorry, baby, but we need to go.""Go? Where?""I'll explain while we're on the way. Magbihis ka na at ihanda yung mga gamit mo." Sabi niya at pumasok sa banyo.Naguguluhan man ay ginawa ko yung utos niya. Pumasok na din ako sa banyo para maghilamos at magsipilyo. After that, I prepared my things. Buti nalang hindi ko inilabas lahat ng gamit ko sa bag. It took me a few mi
How am I feeling? I am devoured by jealousy. Paano nagawa ni Lev na talikuran ako only to face the other woman? Lasing siya, Kaia. Hindi niya alam ang kanyang ginagawa.Pero sabi nila, you are most honest when you are drunk. What is this, Lev?"Nagkagusto ka sa akin?" Tanong ni Patty na halata namang namumula na. Ewan ko ba kung sa alak o dahil sa biglaang pag-amin.Lev nodded. "Oo. Well we were young and I had to admit how I admire you."Huh! In-explain pa talaga!"Ano?" Tumawa si Patty. "Dahan-dahan lang, Lev. Hindi kita maintindihan.""Wala!" Iling ni Lev. "Ano lang. Hinahangaan kita noon. Ang bait mo kasi sa akin at minsan lang ako makakita nang babaeng lulusong sa ilalim ng araw. Walang kaarte-arte."Hindi ko mapigilan ang sariling ikompara sa kanya. Maarte ako. Ayokong naiinitan at mas lalong ayokong amoy-araw ako. I was raised to be prim and proper and adventures like what they did when they were young don't interest me. Napaisip tuloy ako. Iyan ba ang mga tipo ni Lev? Yung hi