Her fingers deftly tapped each key on the black laptop keyboard. The series of paragraphs continued to flow on the 14" laptop screen.
Kanya Arundhati is currently working on her second novel after her first novel entitled A Mysterious Man, which has gained hundreds of millions of popular writing applications. That's where she earns and continues to write.
Her second novel, entitled Kill Me, is still in the same genre as the first novel, the thriller genre, mystery, and mixed with romance.
Kanya remains focused on typing paragraph by paragraph because the idea will not break after she hits the draft. However, her fingers stopped at the scene that will make her have nightmares; the murder scene. The part that Kanya quite liked and described the part was not difficult for her. Even so, Kanya would rethink when writing that part of the chapter.
“Well, you don't make murder scenes anymore, right?” Samuel Wijaya asked.
Samuel Wijaya — a man with light brown hair — is Kanya's best friend who has always supported her for the past year since she wrote the novel. The man grew closer to her and became her only friend.
“I have to finish this scene tonight! It is the last part of the chapter.” Kanya insisted, even though she knew that she would have nightmares and wake up with a headache in the morning. She will still complete the last part of the chapter.
“Kay ...,”
Kay is Kanya Arundhati's nickname —the pen name she uses on a writing platform that is very popular lately, to be precise. Her first novel boomed, even though it had a less enthusiast genre because of the many spooky and gripping scenes such as scenes of sadistic psychopaths who killed their targets, making readers shudder with horrified.
Kanya glanced at her best friend. “You don't have to wait for me! And what are you doing at night in my apartment, anyway?”
Samuel shook his head and sighed softly. “Okay, I'm leaving now. If you have a nightmare, don't call me in the middle of the night.” Samuel snorted as he cleared his belongings.
“You needn't worry. I'm used to that dream. It's late, but you are still in my apartment.” She giggled.
Samuel Wijaya put on a flat face when he saw her. “Okay.” He replied.
She chuckled when Samuel Wijaya took a step and put his hand on the doorknob. Before opening the door, Samuel glanced at her.
“Kay, I'm leaving.”
“Be careful on the road not to meet a ghost.” She said with a laugh when she was looking at Samuel Wijaya from her seat. But she has no intention to get up and see him out of her apartment.
Samuel shook his head. “Gosh? Do you wish I met a ghost? What kind of friend are you ?!”
“Your best friend,” Kanya said.
“Yes, I know! Bye, Kanya.” Samuel Wijaya opened the door and left Kanya's apartment.
She sat straight in her chair, staring blankly at the laptop screen in front of her. “Huh!” Kanya frowned and sighed as she thought about the part she was about to write. “Should I write that part tonight?!” Her elbows rested on the table while her ten fingers scratched gently on the top of her head.
She glances at the clock, which shows 11:35 PM, and it will be midnight soon.
“It will be midnight, and I have to update a new chapter.”
Her face turned blue when it came to the part that made her head heavy as if she seemed hit by a hard object but did not leave a mark.
Kanya is the type of author who is principled and consistent in what she has done. If the novel's chapter update is at midnight, she has to finish the chapter, and of course, she has to update at midnight, and she can't postpone it.
“25 minutes to go, and this is the last part of chapter 11. I have to finish it. Cheer up, Kanya!” She has fiery eyes. Her ten fingers ready to type every string of words in her mind.
Kanya finished wrote her last part in chapter 11 in less than 25 minutes. After double-checking for a few minutes, she posted up the chapter. She has been exhausted, and her eyes started to close after turning off the laptop and falling asleep there.
In a foggy atmosphere, where Kanya is in an old warehouse. The warehouse where she stabbed the left chest of a man dressed in black. Kanya had entered the world — either dream like a real or real like a dream. She does not understand what she calls a recurring nightmare that bothered her often.
Kanya shouted and kept screaming that she wanted to run from there or get up forcibly. She held her head and felt a bitter sense penetrating the cavity of her soul.
“No! No! Not anymore!”
She wants to run, but there is not even light because the dark fog overcomes the place. Her eyes did not see a single way out. As usual, Kanya became confused and disoriented.
“Kanya ... hey, you come again?”
The subtle tone of a man who was familiar to her ears greeted her. It's been a year since she wrote her first novel. Every time she writes a murder scene, this man will come in a dark fog in her dreams.
The soft sound of footsteps came from the man who greeted her just now. A tall and handsome man with perfect jawlines like an international model — this man only existed in her dreams.
Yes, at this time, it was only in her dream.
Step by step, the man with the alluring smile approached her, and the black mist that enveloped the warehouse slowly faded when the man appeared.
“E, Eros.” Kanya softly said the name of the man who was a few meters away from her. Eros always gets killed in her dreams. “Don't come close!” She took a few steps back; a sense of bitterness had surged in her heart. She's afraid to kill that man and is worried every time she has to kill that man without mercy. Kanya's tears had rolled down her cheeks. She trembled as Eros's warm smile greeted her.
“Why, Kanya? Didn't you come because you missed me?”
Every step, Eros got closer to her. He sprinkled red rose petals with every step he took that fell from his hand. Kanya noticed the same thing over and over again, and soon the thing she feared would happen.
“I said, don't come closer!” she shrieked in a loud voice.
Eros purposely shook his head in disapproval. “Make a wish, Kanya.”
Kanya's heart seemed to sink into her stomach as Eros's dreaded sentence slid from his lips.
The rose petals in Eros's hand had turned into a sharp dagger that was dark red. Eros unhesitatingly extended the dagger to Kanya. She was terrified to see the dagger she used to stab his left chest when it repeatedly pierced.
“No! Not anymore! I beg you.”
“Take it, Kanya.” He made a stern tone when ordering Kanya.
Without any resistance, her right hand took the dagger from Eros's hand slowly. Kanya's iris turned red as she gripped the dagger in her hand. In her deepest recesses, she's trying to fight herself, but the dagger in her right hand was ready to slide towards Eros's left chest.
“Make a wish, Kanya.” Eros hissed. “Make a wish.” Eros hissed near her once again.
“Die!”
The dagger stuck into his left chest as her cold, and heartless feeling had pierced his bone. The blood starts dripping from his left chest. The pain Eros felt appeared through her eyes. However, there was no compassion she felt right now.
“Cough!”
The blood immediately flows out when Kanya deliberately pulled out the dagger. She began to smile sadly at the painful eyes of the handsome man in front of her. Too bad Eros had to die many times at the hands of Kanya.
“Hahaha ~” Kanya's laugh echoed through the warehouse.
Eros no longer spoke, and Kanya, without hesitation, stabbed him in the left chest once, twice, thrice, up to countless times. Finally, Eros fell due to the tip of the dagger piercing his heart.
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Kanya's POV“Ah!!!” I screamed as loudly as I could as a red mist of blood flowed from Eros’s chest—enveloping the warehouse where I stabbed him. He widened my eyes, and my breath was wheezing like I had run tens of meters away, and a cold sweat drenched my whole body, luckily I didn’t wet myself out of fear.It would be so embarrassing for a woman my age, terrified of having nightmares of bed-wetting. Just imagining it felt even more terrifying than stabbing Eros in the chest with a dagger.I tried to straighten my body. My head was hurt as if a club had hit it. I manage my breathing to be more relaxed, and then I lean back.“That dream again, over and over again with the same ending,” I murmured. “Huh,” I gave myself a weakly sighing that is all I can do for now when my breathing has started to get better, not wheezing like a moment ago.I looked at my ten finger
Kanya's POVSamuel Wijaya ignored me and walked into the apartment, not forgetting the black paper bag in his hand. He looked back when I closed the apartment door.“I just wanted to go straight to the office, but it would be a pity if I threw this paper bag, so I knocked on the door and kept on visiting as polite as someone said.” He said with a sarcastic smile and lifted the paper bag high.I watched with a lazy gaze at the black paper bag for which I knew what was inside. Last night Samuel Wijaya cooked everything in my fridge. I ate a lot last night. So, it’s not just his mistake that has made my refrigerator’s food material empty, but I also took part in emptying my refrigerator.“I think I have to eat alone outside.” Samuel took another step toward the door.Before he could grab the doorknob, I, who was still standing at the entrance, immediately took the bla
Kanya's POVAfter Samuel Wijaya left my apartment, I stopped eating breakfast. I spaced out for a moment; warm tears fell from my eyes without realizing why. My chest slowly felt tight, and the cavity in my heartfelt as touched by something I didn’t know.It was like a longing melting the frozen blood from my every vein. My warm tears keep flowing. I could not hold it in anymore; sobbing cries filled my apartment.I am not sure where these longing blows came from and ripped my heart. Eros’s pained face flashed through my mind, my chest became even tighter, and my heart was getting torn even more. The man wasn’t real, and I had repeatedly stabbed him viciously with my hands.I was paying attention to the hands that had stabbed him mercilessly. I felt like stabbing my hand and bowing because the tightness in my chest became more and more like I missed something I didn’t want to
Kanya's POVMy body’s weak due to the fear I felt before, and with trembling legs, I managed to get out even though I had to fall to the point which my palms skin peeled off.“It’s still early; which demon passed by my apartment?” My legs were weak that I sat on the floor and rolled my gaze to every corner of my apartment. No one, just me alone.There was no clinking sound of glassware from inside the kitchen. Plates, forks, spoons, and glasses were arranged neatly in place, even the wind did not greet them, but the sound of the glass clinking sounded in my ear.My body’s trembled even more because the fear had flowed into my veins. The sense of the cold hand that just touched my neck in the room now feels even more.“I—” I stopped like a mute trying to say a simple word, but I couldn’t. I crawled while closing my eyes to the door of my apartment. The cold sense ran down my back. “Ah!!!”
Eros POVThe man named Bambang stopped me. I just moved into this apartment last night and ignored who my neighbors are. My body is exhausted, and I am also sleepy because I just came home from work and did not expect to see a weird woman who went out of her apartment with extreme fear.I don’t want to talk to them, let alone that hysterical woman, saying that I am a ghost. Maybe she has a psychological disorder? I didn’t think that I had a weird neighbor. The woman was still shuffling behind the man with tall stature and very muscular muscles and not forgetting that his head was also bald. The appearance reflected a bodyguard in my eyes.I looked at the watch on my wrist, showing 9 in the morning. I haven’t even taken a shower, let alone breakfast, and by now, I’m starving. Moaning at the two freaks in front of me, I asked, “If there’s a problem, say so. I have to go home and feed my cat.”I’m not making any excuse
Kanya POVMy legs are fragile after closing my apartment door. I sat limply on the floor, a wry smile adorning my red lips. I wanted to feel tears, but the clear tears did not fall from my eyes.All that was present was fear bursting into my every vein, and after that, I felt exhausted. I couldn’t continue my writing.I tried to get up and walk with my limp legs, then headed to the room while making a glance. Hopefully, the ghost has left for the next apartment. Go to the apartment of an arrogant man named Eros.“From the face, height, even the name is the same. What kind of coincidence is this?” I slightly shook my head, amazed by coincidence in front of my eyes earlier. Plak! I slapped my cheek lightly, hoping it was all a dream because this coincidence was impossible for me. “It hurts! It’s not a dream at all. Is he a human? How come I don’t believe it, huh?”Is it all just my prejudice tha
Kanya POVMy body is like a doll attached by dozens of ropes moved by that man. The strings impacted my body unconsciously, and I could see that I am already sitting in Eros's black sports car.“Rope?” Seeing my whole body, all the ropes that tied me just now had disappeared, I gave a strange look at Eros in the steering seat. He's as confused as me even though he's moving my body himself. “You!”“What? What rope?” Eros Darwin even asked me back. His face looked confused, like a completely innocent person.“I saw the rope move my body just now.”“You freaky woman! There's no rope. Early in the morning, you screamed about ghosts are now ropes. It would be best to have eyes checked by a doctor or went to a psychiatrist instead. I am giving you sincere advice so that others don't think you are crazy and think of the other neighbors as ghosts.” He said with no guilt.Eros Darwin i
Eros POVI stopped my car and saw her was soaked in a cold sweat from her forehead. She looked pale from the possibility of having had nightmares in her short sleep.It was when I am busy driving, Kanya Arundhati struggled to get out of my car. I could see the excessive fear of those beautiful eyelids, but I don’t know why she was so scared of me this morning, even just now. She called me a ghost, and in her dreams. She was a woman that quite insane I had ever met because of her unusual greeting.“Hey, Kanya wake up!”I shook her shoulders because she didn’t wake up like she was trapped in her dream and couldn’t open her eyes. I took a piece of tissue to wipe the sweat that trickled down her forehead. Kanya looked so scared that tears slowly seeped out of her tightly closed eyes.Fear of losing. Also, the sadness about losing the person in her life was seen on her face at this time. Who could have m
After Samuel Wijaya gave her a dagger, Kanya backed off one step. Seeing the dagger in her hand, she was a little shocked.Why should she be in a choice like this? Why did Samuel Wijaya have to do this to her? But they can talk nicely without having to point knives at each other.They were friends who loved each other for a long time. Kanya also never suspected Samuel Wijaya until yesterday. Why should Samuel Wijaya do such a heinous thing?“Don’t be afraid, Kanya. Just do as you write in your novel.”Kanya raised her face, unwilling to do as ordered by Samuel Wijaya. She threw the dagger to the ground and shouted angrily, “I don’t want to kill my friend!”Hearing this, Samuel Wijaya became furious. He deliberately gives Kanya a chance to get away from him, but Kanya misses the opportunity.“You think I’m still your best friend now? I don’t recognize you as a friend anymore. We’re not best friends anymore, Kanya!”
Kanya turned to the dagger that the man had just tool off. Maybe tonight is her last of breathing air, and soon she’ll meet Eros.She was still sitting on the ground floor, staring at the man approaching her step by step. Kanya is not afraid anymore if the man takes her life. She doesn’t even make any noise at the moment. She was just waiting for the man to take her life.However, is it true that Kanya will not take revenge for Eros, whom she suspects is gone?The man grabbed Kanya’s hair from behind. With no pity in his eyes, he pulls Kanya’s hair even stronger. Meanwhile, Kanya moans in silence.“Yesterday, you were screaming, not wanting to die. Now there’s no fear in your face. Are you ready to die?”Kanya didn’t answer the fucking guy’s question. She kept quiet and glared at the man. It was as if her eyes stressed that the man was going to die at his hands.That fear vanished a while ago. Kanya felt she was on th
That night, Kanya wakes up, she sees the man asleep with his body seated. Kanya feels that the man is off guard at the moment. If only she dared to kill the man, then this moment is a perfect opportunity to end the man’s life.However, Kanya has a soft heart. So she won’t be able to stab that guy. Just by imagining it’s freaking her out. Though Kanya is the author of thriller novels, none can reference if Kanya dares to kill people.Kanya swallowed her saliva deeply when she got out of bed. She strolled so as not to wake the man up. In her heart, Kanya prayed she could get out of there. Although she did not know her way out of this forest, at least she could be free of the man.At that moment, Kanya realizes she can’t open the door. She was annoyed and turned around to see the man leaning over. Kanya can see clearly that the man raised his lips.“Huh!” Kanya feels toyed with by the man who turns out not to sleep.“Many times, y
“Director, there are some huts that we found in the forest. But Miss Kanya wasn’t in the hut. We will continue to search,” Said one of Rudy’s men.“Don’t just search the forest, but look elsewhere too!” Commands Eros in a stern tone.“All right, Director.”Eros’ health has improved. He wants to get well soon and find Kanya. If it takes longer to let Kanya be with the man, then something unexpected might happen. Eros doesn’t want to think that far because he believes Kanya must be okay.“Are you sure that she’s alive?” Siska asked while folding her hand in front of her chest.Hearing Siska’s question makes Eros annoyed. Eros’ sharp gaze falls on Siska. Eros desperately wants to strangle the woman to death. However, since she had taken care of him, he would forgive her.“Get out! I don’t want to see yo
Kanya was still terrified after the incident. The woman’s death was right before her eyes. How could she not be overshadowed? Kanya grabbed her hair like a depressed person.Since yesterday, Kanya has eaten nothing. This morning, the man brought her breakfast. However, Kanya immediately refused the breakfast. The fishy smell of blood fills Kanya’s sense of smell. The man did not clean the blood of the woman he killed last night and let the old shack feel disgusting.“Ah!” Kanya closed her ears.She’s been like that since waking up this morning. Kanya sat on the bed, hugging her knees. Her eyes glanced to the right and the left. Kanya’s eyes are unusual, unlike before that bright.She moved her teeth while scratching her head, then shouted again, “Ah!”The man in the red raincoat outside the hut was dizzy hearing Kanya’s screams since this morning. Then he rushed inside an
In a white room and several people wearing white clothes — standing around the man, one of them nodded and stated that the man’s health had improved. However, the wounds on his stomach that had been sutured still weren’t dry.The people in white came out of the ward. Meanwhile, a woman sits beside the patient.“Eros, how can you be so stupid?” Siska muttered, seeing Eros lying on the patient’s bed.If that woman didn’t come on time, then Eros’s life might not have been saved.“How’s the Director?” Rudy immediately asked when he entered the ward.Siska turned to Rudy, “The critical period is over. He’s fine now.”“Thankfully.” Rudy breathed a sigh of relief.They were anxious when Eros was in critical condition yesterday. However, hearing good news today made them calmer.“Have you found that woman?”“…” Rudy paused for a moment, then looked at Eros, who was still unconscious. “I can’t find her
That night, Kanya was moaning in pain from the wound caused by the man in the raincoat, especially when she thought of Eros, who had died.In her heart, Kanya couldn’t accept Eros gone. Or there was no evidence that Eros died. Maybe the man lied to her.Kanya silently cried until she sobbed. She was lying on the rickety bed with her back to the man in the red raincoat. Kanya did not know what’s her Dault to that man and why she became his prisoner.The man heard Kanya’s cry. He got up from his seat, staring at Kanya’s back. In his hand holding food. The food is for Kanya, but he knows Kanya doesn’t want to eat dinner.Furious, he threw the food at his feet. It made Kanya flinch, her shoulders shivering, but she didn’t want to turn to the man.A moment after that, the man in the red raincoat came out of the hut. He immediately locked the hut so that Kanya didn’t run away.Seeing that the man had left, Kanya lifted her body.
The rough hand touched Kanya’s smooth cheek. His lips smiled brightly after carrying the women and leaving Eros on the roof of the building.Sunlight entered through the small gaps in the rickety hut. Fine dust flying freely. Meanwhile, spiders make cobwebs everywhere. One of the black spiders crawled on the man’s boot. He saw it with a look of disgust then threw the spider away. After that, he stepped on the spider’s round body.One life vanished under his feet. Although only a spider, in its body, there is a soul. That poor soul may have gone to hell by this time.Behind him, the woman with red lips opened her eyes slowly. She found the situation as in her dreams. She had been in this old hut, not once or twice—however, many times.Kanya did not take long and immediately recognized the old hut. “This shack exists,” She muttered.Circled her gaze, but she caught the man in the red raincoat standing not far from her. The memory of la
“E-Eros?”What happened? Why was Eros a victim? Wasn’t Eros the man in the red raincoat as Kanya believed?Kanya felt dizzy, so she took a few steps back and closed her mouth. Her tears fell uncontrollably.All the accusations that she brought against Eros were untrue. Kanya saw with her own eyes that Eros was the victim here. So who is the man in the red raincoat?“Are you shocked and scared?” The man in the raincoat asked with a grin. A terrible face seems very creepy.“Dammit!” Kanya snapped after she gained consciousness.Kanya turned to Eros, who was enduring pain. Then she took a step with her weak legs. She felt very guilty for not wanting to listen to Eros’s explanation. She should have heard rather than accusing him, just because of the evidence she found.That caused her to stay away from Eros, also getting Eros into this problem. Kanya’s steps were getting faster. She immediately threw herself at Eros.