VI. Past

Chapter 6

Past

I will never deny that once in my life, I've imagined myself spending the rest of my life with him. Hindi ako magpapakahipokrito na noong nakita ko siyang muli, kahit pa alam kong poot at paghihiganti ang tangi niyang nararamdaman para sa'kin, hindi ko maitatanggi na may parte sa buhay ko na umaasang baka sakali, ngayong maayos na ang lahat, baka maayos na rin ang lahat sa amin.

Maayos? Hindi ko inasahan 'to. I imagined seeing him again but I didn't include this kid in the picture.

Parang dinaganan ng kung anong mabigat na bagay ang dibdib ko. All my hopes, dreams, and plans have shattered. If I have not done the things I did only for him, would it change a thing? Ako parin kaya? Ako lang kaya?

And why would I regret everything? Everything I did was worthwhile. Even his success can attest to that! I should be happy, right?

Everything that happened between us, will remain in my heart for a lifetime. I'm still glad I met him. It was a season, a lesson, and reason.

It was