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And I'll be your memories, your lullaby for all the times hoping my voice could get it right IT'Sfunny how we know what makes us miserable, yet we continue to live with it. Perhaps, we find our challenges quite amusing or we just don't know how to win them over. Otherwise, why would we love the things that kill us? Pretty much, live for the things that's choking us to death? I kept thinking why I put myself in such a situation that doesn't give me a choice. Well, sometimes it does when I am torn between getting up or getting fired. For the record, I always get up. My conscience alw
Last Updated : 2021-06-30MISERABLE AT BEST CHAPTER 1
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright. Theeyes are the most fascinating part of the body. We rely on them every day, yet we don't really know much about them. There are a thousand reasons why I find the eyes the most wonderful organs in our body, but my favorite of all, is everytime the light touches the iris of my eyes every day. The ability to wake up and see the beauty of the world after a long deep sleep has always been one of the miracles we often took for granted. I hate to admit it, but it's true. I'm not a morning person. I hate waking up in the morning and battling with the cold water to wake my senses. But, being a high school student whose school lies far away from their house,
Last Updated : 2021-06-30MISERABLE AT BEST CHAPTER 2
Can't you tell I haven't slept very well since the last time that we spoke? "Woah, wait!" Zack's baritone voice echoed inside the room. He looked baffled as he turned to his silver watch. He ran from the field which made his breathing unstable as he spoke, "Wow, you're early, Zeekie!" Zack made a sour face as sweat cooled on his thick brows down to his full lips. I could smell the scent of fields and grass when he positioned himself below the air conditioner. His wet look made him more manly than ever. I was busy staring at the veins that form in his arms when I heard him chuckle. "Quit staring, Zeekie. I might fall." Zack thick eyebrows met above his pointed nos
Last Updated : 2021-07-14MISERABLE AT BEST CHAPTER 3
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me? "You look like a panda," Zack greeted. His broad eyebrows connect the bridge of his nose as he leaned on the back door adjacent to our row. I could hear his heavy breathing. "You did not sleep?" he intrigued. He was bathing with sweat as he went inside the room. I could almost taste the greeny field when he placed his backpack beside me. "Do you know what shower is?" I arched my brows. "I don't. What is it? Do you want to go with me there?" He grinned. He unzipped his backpack, and I saw him pulling bottled water with his left hand. He moved an inch to
Last Updated : 2021-07-15MISERABLE AT BEST CHAPTER 4
Everything I could give is everything you couldn't take--Flashback"You liked chopped banana on milk?" my seatmate with spiky hair asked."Yeah," I nodded."Oh, same," I caught the cheerfulness in his voice. "Do you want to try this Korean Banana milk? It's more convenient than chopping bananas every day." His chiseled jawline curved with a smile. He inserted the straw before offering the pack to me. He patiently waited for my reaction as I took a sip."Woah, where did you buy this?" I instantly reacted. It perfectly suited my taste bud."Did you like it?"
Last Updated : 2021-07-15MISERABLE AT BEST CHAPTER 5
For someone who leaves you breathless, and I know that you're scared"Why are you wearing your jersey jacket? Are you cold or sick?" Zack asked when I entered the room.Zack was sitting beside Geralt, who was hugging the guitar. They formed a circle at the center aisle along with the other boys. Aae was puzzled before turning his gaze from me."There you go, the concerned boyfriend," Chad teased with a smirk. His cheeks showed dimples on both sides."Whatever, Chad!" I rolled my eyes."Do you want us to lower the AC's temp?" Geralt asked. He pinched his nose, and I found it cute. Gab would agree too. She had a crush
Last Updated : 2021-07-16MISERABLE AT BEST CHAPTER 6
Girl, Can I tell you a wonderful thing?"Guys, where have you been?" Zack asked.I wiped my sweat before sitting beside him. Gab placed her guitar on the side."I borrowed the harp from the music room," I replied. I wasn't able to bring my harp for the performance today. I was lucky because I know the President of the music club, so they let me borrow the harp. "Who's next?" I fixed my vest before looking at the stage."Aae," Gab replied. She combed her hair blown away while we are running."He's gonna play cello," Zack added.I turned to see Aae walking on stage. H
Last Updated : 2021-07-16MISERABLE AT BEST CHAPTER 7
Hear the sound of love worth writing downI went to the bulletin board after the training to see the level ranking results. There were groups of students looking, so I have to wait for my turn. I was nervous because I wasn't able to concentrate much on studying due to training.Where are my classmates? Did they check the results?I wasn't able to check mine during recess. Players were excused for our monthly check-up.How about Zack? Is he still in the field?I overheard the freshies as I wait for them to finish."Omg! His full name is Zack Jersey
Last Updated : 2021-07-16
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MISERABLE AT BEST EPILOGUE
Miserable at Best (The End)I was already at the door when Gab called me. I turned my back and saw her smiling with tears in her eyes. She immediately hugged me."I hated Aae, but what he did today." She lost her words. So did I.I have no words to describe what he did for me. It was beyond what I expected.I somehow hated him.I hated him because he sacrificed himself for my happiness. I hated him because a part of me wanted to stay, yet I know that the love I have for him would never complete us.I hated him for ruining the wedding. I hated him for creating chaos between our families and the audiences. I hated him for making me a runaway bride. I would probably be the headline on the business page tomorrow, but who cares?I hated him. I hated him for everything. But, when I looked at him standing at the altar with a smile on his face, I lost the hatred in my heart.I realized that no matter how much I hated him, I hated myself more than him. I hated myself for not being able to give b
MISERABLE AT BEST CHAPTER 26
Z.I sniffed the chocolate scent as soon as I entered my room, so I wasn't shocked to see Aae sitting comfortably on my couch. He was staring at the glass wall beside my bed. He was probably watching the starry sky as he slowly tossed the hardball, or he was just spacing out."Why didn't you run away?" He caught the ball midair and placed it back on my side shelf. It was the ball my brother used to play baseball with Zack."What are you doing in my room?" I scoffed. "There's a saying that the groom and the bride shouldn't see each other before the wedding.""Don't even think about it." He stood up. "The wedding will happen, and this time you know it's for real." He tilted his head as he scanned me. "I was surprised Zack didn't think about-""I didn't accept his proposal." I cut him off. I don't want to think about it because I was too tired of crying. I just want to lay down on my bed. "I'm going to sleep, so would you mind leaving my room?""Why?""It's our wedding. Do you want my mo
MISERABLE AT BEST CHAPTER 25
Y.You were the greatest thing that ever happened to meI was never a morning person. I always hated waking up in the morning. But if I would wake up next to Zack, with his arms embracing me while the sun rose from the sea, that's another story I would like to read every moment of every day."If luck is on my side tonight, my clumsy tongue will make it right and wrists that touch," he whispered right through my ears as he hugged me from behind.I caressed his left forearm as he circled it around my neck. "It isn't much, but it's enough to form imaginary lines." Zack continued singing. I couldn't hide my smile, and the butterflies were circling my stomach.The dawn was already fading as the skies turned into pink with a touch of golden rays. I closed my eyes upon feeling its warmth. The sound of waves was as calm as Zack's voice."Forget your scars, we'll forget mine, the hours change so fast...Oh God, please make this last..."I felt his lips at the top of my head while he tightened h
MISERABLE AT BEST CHAPTER 24
X.EXperiments I'm going to put you through, now it'll only make you dizzy, sick, and paralyzed. I think you'll live without the antidote, the ending's a surprise. I think you'll lieI never understood the happiness rain could give. Not until my brother taught me how to dance under the drops of rain falling from the skies. Zon was a lover of rain. He used to wait for nimbus clouds or cloudless skies in the evening, hoping it would rain.He was the one who taught me to listen to the tiny droplets of sounds on our ceiling like a heartbeat coming to life. He was the one who taught me to enjoy a coffee in my cozy bedroom, with books, while listening to Mayday Parade.My brother taught me a lot of things, but he never taught me how to live without him.Now, staring at the window, while the clouds began to cry, made my heart aches. I guess I could never enjoy the rain as I used to.The rain seemed to be sympathizing over my agony, while I spent the whole weeks living in this home, well it w
MISERABLE AT BEST CHAPTER 23
W.When all I remember is talking is cheap and your lies are expensive"What are you staring at?" Laudi asked upon entering the resident's quarter. I was sitting on the swivel chair, focusing my eyes on the screen of the computer. My Mayday Parade playlist was playing in the background.My favorite place is wherever you areBut I don't know where you are"Have you forgotten what the brain looks like while looking for yours?" I said, joking to at least ease my emotions.Laudi scowled. "I know. It's just why you are looking at it? Are you going to change your specialization?" His hands looked for something to play on the table. "Is the vocalist of Mayday Parade broken?"He frowned upon hearing the song I'm playing.Now this crack beneath the ocean floor, it calls it way up to meAnd when I sleep I don't know whyBut it suggests I should come to find it"I might if Zack's memories still not back," I replied, ignoring his questions about Mayday Parade. They're still the best band for me a
MISERABLE AT BEST CHAPTER 22
V.Voice crying loud, I've been crying for days now and as I start to run, I stop to breathe."Who is he?"His voice made me stopped what I was supposed to do. I placed the lap harp on the side table before facing him. He played with his black penlight as he leaned on the glass window adjacent to the patient's bed.I furrowed my brows. "Didn't you read the patient's name, Lauyton?" He was a friend from college and a resident like me. I became close to him because of Gab. He was Gab's ex-fiancee."Zendaya, Zack Jersey Mendoza." He stared with annoyance in his face though he was wearing a mask. "I'm jealous."I managed to crack a laugh that didn't reach my eyes. "Why would Lauyton Diem Elarde be jealous of him?" I looked at Zack.I watched the beat of his heart on the monitor screen before moving my eyes to the ICP monitor that indicated his minimal brain activity. If this will continue, he might fall into a vegetative state. I'm hoping it would not result in that."You don't even know
MISERABLE AT BEST CHAPTER 21
U.Until you rightfully say what you saidAae Ocala Huang Agoncillo's POV12 years later"Your wife is still not here?" The event coordinator asked while sipping on her tea.I looked at her and saw the irritation in her face before checking my leather watch. It's already seven in the evening. I picked up my phone on the side of my hot chocolate and checked for a reply. I even restarted my phone thinking the signal might be poor. Though deep down, I know she's not answering my calls."She's on her way. She has a lot of work to do in the hospital," I lied. I don't even know what she was doing, but it might be true considering she's on duty."I see. It must be hard to be a doctor," she replied as she placed back the cup of tea on the table. She took the magazine on her hand before glancing at me. "I can wait for half an hour but if she isn't here yet-""Sorry, I'm late." Her sweet voice made us turn. She was gasping for air as she smiled at us. She bent a little to remove the cushion on
MISERABLE AT BEST CHAPTER 20
That I can live without you, but without you, I'll be miserable at bestI heard a slow clap after reaching the edge of the pool. I immediately removed my goggles and I saw Coach extending his hands on me."Coach," I greeted. I grabbed his hand as he pulled me. I removed my swim cap and let my hair on loose. "I guess this will be the last time," I said, trying to hide my sadness.I bowed down with a wide smile on my face upon saying, "Thank you for everything, Coach."I heard him chuckle as he pats my shoulder. He lifted my head and placed his hand on both of my arms. "I'm so proud of you, Zee. Thank you for being a great student.""I'll miss you, Coach. I'll miss everything," I wipe the shot of liquid that is trying to leave my eyes."You are making me cry, Zamora. Come here," he hugs me. "You are always welcome to visit me here. Okay?"I nodded upon leaving his hug. "Thank you," I repeated again.
MISERABLE AT BEST CHAPTER 19
Save me from this broken heart, all my love will slowly fade away"Zee Katie," My mother yelled as soon as she reached me standing in the garden. "What was that? Don't you know how rude it was in front of your future in-laws?!" The veins in her temple were showing as she clenched her teeth.My parents came back from Singapore together with my grandmother. It was my first time meeting her since my mother never talked about her family after she left home. I never thought I would meet her and not even in a blink of an eye, I thought about having Aae as my fiance.Uh, they were talking about the wedding dates a while ago. They didn't even bother asking about my opinion.
