MISERABLE AT BEST

And I'll be your memories, your lullaby for all the times hoping my voice could get it right     IT'S funny how we know what makes us miserable, yet we continue to live with it. Perhaps, we find our challenges quite amusing or we just don't know how to win them over. Otherwise, why would we love the things that kill us? Pretty much, live for the things that's choking us to death? I kept thinking why I put myself in such a situation that doesn't give me a choice. Well, sometimes it does when I am torn between getting up or getting fired. For the record, I always get up. My conscience alw

Can't you tell I haven't slept very well since the last time that we spoke?   "Woah, wait!" Zack's baritone voice echoed inside the room. He looked baffled as he turned to his silver watch. He ran from the field which made his breathing unstable as he spoke, "Wow, you're early, Zeekie!" Zack made a sour face as sweat cooled on his thick brows down to his full lips. I could smell the scent of fields and grass when he positioned himself below the air conditioner. His wet look made him more manly than ever. I was busy staring at the veins that form in his arms when I heard him chuckle. "Quit staring, Zeekie. I might fall." Zack thick eyebrows met above his pointed nos

Everything I could give is everything you couldn't take--Flashback"You liked chopped banana on milk?" my seatmate with spiky hair asked."Yeah," I nodded."Oh, same," I caught the cheerfulness in his voice. "Do you want to try this Korean Banana milk? It's more convenient than chopping bananas every day." His chiseled jawline curved with a smile. He inserted the straw before offering the pack to me. He patiently waited for my reaction as I took a sip."Woah, where did you buy this?" I instantly reacted. It perfectly suited my taste bud."Did you like it?"

Girl, Can I tell you a wonderful thing? "Guys, where have you been?" Zack asked.I wiped my sweat before sitting beside him. Gab placed her guitar on the side."I borrowed the harp from the music room," I replied. I wasn't able to bring my harp for the performance today. I was lucky because I know the President of the music club, so they let me borrow the harp. "Who's next?" I fixed my vest before looking at the stage."Aae," Gab replied. She combed her hair blown away while we are running."He's gonna play cello," Zack added.I turned to see Aae walking on stage. H

I can't breathe after all that you've told me "Do you want to have breakfast with me?" I fumbled at the door upon seeing Aae. He scanned me while his arms crossed.Oh crap! He saw my wake up look.I didn't check my face in the mirror before going out. I just brushed my teeth since I usually take a bath after training."Good morning," I greeted him. "Why are you still here?" I curiously asked. It's already five in the morning. He was usually out during this time."Let's eat." He invited.I blinked.He's asking me to eat?Okay, that's new. What's up with him today?"Uh, I'm wondering if you eat the food I made so-"I quickly nodded. "I eat them after training."He smiled. "Good to know. Here is your breakfast then." He handed me the paper bag. I was sure it had his thermal lunch box, a chocolate drink, and a note. I wonder what he wrote today.