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SANTIAGOThe wind blew through the room as sweat dripped down my back under the scorching heat. I had woken up to an empty room and to make things worse she went with my phone.The feeling it left in me was irritating, as I was totally pissed—I was a free man yet I wasn't being treated as though I was. If there was anything humiliating it was definitely the fact she had me on lockdown and disappeared into the thin air without telling me where she was going to—The damn woman.I roamed around the room aimlessly, at one point I tried to wonder why she had acted so absurd.She actually had been acting weird since the previous night, but never would I have been able to guess that she would lock me indoors.With the heavy thoughts creeping through my mind, I could feel every pore in me break out in sweat.I walked into the bathroom and splashed water on my face as I could feel the tension coiled beneath my skin, the sudden urge to smoke filled my mind but even that seemed impossible.Turned out that no matter how she tried to hide it, more and more glaring sounds exposed the fact that we were married.No ring's, no memories, nothing — I might have lost my memory but it didn't make me a fool, I was very much aware of my senses even if they were just clouded up somewhere in my head.It soon to me that the situation was more critical than how I was seeing it, I am was trying not to feel provoked, was she expecting that I'd race around all day"Good afternoon, this is room 54. Can I get extra keys? I must have locked myself in. "I spoked quickly through the telecom.The receptionist hesitated for a while, I could hear typing away on the keyboard. "One minute, sir.""Sorry sir, we were instructed not to let you out, health reasons.""What!" It was hard to say what I was more angry about the fact that I was locked in or what the woman just said.Regardless, I was totally pissed at the two so Infiltrated that she locked me in, what was I?I hung the phone and stomped through the room angry.There was no way I was going to let this slide, as soon as she arrived I was certain to give her the piece of my mind.I didn't know how long it took but soon I was sleeping from having everything so boring. I jerked up as soon as I heard the sound of a car driving in but was left disappointed when I found out it wasn't her.I was left fuming at how bitchy she acted, if I had my chances I would break through the door and storm out of the room, I was that angry.So angry that I could feel myself raging with deep breaths.Just as I was about to lose the last bit if synapses left in me, I heard the sound of the key jingling as she tried fixing it into the keyhole, I didn't know which to feel first.Rage, relief … I felt all at once, the fact that she locked me in like one of the lab animals, the fact that I left with my phone.It would take only a fool not to know that she was up to something and I was no fool, I Knew she was going to lie to me, losing my head wouldn't save me from her lies.She walked towards me with a smile, a damned smile after making me angry .It was as though she was planning toraise my hope just to crush it.I glanced toward the door when it opened, and hesitation ran through me as I met her smile with a cold gaze.She could see it now, she could feel that anger in my eyes as she halted right there at the door with one hand on the handle, and she stared at me for what felt like a minute.The look she gave me was as though I was insane, she looked at me like she was scared that I might go all out at her.Who wouldn't?She had provoked me, and it was only right that I retaliated."I am sorry." She starts to apologize as soon as she steps out of the door.Sorry, those words sounded absurd coming from her lips. There was no way she could be genuinely sorry something she did on purpose —I shook my head, a small frown forming on my lips, she could as well just suffocate the entire room with the dark energy that looked to be everywhere around her.Without saying anything, I stretched forth my hands. She got the gist of what I wanted without me speaking.She took my cell phone out of her pocket and handed it to me.I swallowed, somehow feeling like I was trying to overact.I turned to leave but she reacted by catching me right there on my wrist."I am sorry." She muttered again, this time her eyes watery."Just let me be for now."She sighed as I walked out of the room to the varenda.It wasn’t until I said goodbye and hung up that I realized that she was standing behind me all this while.She came up to where I was with her hair wet, still In a robe."That was the doctor." I tried explaining to her as she shook her head as though she could understand every bit of what I was saying.She paused, her eyes narrowing as she reached where I was with one arm resting on my back.A hint of amusement pulled on my lips at her approach, as she asked ."Are you still angry?"The sound of her voice filled the air."I don't know, I am just … I need a few hours to think about today. "" Is this about her? "If I had any self control left it broke at that minute, I couldn't believe that she was bringing up the issue of this woman at a time like this.I was only totally pissed that she was bringing the woman into this. The fact that one part of my mind found peace each time she said the woman's name made my heart skip.For I care, there was more to her than I was being told."Santiago." She tried speaking."I need to clear my head." I muttered again as I walked out of the room.ÇHAPTER 64SANTIAGOI would do anything to get away from her craziness. I tried putting the string in my mind together as I wondered how I got to be in the shoes I was in.There was that feeling of confusion In my mind that was coming from the fact that I Still couldn't remember much about myself, at least not the main things.Recently, my dreams we're still filled with mental pictures. I kept seeing the face of the woman that I had invited to the hospital a few days ago, the one that was acclaimed to save my life. For reasons I couldn't explain, her picture kept filling my mind.And so when Martha had brought the topic of her up , the best way for me to escape was to walk away.Now I was in the streets, with no destination in mind . I found that more peaceful than having to spend my day with her.Deep down I still felt annoyed about how she had acted, I was still overwhelmed with that feeling of frustration that looked to take over every part of me.Lights, I saw them everywhere… in
CHAPTER 65GLENN.I went still as soon as I was alone in my mind, I could feel the energy swirling in the air around me as I sighed .I couldn't make out a lot from the short meeting I had with her but if there was anything I could take out of it, it was the fact that she did strike fear into my heart.I decided that I needed to clear my head. I needed to put everything in theright perspective. It was a time to tell myself I truly wanted and set the pace for it.For a minute, I stood still,and couldn't even breathe or think clearly. I needed to speak to someone so badly, but unfortunately this person I needed to talk to the most wasn't here.The sad part about it is I never asked for it or even knew what it was. I didn’t even want it but it felt like it was imposed by a certain norm. The undying love I felt for Santiago was here, I have no choice but to accept it.I opened the bathroom room where I had been for the past minute sobbing—As if she could read the energy around when I ha
CHAPTER 66SANTIAGO"Take this it would help you remember —"Those were Glenn's last words and with the necklace in my hands the moment was sealed with a hug and kiss on the chin.I opened the door to the hotel room to find Martha on her phone, her back to me.I closed the door behind me and the little click sound from closing the door alerted Martha of my presence. She turned around and immediately put her phone down, rushing towards me with her face looking apologetic and filled with remorse."Where did you go?" She asked as she got to where I stood to look up at me, her lips pouted as they pointed up at me.She was a really beautiful woman and it was times like this you really noticed it. one's, you really noticed it.She was still wearing the same dress that I had left her in earlier. Even though we had fought earlier, I still felt the urge to protect her and kiss her."I'm sorry about earlier," she added quickly as if seeing something on my face that showed animosity."I didn't m
CHAPTER 67GLENNFor the umpteenth time, I sighed.I am the kind of person who would always look at the bright side of every situation no matter how terrible it was but I am not sure there is anything positive going on in my life right now. Everything is just going against my plan and there was nothing I could do to get it back on track.My life is shattering right in front of my eyes and there was nothing I could do to get my worries out of the way. It hurts and the most frustrating thing is there was no time for me to mourn my pain.My heart ached and there was no time for me to stop and just take a breath. Under my own watchful eyes my life is crumbling and there is nothing I could do to stop it.I have a meeting with my boss. A very important one at that and I know that any small inconvenience from my side will cost me my job.The last thing I wanted is to be jobless at the moment so I would have to try as much as my power permits me to keep my job.My boss can be pretty hard at t
CHAPTER 68SANTIAGONot everyone gets to see life flashing before their very eyes, for me I was getting the chance to see it twice.Pictures and images, vividly raced through my optical gaze. I saw it all at once, the van, being pushed through the hallway of the hospital and her face—GlennThis is most definitely a kind of nightmare, but what dream would leave so many conscious pictures and Images on a man's bare soul?Call it fear, call it whatever. At this moment I could feel my heart racing heavily as all I could hear was the pitching scream of my name "Santiago!"I couldn't tell who the voice belonged to but it was most definitely familiar, it had a grip on my soul, so much that it wasn't willing to let go.I could feel every synapse snapping in my brain, as shards of memories filled up every bit of my mind till I could feel myself drowning in a pool of thoughts.Who am I?Where is this place?My mind was filled up with these questions as I was almost going blank, rhetorical quest
CHAPTER 69GLENNHaving him so close to me at this moment sent nerves racing deep in my soul. I could feel my heart beating heavily filling me up with ecstasy.Each moment, felt like something I wanted till eternity—The slight touches, the glances, the smiles… I could feel every bit of it like a shadow hovering over my own soul.We pushed the door open and stepped into my four wall room."This is where I stay." I muttered.He stared around the room for a minute, from the fading walls, to the stained wallpapers just across the room."Not bad." He muttered before stepping into the room.I Stepped past him as fast as I could, picking up a dress that had fallen on the ground and hiding it behind my back.He left me with no sane mind, as I kept reflecting on how impossible it was to have him standing right before me in flesh.The more I thought about it, the more impossible the entire situation seemed . It looked to me like I was in a sort of dream, but it was so surreal.He was right the
CHAPTER 70GLENNIT Was a kiss that sent nerves racing down my spine. I had always thought of how it felt to kiss this man, my mind had always thought of everything intertwined into the moment of passion and heartful bliss at the moment I would say it felt like heaven.His lips on mine were the most beautiful things I could ever think of, it filled me up differently than anyone had ever made me feel.How else do I repay this?My heart ricocheted, there was this fear that I might be too frail to match the energy in this one kiss.It left a feeling of lust turned to passion in my soul, one that spread through my blood like poison, like a venom looking for a way to drag me into the hell of his lovemaking.I could feel it as it creeped over till my own felt like it was beyond my own control, I would have stopped to think about the situation to know if it was really what I wanted, but at the moment there was nothing to think about, just pure lust.Just pure lust enough to destroy both he
CHAPTER 71SANTIAGOWe were past the safety zone, at this moment there was nothing we could do to stop the moment. It had been pending, that promise of blissful romance had been hovering in the air all this while and now that it was here there wasn't just that could be done to stop ourselves.The moment I had kissed her, I had meant every part of it, I had meant to bring it this far to let her into me and show her things that should and shouldn't.Her lips were everything that I had thought, completely perfect, and the feelings it left behind? The feelings were inexpressible.Immediately I sat her on her bed and her gaze came to mine, I stared deeply into her and was overwhelmed about her beauty. She was so pretty that it hurt, my heart quaked heavily merely looking at her."You are beautiful." The words fell out of my lips like a forced whisper.I could feel the wave of energy in my voiceas I said those words. “Really? You mean or you are just saying it to fuck me."I chuckled at he