Katrina’s Point of View
A year. An entire year.
I have dreamt of this moment for one year. The moment I would finally get to live my dream.
The man I love is coming back home. Coming back to me.
I decided that it was time for us to finally become true mates and that there would be no more secrets.
Growing up, I always thought that all werewolves could do what my wolf could do, but then I realised that wasn't the case.
‘We are special’ Sage echoed
I'm going to tell him!
I had them prepare all his favourite food because I’m sure he didn’t have them when he was away.
After checking everything in the kitchen, I made my way to my bedroom. I had asked some people to pick him up from the airport since he was arriving in an hour; I needed to get everything ready.
I quickly took a shower. After I was done, I changed into a light blue, silky, floor-length dress and some sandals.
I placed my hand on my marking spot as I smiled at myself” I promise when I come back to put my mark here. Oh, I’m going to make you the happiest woman in the world. ” Xavier promised a year ago, planting gentle kisses on my neck.
“I want every man and woman to know that you are mine and I’m yours,” he whispered, kissing my marking spot.
I can’t believe it has been a year since he left on our wedding night to go to that war. The past year has been hard for me, but he brought good news, so all that didn’t matter.
I quickly applied some red lipstick before grabbing my phone.
“We are almost here” The text read on my phone as I smiled weakly at myself before rushing downstairs.
I hurriedly made my way to the hall. I needed everyone to hide before we could surprise him. Making my way to the kitchen, I heard voices.
“Can’t believe she is doing all this for him when he has come back with another woman,” One familiar voice came as I felt my heart race.
“Why do you like concluding about things you have no idea about?” Petra asked the omega as I swallowed hard.
“But am I lying? I heard he found his mate during the battle for the Black Mountains. That’s when he met her,” she retorted, no emotion in her voice as I swallowed hard, shaking my head.
He wouldn’t do that to me. There was no way he would do that to me.
He promised me. He promised my mother to always be there for me. He made the sacred vow. There was no way he came back with another woman.
I heard loud cheers and howls outside the house as I swallowed hard
He was here. He had arrived.
I was about to take a step towards the foyer but changed my mind; I was going to get the party started.
I hurried and walked into the hall as everyone looked at me like I was crazy; I looked at Mrs. Blackwood, hoping she would tell me it was a lie, but she looked away.
Why didn’t I notice this before? People were not looking in my eyes earlier. Does that mean they all knew? They knew he was coming back with another woman?
I cleared my throat as I went to the band. “Play some soft jazz” I instructed before turning on my heel,
My heart raced when I picked his scent as people stepped aside, giving him passage to come to where I was.
“Xavier” I whispered, a lump forming in my throat.
There was no way he would do something so despicable to me. He was the reason I was still here. The man who held my hand when I lost my parents.
He grew a beard and now had long hair, muscles rippling through the black leather jacket he wore.
My heart raced as fast as he strode towards me.
“Xavier?” I whispered before he took her hand. I turned to Mr. and Mrs Blackwood, hoping they would say something, but they kept quiet looking away.
Everyone’s eyes were on me, giving me pitiful looks before looking away.
“What is going on?” I asked him as he came closer.
“Kitty,” He started as my eyes welled up. I knew something was wrong.
The way he called my name was not like before. There was no emotion to it.
I could feel my chest pound as fast as I pursed my lips together. “What is going on? Is it true about this woman? I heard you came with?” I asked him.
“Bianca is my mate. I wanted—“He was about to say as I burst out laughing.
“What? Your mate? What about me, Xavier? What am I?”
He goes on ignoring what I was just saying to him, “She will be living with us. I plan on—“
“Wait! Wait!” I lifted my hand to stop him right there. He wasn’t planning on getting her to live here with us.
“What do you think you are doing? We are married and mated... Um...” I stuttered, shaking my head.
“I’m sorry Kat. I just couldn’t….I…” he stuttered, unable to tell me what the hell was going on with him.
“She needs to leave. There is no way she is staying in this pack,” I demanded, pointing towards the door as he shook his head.
“I can’t let her go. My wolf. She is my mate.”
“Am your Mate Xavier!” I snapped, but his eyes were cold.
“You promised to come back to me. You promised...” I paused, wiping my tears away,
“I can’t ask her to leave. We mated during the war.’ He added.
“Mated? Do you mean marked her? You let her mark you?” I asked, tears streaming down my cheeks as realisation hit me.
This is why he didn’t return on time. “Did you know about this?” I asked my in-laws, who stuttered as I smiled weakly, shaking my head.
They knew.
They knew this was what he was doing.
“How?” I cried, my nails digging deep into my palms as I looked at the man who was standing before me.
This was not my Xavier. He would never hurt me like this.
He wouldn’t do something that would bring me pain.
I caught people in the corner of my eye walking out of the hall, leaving me with him.
“The alpha king granted me his permission to mark her as a reward for the victory brought to our lands.” He explained, as I felt my knees go weak.
Alpha King? He had to go through that route? I gasped for air, holding my chest as I looked at him.
“What about me?” I asked him as he looked at his father and then back at me. “You will continue as the Luna of this pack. I realise the last year you have done everything and Bianca will be Luna as well,” He said as I blinked back my tears.
A year. For a Year I have taken care of this pack. A year I have taken care of his parents as my own and this is what he pays me back with?
“I plan on holding the Luna ritual for her next week” he announced as tears streamed down my face, my eyes meeting the man’s eyes who didn’t seem like he cared about the kind of pain he was making me go through right now.
“Have you forgotten everything you promised me?”
“I didn’t know what true love was. I just said yes to you because I thought you would be suitable as Luna. The moment I met Bianca, I realized that she differed from all the others. She’s the one for me.” He said to me as I sniffled back, shaking my head,
“The one for you? I’m your mate and Luna” I asked him as I looked in his eyes, my face straight as he raised his eyebrows.
“I want to meet Bianca,” I said to him as he looked into my eyes. My chest heaved as I looked into his eyes.
“What?” He asked me.
“Yes. I want to meet her”
Katrina’s point of viewMy mate Xavier and his beautiful Gamma Bianca are laughing and eating like they’re on a first date. But the joke is on me…It was like hot wax was being poured into my ears just hearing how happy he was with her. He kisses her neck, whispering into her ears and I try so much not to listen to it.He said “This is my future Luna, Bianca from the Black Fang”He introduced her as she bowed her head before Mrs. Blackwood, who beamed with a smile as she placed her hand on Bianca’s shoulder.Xavier pulled her closer to him, his arm around her waist as he told his mother how she saved him and how she fought so bravely during the battles they both went to.She had a pixie cut, with plumped-up lips and high cheekbones. She wore baggy jeans with a crop top and high-heeled boots.I watched him as he kissed her temples so gently, unable to keep his hands away from her.He didn’t have any shame.Mrs Blackwood looked me up like I was some bad omen who just took away her happin
Katrina’s point of view “Surrogacy? You are asking me to have your children for you?” I asked a bitter taste in my mouth just asking those questions.I feel nauseous just thinking about what Xavier was subjecting me to.Xavier gently stroked Bianca’s face while reassuring her that everything was fine. ”it’s okay, baby. I got this”Is this what a mate bond does to someone? Do they lose their mind?I was once the woman he made those promises to. Those whispers. And now he was asking me to be his surrogate?“If you want your child, I can have a son or daughter with you. But after that, I won’t touch you.” He remarked, turning to look at me as I closed my eyes, chuckling softly.How does he expect me to sleep with him when he has been with her? How does that even make sense?I clench my fists trying to calm myself down when I turn to BiancaI asked Bianca “Do you agree with that?”“I’m not jealous, the one who is not loved is the most pitiful. Xavier and I are just looking out for you. If
Katrina’s Point of View “How dare you disobey and hurt your alpha for an omega?” Mrs Blackwood pretends to pass out from anger, holding her temples.I almost roll my eyes. She can be such a drama queen seriously.“Get Pack, Doctor Andrea over here!” Xavier panicked, rushing to his mother’s while she pretended to be struggling to breathe.“Mother, you’d better get some rest. After all, Doctor Andrea is almost finished with the medication he prescribed for you. The Doctor won’t be coming back again.” I murmur, leaning in as I help Thelma to her feet.“Katrina, how dare you stop a doctor from coming to treat my mother? You miscreant bitch!” Xavier spat, his eyes flickering.“Alpha Xavier, it was Doctor Andrea himself who resigned. He felt that treating people with disgusting ethics would be a stain on his professional reputation.” I smirked, doing back the urge to burst out laughing at the scene unfolding before me. He thought people would stay?I helped Thelma up and was about to leave
Katrina’s Point of ViewI had just returned home after my meeting with the alpha king. I can only imagine what is waiting for me.Xavier kicked open my room with a snarl. “You went to see Alpha King? You went to beg him to revoke Bianca’s Luna ceremony, didn’t you?”I can’t believe the only thing he’s worried about is his mistress’s ceremony, when there are other things he should be worried about.I looked at the outraged man very calmly, denying it. “I did not.” My voice is monotone.There was no point in denying it, since it seemed he already knew what happened. Soon he would see the alpha king in this pack.Xavier snarled low, “Liar! You said you were going to REJECT me while you were trying to keep me from being with Bianca behind my back, hypocrite!”It seems that I never really knew this man. I almost want to bust out laughing at how dramatic he is.I fold my arms, staring him down as he clenches his fists on his sides, approaching where I was standing, his teeth seething as he c
Xavier asked me in shock, “You can fight?”He seemed like he had seen a ghost before him, his eyes staring me down. He growled, his eyes flickering different colours.I stared at the huge grey wolf in front of me and said, “Not really, better than you though.” the corner of my lips turned up into a smile.Xavier was enraged and growled, ‘I am your Alpha, you must obey me,’ and pounced on me.I used my fastest speed to kick him in his gut, forcing him back into human form as he slid on the floor.Everyone looked at me in shock, their mouths open like they had seen a ghost, and he staggers, as he holds his ribs.I take my time fixing my dress.“What are you?” I heard someone murmur in the crowd.My lawyer said, “Katrina’s last name is Snow, and the Snow Pack has always been known for their warriors.”A sense of pride in his voice when he says that. I take my time staring at my nails.Xavier stood up and rushed towards me. “If you are so capable, why didn’t you say so?” His eyes flickered
Katrina’s point of view“Snow pack’s Alpha Patrick was a great hero. The male members of the Snow family all died defending our borders, leaving only Katrina Snow, their only surviving daughter. Therefore, the responsibility and authority to rebuild the Snow Pack rests with Katrina, and the mate she chooses can take over as Snow Pack’s newest Alpha.” He says, his eyes roaming around the room.I can feel my chest pounding as fast as I look at him. I have never looked forward to something like the way I was looking forward to this verdict.“Please let it be a verdict freeing me,” I prayed inwardlyI broke down in tears, Father, Brother, I will rebuild Snow Pack. Whenever I think of what my family had to go through, I can’t help but break down in tears.My mother-in-law muttered, “If there is no rejection, then wouldn’t it be logical for Xavier to merge Snow Pack and become the Alpha of both packs?”She interrupted before he could even finish giving his ruling.Goddess, this woman! She ju
Xavier’s Point of ViewWords. Meaningless words were all that Katrina had told me.The last memory of me and her in our bedroom lingered on my mind.“I will wait. I will take care of your mother and the pack. And I promise to wait for you for as long as I will,” I remember what she said tenderly to me before we mated, she said, lying in my arms.“I Love you so much, Xavier Blackwood, and I always will.” She had said to me.But she lied. She lied to me.“Are you done rejecting her? Did you manage to take away at least half of her assets?” Bianca looked at me expectantly, bringing me back from a train of thoughts.I never realised that in just two years, Katrina’s traces were everywhere in the Pack.I lowered my head thinking of how everything went down when they started taking everything that was in her name. Was she ready to leave me from the beginning? Why were things insured in her name?I lowered my head, rubbing my hands together as she stood there with her arms folded.Bianca said
Katrina’s point of viewThe wedding scene in Blackwood differed from what I had imagined. It wasn’t like how I had expected it.“Luna, a marriage blessed publicly by Alpha King should have been attended by many powerful guests. Why only these Black Fang are soldiers attending Luna’s ceremony? No one from Blackwood or any Alpha from the other Packs is here?” Thelma asked me as we arrived on the ceremonial grounds where the wedding was taking place.I held on tight to my clutch, my eyes roaming around the place.“Moreover, neither the bride nor the groom are here,” Thelma added.I only hope Xavier didn’t trick me into coming here, I thought inwardly”Luna Katrina.” Amy, Beta Luke’s wife, shouted immediately as she saw us walk into the banquet hall. She was one of the few people who helped me once the time I was leaving, and I will always be grateful that she was brave enough to stand up to Xavier.“Just call me ‘Katrina’ now.” I corrected her, my eyes roaming around the hall.She bows h
Katrina’s point of view“Orion Snow? How did you… how…” I stuttered, tears rolling down my cheeks as he came closer to where I was.“Shannon did a bit of digging, plus your friend Juniper gave me the details,” he says, as I bring my hand to my mouth. He was trying to find them as well.“Let’s go.” He places his hand on my small back, leading the way. I make my way out of the room when I see Bray, Joshua, and Becky pacing around.“I take it I don’t have to punch him again?” Joshua asks, and I shake my head, chuckling softly.“Like you would stand a chance,” Lucius mutters under his breath“Well, at least I tried,” He retorts.“That was brave and stupid,” I say to him, and he shrugs.“At least he knows some people are willing to kill for you,” he laughs, wrapping his arm around Bray’s neck. “Isn’t that right, Bryan?” he asked. Bryan tried to get away from him, but he held on tight.“Where are we going?” Becky asks to join us.“I am going to Green Point. You and them are going back home.
Katrina’s point of view“Let’s get married,” he says, and my heart stops.I lift my head to look at him, and he seems serious about this. He is not joking, but serious. He wants to marry me.“Lucius. We can’t”“I will leave everything. My title, my name, my position. Just marry me” He murmurs, and I shake my head. I am not subjecting his family to something like this.“Lucius This Is—”“Say yes and I will walk away from everything for us,” he says, but I don’t think I am ready to make such a decision.“Lucius, I love you, but don’t you think this is just too rushed? You just can’t wake up and leave everything in the middle of the war,” I shake my head.‘Marry him and leave everything. For once, Katrina, put yourself first,’ Sage remarks.‘I’m not that selfish. You know that.’ I snap, staring at the man who is willing to risk everything for me.“No one would marry us. It’s a forbidden union,” I insist.“A couple of packs owe me favors.” He comes closer, wrapping his hand around my wais
Lucius’s point of view“No, Mother. You can’t issue such an order. I am the fucking commander!” I growled, and she shook her head in disbelief.“I warned you about that girl, didn’t I? She is trouble. Now she sent her men to come and kill you,” she growled as I rolled my eyes. Trust my mother to be dramatic about something like this. How could she think Katrina would hurt me?“Mother, please. It was just a fight. He got angry, plus he was drunk.” I had insisted, but she also insisted and used her power to have Joshua locked up.Now I had to face the fury of one particular blonde, who was covered in black dirt and her hair disheveled. She is mad because she thinks I will lock up her family.“Lucius,” she pulled away from me, the taste of tears and mint lingering on my lips.“Forgive me. I am so sorry for acting like an asshole.” I whispered to her, and she pulled back.“It’s fine. I would have acted like that as well,” she says, sniffling back.“I can’t believe you would lock him up. N
Katrina’s point of view“Where’s he?” I asked Noah as soon as we arrived at the barracks. “Katrina, I think it’s best if…” He tries to reason with me, but I ignore him and approach Lucius’s office.I don’t care if he thinks I cheated on him. He should know better that Joshua only acted like that because he found out Lucius was the one who lost consciousness and wasn’t waking up for days.“Lucius!” I shouted, making my way towards Lucius’s office. Without knocking, I push the door open.“How could you? How dare you lock him up? You know he would never do something like that unless he was scared for my life,” I growled, but he just stared at me, his eyes filling with tears as I looked at him. His heart began to race, jaw tightening as I picked up another scent in the office.“Joshua?” I turned to him, and he smiled weakly at me. He was in his dark green T-shirt and black jeans, sitting on the couch.“Kat… I thought...” He stuttered as he got up from the chair. He wasn’t in cuffs or shac
Katrina’s point of view“Becky!”“I’m good. Don’t worry,” she shouted as we got up to our feet. I cupped Bray’s face before turning to Noah.Someone wants me dead. I don’t know who, but right now, they want me dead.“We should tell Lucius. About this,” Noah says, grabbing his phone, while his arm is around Becky’s waist.I turned toward the streets, checking who would be so brave to use an RPG in a residential area. “It’s not safe. We need to get back inside the house” Noah suggested, but my eyes narrowed on the figure which was hiding behind the few blocks.“I will be back,” I shouted and broke into a run, going after the person who was hiding behind the trees. “Katrina!” Becky shouts behind me, but I am already chasing down the person who was watching my house.My lungs burn against my ribs, and I am out of breath when I finally skid to a stop. Cornering the man I was chasing.“Why are you chasing me?” he asks, his eyes wild with fear and panting heavily as I shake my head.“Why are
Katrina’s point of viewMy head is spinning, and everything feels like it's upside down. Bray is whimpering.His voice breaks. He sounds in pain.My eyes snap open as I look around. I am in my room.Bray is crying, and Becky is cursing at someone. I can’t hear Joshua.My heart races as I pull off the sheets and then head out. I can pick up unfamiliar scents in my room, so that means many people walked in without my permission.“Bray?” I call, coming out of the bedroom, and heading towards the living room where his voice is.“Bryan?” I call again, blinking back my tears. I hope nothing happens to any of them.“Kat!” He calls coming into the hallway, his face tears stained and eyes red like he has been crying for hours.“Bryan. What’s wrong?” I ask, and he comes running, throwing his arms around me. He breaks down on my shoulder as I pat his back.“Hey. What’s wrong? I am fine,” I whisper to him, and Becky comes again, tears rolling down her cheeks.“Katrina,” she whispers, covering her
Lucius’s point of viewHe kissed her. He kissed her even after I told him she was my mate, and they dared to lie to me.I laughed, just thinking of what had just happened.“She is fine. I will run a few tests and see how it goes,” the doctor explained as I leaned against the wall while Cassian sat on the bed.As if kissing her wasn’t enough, he still acts like this is fine. He was getting closer to her while I was here.‘Maybe they didn’t—”‘You saw them, Zane. he was kissing her,’ I retorted, my voice breaking. I had refused to believe it, but now, not so sure.I had tried to use our bond earlier, and she blocked me out. It was because he was with her, and they wanted to be alone.Like always, I am the last one she chooses.She will never choose me.‘She chose you before she even knew who you were. Don’t do this to yourself, Lucius,' Zane echoed, but I just blinked back my tears.“Thank you. Let me know the details of those results,” Cassian said as he took her hand in his. I almost
Katrina’s point of view“Sorry, I didn’t believe you. I am sorry I never came back that night. I am sorry I am not the perfect king, but I will never be sorry for not letting you out of this room. So, you will stay here until I sort it out, then we can talk again,” he says, wanting to touch my face, but I move my head back.He smiles, nodding his head. “I understand. So, I will let you cool down then we can think of the way forward” he says getting up to his feet. He inhales sharply before looking at me.“You are strong, Kat. Don’t let Bianca be the reason you finally snap.”“Maybe I don’t want to live this life anymore. It would be better if I killed her and joined my family,” I say, tears rolling down my cheeks as he comes back to kneel in front of me.“And the little those four kids you live with? What happens to them then?” He asks me as I blink back my tears, my throat tightening.“Not many people would stand up to an alpha king to protect someone, but they did this morning.”My
Katrina’s point of view“I am a failure,” I admitted, my shoulders drooping as Jamie laughed, coming closer to me, holding me by my shoulders,“Look at meI shake my head. I have failed again. I failed to hit the target again, even though we have been at it for days now.“Kit Kat, look at me. Pretty please?” He asked in a soft voice with affection, and I lifted my gaze to meet his ocean-blue eyes.“It’s not a failure if you keep trying. You only fail when you stop trying” his lips turned up in a smile and I nodded, throwing my arms around him, but everything became blurry.“No! No! Jamie! Jamie!” I cried, my hands shooting out to grab the person who was holding me down.“Kat. It’s me,” Cassian’s voice came as I sat up, tears rolling down my cheeks, as I looked at him.“She killed them. She fucking killed them Cass” I tried to take his hand but then remembered my conversation with him earlier.“I’m sorry. Forgive me,” I said, getting off the bed as he lowered his head, pinching the bri