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Loving you Again CHAPTER 34 SEASON 2
ESTHER POVTwo years passed and I resigned from the hospital, even I want to ask for information about Amber I couldn't, until now, I am still blaming myself, I hurt her too much though...my heart filled with regret, I should have chosen her, I should have agreed with her, my heart beats only for her, even time and day have gone too fast, nothing changes with what I feel.I turn my back in surgery, in all medical related work, I need to avoid Caleb as well, I know I hurt him, I left him before because I cant lie to myself forever, I am no longer in love with him, every admiration I have is just plainly childish crush for him and so I had to make a decision, I need to let him go and have the person she deserves."Esth, have you finish all the documents that needs to filed?""Three remaining and I am good""Okay better!"It is Sheena my supervisor though she prefers to be called by her first name and throws the formality but sometimes I cant help myself but to call her Maam which she u
Loving you Again CHAPTER 35 SEASON 2
"Tititiiittt...tiiiiitttt"Damn that beeper! I just had my two hours sleeping after the my ER shift last night, yes, it has been one month now after Sheena's case, as of now she is still doing good and her baby.I still remember when Mr. Gilbert talk to me being the new resident here."See, you didnt even get to sleep yet you are here""Well, I guess I am still a doctor after all""That is one thing you can never unlearn once you become one, doctors are not just curing and healing patients, we do it in total package, so mentally, emotionally, and physically you need to be fit, are you?""I just had done a surgery to one of my closes friend and actually boss for two years""So you think that is enough to say you are already fit?""But how can I say it? what should I say to prove it?"Looking straight at me from his sit and then speak."Just say yes Esther"From that point on, his words left me something within...He is right, I guess too much words to elevate myself from a challenging
Loving you Again CHAPTER 36 SEASON 2
I am frozen on my position ... she is, she is here but why? my mind suddenly rumbling with my thoughts, I want to walk towards to at least ask her.I am trying hard not to move a step, I might going to regret if I will talk to her but damn if I do, damn if I dont ... shit, every second is running and she is now moving away towards the elevator.This cant be, I need to talk to her!I walk fast to her and hold her hand that seems to startle her.I am now looking straight to her eyes when she stare at me with undistinguish emotion within her.It took a little minute of staring between us before I get the guts to start a simple talk but ..."May I help you ... doctor?"I am stiffined when I hear that, how come she seem to not recognizing me."E-Esther ... doctor Esther""Oh, do we somehow know each other?"At that point I was stunned, she really dont remember me, I was trying to imagine what had already happened to her when I decided to walk away.She was still in the hospital when I left
Loving you Again CHAPTER 37 SEASON 2
They say a mother knows best, but what if at some point, you failed on that part, looking at this woman who keeps looking for her daughter, I am not sure how can we help her, she keeps on nagging us about her child but don't want to do the examination."The only way we can check if you are okay if you cooperate with us, we needed you to be scan""No, I don't need to be cure all I need is to see my daughter!"After saying that we just all look at each other and they seems to get tired of convincing the patient so I have no choice but to just sit beside her and tries to listen to her."Fine, we won't force you to have scan, well I guess mother always know what to do right?"After I said that she stops from looking around and just look at me."That is not true, we don't, we are more than just a like our child, we are supposed to look after our children but me, my children looks after me until something wrong happen, when my daughter has been taken away from me, I don't know what happen t
Loving you Again CHAPTER 38 SEASON 2
Sweets, it is what everyone needs after a stressful event or job you had to take, pouring some liquid sugar in my cup while sitting here in the cafeteria, I nailed my eyes at the food counter, and suddenly my mind travels again to the past... those moments when I used to see Amber cooking all the food we eat, I always find a good spot so I can see her doing her stuff inside the kitchen and then after she sits beside me, those moments...is it gone?I deeply let out a sigh and then look outside the window, I am not sure if I should be happy or be okay that she forgot when I hurt her or still find a way to talk to her even though I knew she is already a different person now.After a little minute of spending time with myself, I receive a message from the ER, same drill, same routine, another set of a story from a different patient.I stand up and start to walk going to the ER, about Ms Perkins, somehow it has already been four days passed when I did surgery on her and Ellaine is now gett
Loving you Again CHAPTER 39 SEASON 2
Traffic is what people hate most, at the busy city and busy people, life moves fast, fast like you don't know anymore how fascinating the surroundings are, and at this moment, I am not sure if this traffic is to be hated or somehow creating a good chapter in me."I didn't know that this route would be like this""I am not sure either, I just ride a cab and that's it"I said and she gives me that glimpse again, those eyes that I used to stare at, those look that are only for me and now it is the same but it change.Silence surrounds us again, honestly, it never comes to my mind to be with her like this again, I mean I am teaching myself somehow the reality of everything, she is no longer the Amber I knew."Are you always like this?""like what?""Silent""There is nothing wrong with that""I didn't say it is wrong""Hmmm""But it is kind of boring you know"She said then look at me again and then smile, shit, my heart, I feel like it is jumping crazy the moment she do that, oh god, wh
Loving you Again CHAPTER 40 SEASON 2
Still thinking about my sandwich, after that moment with Amber I feel like I want to eat something that I am craving and that is that egg and ham sandwich!Since a lot of stuff going on in the ER, I was assigned again for the graveyard shift so probably I will go home again with the sunshine on my face and feeling exhausted again.Going back to the ER, they are all looking at me, of course, who would have forgotten that scene when a great doctor does the rants at the patient! Like what Amber says, not everyone is in favour of what I did, well I don't care, right now, I know my mistakes but I certainly know what I am fighting for!I walk to the station and this bitchy face of Alice approaches me."I hope you at least learn your lesson, it is obvious that the child doesn't know that so you should not have a rant to his parents which is patient, now our job gets more complicated this time!""Complicated?""Ms Holist ordered everyone to be at their modest attitude with the patient even th
Loving you Again CHAPTER 41 SEASON 2
Mistakes are what makes you stronger in life but what if you dont know your mistakes, what if all along you are living in a lie, you think you are doing good but you are already creating the biggest regret of your life, considering Mr. Barris decision and mysterious Sarah's sudden death makes my think of a lot of things.I am not sure about Amber's plan though standing here at the ER station with others that are involved in Sarah's case, I can see the trouble in their faces.Sitting with the chief and the owner of the hospital while asking you a lot of question is not a joke, I feel like being swallowed by the ground that no one wants to help.One by one, are summoned to go to that specific room that Amber provide for this special investigation and interview.They are all frozen to their position when emergency patient comes one after another but no one wants to move and check on them so I gave them all a death glare but it seems not to work so I pick up my stethoscope and head to th
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Loving you Again CHAPTER 72 SEASON 3
"I miss this!""I am fucking miss this too!"Amber whisper while pressing me on the wall and kissing me hard on my neck down to the collar bone, she is sucking my skin that made me moan and ask for more!Slowly taking off my shirt and bra and both my mounts are now showing, Amber squeezes it hard and I love it!Sucking and licking my nipples is what I really miss, now she is totally making me naked and lifting me as I hugged my legs on her waist, she starts moving to go to her room and gently put me down on the bed."Faster love...I do miss it when you make me cum!"I said in a very seductive voice looking at her while stripping in front of me, she quickly make a move especially when I open wide my legs."Damn you, woman! You really love doing this to me huh?"She whispers while crawling herself going to me kissing my skin going up and then stopping between my legs.Before doing what she wants to do she gives a spare second to look at me first."It going to be wet"She whispered."I p
