Traffic is what people hate most, at the busy city and busy people, life moves fast, fast like you don't know anymore how fascinating the surroundings are, and at this moment, I am not sure if this traffic is to be hated or somehow creating a good chapter in me."I didn't know that this route would be like this""I am not sure either, I just ride a cab and that's it"I said and she gives me that glimpse again, those eyes that I used to stare at, those look that are only for me and now it is the same but it change.Silence surrounds us again, honestly, it never comes to my mind to be with her like this again, I mean I am teaching myself somehow the reality of everything, she is no longer the Amber I knew."Are you always like this?""like what?""Silent""There is nothing wrong with that""I didn't say it is wrong""Hmmm""But it is kind of boring you know"She said then look at me again and then smile, shit, my heart, I feel like it is jumping crazy the moment she do that, oh god, wh
Still thinking about my sandwich, after that moment with Amber I feel like I want to eat something that I am craving and that is that egg and ham sandwich!Since a lot of stuff going on in the ER, I was assigned again for the graveyard shift so probably I will go home again with the sunshine on my face and feeling exhausted again.Going back to the ER, they are all looking at me, of course, who would have forgotten that scene when a great doctor does the rants at the patient! Like what Amber says, not everyone is in favour of what I did, well I don't care, right now, I know my mistakes but I certainly know what I am fighting for!I walk to the station and this bitchy face of Alice approaches me."I hope you at least learn your lesson, it is obvious that the child doesn't know that so you should not have a rant to his parents which is patient, now our job gets more complicated this time!""Complicated?""Ms Holist ordered everyone to be at their modest attitude with the patient even th
Mistakes are what makes you stronger in life but what if you dont know your mistakes, what if all along you are living in a lie, you think you are doing good but you are already creating the biggest regret of your life, considering Mr. Barris decision and mysterious Sarah's sudden death makes my think of a lot of things.I am not sure about Amber's plan though standing here at the ER station with others that are involved in Sarah's case, I can see the trouble in their faces.Sitting with the chief and the owner of the hospital while asking you a lot of question is not a joke, I feel like being swallowed by the ground that no one wants to help.One by one, are summoned to go to that specific room that Amber provide for this special investigation and interview.They are all frozen to their position when emergency patient comes one after another but no one wants to move and check on them so I gave them all a death glare but it seems not to work so I pick up my stethoscope and head to th
"Coming through!!!""What happen?""Another car accident""Give me details!, let us place him at the bed one, in three, two, one!""A 37 years old Keven Moris was found in his car unconsious, the car hits the big tree at besides 24th Solen road""Okay, I am opening his..."And then I am stopped with what I am seeing right now, his chest is having a huge hematoma, but I have never seen anything like this before."Did he somehow hit his chest of is there any possible way he will hit his chest this hard?""I dont think so, he is already unconscious while sitting at the emergency balloon at the steer wheel"I am stunned right now, I dont think this thing is caused by the accident."Alright let's move him to CT-scan!"On that part, one of the hardest being a doctor is that you have no choice but to involved yourself in a much serious situation than just treating an illness or wounds, are we going to be a hero or just a plain doctor but most of the time we unconsiously do both even it risk
12 years of being a doctor, I am out of the house for those years, I never get to ask my mother about things, even those hard time of my life I never seek any help or advice from her, I am not sure why I didnt but I am sure that I am avoiding her right after dad die, but after staying here for two years somehow we did has small talk sometime only but...just sometimes.I am back in day shift, so far I kind of liking the night though it is still depends on what is needed and of course Vannie rant on me so much, I just left her at night, I guess I will just treat her something next time.Waking up in the morning means to see my mother before she goes to her store."I am not sure but something change in you"She said and then pinch my cheeks and my arm."What?"I ask but she didnt say anything and just get out of the house after giving me that reaction like she seems to figure it out already but dont want to say it!I just hated that reaction she used to do with me and even with dad befor
"Really Amber? you will treat me like that just because of that!?"I dont care if I am now shouting my ass here but I am certain that I did not violate any rules this time!I walk straight to her office and her secretary didnt do something about it, I just saw this woman actingh weird on me and then sit in her chair in cross arms and cross legs."I didnt do anything wrong that is why I dont deserved that treatment!"She slowly look at me wearing those eyes, seriously I dont like her looking at me like this, damn, I miss the old Amber!"You seem to miss my point Esther, like I told you, I saw both of you, what makes you think no one others saw that?"And now I lost for words...alright, fine! she win this time!"Alright, my fault, but you can talk to me properly Amber, you even say it out loud there, you almost embarrased me as well, I am not where that angst of you come from! you could at least talk to me like a friend! right?"I said and then rolled my eyes on her going out of her off
How much it takes to hurt a person? when you know that it would be the best for both of you, even if it will kill you within, like what I am about to do right now, facing the smiley Amber."Hey, are you okay?""Y-Yeah...""Okay, what do you want to eat?""Ahm, I not really hungry...""Seriously? I heard that you just had your surgery with patient in 107""Yes, though I am a little preoccupied of something"After saying that, she suddenly stop from eating and just look at me, I am about to speak when she start to talk."You shouldnt think about it, it's just a kiss"I am dumbfound hearing what she just said...damn, why didnt I think of that, this woman in front of me isnt no longer Amber, I mean there is a possibility that it will be nothing for her."Oh, yeah, well I was just thinking if...ahm...well--""--it's nothing, dont get lost about it, last time I check, I am still straight...though I should say sorry for doing that...""Ahmm it's okay, like you said, it is just a kiss...it me
Expect the unexpected, standing outside Frances room while she is sleeping, I just dont understand why on earth she got this illness, brain and heart, after testing her an Echocardiogram for her supposedly cardiomegaly but I have found out that she has a heart valve disease.She has meningioma and a heart valve diseases but looking at her face, she is sleeping nicely like there is nothing wrong with her, a deep sigh is what I just let out when Amber appears at my back."Hey"She said which I totally forgot that I supposed to see her right now, Geez!"I am sorry, I just had an echo to her, I totally forgot""That is fine, so how is she now?""Meningioma and heart valve disease, both operable though I am not sure if her body can handle two major surgery""About that, I already know it from Felisa, if both of you think that she will be at risk, I cannot allow the double major surgery to perform together, I am sorry"I am stop hearing that from her, right now all I am seeing is the boss