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CHAPTER 29

Author: Nhia Norrada
last update Last Updated: 2023-11-27 11:37:37

ESTHER POV

I dont know what kind of act should I express in the middle of Amber and Caleb, but my eyes were shock seeing Amber walk away,

The emotion in me is arising seeing her leavin...I didnt know that my feet is now creating a step to follow her but suddenly Caleb hold my hand that stop me...

I look at him and reality hits me...damn...what the fuck am I doing now!

The silent I am right now makes my mind shouts and cries for no reason...I dont know what should I feel now!

"Here, I am sorry for acting shit last night.."

I slowly just accept the flowers, I didnt seem to form any words for him,

"Can you please wait here, I just need a washroom"

I run towards the washroom near by, as I enter the cubicle, I try to calm myself, I am start shaking for no reason, I always felt this when I am being stuck in a situation that I dont like.

I start breathing fast thinking of Amber walking away again from me...now my tears is formed in the corner of my eyes...

"Oh Esther, calm yourself...thin
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