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Growing Up

Author: Phoebe Phoenix
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I cried until no tears where left, then picked myself up. I had me and I was stronger than some man. I didn't need Bolton, at least not that way. He was a part of my pack and I needed his strength. The same reasons I needed to keep Blake around.

I walked into my room and Charlotte didn't say a word to me. She knew I was crying and I'm sure she figured out whatever happened between Bolton and I wasn't good.

I took a long shower then made some smashed fruit for my babies. When they woke I cuddled with them and played with a small wound up toy on the floor. Bolton had got it for them and said it helps them crawl.

"Are you ok?" Charlotte finally asked me.

"I think so. I'm just confused."

"Bolton cares for you, Sasha. I know it's confusing."

"Confusing isn't a strong enough word to explain Bolton and I."

"Do you love him?"

"What? That's ridiculous. How can anyone love some Vampire thing?"

"Bolton is a strong man, sexy too."

"He is old."

"Older men have a certain appeal to them." She winke
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