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Loving a Selfish Lycan Sometimes So Simple
After a very long and very cold shower I felt more like myself. I hadn't realized how crazy I was becoming until after I calmed down. "Feeling better?" Charlotte asked me as I toweled dried my hair on the couch. "So much better. I don't know what came over me. I never felt so... sex crazy before.""Stop! Too much information for me." Draconian blurted out and my mom and Charlotte laughed at him."Sorry that my weird hormones gross you out." I rolled my eyes at him and started playing with my daughter. Both boys started crawling and she is so close. She gets on all fours and wiggles her butt, but hasn't take off yet."Can you get me another dose of suppressant, Charlotte?" I still didn't think it was my heat, but better to be safe than sorry. Although I love my three angels, I didn't want anymore. I have my perfect family already. I smiled at them adoringly. They were my heart and the only reason I was still here. "Are you sure that's a good idea?" Her eyes had all worry in them and
Loving a Selfish Lycan Scarred for Life
I didn't sleep well and felt annoyed as light began seeping in my window. Tonight I will met the Queen of fairies. I was not feeling confident in myself about this.I spent most the night crying, feeling sorry for myself because I seemed to want these men that didn't want me. Maybe it was me that liked being tortured by myself more than anyone else. "You seem sad, Sasha. Are you worried about tonight?" Charlotte asked as we played with all three of my children. All morning I was quiet, going through the motions of what needed to be done as a mother, but not really awake to the world. If I let myself think too much I would give myself an anxiety attack."A little. Before I can even met the fairy Queen, which might be my death, I first need to get through two Alphas that are adamant about me not going. Their plan won't work though." I growled at my last statement, knowing Bolton and Blake will probably get themselves killed with their half ass plan."You're stressed, Sasha. When is the
Loving a Selfish Lycan Run
“I don’t like losing control like this.” My body was warming in both rage and desire. I was losing control and I wanted to rip his head off.“Hey it’s ok, Sasha. We are werewolves, not simple humans. You will feel better once you let your wolf run.”“I’m fine and I don’t need you.” That was a lie and I knew it. I didn’t want to admit it, but I felt better with him close to me. I hated all this. “You don’t need me, but you need my Lycan. He is your mate, Sasha, and he wants to help. Let him help you.”I growled at him feeling my eyes turn black. My wolf whimpered low in my chest. She did want her mate, but I couldn’t give into him so easily. I didn’t trust Blake. An Alpha is always an Alpha, but a Luna is only one if an Alpha makes her. It’s bullshit and unfair.“Trust me.” Blake said and my eyes turned black at him. “I will never trust you.”“Dove, come on. You’re ready to rage out. Shift with me.”“Never trust him, but trust me. You need to let your wolf out and run with Blake.” Bol
Loving a Selfish Lycan Last Hope
My body lifted from my wolf’s and I sat on the grass to watch over her. She was a small silvery grey pup and half the size of her all black Lycan mate. Blake’s wolf was larger than any I’ve seen, a longer snot, and big ears that stood tall. I knew I had fallen asleep in the paws of my mate, and that this was a damn dream world of the goddess. That woman really annoyed me.I looked over the lake and saw a blonde woman in a white dress walking on top of the water. There was another woman with her, black hair and snow white skin. Great! She brought a friend.“Daughter.” The goddess’ voice vibrated out, sending a wave of pain through my head.“You know your voice literally pains me. What do you want?” I asked annoyed. “She doesn’t mean to harm you. It is why she brought me with her this time.”“Who are you?”“Rebecca, your ancestor, probably a hundred times your great grandmother.” As the woman, who did look similar to me, stepped onto the grass both my wolf and Blake’s rose from their b
Loving a Selfish Lycan Turning a New Leaf
I stretched my arm over a hard body, letting my fingertips lightly caress every ridge of his abs. I knew he had been awake for awhile, if not the whole time, as his large hands rubbed over my back.“Blake!” I shouted, punching him in the stomach. This arrogant jerk. We were completely naked and way too close to each other.“What? I didn’t plan this, I swear.”“I heard otherwise. Get up! We have to go.” I ordered, grabbing my shirt to put on. “It’s still early, Dove. Let’s enjoy the energy we have swimming inside us from running for hours.”“I know you’re trying to distract me and it won’t work.”“I just want to spend some time together. Does being around me really make you that uncomfortable, Dove?”“Yes! Stop calling me that stupid name too. You gave it to me when you took my virginity then told me I wasn’t enough.”“I gave it to you the first time we were mated together. I waited years to finally be with you. You know if I had a choice I would had only chose you.”“Do you really thi
Loving a Selfish Lycan My Way
I walked into the tavern with Blake a few steps behind me. There were at least twenty fairies and elves pinned down around the old wooden bar. One elf was even burnt to a crisp with Chrissy the dragon standing over his body. “Well, this is interesting!” My eyes widened in amusement to a very pissed off vampire. I didn’t think he would be so violent, yet I should had known better. He was the general of my army. “What is she doing here?” Bolton growled at Blake.“Oh, he won’t be any help to you. He is my slave now.” I turned to Blake. “Right, or the next time you’re laying naked under me I’ll chop off your dick.” My finger brushed over his chin.“I’m at your service.” Blake grinned like a little boy. I think he was enjoying this as much as I was. After all it was a game I was playing. I couldn’t imagine myself to ever really have this kind of power, or ever dare to order two Alphas to bring me to a Queen. I had to fake it until I made it. I was a true Luna, whether I felt like I was on
Loving a Selfish Lycan Fairy Land
One second I was walking in tall grass with trees that seemed to touch the sky, then I was surround by lush blueish green grass as far as my eye could see. When I turned around there was no longer a forest behind me.“What the...” “Keeping moving. Only fairy bloods know the way. Lose Yavanna and we are definitely dead.” Bolton gently guided me forwards. Much better than his constant pushing at me. “Are you nervous?” I whispered to him.“Only an idiot wouldn’t be nervous.” He replied like a total grump. “I’m not nervous.”“You have proven to be an idiot many times already, Sasha.”I smiled at him, knowing he would say something like that. He only smiles when he is being a total ass. “Why are you looking at me like that?”“You are suddenly very close to me. Are you trying to protect me?” I looked down to my back where his hand still remained. He slowly moved it off me and I pouted.“This isn’t a game. Pay attention.” He nodded for me to walk ahead. Daddy wasn’t being any fun. That’s
Loving a Selfish Lycan Meeting a Queen
“No one has ever seen through my magic.” Her eyes of blues, purples, and greens squinted in anger at me. “I bet you never met a true Luna before then. Can you back up some?” I shooed my hands at her little body. Her wings flapped so fast you could barely see them and the wind was whipping me in the face. She was beautiful and so vibrant, but very small. She probably stood only to my chest, body slim with decent size breast. She wore no clothes, only thick glitter of rose gold and silver. Her wings were the most fascinating though. The spanned from her head to her toe, ending in a curve and sharp point at the top and bottom. You could see right through them, but there was silver sparkling and running through them, almost like blood circulating between her body and wings.“Have you not met a fairy before?” Her black eyebrows shot up at me for gawking at her.“I have, but never a Queen. You’re not just gorgeous, you’re like... pure magic.” I smiled, forgetting all of the madness she ha
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Loving a Selfish Lycan History Repeated
Seventeen years in futureMy name is Sasha Lycanic, born a low-level omega with nothing special about a single hair on my body. To make my life infinitely worse, my father was a traitor. My life didn't start out bad, it just kept plummeting downhill and for so long I was too weak to take the wheel. My eyes stared at myself through my vanity's mirror with a small smile tugging at my lips, remembering the days of my youth. I was young and naive. I loved deeply and oh so wrongly. I chose a life that damned myself, and I didn't realize it until it was too late. Now I was grown, no longer a child or so naive."It's time!" My mate called to me and I rose from my chair. Today, I cannot be weak. Today, I would be proud and support my son. My Lycan son, born out of malice and betrayals. I loved him, as I did all my children, but he was the oldest, the first and our future Alpha. "Coming darling." I said in a sweet voice. I may not have become everything I thought I would be, but above all
Loving a Selfish Lycan New Era
I sat beside a lake taking long breaths. I knew I couldn’t plead for my life again. This was beyond the goddess’ power and I’ve cheated death too many times. My hand moved over the small bump on my belly and tears fall down my cheeks. If I die, so do they. Would I ever know who they were, or do they become nothing since they were never born?“My daughter.” The velvety smooth poison nearly cracked my skull open and it made me smile. I wiped my tears away as I looked to the moon goddess. I wasn’t dead, at least not yet.“I never thought I would be so happy to be in this much pain.” I cried to her.Charlotte appeared next me and I hugged her instantly. “I miss you so much.”“I miss you too. We don’t have much time and the goddess wanted to speak to you through me.”“Ok.” I bit my lip, body filling with excitement. This had to mean I would return home soon and I couldn’t wait to kiss my mate’s lips.I looked to the moon goddess as Charlotte spoke her words. “This is the last time we will
Loving a Selfish Lycan And Then There Was None
“This isn’t true.” I mumbled as my feet fumbled over myself. Draconian was pissed and on a mission to get me as far from the pack house as possible. I understood his worry, but I couldn’t just leave. “Where are my children? My family?”“Your mother has them safe and off territory already. We will meet them at an ally pack’.”“An ally pack? They are all here.” I was trying to get my mind to work as we ran down four flights of stairs. I wasn’t even sure how I could survive without Bolton, but I needed to get to my kids. My hand went to my mark, remembering his touch to my skin. I could still feel him. “There’s no pain.”“What?” Draconian looked back at me and the fear that crossed his face was unmistakable.“It doesn’t burn. I can feel Bolton.”“Sasha, he might have not completely died, but we can’t go out there. You’ll be killed in seconds. You have to let him go.” Draconian’s hands came to my arms. He looked at me lovingly, but with a deep longing. “Drac? Something is off.” My eyes
Loving a Selfish Lycan Surprise
“Sasha! Get up!”I woke to Bolton screaming beside the bed. “What is...” before I could ask I heard the bells of war. “Their here!”“Yes! Today we finish this.” Bolton growled at me with red eyes. There was my monster. He was ready and so was I.“Yes. Today we finish this.” I repeated, standing to kiss my handsome mate then went to dress quickly. I was amped and ready for this battle, but I had no idea how it would end. I was always a foolish girl though, believing good would triumph if I just fought hard enough. Today was the true test of my beliefs and I would forever bury that teenage girl raised as nothing but a weak omega born to a traitor of my pack. Today, Sasha Glancia would truly die and I would own my name and rightful place as Sasha Leto. A name that would be known as the greatest and truest Luna of any specie for generations to come. It was the cost that made it all seem unworthy though.“You ready?” Eldora flew beside me on the roof of our pack house.“I’ve been ready f
Loving a Selfish Lycan War is Coming
Three weeks passed and surprisingly four species coexisted on my land somewhat peacefully. It wasn’t without fights or many being locked away for a night to sober up, but it was three weeks that they all bonded.“I like this little village we have here. It reminds me of the fairy land we occupied.” I snuggled into Bolton’s side. “It is like that. Expect we have proper shelter and plumping here.”“Yes, and I do love the luxuries of modern life. Bath?” I looked up to him. He was as a sweaty mess as myself. He woke me before the sunrise so we could have hours naked in bed before our kids woke. “Tempting, but I have to meet Draconian. He heard some rumors of an attack being planned at my kingdom and the witches’ neighborhoods.”“What rumors?”“Dragons been seen lurking about different territories.”“You think they will attack their lands since most are here? If we leave their people unprotected and they are ambush, it will put a wedge between us all.”“I know and that is why we need a p
Loving a Selfish Lycan Something Not Right
“Well, you look... better.” I tried to hide the worry on my face.“I look disgusting.”“It just one little spot. The rest of you is gorgeous.” I gave her a smile.“It’s the only thing anyone can see. Thankfully I’m locked away from the public eye.” Her fingers brushed the dark black ooze on her neck. Something was wrong with her mark and no one knew what. Fortunately, whatever odd growth happening from Blake’s mark it didn’t seem to affect her physically. The doctor cleared all her vitals and said it should have no effect on her child, but even they weren’t sure. There was no record of a mark ever turning into a black crusty wound that occasionally oozed out venom.“It will be ok. You’re perfectly healthy. We just have to be patient. Eldora and... the witch will be here.” I actually didn’t know any of the witches’ names. “I doubt they will know more about a mate’s mark than our own stupid people.” She hit the bars in frustration.“We will figure it out, Cynthia. You’re healthy and a
Loving a Selfish Lycan United
After watching Cynthia be escorted out of the hospital by our guards the mood between Bolton and I was soured. I couldn’t believe Blake did this to her and it made me want his death on my hands so much more.I couldn’t do that now though. If I killed Blake it would kill her. I was debating what to do about Viktor too. I didn’t want Bolton to lose his mom. The rest of the day he barely said two words to me, but I felt his hand to my skin every moment. He knew I needed to think and without his commentary. He made a point to remind me he was still here though.After dinner I put my kids to bed which my mom and Draconian agreed to stay with them at the pack house. The rest of my sibling stayed too and I doubled the security. I knew if Blake or Viktor showed up, my family would be their first target. It was no secret I would give up anything to keep them safe.By sundown a horde of Vampires arrived. I wasn’t sure who was left at their kingdom or even where it was. Watching Bolton greet th
Loving a Selfish Lycan Wrath of a Lycan
“We have so many things to do, baby.” Bolton sighed after we made out for another twenty minutes. “I want to just lock you in a room for weeks and enjoy every inch of your body, but we have two major threats we need to kill.”“Blake and Viktor.” I sighed too, feeling the weight of what they would be plotting now. “Do you think they know I’m alive?”“Probably. I want you to remain in the pack house.”“I won’t lock myself in here, psycho. I will promise to be always guarded though.”“I will guard you and no one else.” He growled.Before I could begin telling him that we can’t be literally glued to the others’ side a knock came at the door. I quickly opened it praying it wasn’t bad news.“Cynthia is asking for you, Luna.”“Cynthia? Where is she?”“You haven’t heard?”“No, what’s wrong. The last I knew she left the arena with her fated.”“She isn’t talking, but something happened. She is at the hospital and in bad shape.”I looked to Bolton with worry. “I’ll go right now.”I practically r
Loving a Selfish Lycan A Moment of Love
The kids ate a mountain of food then ran around talking to almost everyone that came into the dining the hall. They were little social butterflies and felt completely comfortable in our pack. Bolton sat beside me, hand in hand, even as we ate. Once the plates were cleared he pulled me from my chair and into his lap. I could feel his desperate need to feel my skin to his. Before today I would had thought it to be annoying if someone acted like this, but now, knowing I was his only desire, his only need. I felt like the most valuable creation every made. “I love listening to your never ending thoughts.” Bolton’s lips were in my ear. “Especially when they are about giving me every part of you.” “I’m yours now. You can take anything you wish from me.” I gave him a wink and he took my lips like a beast. I giggled over his rough kisses, laying my hands to the sides of his face. “I’m never going to get tired of this. In fact, the more you kiss me the more I want.”“More? I know exactly wh
