"Aren't you going to meet your mom?"
"You know what going up to meet her means," Lila took a deep breath. She knew that there was no way she was escaping it but still, she wanted to delay for a few minutes before she faced her mom. She knew the reason she was there and most of what she was going to say to her. She did not need any of that in her life at the moment.
"You cannot escape it; you do not want her to come down and drag you by the ears."
"That is true," Lila said, standing up as she walked away. As she walked to the room, moments of her mother filled her thoughts. She knew how difficult her mother had been while she was growing up, and she thought that she would get better, but it seemed as if she got worse after each year.
She braced herself and knocked on the door; she stopped before she could knock the second time. "This is my room, so why am I knocking?" she asked herself. Knowing she did not have an answer she took out her card and opened the door. She stepped in to see her mom had made herself comfortable at the edge of the bed.
"What brings you all the way here?" She asked, trying to act as if she did not know the reason her mother had taken a plane there.
"Are you going to play dumb with me?" Eleanor asked with her lip in a thin line. She looked around the room and stood up, crossing her hand over her chest. Lila knew she was about to go into ranting mode and it would be impossible to stop her unless she had exhausted herself.
"You know, after all we did for you and your sisters, I thought you would be a little more like them and get married without any stress," she started. Lila rolled her eyes. She balanced her weight on both feet and pressed her hands on both sides. She knew that they could be there for an hour with her mom running her mouth and actively comparing her to her sisters.
"Your sisters Elizabeth and Victoria also got married as you did; they were never in love with the man they got together with but not for one day have their names entered the news because they are busy doing everything in their power to destroy the nation their father had built for years. Why can't you just act your age for once? Elizabeth has been married for six years now and there has not been a single count of scandal and Victoria." She paused as if she wanted to ask her a question; she barely allowed her to squeeze in a word before she continued. "Victoria has been married for four but it's been barely two weeks and yet all the media keeps reporting on all day is you. What the hell is wrong with you?"
"If you did not push me into a marriage of convenience with our enemy, then this would not be happening." The words left Lila's mouth in fear. She was tired of hearing this lecture from her mom and decided that it was time for her to stand up for herself.
"What was that?" Eleanor paused, reeling in shock. Never once had Lila spoken back to her when they were having a conversation like this; she would have stayed quiet with her head down and then after a while, she would apologise and promise to do better.
"I mean, you can't even stand the sight of a Beaumont yet I am supposed to be comfortable with living with one and everyone is expecting this magic from me, like I am the chosen one to make sure the family does not go bankrupt. Why on earth is such a pressure on me? I am the youngest."
"Shut your mouth," Eleanor screamed at her and frowned. "What on earth have you done for your family? You have done nothing for them, nothing at all, and yet you think you can open your mouth and talk however you want?"
"I have done everything for my family."
"You would not interrupt me when I am speaking," Eleanor said, pointing a warning finger at her. Lila knew her mother was angry but since she had begun to air her opinion, she could not stop; she had to see it through to the end.
"Can I at least talk about the pains I go through for once? You asked me to marry him and I did that; you asked me to move in with him and I did that; you asked me to come on this honeymoon and I did it even when you set up all of this paparazzi and expect me to act perfect twenty-four hours a day!" she barely calmed down from her rising tone before a hand crossed her face.
She held her face and tears streamed down her face. "You slapped me?"
Lila staggered her hand, still clutching into her cheeks. It was strange that her mom was lifting her hands to her face and even going as far as hitting her across the face. She had always been vile with her words but never had she hit her before.She turned her hand, still clutching her face. "Where do you think you are going?" She heard her mom's voice ring but her legs were doing the work for her.Her hand gripped the door handle, and she pulled it open. She walked out of the room—it was her room—and she knew the right thing to do was to throw her mom out and lock herself in there, but her brain seemed to be coordinating on its own. She dropped her hands to her side, clutching the parts of her clothes she could hold as she walked wherever her legs could carry her."A young woman should never eat like that." She pressed her eyes together before she pushed it open. Her childhood was filled with various phrases like that.Eleanor had been obsessed with raising the perfect three girls.
She felt at ease but then it felt like something invaded her privacy. She squinted her eyes and turned to the side. Levi was sitting beside her; she wondered how he had found her there but she kept the thoughts to herself. She turned to him, tilting her head to the side, a lot of questions wanting to come out of her mouth. Levi tilted his head in the same way she did bad; it caused a smile to break out of her lips. He did not break off the stare and she felt it like a challenge and continued to look at him. She began to feel her cheeks get hot and it became uncomfortable so she cleared her throat and looked away. She wondered what he felt from looking at her like that; was he also feeling the way she did? She pulled herself up and was ready to escape whatever it was that they had just shared through a glance. He held her hand tightly, pulled her down, and whispered slowly. "Don't get up yet; just a few more minutes. A few more minutes to watch the waves." She wanted to tell him th
Lila felt like it was becoming a ritual for her mom to call her first thing in the morning and usually, when that happened, her mood for the entire day. She did not need any of the negativity in her life that day; she wanted to have a good day when she did not have to think of the burden of trying to uphold her family name and honour and her mom breathing down her neck.She threw the phone to the bed after putting it on silent mode; it was then that she realised that Levi was not lying in bed. As if he heard her thoughts, the showers turned on immediately, and she nodded to herself. She was on vacation so why did he think he needed to be up and early before she did? Her mom kept calling and she knew that by the time she saw her, she was going to get an earful but for now, she chose her peace."He is such an early riser," she murmured to herself and that rubbed her the wrong way. He seemed to always be up before her and to her that was now something to compete about. She wondered why a
She got back to the room with two large coffees, put them on the table and went to the toilet immediately. Levi was already dressed and that she was grateful for. He went to the table and picked up one of the coffees. "I will assume that this is for me," he said, sipping from it. She did not respond as she closed the door. She was not feeling coffee but the incident between them had forced her to get some and she would be glad if he drank both cups. While she wandered around downstairs, giving him all the time to get dressed, she could not help but continuously replay the image of his body in her mind. She hated that she liked what she saw.She spent a good time in the toilet, having her bath, and just freshening up. Since she got to the suite, she had not done anything for herself, and it felt tiring. Once she was done,, she felt like a huge load was lifted off her shoulders. She dressed up and joined him on the sofa."Should we go out for breakfast?" she asked because sitting down w
They continued talking about random things without trying to touch on any personal topics. Finally, they were done with breakfast. "This is one of the longest breakfasts I have had," Lila began and he threw her a look. "Breakfast is usually something that is done in a hurry to meet up with the hustle and bustle of the day," she added, trying to explain to him. He wanted to tell her that they could have breakfast together from then on but he did not know if it was crossing the line or if they were cool enough for that to happen between them. "I hope it was worth the length." He said and she nodded. "It wasn't bad." She scrunched up her nose, ready to get up. "I have some business I need to attend to, so you can go to the room yourself and I will meet you there later," Levi broke the news to her. "Oh," she settles back into the chair. She thought they would go back up together, but for some reason walking alone to the room scared her. What if she made a mistake again and it result
"You know that I am more of an expert on love than you are so I think we should take my word for it when I call someone hot," Jasmine retorted. "I mean, I would not call him ugly; he is just like any other John Doe out there; the only catch is that he has money," she said, laughing. She tilted her head to her friend and added in a low tone. "If he did not, then he wouldn't be as desirable," Lila said with distaste in her mouth.Jasmine knew that Lila was as strong-headed as a pitbull and that it was going to take a lot to convince her about Levi. Lila and Levi had been at each other's throat for a long time so it was even a wonder to Jasmine how they were able to put all differences aside and just accept to be together for the sake of her family; she was not sure she would be able to do anything like that for her family. They continued talking about random things and Lila could not help but feel grateful that she had not been left alone. At least Jasmine being there did great for he
"Get changed," Lila threw at Levi as soon as he walked through the room door. He stopped with the door closing behind him, looking back as if someone had followed him in. He pointed to himself and she nodded. "Yes, you get changed," she said, going to pull him into the room. As she touched him, she felt something pass through her body, but she ignored it. She pulled him into the room and she knew with his weight it was possible only because he allowed it. "Where are we going?" He asked as he stopped in the middle of the room. "We have to give the paparazzi something to talk about," she said and he tilted his head. "I thought what we gave them this morning was supposed to keep them busy for a while." "Well, I feel like if we are here, we should milk it as much as we can get; I don't think we might get an opportunity like this again," she said. He knew that her mom probably had something to do with her acting like that but he refused to say anything about it. "So where are we goin
"Let me tell you a secret," Lila said as they sat with their backs to the counter that separated them from the bartender. "A secret?" Levi replied, glancing at her before focusing on the moving bodies on the dance floor. "Yes, it's a secret," she nodded. "Well, I guess I'll be honoured to hear it then," he said, still trying to control his gaze from wandering to her. "I hate nightclubs," she declared as if it were a top secret. "The blinding lights, the excessive drinking, the sweaty bodies rubbing against each other." She paused as if she were counting off a list. " All of it, I hate it," she finished. "That is no secret to me; I mean, considering how uptight you are, this is not a surprise," he said and she glared at him. "You are calling me upright.""Because you are," he said, pressing his lips together. "I understand though; the club isn't really a place I like to be either," he said and that caused her to gasp. "But you're a social butterfly," she muttered and he nodded.
"And you..." Lila trailed off in response as she was expecting him to say something."Wait, what?""You were speaking, and then you trailed off. It felt like you wanted to say something and changed your mind midway," she said."I don't know what to make of this," he replied with a frown."Make of what?""You and this conversation, it's frustrating with you.""Frustrated with me?" She scoffed and crossed her hand over her chest. "What on earth is that supposed to mean?" Levi looked at her, and her face was screaming a demand for an apology. "Well, explain?" she said when he stayed quiet, rubbing his lips together."One moment you are cold as ice, and the other moment you are very hot. So hot it is kind of scary," he replied."I don't get it." She was not usually slow, but his words strung together were not making any sense to her at all. She was hot and cold? "Are you writing a poem?" she asked. If this were any other situation, she might have laughed in his face that he was saying a b
Lila went back to the room and bade her father farewell before she left for the manor. She wondered how her life with Levi and her family was going to be. Her mother had to stay with her dad in the hospital, and her sisters were in their own homes, which left her alone in the house with nothing to do. She knew that her mother would frown on her having her cousins or friends over, so she was left to her thoughts all by herself. Since the honeymoon period was still extended, they could not go back to work just yet.By the time she got into the room that night, Levi had chosen a side of the bed and was already sound asleep. She did not want to bother him, so she silently got changed and slipped into bed. She fell asleep as soon as her head hit the pillow, and her eyes only came open by the next morning.Levi had told her that he was a morning bird, and she was not surprised that he was not in bed when she woke up. She did her morning routine and went down to get something to eat. The sta
Lila left the room after a while. She was feeling overwhelmed and seeing her father like that was not great for her either. She took a stroll, finding the coffee shop in the hospital She was grateful for it as she felt tired and needed something to keep her awake. She ordered some black coffee and sat down to sip on the coffee while watching the doctors and patients walk around the place. She had been still for a long time, just occasionally filling her mouth with the warm, bitter liquid. After a while, she felt someone sit beside her, and she could tell it was a familiar presence. She looked, and it was her mom sitting close to her. She mentally prepared herself for whatever it was that her mouth was about to say. "Are you okay?" Eleanor asked, Lila slowed and turned her head to her with a confused expression. There was no doubt that her mom loved her, but the way she acted every time was something she could not wrap her mind around. "Yes, Mom," she replied. She had to admit that
As Lila showed Levi around the house, she could not help but get this chilly feeling from him. She wanted to ask him questions, but she was not sure what kind would be appropriate for him, so she kept them all to herself. After they had identified the room they would have to stay in, she turned to him."Are you sure this would be okay? We can tell my mom that this won't work and go back to the house, where we would have separate rooms.""It's fine," he said as if they were in an argument."I might be wrong, but I get a feeling that you are mad at me. Did I do something wrong?" She asked, trying to cast her mind back to when she started feeling the coldness from him, but nothing stood out to her."Nothing," he said like a child who was sulking about being denied some candy. Suddenly, it clicked in her mind that he was probably missing Fiona after all; they had to leave so quickly that they had no chance to say goodbyes. Knowing that was why he was all moody was hurtful to her, but she
"It's impossible," Lila shook her head; it made no sense for her mom to ask her to move in with them. She was planning on keeping all the distance with her parents until the one year elapsed. Her plan was simple, and now her mom had somehow found out the plan and was ready to ruin it."That's what I said, but the bags," Elizabeth said as their eyes followed the staff carrying them in. Lila knew that asking them to stop was pointless; if she wanted to change anything, she needed to speak to her mom first, and then they could take the bags back to the car for her. "What are you going to do about it?" Elizabeth asked because she knew how difficult it was to resist their mom; she was persuasive and could get you to do anything she wanted to."Don't worry," Lila said, shaking her head. She did not have a plan, but she was sure that there was no way they would end up staying there. There was enough room to house about three families comfortably, but still she could not bring herself to thin
Although Eleanor had given Lila and Levi a week more to stay, she called them to hurry back. A private jet was sent to bring them back to the city. Lila wondered what could be wrong and the reason why they had to hurry back. She felt a bad feeling in her gut, but knowing that her mom was a straightforward person and would tell her if something was wrong immediately, she knew that her mom probably changed her mind after sleeping on it all night.Levi had agreed to leave the island as well without asking any questions. Lila could not understand why he acted that way. If she were the one on the receiving end, she would have asked a ton of questions that might send the other party into frustration. He packed up his bags and was ready to leave for the airport before she could do the same.They left the hotel and headed to the airport for the plane ride. Levi was quiet, and Lila could not understand it because they had agreed to be friends, but he seemed cold to her. Maybe she had misunders
Although Levi had told her to rest up, she could not bring her mind to do that; she needed to know what he was going to do and how he was going to do it. She also wanted to know how her father was, but she knew that calling him or her mother was pointless as Eleanor would refuse to tell her anything. She knew that her sisters were the only way to go and since Elizabeth was more mature, she was the one she decided to call first. Elizabeth did not pick up so she tried to call Victoria and it was the same case. She concluded that they were probably in the hospital and they did not want to pick it up in front of their parents. She kept on thinking of how she had ruined her father’s dream of getting Skyline just because she wanted to feel comfortable. Her father’s words rang in her mind as she paced in front of the bed. ‘You can sacrifice a little comfort for great gain,’ he always said to her, and she could see that it was true. She should have never been considered enough to turn down
As soon as Lila walked into the room, Levi could tell that she was not the same woman he had left behind. Something must have happened. She looked sad and angry at the same time. She did not acknowledge his presence; instead, she moved to one of the couches and sat silently. Levi wanted to ask her what was troubling her, but he was not sure if she would appreciate the efforts or even tell him what was wrong. He waited a few minutes for her to come forward by herself to tell him what was wrong but nothing happened, leaving of her to speak She sat still, looking ahead. "Lila?" he called because the silence was killing him. They had just resolved their differences and agreed to be friends, and that meant they could rely on each other. She slowly turned to him with her eyes sad and wet. He moved closer to her and bent so they were on the same level. "Are you okay?" he asked. She opened her mouth to respond to his question, but the words never got out of her mouth, and tears flowed down
A woman came to address all of the couples who had shown up. After speaking at length, she asked them all to come back the next day, as that was when the competition was going to begin. After that, she disappeared, and the room began to clear out. Weaving through the crowd, both of them found their way out of the place."I can not believe that I am doing something like this," Levi said as they walked to the elevator."We already wrote down our name and attended the first meeting. I don't think there is any need to not believe it anymore," Lila responded. She also could not believe that she had willingly tried to put herself in the eye of the public but all she could think of was the prize attached to this.Her phone began ringing in her hand, and somehow she feared it was her mom. She looked at the screen and felt a burning, bitter sensation rise up her stomach as she stared at it. It was her mom, and she never once had a good conversation with her mom over the phone. It was always so