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2024-10-29 19:42:56I love my life again. I broke up with him two weeks ago. I can't say I don't miss him. He was in front of me for 6 hours a day. He was not regular in the class.
After 2 days of my stunt I apologised to him. Now because what i said, but because in what state i said. It would have gone well if i was sober. But you can't expect normal from me now. Do you?
He kept staring at me most of the time. It was like he was longing to talk to me but his ego was stopping him. whatever the reason was, he was not acting mature.
I thought Armaan and raaj will stop talking to me after our breakup but turned out they supported me. They talked with us both, kevin and me. Raaj tried to convince both me.and him to talk maturely. I agreed but he didn't. He will eventually come around.
Kevin was pretty much angry with his friends talking to me. Even carol stopped talking to him and that amused me. I felt bad for him but deep down i knew he deserves this. He left his friends
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