I busted out of the lab as soon as professor dismissed us. I knew Kevin followed, I waited for him in Parking.
"Are you the reason behind those stupid rumors?!" I barked angrily standing in the parking lot, as soon as he came. He was still few feet far from me. Few people turned to look at us.
He paused at his position for few moments then slowly walked towards me.
"First of all......" Breathing heavily... " how can you walk so fast?" Catching up his breath. " You busted out of the lab so fast. I had to literally run" he said
I stared angrily at him tapping my leg.
"NO. What rumors?"- he said after somewhat calming down.
" Oh come on. You know what I am talking about, spit it out"
He pursed his lips into a single line.
"Kavya, I am innocent stop glaring at me like this. " Its scaring me, I remained silent.
"Then how come they are asking me about our 'so called date', I made that very clear yesterday that it was a casual hang out and don't assume anything else". I shouted- " who the hell gave you the right to call me your date?"
" I didn't Kavya, trust me" He said lifting his hands in air as a sign or surrender.
"Then how come everyone knows, you dumb" ---- I started again but immediately got interrupted.
"They saw us leaving the college together yesterday. The lounge had seen through glass wall, one of them might have seen us." He said calmly.
Regret. Regret. Regret. I shouted at him in the parking lot. I buried my face in my palms. Anger was replaced by ' I am so sorry' face.
"Yeah, this face is better." He said winking at me.
"I am so sorry" I said with puppy eyes.
" Don't be, you are new here, get used to it." He said innocently. We looked at each other in silence.
"But why did you turned down Ricky? He can be a good friend" He finally broke the ice. I rolled my eyes.
"Brooooooooo. I didn't turned anyone down. Ricky and I never talked." I barked again And started walking towards my vehicle. I didn't have any more energy to waste on explaining this.
I have argued with everyone this whole day, I am not arguing with him.
He followed. " So, you are saying Ricky didn't asked you out?"
"No." I said bluntly.
I looked at him from the corner of my eyes, his lips curled into a wide smile, ear to ear. He was looking at me intently.
I struggled finding my vehicle in the huge parking lot.
"Oye, wait" he said placing his bag on one of the vehicle.
I turned around and saw him holding a small package. I walked towards him.
"Crumpled paper?" I said raising my eyebrows.
" Open it, stupid" he gave me joyful smile. He was excited.
I looked at his face then to his hand for few times and took the paper from his hand. Wait a second, why is this paper heavy?
I scratched the few layers of plain papers.
A keychain.
"Welcome to XAVIER'S Kavya" ,he clapped his hands as I observed the keychain.
"Is this really necessary?" I said placing the keychain in paper.
How am I supposed to accept this? I mean we just met once. And I am new here. I don't know what kind of person he really is. May be all this is just stupid boys bet. Or may be he really is kind person. But why would he gift me?
"Obviously" he said making a puppy face.
I looked at him than to keychain. I can't accept this but its so cuteeeeeee. I looked at him again. He stood there observing me, he had the knowing look as if he knew what I was thinking.
"Its just a small little gift from a friend to a friend Kavya. Don't think too much." He assured me. I smiled.
"Now go on, aren't you already late?" He said
I was already late for classes. I looked around looking for my vehicle still holding the keychain.
"This is really pretty, Kevin" I smiled
"Please pick your bag up, this is my vehicle." I said pointing towards the bag.
He pick up his bag and started walking out of the parking towards the lab.
"Aren't you going home?" I asked wearing my helmet.
"No. I have some business left here" he smiled.
Is this really a boys bet? I thought again.
I left. I reached the classes on time.
At night, I laid on my bed holding the keychain.
It was really beautiful, a brown puppy placed on a small fluffy ball. I never actually thanked him, I should.
Knock. knock.
"Why are you still awake?" Walked in my dad.
Placing the keychain under my pillow. I looked at him. He was holding a tray.
"No, stop being bossy. I AM AN ADULT NOW".I spoke raising my chin high .We both laughed.
He handed me the glass of milkshake. He sat beside me on the bed.
"Are you enjoying your new college beta? "
"Yeah. What about your shares, you seemed little tensed yesterday?"
"Did you made new friends? Be wise this time."
"Best way to avoid question is to throw another question, right?" I glanced at him.
We shared a strong bond. I shared most of things with him. Not about the boys. Otherwise everything.
We talked for an hour about my college , his shares, the new trouble at the court ( he is not a criminal. Advocate he is).After that he left.
The next day Kevin introduced me to his friends and few other classmates.He started sitting in the middle row.He even introduced me to his friend , Armaan.While he was introducing me to Armaan, a girl joined us singing softly to herself."Hi" I said."Heeeelllllloooooooo" she saidShe was the same skinny girl with curly hairs. She walked away singing to herself. "Who is she?" I asked." Carol" he said .Armaan was tall, shy guy. He didn't talk much."Hey, did you listened to the songs I shared with you last night?" Kevin in excited tone.No, I didn't."Yes of course" with a fake smile."Yes?!" Raising his eyebrows "which one did you liked the most?""2nd one" I lied."Are you sure?. What was the name of the song?" He definitely caught me lying." I don't remember that" I looked aw
At this point, Kevin and I started sharing a same table in lab, me with Kevin, Armaan and Raaj. And during lectures Kevin and I shared same bench, shared lunch and spend most of the time together. Few of the mates started talking but most of the class didn't mind anyway, making it up to the last year this college had already sucked everything from the students, the whole class wished that this year passes by as soon as possible. But yes, little gossips and teasing, here and these was mandatory because INDIA. I started enjoying this new life, new friends, it all felt like I am a fresher again. The burden of assignment , stupid class tests, and who the f*ck gives homework in college? And actually checked the next day?????? And what’s up with these stupid class seminars? Why the hell I have to explain the topic that you are supposed to teach? But watching the fellow classmates fumble was fun too. My seminar topic was "vitamins"
In just one week, Kevin updated me with everything, how he met Armaan, Armaan was into photography and editing stuff and Kevin joined him in first year. Armaan helped him a lot in the starting, but then Armaan’s interest diverted into the electronic music. But Kevin continued editing stuff, and now he owns a camera worth lakhs. He earns too. His hobby changed into passion.He calls himself cinematographer now.It was the part of my schedule to reach college, listen to Kevin's stuff, chirpy boy he was. Everyday he would tell me about his ex, how they spent a night under the sky, and same old same old. I paid attention in the starting but eventually I got bored and pretend that I am listening.And his stupid imaginations were cherry on the top.During the 3rd lecture, Carol me and Kevin were sitting together."Did he tell you about me and him?" Whispered Carol. She sat on my
I rushed to the college, being late is one of my few qualities, but today wasn't my fault, papa asked me to drop him off the court before college. We left the house at 10am but I entered the college at 12:05. F*ucking 30km ride.Yesterday was my birthday, Kevin promised me that he will meet me but he didn't. I was mad at him."May I come in?" I said catching-up my breath.No answer."May I come in, SIR?" loudly.No answer.As I was about to leave."Yes, welcome miss." Scoffed professor.I rushed in and took the empty seat beside Saachi."What's his problem" I whispered."Atheist he lets you in Kavya, he doesn't even allow if we are 5 minutes late and clearly you are 15minutes late" said Afreen, she was sitting in front of me.Saachi opened her mouth to say something but immediately looked down when not
The classes ended at 9 pm, my stomach made a dying whale sound. I was starving, haven't ate anything from the morning, hectic day in college, had to submit an assignment today and two module tests. I walked towards the home after buying a pack of chips on the way.I saw a cab outside my home. I walked inside and saw few suit cases in our balcony."Aaarrgghh, I am not in mood to deal with relatives now" I murmured to myself.I walked in the living room and saw my family on the sofa."Why are you late?" Asked my brother coldly.My brother and I have a strong bond. He obeys me. And this was an indication from him."Few parents came by.....""Your mumma is leaving, she needs a break, she is tired" said papa"What? Why? What happened? Suddenly" I was shocked.Mumma got up"I will be back soon, someone needs to understand my importan
Its been nearly a month, and mumma have no intentions of coming back soon. My day started early, instruct the maid , cook lunch before leaving, wake up my dad and rush to college. Rush home after the college, then tuitions and dinner, sometimes we ordered, or I cook. My cousins come over for a night every weekend with a lots of food, my aunt made sure we were good.Every night I just lay on the bed, my mind shut, body immovable but eyes open. I couldn't sleep. It wasn't like I was depressed but it was something words can't express.Kevin was there, We spent all the time together in college, Carol Armaan and Raaj joined us in starting but eventually drifted apart. Spending time with him felt good. Being with him felt good. I was comfortable with sharing everything with him.In the starting he was shy but now he talks a lot, everyday something about his ex, or cinematography or his home. He chirped whole day.----
I was sitting in an insanely crowded café, not exactly café to be honest, looking at Kevin. He was placing order on the counter."Your chocolate chai, miss." He said placing two kulhads of tea on the table.I smiled at this treatment. I was not used to this before meeting him."So, did you enjoy yesterday?"" Yes" I saw him shifting, preparing himself to listen my non stop talking " I entered and I was so anxious but Rosh......... And then I waved you bye but you didn't saw" finally complete."I saw" he said sipping his second chai."Why did you left early?""Papa called"This was the perfect time to ask him why he is avoiding his group. He spent all the time in college with me. He was cancelling plans with his friends and that is not a good sign. Why so cold? Why avoiding t
Few days passed by, I asked him a lot of times to send the syllabus but he didn't. He didn't even cared to reply, left most of my messages on seen. So I decided to let him go. I can't help him now.Diwali was next week. I was busy shopping for me and my family. Shopping is like drug to me and I decide what everyone in my family will buy.Kevin - Hi.Kevin- check your whatsapp.Kevin has sent you 2 pdfs- notification.Kevin- I have sent you pdfs, please start preparing notes, my kt exam date is out its on 10th next month.I turned my internet off. What is this behavior? I asked him to send me the syllabus beforehand. DIWALI is next week, my house is full of guest. What was he thinking?I already had downloaded the syllabus from the college website and prepared notes for 50% of syllabus. But he is not going to get them easily, i stayed up who
Finally I am here. I always wanted a solo trip and i am here. After working my ass off for 6 years after graduation i finally managed to gather money and convenience my dad. I wanted to have a solo trip with my money. I still am convincing my dad to let me buy my own house, he will understand soon. Soon that what it feels to be independent. Soon that I don't want a guy to buy me stuff. Soon that i can buy myself a diamond ring. I am in International cruise right now. Sipping my wine, watching the mesmerizing hues of sky. Enjoying myself in my perfect world. "Kavya?" I heard a voice calling me from behind. I don't recognise that voice. I looked back, no- one looking particularly at me. "Kavya" i heard again. I saw a man standing near the pool. I recognise him. "Kevin?" I was shocked. "Indeed." He said walking towards me. " Honey" a small voice came behind him. He turned around and hugged a girl. "Meet my wif
I love my life again. I broke up with him two weeks ago. I can't say I don't miss him. He was in front of me for 6 hours a day. He was not regular in the class. After 2 days of my stunt I apologised to him. Now because what i said, but because in what state i said. It would have gone well if i was sober. But you can't expect normal from me now. Do you? He kept staring at me most of the time. It was like he was longing to talk to me but his ego was stopping him. whatever the reason was, he was not acting mature. I thought Armaan and raaj will stop talking to me after our breakup but turned out they supported me. They talked with us both, kevin and me. Raaj tried to convince both me.and him to talk maturely. I agreed but he didn't. He will eventually come around. Kevin was pretty much angry with his friends talking to me. Even carol stopped talking to him and that amused me. I felt bad for him but deep down i knew he deserves this. He left his friends
Its been few days. I haven't talked to him properly, the last time i talked to him was when he took me armaan and raaj out together. I was not comfortable with him acting my bf, i was upset. "Are you two good?" Asked raaj. "Yes absolutely" answered kevin.Raaj looked at me and I rolled my eyes. "Kavya can you send me the link of that free books app?" Asked raaj. "Sure." I said when kevin spoke. "Look Bella upload the picture of her cake. I wish I could eat that. I loved the food made by her." Chirped kevin. I sat there uncomfortable. Raaj and armaan looked at me. "Ohh that's fine. Kavya is not among that cringe gfs who fights on such topics." He said laughing. Yeah I don't fight bit it bothers me. ------------ Today is shivratri. The hindu festival. And marijuana is served as prasad. I drank too. After drinking i entered my room and laid on bed. I couldn't stop thinking. As I got high, the anger inside
Harry and carol were waiting for kevin amd me in a place called Hyderabadi hut, which served best non-vegetarian dishes. Kevin and I left the college together and brought a cake on the way. I was gifting her a traditional top and kevin paid for cake. We entered the place. It was dark themed restaurant with blood red and black seats. I immediately loved the place. We saw them sitting on the far corner. "Happy Birthday my girl." I chirped and hugged her. I felt kevin's hand on my back. "Happy birthday" he wished. And shook hand with harry. "Hi harry." I greet him We sat on the couch together, kevin and me. I chatted with love birds for a while and saw kevin busy in his phone. I moved my hand on this knee in order to tell him that what he was doing is rude but as i touched him he hold my hand. He interwiend his fingers in mine and placed his phone on the table. It bring back the memories of Kay's lecture, how he seduced me that
The more I talked to bella the more she told me about him. A part of me wanted to believe her, another wanted to hold onto him. My personal life was ligetly mixed with college life only my professional life was separate. He continued to introduce me with his friends for few more days… "Kavya do you remember? I told you about how a guy came few days back to see my sister." He entered the class in lunch break. "Where were you? I literally called you like 10 times." I asked. He fold his hands on his chest. "Yeah I remember. They are going to be engaged next month. I know." I replied. "Well, he backed off. He said he don't want my sister." He said. "Just like that?" I asked. "Yes. Someone called him and told about my sister's last relationship and he without even asking-" "Calm down okay." I consoled him. He told me everything. How it happened and how his sister is depressed. He kept talking and i listened
I still trust him. May be what I talked with Bella was lie, I can't stop trusting my loved ones because of an outsider. Everytime he hold my hand, my hands went cold. At this point, the nightmare was turned into day-mares. He ushered me out of the class and asked mw.to wait for him. I was replying to sometexts when he returned with few boys. I remember few faces, they were his work mates. "Kavya, i want to introduce you to my team." He said excitedly. Nooooooooooooooo "This is udaiy" he spoke placing his hand on my back I smiled and shook his hand. "This is jay" I nodded and shook hand "This is Parth and his girlfriend" i nodded. "And this is my kavya, my girlfriend." He finally completed. I thought we were going to keep this hidden. They talked for a while and I stood there awkwardly. I don't want to be here. Why did he introduce me with them. I don't like this. I looked at kevin and he understood my discomf
I entered the class next day, kevin was in good mood. He squized my hand and whispered "we need to talk" "What? I mean yes, what is is it?" I asked. "Calm down babe." He winked. "No seriously what is it?" I asked again. "I got a contract, i will be in UDAIPUR for 2 days next week." He informed me. He was so happy, it made me smile. "Congratulations" i hugged him. "We are in class babe, All this can wait calm down." He pinch my arm. I laughed. The lecture started, I couldn't shake the feeling of being guilty. I felt weak. I looked at him. He is happ. " Are you okay? You look tired." He asked. "Yeah, why you ask?" I replied. "Your eyebags tell different story" i whispered. "Its nothing." I looked away. "I will give my 100 percent" "Kavya, i don't know about you but i don't feel like i am relationship" he asked me out of the blue. When we were walking in college gar
Stop" i shouted. I felt myself being lifted up. He threw me on his shoulders. "Jaan, don't act now." He laughed. "I said stop" i shout again. "We have needs, jaan" he said throwing me on the bed. I can't breath. My thoughts are all over the place. I felt a hand on my waist. I opened my eyes. I was breathing loudly, i was panicking. I looked around, it was my room. Arjun was sleeping beside me. "Nightmare" i whispered and got off the bed. My top was wet with sweat. I walked out and entered the kitchen. Gulping down the water i decided to sit on the swing, which was on our terrace. Tears rolled down my eyes. "Jaan" i repeat. I pulled my legs to my chest and started sobbing. After few minutes I heard footsteps climbing up. I immediately composed myself. "Kavya, what happened? Are you okay?" Asked my father. "Yes,papa. Why are you up?" I replied. "I don't know, I couldn't sleep. Why are you up? An
Its been 5 days in relationship. We are taking it slow, thanks to me. The first 2 days were awkward because now we can't just say 'look that one is cute' or 'ohh this girl is hell' or 'that guy is handsome'.We decided to keep this thing secret and not tell anyone. I entered the class, raaj was looking at me and smiling widely. He has been smiling at me for last 2 days. What up?I smiled back."Kevin?" I said."Hi darling" he said"Ssssssss…..class" i reminded him. I asked him not to call me with nick names here. "Ohh hi hitler" he laughed."Why is raaj smiling at me?" I asked. He looked at raaj. Then at me again."Umm… i don't know" he looked away. I raised my eyebrows."Okay he knows." He confessed."And?" "Armaan ""Chruch friends" "Best friend" I sighed."Are you ashamed of being in relationship with me?" He asked out of the blue.