Preview. After harsh and violent events that happened in past, I completely lost my faith in relationships: love and friendship both. I spent my last couple of years happily by myself and a very few people I trusted. Most of the people thought I was arrogant and self-centred and i was completely okay with that. But then a realisation hit hard, because of couple of bad people I can't stop trusting everyone. So, for a change i needed a new and fresh kick start. I transferred to another college in last year of my graduation. I loved the feeling of new and raw start. fresh me, fresh people , fresh environment and a lot better vibes. This is where the story starts... I was walking towards my class through the busy corridor just when I saw a him siting on the very first bench of Lr. 19, I saw his fair skin, his jawline, a face with a smile talking to someone on his left. My heart skipped a beat. I was petrified. He turned his face towards me while i was still standing few steps from the door of the class. He smiled. And I realised he was not the one i had a crush on but indeed he looked almost like my crush. After 6 months... The boy i saw is my only true and dearest friend in this college... After about a year, Things change so fast and harshly that you don't even get time to understand the circumstances. The change breaks you.. It hurts but hurt eventually makes you stronger. Read to find out what really happened in the last year of her graduation....
view moreSitting on the window sill mesmerized by the beautiful hues of sky, I smiled and looked at him.
He was leaning on the wall by the window lost in his deep thoughts and I knew that look, he was imagining something in his stupid head.
I was happy, the classes and laboratory sessions ended early today and we can finally spend our time together. I want to share every moment of mine with him.
"How was your shoot?" I asked again looking at the sky. The sky was filled with clouds and beautiful colours. The view was breathtaking.
I looked at him when he didn't answer . He was looking at me intently. He traced his lower lip with his finger.
"Kavya can I kiss you?"
Finally, He gathered his courage to ask me, I have been waiting for this moment for so long now. After a point, I thought he would never kiss me. He was always the shy one.
I smirked, hiding the my crimson red cheeks. Like other girls I never let my face be full of emotions. I can control my emotions. I can still have pissed off face while I am actually dancing inside. And I hate such situations where my emotions just oozes out of me, I am blushing. I can feel my cheeks burning.
He straightened and place his hands on mine "No, No, No, not if you don't want to" he said with hesitation in his voice.
I was waiting for this very moment, why would I don't want to? I want this.
I jumped of the sill and looked at him, directly in his eyes. I threw my hands on his wide shoulders placing my lips just few centimetres from his ,I whispered, "why wouldn't I want this?"
Placing his hands on my waist, he grabbed me hard and pulled me towards him. His eyes never leaving mine. I unconsciously bite my lower lip.
"My girl was waiting for me to make move, huh?!" He said, his voice deep and raspy.
I nodded, still biting my lower lip. He moved forward and placed his lips on mine. He was gentle and slow.
Finally.
He suddenly pulled back, and released me from his embrace. It made me stumble a little. I was stunned. What happened? Did I taste bad? Is something wrong? I looked at him partly confused and partly furious.
He climbed up the nearby stairs and stretched his hand for me. I looked at his hand then to his face.
When I didn't take his hand he pointed to the window, I looked back at the window and then to him. It was like my brain was on buffering mode.
"Our lab is right across the window, darling, I don't want anyone to watch us." He said with a smile. I looked in his eyes and my anger just melt away just like my heart was melted when he proposed me.
He took a step down and again stretched his hand for me. I placed my hand on his and he pulled me up with him. He lean on the walk and pulled me closer with a jerk. I fall upon him laughing.
He grabbed my waist and pressed his lips against mine. The kill was slow and gentle until he slowly moved his one hand from my waist and grabbed my head. He held my head in place, over slow gentle kiss was turned into rough possessive one.
He slowly slid his other hand down towards my hip.
At this point he was dominant and possessive. I never knew this side of him. He was always gentle with me. Not that I am complaining. I like dominant man.
I pulled away grasping for the air. I breathed heavily. He was looking at me closely. I was still in his embrace, packed in his arms. My hands on his chest. I looked at him, he looked contained and satisfied.
"Don't try me, wait for the Perfect time my love. You will be out of your breath once I start. You don't know what I have stored for you." His words running in my mind. I remember teasing him in our group and he whispered this in my ears.
He hugged me tight and pulled me off the ground. I laughed. He placed his head in the crook of my neck "Best kiss of my life. Nothing tastes better than you. You are the best." He said. I blushed.
I couldn't say it was the best kiss of my life. But it will be stored in best moment of my life forever. I know after few years I will surely smile remembering this moment.
Making out in college premises. Another wish check in my bucket list.
He slowly placed me down, " You are the best, I can never have enough of you I just know this." He said.
I laughed and we made our way towards the parking. The college was big so took us nearly 10 minutes to reach the parking lot.
He blushed all his way towards the parking.
"Oiii, stop blushing like this. Are u the girl or me?- I said teasing him. I am back to 'hide everything' mode.
I reached home and saw a long and heavy message from him about how he felt.
I sighed but eventually smiled.
Lets dive into the flashback to know the new beginning of our girl.
Finally I am here. I always wanted a solo trip and i am here. After working my ass off for 6 years after graduation i finally managed to gather money and convenience my dad. I wanted to have a solo trip with my money. I still am convincing my dad to let me buy my own house, he will understand soon. Soon that what it feels to be independent. Soon that I don't want a guy to buy me stuff. Soon that i can buy myself a diamond ring. I am in International cruise right now. Sipping my wine, watching the mesmerizing hues of sky. Enjoying myself in my perfect world. "Kavya?" I heard a voice calling me from behind. I don't recognise that voice. I looked back, no- one looking particularly at me. "Kavya" i heard again. I saw a man standing near the pool. I recognise him. "Kevin?" I was shocked. "Indeed." He said walking towards me. " Honey" a small voice came behind him. He turned around and hugged a girl. "Meet my wif
I love my life again. I broke up with him two weeks ago. I can't say I don't miss him. He was in front of me for 6 hours a day. He was not regular in the class. After 2 days of my stunt I apologised to him. Now because what i said, but because in what state i said. It would have gone well if i was sober. But you can't expect normal from me now. Do you? He kept staring at me most of the time. It was like he was longing to talk to me but his ego was stopping him. whatever the reason was, he was not acting mature. I thought Armaan and raaj will stop talking to me after our breakup but turned out they supported me. They talked with us both, kevin and me. Raaj tried to convince both me.and him to talk maturely. I agreed but he didn't. He will eventually come around. Kevin was pretty much angry with his friends talking to me. Even carol stopped talking to him and that amused me. I felt bad for him but deep down i knew he deserves this. He left his friends
Its been few days. I haven't talked to him properly, the last time i talked to him was when he took me armaan and raaj out together. I was not comfortable with him acting my bf, i was upset. "Are you two good?" Asked raaj. "Yes absolutely" answered kevin.Raaj looked at me and I rolled my eyes. "Kavya can you send me the link of that free books app?" Asked raaj. "Sure." I said when kevin spoke. "Look Bella upload the picture of her cake. I wish I could eat that. I loved the food made by her." Chirped kevin. I sat there uncomfortable. Raaj and armaan looked at me. "Ohh that's fine. Kavya is not among that cringe gfs who fights on such topics." He said laughing. Yeah I don't fight bit it bothers me. ------------ Today is shivratri. The hindu festival. And marijuana is served as prasad. I drank too. After drinking i entered my room and laid on bed. I couldn't stop thinking. As I got high, the anger inside
Harry and carol were waiting for kevin amd me in a place called Hyderabadi hut, which served best non-vegetarian dishes. Kevin and I left the college together and brought a cake on the way. I was gifting her a traditional top and kevin paid for cake. We entered the place. It was dark themed restaurant with blood red and black seats. I immediately loved the place. We saw them sitting on the far corner. "Happy Birthday my girl." I chirped and hugged her. I felt kevin's hand on my back. "Happy birthday" he wished. And shook hand with harry. "Hi harry." I greet him We sat on the couch together, kevin and me. I chatted with love birds for a while and saw kevin busy in his phone. I moved my hand on this knee in order to tell him that what he was doing is rude but as i touched him he hold my hand. He interwiend his fingers in mine and placed his phone on the table. It bring back the memories of Kay's lecture, how he seduced me that
The more I talked to bella the more she told me about him. A part of me wanted to believe her, another wanted to hold onto him. My personal life was ligetly mixed with college life only my professional life was separate. He continued to introduce me with his friends for few more days… "Kavya do you remember? I told you about how a guy came few days back to see my sister." He entered the class in lunch break. "Where were you? I literally called you like 10 times." I asked. He fold his hands on his chest. "Yeah I remember. They are going to be engaged next month. I know." I replied. "Well, he backed off. He said he don't want my sister." He said. "Just like that?" I asked. "Yes. Someone called him and told about my sister's last relationship and he without even asking-" "Calm down okay." I consoled him. He told me everything. How it happened and how his sister is depressed. He kept talking and i listened
I still trust him. May be what I talked with Bella was lie, I can't stop trusting my loved ones because of an outsider. Everytime he hold my hand, my hands went cold. At this point, the nightmare was turned into day-mares. He ushered me out of the class and asked mw.to wait for him. I was replying to sometexts when he returned with few boys. I remember few faces, they were his work mates. "Kavya, i want to introduce you to my team." He said excitedly. Nooooooooooooooo "This is udaiy" he spoke placing his hand on my back I smiled and shook his hand. "This is jay" I nodded and shook hand "This is Parth and his girlfriend" i nodded. "And this is my kavya, my girlfriend." He finally completed. I thought we were going to keep this hidden. They talked for a while and I stood there awkwardly. I don't want to be here. Why did he introduce me with them. I don't like this. I looked at kevin and he understood my discomf
I entered the class next day, kevin was in good mood. He squized my hand and whispered "we need to talk" "What? I mean yes, what is is it?" I asked. "Calm down babe." He winked. "No seriously what is it?" I asked again. "I got a contract, i will be in UDAIPUR for 2 days next week." He informed me. He was so happy, it made me smile. "Congratulations" i hugged him. "We are in class babe, All this can wait calm down." He pinch my arm. I laughed. The lecture started, I couldn't shake the feeling of being guilty. I felt weak. I looked at him. He is happ. " Are you okay? You look tired." He asked. "Yeah, why you ask?" I replied. "Your eyebags tell different story" i whispered. "Its nothing." I looked away. "I will give my 100 percent" "Kavya, i don't know about you but i don't feel like i am relationship" he asked me out of the blue. When we were walking in college gar
Stop" i shouted. I felt myself being lifted up. He threw me on his shoulders. "Jaan, don't act now." He laughed. "I said stop" i shout again. "We have needs, jaan" he said throwing me on the bed. I can't breath. My thoughts are all over the place. I felt a hand on my waist. I opened my eyes. I was breathing loudly, i was panicking. I looked around, it was my room. Arjun was sleeping beside me. "Nightmare" i whispered and got off the bed. My top was wet with sweat. I walked out and entered the kitchen. Gulping down the water i decided to sit on the swing, which was on our terrace. Tears rolled down my eyes. "Jaan" i repeat. I pulled my legs to my chest and started sobbing. After few minutes I heard footsteps climbing up. I immediately composed myself. "Kavya, what happened? Are you okay?" Asked my father. "Yes,papa. Why are you up?" I replied. "I don't know, I couldn't sleep. Why are you up? An
Its been 5 days in relationship. We are taking it slow, thanks to me. The first 2 days were awkward because now we can't just say 'look that one is cute' or 'ohh this girl is hell' or 'that guy is handsome'.We decided to keep this thing secret and not tell anyone. I entered the class, raaj was looking at me and smiling widely. He has been smiling at me for last 2 days. What up?I smiled back."Kevin?" I said."Hi darling" he said"Ssssssss…..class" i reminded him. I asked him not to call me with nick names here. "Ohh hi hitler" he laughed."Why is raaj smiling at me?" I asked. He looked at raaj. Then at me again."Umm… i don't know" he looked away. I raised my eyebrows."Okay he knows." He confessed."And?" "Armaan ""Chruch friends" "Best friend" I sighed."Are you ashamed of being in relationship with me?" He asked out of the blue.
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