It was supposed to be just a one-time encounter — just letting out the steam that had been fuming between us. He was not made for relationships, while I just got out of one and was not ready for another.
But that one-night stand turned into two nights, and then three, until I could no longer count the number of times he knocked at my door whenever he wanted to get laid.
And I just let him in.
Every damn time.But then, the nights of passion turned into two stripes on the pregnancy stick.
And he wanted nothing to do with it.
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CHAPTER 1.
LEXI.
“Lexi, you’re six weeks pregnant.” Clotilde’s voice kept resonating in my head as goosebumps rose from my skin.
My period had always been on time, so when I realized I was late for more than a week already, I tried a pregnancy stick.
Two stripes.
But I needed a second opinion, so I went to the maternity ward in the hospital where I was working and asked my friend to check on me. I was really pregnant.
I held the steering wheel tightly. I had been sitting in my car in the open space outside my apartment building for the last thirty minutes, reflecting on my life choices and the decisions I needed to make.
At 23, I was not ready to be a mother. I just got my residency from the big hospital where I worked, and I was just starting to take control of my life.
This was all Austin’s fault. He shouldn’t have visited this city and tempted me to have sex with him. He was so good at it that even if I kept telling myself I would hold myself together and not let him seduce me, I still failed.
“Why Alexandria?!” I groaned and bumped my head on the wheel so hard that it began to honk, startling the people in the parking lot. I tilted my head up and stared at their annoyed expression, as if what I did was a deadly sin.
It was just a damn honk — not as if I ran over them!
I snorted before resting my head on the wheels again, carefully this time.
Why did I have to let Austin back into my life? Why?
It was almost ten in the evening when I finally decided to get out of my car. I was worn out and hungry. I just wanted my bed. I would sleep it all off and think about it tomorrow.
I felt like I was just floating in the air as I made my way inside the apartment building, and I was glad I didn't bump into anyone, as I didn't have the energy to even smile.
I finally reached my apartment door, but my heart began thudding loudly when I couldn’t find my key in the big pot of plants outside my door. I knew it was an easy spot for someone to just steal it, but I’d been here for a year, and none had taken it except one person — Austin.
I had given him access to my apartment, so he was free to come and go. But he was just here a day ago. He would usually come once or twice a week.
So why was he here again?
I swallowed the invisible lump in my throat before patting my cheeks, making sure I didn’t look pale. I was about to knock when the door swung open, and Austin’s handsome, smiling face popped up.
His arm was leaning against the door frame. He was wearing just regular sweatpants and showing off his perfectly toned abs.
He was definitely here to get laid.
I smiled at him, restraining myself from jumping on him. So, instead, I slid past him, and I heard him let out a breath before closing the door.
“Are you in a bad mood? I can make you feel better.” He began.
Tempting. But no.
“We need to talk, Austin,” I told him after I dropped my bag on the counter and turned around to face him.
“Can that wait? I didn’t overspeed to get here and wait an hour for you to come home just to sit and talk. I need action.” He came closer and dipped his face onto my neck, nuzzling his nose against my skin.
Fire.
I bit my bottom lip, stopping myself from giving in, but then his hand moved onto my breasts and began kneading them. “I want to taste these big tits, baby. You can tell me your story while I suck and bite them.”
“Austin!” I gasped, clutching his hands from my breasts and securing them on his sides. “Please, let’s talk.”
“Are you breaking up with me? Can we have at least one fuck, and then we can part ways?” He chuckled, but when he realized I was not smiling, he pulled away from me and raised his hands up with his eyebrows hiking up. He slowly backed away and slumped his ass on my couch. “Did you wake up on the wrong side of the bed?”
“We need to discuss something…”
“Come to Daddy.” He patted his thighs, and his devilish grin was back on his face. This man certainly knew how to woo females. “Be a good girl and tell me what you did wrong today, and I can promise you that whatever punishment I have in mind, you will enjoy it like the last time.”
“Daddy? I’m older than you.” I rolled my eyes at him before crossing my arms against my chest. I didn’t think before answering that, but I regretted it the moment he stood up again and headed in my direction.
His hands landed on my ass, and he lifted me off the floor so that I had no choice but to cling to his shoulders.
“Austin!” I shrieked.
He yanked my legs and wrapped them around his hips before he smacked my ass hard, making me gasp again.
“You’re older, but we both know I’m still the boss here because, again, who’s the one spanking this perfect round ass of yours?” He groaned, but he didn’t even let me answer his questions.
His mouth smashed into mine as he moved our position swiftly. My back hit the wall as he pressed his front against mine. He had an erection.
But I know it was now or never.
I tilted my head to the side so that his mouth landed on my cheek. But he continued to kiss me, nibbling and sucking my skin.
“Put me down…” I said in a hoarse voice.
He pulled away from my face, slowly letting me down. His eyes were dilating, and I knew he was upset. “What’s going on?”
My hands went to his chest as I slowly pushed him away, wanting a space to breathe between us.
“I’m pregnant.”
“Who’s the father?”
LEXI.“Who’s the father?” Austin asked almost immediately.My heart constricted as my hand flew to my chest. I didn’t expect him to ask me that. “What do you mean with your question?”“Is it mine?” He asked as he stepped back.“Of course, it is yours! Who do you think the father is?”“I don’t know.” He brushed his hand over his hair as his jaw tightened. “We are not exclusive, so I thought...”“So you thought I was fucking around? Like you do?” I said, my teeth gritting. “I don’t know. I never asked! So don’t blame me if I thought that way!”“Of course, who knows? But yes, this is yours! And I’m sure of that!”“But how did you get pregnant?”I gasped. “Are you stupid? Of course, you fucked me! Not just once! Do you want me to give you the exact details of how it happened?”“You don’t understand my fucking question! How did you get pregnant when you don’t have a fucking wolf!” He was not raising his voice, but he was talking differently from Austin, who would sweet-talk me all the time
NINE MONTHS AFTER.LEXI.I looked at the bank card that carries my mother's maiden name. This was hers. She told me to use it only if it was a matter of life and death.This should be the case at the moment, right?I was already beginning to have a contraction. But the money I was expecting didn't come yet, which was my final pay for the work where I was laid off. The economy hit the small hospital where I was working, and unfortunately, I was one of the ones they let go as I was not a regular worker yet. All the savings I had were depleted. And this hospital where I wanted to give birth would never admit me if I couldn't deposit any money.I could opt for a simple midwife service, but I knew my baby was bigger than usual, and I was terrified something would go wrong. The last nine months have been a big challenge. I moved out of Bernice City and moved to Orleans. I had no idea what I was thinking when I did that. All I knew was that I was saving what was left of my broken heart an
AUSTIN. I stared at the sleeping pup in the middle of my bed while thinking about all the actions I had taken in the last two weeks. Everything happened so fast after I got a message from the tracker Jace told me to use to locate Lexi. The tracker said he found her in Orleans. I didn’t waste time and took the first flight to that city. She was already having a contraction when I arrived, and they had just finished giving her an epidural because she was having massive pain. Lexi didn’t have a wolf, and they said she was carrying a big baby, so I could only imagine the pain she was going through. They let me in when I told them I was the father of her baby, but I was quickly ushered out again when Lexi started screaming at me. I never felt so little and humiliated all my life until she threw those words at me. But I swallowed all of it, including my pride. I asked her if I could see her delivery, and I wouldn’t even make a noise. She flatly said no. She told me I wasn’t there
AUSTIN. Tyler was still not okay after Garrett left the packhouse — the little pup that he thought was his. Although he was doing his job as he was supposed to, like the true Beta that he was, he would always be quiet, which was something new. So Jace and I were doing our best to help him cope and make sure he was not left alone all the time. We knew Tyler was strong, but there was only so much a man could take. We all tried to act normal while casually supporting him, while I kept pretending everything was okay on my end. I didn’t tell anyone my own problem, or should I say the problem I created? But what they say is true: all secrets will be revealed in time. Tyler, Jace, and I were at the front of the packhouse, just sitting on the steps and looking at the territory we ran when the sound of an approaching vehicle rang in the air. I heard the other two murmur as they wondered who it was, but with the way my heart was thudding loudly, I was already assuming the car was there
LEXI. I woke up still feeling tired, only to see my grandmother’s worried face as she spoke with one of the nurses, and my heart began thudding loudly. “Where is David? Can I have him?” I blurted out, hoping that whatever was worrying her had nothing to do with my son. “Lexi, we need to talk. But you need to calm down.” Nana said as she took a glass of water and handed it to me, but I couldn’t focus anymore. If I thought the pain of giving birth was the most torturous pain I had ever gone through. I was wrong. Austin was not done hurting me. And he doubled up with his fucked-up ways. I refused to believe Louise when she told me that Austin had taken my son and that I had allowed him to do it. Louise told me that she went out to buy things for me, but when she returned, both Austin and David were gone. But everyone in the ward said I allowed him. But who on earth would think I would let Austin hold him after he rejected him? I forced myself to stand up, even if everyone arou
AUSTIN. Everything around me happened so fast after Lexi arrived. While Dad calmed down, Mom didn’t. In just a matter of minutes, I was not allowed to see David for the rest of the night, and I was cast out of my own bedroom so Lexi and David could stay there. I didn’t even get to take anything, not even a pair of boxers, but it didn’t matter. I wasn’t complaining. They would stay for the night, and I was sure I had clothes in the basement in the laundry area. The important thing was that they were still here. And having her in my room meant Randall, the man she came in with here, would not have access to her. I also decided to take the room in front of that, and I planned to keep my door open the whole night. Aside from that, Jace placed him in the visitor’s building near the warrior’s center, so there was really no way he would be allowed inside the packhouse at night. An hour after Lexi arrived, I was still sitting with Dad in the Alpha’s office. Jace and Tyler had left us
AUSTIN. After my conversation with my parents, I continued with my routine. I tried to shove off any thoughts of Lexi and David. But after I made sure all reports were turned over and necessary instructions were discussed with my team, I called it a night. Marshall offered his company if I needed one, but I declined. I knew he meant well, but with Lexi and David leaving tomorrow, I was hoping I could get to talk with her and see David a bit more. I walked on my way home, contemplating how I would approach Lexi or if I would knock on her door. The streets were empty, and the night wind was so cold that it brought chills down my spine. I was comfortable with the cold and never bothered with it until now. Probably because I knew that was how my heart felt at the moment. Alone and cold. I knew I did this to myself, but even if I kept saying I regretted all the actions I took in the past, there was no use for them anymore. I needed to move on and do better. But I had no idea how.
AUSTIN. I was delighted when Lexi confirmed that she needed my help to ease the pain in her breasts. My hormones surged, and I wanted to keep the momentum by showing her how good I was at handling David. Perhaps I could also have a chance to get laid tonight. “Can I hold him?” I asked. I almost grabbed David, but I remembered Mom telling me to surrender all rights to Lexi at the moment so she could feel she still had David. I smiled at her, but she was just looking at me with a poker face. So, I guess I was not allowed to do it. “It’s okay. I understand. I just thought I’d try.” I added. “Go ahead. Maybe he will fall asleep fast.” She said, and my brows hiked up. I didn’t say anything more, and I turned around to take David. His face lit up, dropping the bottle as he beamed at me, and excitement brewed within me. Lexi could see how I was doing so well and how much David liked me. “There you are, little furball. Daddy missed you today.” I said in a hushed tone as I slowly tur
*This is a free chapter and should not cost you any coins.* PACK HIERARCHIES AND FAMILIES As of LET THE GAMMA FALL FOR ME (Lexi and Austin’s Union)(FUTURE PUPS WILL BE LISTED UNDER THEIR NAMES IF THEY HAVE BEEN MENTIONED IN THE FIRST 3 BOOKS OF THE ALPHA BLOOD CIRCLE)This world is definitely big so drop questions or comments if you think I missed something/wrote something wrong. 💖 ¤¤¤BLACK SHADOW PACK ALPHA and LUNA: Jackson “Jace” Galhart and Amara Grace Mikaelson Galhart (SHE'S THE LUNA I WANT) PARENTS: Jace - Alpha Jacob and Luna Clair (HE’S MY ALPHA) Amara - Alpha Aeon and Alexa of the Blood Moon Pack SIBLINGS: Jace - Catherine Amara - Alonso “Uno” or “Scooby” PUPS: Colton, Amelie Jasmine “AJ”, and Jackie -- BETAs: Tyler Bryce Salvatore and Catherine Gertrude Galhart Salvatore (THE BETA AND I) PARENTS: Tyler - Beta Gavin and Alia Salvatore (THE BETA IS MINE) Catherine - Alpha Jacob and Luna Clair of the Black Shadow Pack SIBLINGS: Tyler - N/A Catherine -
ALPHA JACE.We let our wolves run around the territory, rounding the whole area, border to border. Zero should have been tired, but for some reason, he was not. Black and Atlas also did not show any signs.Maybe it was the adrenaline or the fact that our wolves knew that this would be the last moment we would rule this place, as tomorrow, we would pass on to our sons the responsibility of taking care of this territory.We had a good run. Most of the shifters out tonight who saw us asked permission to join us, and I couldn’t be more proud to share this run with them. The longer we ran, the more wolves ran with us. We all shared stories along the way. Our people recounted tales of our assistance and how we touched their lives.It was a bittersweet moment, but nevertheless, it made me proud. What more could an Alpha ask for before he retired? Having his people personally thank him for his service was an honor I didn’t know I needed. But I basked in it and let it warm my whole soul. After
GAMMA AUSTIN.I sat at the boulder on the highest point of the forest on this side of the territory, letting my eyes look at the beauty of the land that thrived under our reign.Tomorrow night, my son David will finally claim the fate that was rightfully his. He would step up as the new Gamma of the Black Shadow Pack, alongside Colton as the Alpha and Enzo as his Beta.This was a bittersweet moment. I was proud of my son, but I couldn’t help the sadness that I would be letting go of the rank I’d spent my whole life perfecting. No, I had no regrets. And no, I had no plans of prolonging my service. I was just being me — being emotional. I almost lost this rank because of one mistake. I almost lost it for David and for the generations after him, but I was glad that I was given a chance to do better. A chance I surely didn’t take for granted. I spent my whole service proving that Alpha Jace didn’t make a mistake in still putting his full trust in me even after that grave mistake. I s
LEXI.I held on to the kitchen counter as I listened to the family mindlink. I wanted to say many things, but my words failed me. Instead, I cried, letting out all the emotions that had shattered my heart for many months, ever since David didn’t shift on time. I felt the burden lift off my chest.All these years, I thought Austin and I did well raising our pups. Each of them had a different personality that they inherited from me and him. But all of them were disciplined, and they grew up with so much love that they knew how to give it out as well. I had everything I ever wanted. I shouldn’t be complaining.But then David didn’t shift. And I wanted to question why. I wanted to be upset because he didn’t deserve it, but I couldn’t. Because I was given a good life. I was given a good family and given a good pack. I felt questioning the Goddess about his wolf might be too much. So when he told everyone he had shifted, I didn’t know where to channel my gratitude. I kept crying on my ow
DAVID.I had been hit with a headache in the last hour, so I told Dad I was bailing out earlier than I should. After I took a shower, I said goodbye to the people in the locker room and headed out of the building. The sun was already setting, but there were still many people in the quadrangle. Dad was also there as he debriefed the warriors that would be sent off to the next Gamma Camp two days from now. Alexis was supposed to join them, but since he declined the post, only the warriors would be sent off this time. I walked away from the area without making any noise. For some reason, I didn’t feel good today. I barely get sick. Well, shifters barely get sick, so it was strange that I was having a headache. I doubted if it had something to do with the many sleepless nights recently, but then these were not the first nights I didn’t sleep at all.I was probably hungry as I missed lunch. I also exerted too much effort in training and sparring today, so it could be the reason my calv
LEXI.It was only six in the morning, but I had been awake for the last hour. Luna Amara, Catherine, and I went out early and threaded the forest to go to the spot where the Luna would always leave mangoes to the god of the wolves, Eros. After our pups decided that they would not break the bond between them and would still want David to become the next Gamma, I had been crying nonstop, but I tried to do it in the privacy of our room. I felt responsible. My actions almost twenty years ago resulted in my son’s pain. If I hadn’t been compulsive and too trusting, maybe I would not have let Randall get too close to me then. I know there should be no reason for regret because Randall turned out to be a wonderful person, but a part of me was dying every time I looked at my son.David, despite everything that had been going on lately, still exhibited the values Austin and I had taught him and his siblings over the years. And it made me so proud of him. He didn’t deserve this fate, but I neve
JACE&AMARA: Colton - 19 years old AJ - 14 years old Jackie - 6 years old --- TYLER&CATHERINE Enzo - 17 years old (turning 18 in a few days) Summer - 17 years old (turning 18 in a few days) Autumn - 14 years old --- AUSTIN&LEXI David - 19 years old Alexis - 17 years old (turning 18 in 3 months) Dermont - 14 years old Ashlynn - 11 years old YOUNG ALPHA COLTON (ALPHA JACE & LUNA AMARA'S SON) If there was anyone devastated that David had not shifted, it was me. I tried not to show that I was affected, but it was getting harder, especially when Enzo got his wolf already. He was supposed to be the last one to shift among the three of us. According to the plan, after Enzo shifted, we should be preparing to take over the pack.But without a wolf, David would not be deemed capable as my Gamma. Our parents thought this was something beyond our control already and that we should still push for my Alpha ceremony together with my rank wolves. This time, without David.But I refused
18 YEARS AFTERDavid - 19 years old Colton - 19 years old Enzo - 17 years old (turning 18 in a few days)-----------------DAVID's POV (AUSTIN AND LEXI’S PUP)I sat on top of the boulder, overlooking the meadows in this territory, trying to find peace in my heart. But no matter where I looked or what I thought of, nothing could change reality. I was still wolf-less. I was already nineteen. For a year, I had been waiting for my wolf.Enzo shifted last night. He was the youngest, and the plan was that as soon as he shifted, Colton, he, and I would begin to prepare for our ranked ceremonies. Colton was ready to be the next Alpha, and so was Enzo as his Beta. I was ready, too. I was ready to take over the Gamma position from my father, but without a wolf, it was impossible to take over. I closed my eyes as I recalled the conversation we had with Dad, Alpha Jace, and Beta Tyler. They would stay in position a bit longer, waiting for my wolf to come out. But they had already decided tha
LEXI.I was standing in the middle of the quadrangle, watching as Austin went around the area to check on his men and let them know he was about to leave for the day. I was craving grilled food, so we would drive to a grill place near the academy, and I was just waiting for him to finish what he needed to do first. “Lexi…” A sweet voice rang in my ears, and a smile immediately tugged at my mouth. I was sure she and Randall had received the mail that Marshall personally dropped at their home, as they lived near the training building. I turned around, holding my big stomach, and came face-to-face with the very pregnant Marcia. Ours was our honeymoon baby made in Orleans, while theirs was weeks older than ours, conceived on the night of their marking. “Hey there, beautiful,” I greeted her, and my eyes shifted to Randall, who bowed his head toward me in respect before he moved along and went to the group of warriors that were resting in the corner. “Back at you, sexy mama!” She giggle