[VLADIMIR]
I’m nervous.
It’s difficult to admit a weak emotion like this, but nothing else explains the way I feel right about now.
I’m fidgeting. And that is something I never do. Save for the day when Hazel was born. Aurora was screaming like hell. I still remember. She was in so much pain. I was so restless, not able to do anything about it. It made me want to pull my hair out.
I used to think that my life changed when I got married to Aurora.
But that is hardly the truth.
The fact is that my entire life turned upside down when I held Hazel for the first time. Her tiny little fingers in my larger ones. She was so little, so pure, I thought I didn’t deserve her. Every time Rose slipped her into my arms, I would wash my hands at least five times. Hoping to get rid of the blood–the sins–I committed all these years. I was afraid that I would taint her. Frightened that I would hurt her small
[ISABELLA] "This is not you, Isabella," Angela purrs softly under her breath as if sharing one of her many dark secrets that led to the downfall of some very powerful people. The defiance shining like a thousand rubies in her eyes cannot be mistaken for anything else. I know it. I have seen it. I know how irresistible it could be for most men. I know because someone too dear to me once was foolish enough to fall for it. "Why try to be someone you are not?" "It's actually quite simpler than you think," I tell her, just as brazenly as she is trying to be against the gunpoint of the trained mercenaries surrounding us. We are standing in the middle of an empty beach. It's dark, dry and cold out here. The streetlights standing high far behind us, appear like tiny man-made stars twinkling and brightening only a small sphere around themselves. The only sound louder than our hopeless chatter is the sound of the ocean waves crashing against the shore.
[LIZZY]“You’re back early!” I realize as I watch Vector saunter inside through the main door. He stations the briefcase in his hand next to the corner table of the couch. Grabs me by the waist and pulls me in for the most passionate kiss of my life.By the time he pulls away, I’m breathless. And a little excited.“What’s up with you?” I ask him instead, grinning like an idiot, absolutely sure of the heat burning my cheeks and the wetness gathering between my thighs.He decides to ignore it. Instead, he sweeps his lips to brush against the crook of my neck. I wheeze at the abrupt outbreak of kisses all across the accessible skin his lips find, arms flying up to slither through his short hair.“Vector!” I gasp in exploding anticipation, body growing hot as hell while goose bumps occur at places I wasn’t sure it was possible to feel them. In response to my soft moans and whimpers, he makes a guttural sound from the back of his throat. Lifts me up with a relaxed effort and wraps my legs
At precisely eleven o'clock at night, a piercing scream echoed through the entire house, causing a commotion."I think it's time! It's time!" someone shouted from downstairs, reaching Zarina's ears.As soon as she heard Julie's agonizing cries, Zarina swiftly jumped out of bed, slipping her feet into the first available footwear her scattered mind could find. She hurried down the stairs with an unexpected burst of speed she didn't know she possessed.By the time she reached outside Julie's room, her breathing was labored as if she had been running for ages. Her hand sought support from the nearby wall, its coldness offering a brief respite as she attempted to calm her racing heart.To her relief, everyone else seemed to have already positioned themselves in various places, ready for what was to come.The first person who caught Zarina's attention was Marco, who had his fist jammed into his mouth. He nervously shuffled his feet on the marble floor, clearly filled with anxious anticipat
[XAVIER]“Does Vladimir know?” The man in the hat inquires.I, on the other hand, ignore the question. “Do you know where she is?”He shakes his head. “No. But I did find someone who does.”My eyebrow curves. “Who is it?”“If Vladimir comes to know any of this-” he cautions, adjusting his hat, disinterestedly looking out of the car.“I can handle my brother,” I glare. “This asset of yours, is it credible?”“He is.”“I suppose you know I’m not paying you for the gift of gab.”He huffs out a faint laugh. “I know, that’s why I brought this,” he took out a white envelope from his laptop bag and offered it in my direction. “See for yourself.”I took the envelope from his grasp and opened it carefully. Inside, there was a picture and a few documents. However, the picture caught my attention. Even with only her side profile visible, I recognized Aurora with ease. Outside some café she was meeting up with a man. There was a date on the bottom right of the picture. Taken a week before she swap
[ZARINA]Lizzy asked me to focus on the good things in my life. And as I sit in my room, alone and with a clearer head, I wonder if our definition of good things in this so-called life is the same.Is it?I have indeed grown to care for the people here. Lizzy, Rose, Julie and, of course, Hazel. They all were nothing but kind to me. But sure enough, it does nothing to change the fact that I do not belong here. This is not my life. Since the very first day of my abduction, they expected me to be someone else. I was a replacement. That’s all I was. That’s all I’ll ever be.I still need to contact Xavier though. We need to talk about what happened that night. If it meant anything to him.He wouldn’t have taken so long to come and see you if that were the matter.I shake my head and toss that thought aside. He may just be occupied with something more important. I shouldn’t judge. He loved Hazel so much, I’ve seen it, I don’t imagine it being a cakewalk to see her gone and not able to do an
[ZARINA]I officially have no idea what’s happening anymore. I should be happy, right? Excited even. I should be finally relieved that I’m about to be free in less than ten minutes. Even the thought of being free gives me goosebumps, a good kind of goosebumps. I am so happy that I can barely stand straight or in one place for more than five seconds.I bolt off to my room, allowing my mind to not dwell on anything else but the things I would need when I’m gone. Out of here. Out of this mansion. On my own. I reach for the double doors of the closet and that’s when I see how my hands are trembling. I hear nothing but the blaring drums of my own heartbeat. When a tiny drop of moisture trails down the back of my neck, I realize that I’m sweating too. Is this what excitement feels like? Because if that is the case, I have not been excited in a long, long time.I’m halfway done packing a small backpack with all the essentials I can think of when Lizzy hurricanes in, only to stop dead in her
[ZARINA]It’s surprising how rarely I think of my mother these days. Back in the orphanage, it used to be a constant voice in my head, an alarm to wake up every morning, and a lullaby that compelled me to sleep.That woman abandoned me when I was just weeks old. A person has to have a heart of stone to do something so cruel, right? All those years, from one custodial to another, I imagined every circumstance, reason, and excuse for her to not want me. And each of them hurts just the same. The most sensible reason of all, and which also seemed to be the most common for most of the kids in the orphanage like me, is that I might have been a child conceived before the marriage. It makes a bit of sense than any of my other imaginations. It makes me want to hate her less.Then again, they are nothing but imagination. A fiction, I let myself dive into just so I can simmer down the hate that sometimes my chest bubbles up with.Angela indeed convinced me to escape the orphanage. She filled me
[ZARINA]I run.I run until my chest hurts and my leg burns.I run until my vision blurs and my head spins.I don’t turn or scream or cry for help.I run until something clasps around my wrist and yanks me back with force, it sends me flying back into someone’s warm arms.“What the fuck happened, Zarina? What the fuck?”I hear but I don’t understand. I hear, but I don’t hear at all. My heartbeat is too brash in my ears, too strong and reckless against my rib cage.I see him. I see his eyes. The confusion, the anger, the fear, and the anxiety behind them all are what I see. They whirl in his coffee eyes like the most destructive tempest, they melt in the way his arms tighten protectively around my frame, liquefying as warm and comforting whispers in my ears.“Sh-she is here!” I say pathetically, trembling like a bloody leaf. “She is here!”“Who is here?” he asks urgently, shooting his gaze everywhere around them. “Who is she?”“That woman,” my voice breaks, but I gather up the courage