The woman with a secret to keep, if love is pure, even if it hurts, will endure for the beloved, pretend so that she is not hated by everyone, but as a result, she is rejected by the people she loves, especially her husband. The woman is stunned by love. Strongest in the whole world but weak when it comes to love. She is Charmaine Wextricca the woman who will do everything just to make her husband love her. But what if the one she loves, loves someone else. What will she do? and she was kicked out by her own family, can she handle it all? What if she found out she was pregnant? what will she do, will it go away? For the good of her and all? She will return, to her former self, as one of the strongest women in the world. Let's follow the story of our heroine, Charmaine Wextricca with her beloved husband Kibb Monteverde, who did nothing but drive her away and hurt her.
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I am here now in the old warehouse, crying and very hungry because my husband locked me up again, for a sin I did not commit.
I made several calls and shouts, but no one dared to open me up because I knew they were afraid of my husband.
I was tired of sitting on this dirty floor and just sobbed. I was here yesterday and no one even gave me food, not even anything to drink.
I was tired, exhausted but I could do nothing but endure all this, all the suffering I am experiencing now.
I didn’t want this life, I was just forced to marry the man I never thought I would love, more than my life. But the pain is that someone else loves it and it's not me.
I close my eyes because I feel tired.
“I love you so much, Kibb even if you hurt me over and over again, even if you crush my heart very fine, I will love and still love you. Even if they call me a martyr, I don't care as long as all I know is that I love you very much. ” I whispered weakly in the air with a bitter smile and fell asleep due to fatigue.
I woke up because of the ray hitting my face. I slowly opened my eyes and saw that I was already in the room.
Suddenly I sat up in shock. I rolled my gaze across the interior. This is my room, my only room because we are different from Kibb's room and he doesn't want to be next to me or even see me.
I was out of breath and was about to stand up when I felt dizzy so I sat down again.
I turned my gaze to the person who entered my room.
“It's good that you're awake now.”, He said smiling, one of my husband‘s friends.
I just looked at him seriously, as he examined my entire body with his eyes.
“I'm the one who brought you here.”, He added with a smile, he approached me and sat next to me.
I swallowed and looked away.
“Thank you.”, I whispered softly here and then bowed.
I heard his sigh.
“Are you okay now?”, He asked gently, I looked up and looked into his eyes.
I looked at it and then averted my eyes.
“W-where‘s Kibb?”, I asked hesitantly while the gaze was just below.
He sighed and then messed up my hair, so I turned my gaze to him.
Why is so unfair? his friend was even more worried about me, but he wasn't even able to visit me.
“I know you love him so much, but Charm! know your worth. Isn't it enough for you, that he doesn't love you? what else should you see or feel, before you think of yourself? for once charm, please think yourself first, because you look miserable, you look desperate in front of him. Your beautiful charm, outside and inside everyone knows that. This is all I can say as your older brother here, Kibb doesn't deserve your love and sacrifice. ”, He said seriously while looking into my eyes.
Little did I know that tears were streaming down my eyes one by one. He rubbed it with his fingers so I hugged him.
I feel that he hugged me back which made me cry.
“I can’t, I love him. I really love him even if someone else loves him. We cannot tell the heart who we love. I love him even though I look desperate, I just want him to love me at least once, that I can feel his love for me as much as I love him. ”, I said in tears.
It hurts so much, it breaks my heart every time I think that I'm not the one he loves, that I'm just garbage in his eyes.
Yes, we are married, but what he always imprints in my heart and mind is that we are only married on paper and he will never love me.
I am even more hurt by the thoughts I have, by the memories I crush so much.
I felt Chris caress my back. Somehow his friend Chris Maximo was still there next to me. He always helps and take care of me whenever my husband drives me away like an animal.
He was always there by my side, he had been my older brother for the three years I had endured in my husband's mansion. He was very kind to me and he always defended me to my husband whenever he hurt me.
The woman he will love is very lucky because she is kind and caring, yet handsome. Chris and I were in that position when someone suddenly kicked my bedroom door, so we turned our gaze to it.
I quickly let go of the hug when I saw Kibb looking at us without emotion.
I stood up and was about to approach him when he looked at me badly.
“Don't you dare.”, He threatened me, so I stopped.
“That's not wh—.”, I didn't finish what I was going to say when he spoke, which made me even more crushed.
“I don’t care of you slut, just shut the fuck up. I just want to talk Chris. ”, He said coldly, so I bowed.
I bit my lip so hard and stopped my tears from flowing.
“What?” Chris asked coldly here, I feel that he approached next to me.
“In my office.”, Kibb said coldly and then left without looking at me.
I felt Chris pat me lightly, so I lifted my gaze to him and looked at him.
He looked at me with a smile on his lips so I sparingly smiled at him.
Don't pay any attention to him.” He said with a smile, so I bowed down.
Whatever I do I can’t afford to ignore him. I love him and I can't afford to lose him.
“I need to leave, just don't worry about him. Rest first so that your wounds heal.” he said and left.
I looked up and followed him. I just smiled bitterly and went to my bed.
"It's nice to meet you all," I said coldly as it echoed inside the gym.I felt everyone's silence which made me even more happy. It looks like they already know what will happen now."Are you all ready? On the throne I hold?” I said smiling.All of a sudden they all started making noise which secretly made me even more happy. But it looks like I'm happier than them because I can't let them get it that easily.I looked in the direction of my ex-husband and his girlfriend who also seemed interested in my throne.“Exciting, am I right?” I asked smiling.They screamed with joy so I secretly grinned. I turned my gaze to Drake. The man I trust. He's my Step-brother on our father's side. I nodded and he grinned at me.He took the gun that was behind him and raised it. Suddenly he shot it at the top which made me grin."Let the fight begin," I said with a smile and let go of the microphone.I took a step back when I saw that they had started to attack the organizations they were against. I ju
I looked at my children as they slept soundly next to each other. I smiled bitterly and sat next to them. I touched Mira's hair and smiled bitterly."No matter what happens, you are my only princess, baby. I hope you are happy and can handle all the hardships you will go through when I am gone. Be strong and don't give up in any fight. And I hope you will also find a man who will love you and take care of you until you grow old, who won't hurt you and make you cry," I smiled at her as I continued to comb her hair with my hand.“You will always remember, My Princess. I love you so much," I added.I kissed her on the forehead for a few minutes. I smiled and turned my gaze to Jiro who was right next to her. I held my hand and his hand and kissed it.“I hope you always take care of yourself, baby. Don't leave your brothers and sister behind," I said with a smile."I know you will be a good brother to your siblings, I love you so much my son," I added.I didn't realize that I was crying so
I connected my cellphone to the earphones and put it to my ear so I could hear Yanyan.They started firing at our car which I took seriously. I turned to look at my children and saw them bowing. I got serious when I saw our driver was dead.“Shit!” I whispered.I heard Yanyan on the other line asking what happened.“Damn! What happened, Charm?” Yanyan asked but I ignored it and quickly went to the driver's seat.I didn't know that the fight was going to start now. It looks like they prepared well for our return.I quickly turned our car in their direction. I looked at my children in the mirror and saw them holding guns. I was surprised because their faces were serious.But I immediately turned my gaze to a tree when I felt that there was someone there. I quickly took out my gun and opened the window and shot him, causing him to fall.I quickly turned the car to the left but immediately stopped when I saw some black vans there. I got serious and tightened my grip on the steering wheel.
I can already see the car we will use to go to the mansion. I smiled because we were finally here in the place where I grew up with Yanyan, Blue, Red, Black and Dark.I turned to look at Black when he suddenly stood beside me. But he was just seriously looking ahead where three cars waiting for us were clearly visible."Are you ready?" he asked seriously.I laughed a little and got serious too. I didn't answer him and just turned my gaze to where there were people waiting for us at the end.“I've been ready for a long time, Black. You should ask the opponents if they are ready to see Santanas," I said with a smile.I felt him looking at me but it was immediately removed so I looked back at him. I looked at his whole face. I also can't deny that this Black has adonis look. I smiled without realizing it. I came back to myself when he spoke."That might melt me, Queen," he said.I didn't want to look at him but he was just smiling while still looking at the front. I grimaced and secretly
We are now inside the ship while the children are in their rooms and resting. I turned my gaze to Yanyan, Red and Blue, Black and Dark who were sitting on the sofa while watching a TV show.I breathed a sigh of relief and stood up, making them all look at me. I looked at them seriously and signaled that I would just go out for a while to get some fresh air.Yanyan nodded at me which made me smile. I left there and they went back to what they were watching.After I got out, I immediately went to a chair and sat there. I put on my sun glasses and leaned my back against the back of the chair. I smiled because today is our return and the match between everyone is close.I can't wait for this fight to be over. I want to leave where I grew up and where I experienced to become who I am today. I don't want my children to experience what I experienced when I was young. Who did nothing but kill, do missions and fight with organizations that are enemies of our organization.I am afraid of what w
After I showered, I arranged the things we were going to bring so that later we would leave. I went to the mirror and combed my hair. While I was busy combing my hair, someone suddenly opened my door, which made me look through the mirror to see who opened it. Suddenly, Hiro, my eldest son, came in.His face was serious as he looked at me and I nodded my head secretly. I sat properly and faced him."What's wrong baby?" I asked him.He came to me and sat next to me. I looked at him in wonder. I held my breath softly because he rarely spoke."Mom," he called me making me look at him."Why, baby? Is there a problem?" I asked him again.He shook his head at my gaze. I signaled him to come to me and he immediately followed. I hugged him tightly and touched both of his cheeks. I smiled at him and kissed him on the forehead."Always remember mommy is here, okay? When you have a problem, you can tell me your problem, do you understand, baby?" I said smiling to him.He smiled a little and nodd
(Charm Pov)I'm here right now inside the room arranging things because today is the day we leave here on the island. Together with Yanyan, Blue, Red, Black and Dark, including my four angels. Yes, I gave birth about two years ago. And they are two years old but you wouldn't think they are only two years old because of their thoughts and actions.They are smart people. I have three sons and one daughter. The first is Hiro, Jiro, Mira and next is Kiro. Their real names are Hiroshi, Jiroshi, Mirashi and my youngest son is Kiroshi. Those are the ones I named them, very beautiful names that suit them.I can't stop smiling because I never thought they would come into my life. They are the most important people in my life. I will never allow anyone to hurt my children. We are going to die together but I know they can handle themselves.Hiro got my attitude of speaking coldly, caring, sweet when his siblings come to us, just quiet and always serious. Jiro also got my other habit of not carin
I woke up because I felt thirsty. I got up from my bed and went to the door. I went out and went to the kitchen to drink water.After drinking, I hung out for a few minutes before going upstairs again. But I hadn't even reached my room when I passed Blue's room.It's a little bent over and looks like he's still awake. I didn't want to pay attention but when I heard his cold words so I immediately stopped.I just heard him speak so coldly. I got serious and peeked inside his room. I saw him by the window while talking to someone on the cellphone.“F*ck you! Don't you dare lay your dirty hands on her," he said angrily, making my forehead furrow even more."Who was he talking to on the cellphone and why did Blue treat him like this," I wondered in my mind.I listened to what he said but he didn't mention the name but I'm sure he wants to kill the person he's talking to now.I see a different Blue now. He is no longer the Blue the I know that Blue who always smile, cheerful, not easily an
I went back inside the mansion to rest. I saw Blue and Yanyan in the living room so I went to them. I sat next to Yanyan who made them look at me."Oh, you're here. We're have you been?” Yanyan asked.I leaned on the back of my chair and looked at him."Just there somewhere," I said listlessly.I looked at what they were watching and frowned."Seriously? A zombie apocalypse?” I wondered.They both looked at me at the same time which made me laugh softly. I don't think they have changed. They still like to watch about zombies."Why? Is there something wrong, Queen?” Blue asked.I smiled at him and shook my head at the same time. As always, they always watch like that, nothing new.I breathed a sigh of relief and just watched. I frowned when the zombie suddenly appeared in front of the TV.“Shit!/Damn!” Yanyan and Blue uttered at the same time.I laughed weakly and shook my head. They want to watch but are also afraid. I looked around and looked for Black."By the way, where's black?" I
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