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FORTY NINE | Pack Your Bags

Author: Diti Koshy
last update Last Updated: 2023-11-24 10:18:00

[ZARINA]

Lizzy asked me to focus on the good things in my life. And as I sit in my room, alone and with a clearer head, I wonder if our definition of good things in this so-called life is the same.

Is it?

I have indeed grown to care for the people here. Lizzy, Rose, Julie and, of course, Hazel. They all were nothing but kind to me. But sure enough, it does nothing to change the fact that I do not belong here. This is not my life. Since the very first day of my abduction, they expected me to be someone else. I was a replacement. That’s all I was. That’s all I’ll ever be.

I still need to contact Xavier though. We need to talk about what happened that night. If it meant anything to him.

He wouldn’t have taken so long to come and see you if that were the matter.

I shake my head and toss that thought aside. He may just be occupied with something more important. I shouldn’t judge. He loved Hazel so much, I’ve seen it, I don’t imagine it being a cakewalk to see her gone and not able to do an
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