“Blaise ihatid mo na ang pagkain ni Sir Bastian baka sumupingin na naman kay aga-aga,” utos ni Manang Jenna na nag-pangiti sa 'kin.
Kahapon lang ako dumating sa bahay na 'to dahil dinala ako ni Bastian dito. He said my punishment is to serve him. So here I am at his house being his maid and so ready to serve him.
Akala niya siguro magagalit ako o hindi ko magugustuhan ang ideya na maging tagasilbi niya, dahil ang totoo nagbunyi ang kaloob-looban ko dahil araw-araw ko na siyang makikita. I smiled at that thoughts.
Inayos ko ang pagkain ni Bastian na nasa plato. Namamawis ang mga kamay ko habang inaayos ang mga pagkain. Humingi ako ng pahintulot kay Manang kanina kung pwede bang ako ang magluto ng French Omelette. I asked her earlier what are the foods that Ryker loves to eat every morning before going to school.
She said Ryker loves French Omelette since he was a kid. It's just an egg but he loves it so much. Inayos ko rin ang bread at coffee niya sa tray. Huminga ako ng malalim bago ko tinignan ang sarili ko sa glass wall ng kusina.
I bit my lower lip when I saw how sexy my clothes for me. Mas na depina ang malulusog kong dibdib dahil sa hapit na damit na suot ko. Talagang ito talaga ang napili ni Ryker na pasuotin sa'kin? I'm not fan of sexy clothes and this is my first time to wear one.
Simula no'ng mag dalaga ako palagi ko nang tinatago ang sarili ko sa damit na matatakpan ang dibdib ko at hindi masiyadong klaro. I always wear black jacket too to make myself comfortable.
Natatakot na ako sa mga titig ng mga tao sa katawan ko. I guess my childhood trauma really hits me bad. Nakaukit na ito sa pagkatao ko. Lumipas man ang panahon pero ang sakit nandito parin.
“Blaise dalian mo na...” Napatalon ako sa gulat ng tawagin ako ni Manang.
“Ito na po...” Magalang kong sagot at kinuha ang tray gamit ang mga kamay ko.
Sobrang laki ng bahay kaya kailangan ko pang lumabas sa kusina para makapunta sa dining area. Ang tahimik din ng bahay. Nalaman kong si Manang Jenna lang ang kasambahay dito. Matagal na siyang taga silbi ng mga Contreras bata pa lang si Bastian.
Nagulat nga si Manang kagabi ng bigla niya akong makita. She was so shocked while looking at me but she didn't asked questions to Bastian. Hinayaan niya lang. Mabait naman si Manang Jenna para sa'kin kahit kagabi ko pa siya nakilala.
I heard the clicking sounds of spoon and fork while I was walking towards the dining area. I can feel my hands sweating because of nervousness.
“Grow up Bastian! You're not a kid anymore to always cut classes! You should be responsible from now on! How many times did we talked about this huh.” Napatigil ako sa paglalakad nang marinig ko ang matigas na boses ng isang lalaki.
Oh? Is that Mayor Contreras? Boses pa lang alam mo na talagang isa siyang makapangyarihang tao sa lugar na 'to.
“Dad how many times I told you too that I hate politics and I don't have a plan to follow your lead. But you always insisting me to take Polsci as my course even if I don't want it for myself.” I heard Ryker hard voice making me to gulped. He has the guts to answer his father that way?
Kinabahan man kuryuso akong sumilip sa hapag kainan. I saw Mr. Contreras half profile in this side. Nakakuyom ang kamao niya habang nakatingin sa kaniyang anak na parang bored lang na nakaupo sa upuan.
I saw how Ryker messed up his hair making it disheveled. His face was blank while looking at his father. Bakit parang ako ang kinakabahan sa mga tinginan nila?
“I don't know what to do to you anymore. You're such a hard headed bastard. You're just like your Mom!” Inis na sabi ni Mr. Contreras sa anak niya dahilan upang tumawa ng mahina si Bastian.
“At least I'm not a fucktard and asshole like you.” Bastian smirked making his father face to hardened.
Napatalon ako sa gulat ng sinuntok ni Mr. Contreras ang mesa at padabog na umalis sa kaniyang upuan.
“Don't fucking test my patience Bastian. You wouldn't like what I can do.” He uttered grimly before walking out.
I heard Bastian soft chuckles but without humor. Using his long fingers he tapped the table while smirking devilishly. My eyes widened when he suddenly tilted his head to my side making our eyes met. Nakita ko kung paano ang ngisi sa labi niya biglang nawala. Ang kaninang madilim na mga mata ay dahan-dahang lumambot habang nakatingin siya sa'kin.
“Did you know that peeking and listening to others conversation is bad?” He asked. Making me to straightened my back. Kinakabahan ako sa mga titig na ibinibigay niya sa'kin.
My knees felt so weak ang jelly. Nineteen years old lang pala ang magpaparamdam sa akin ng ganito.
“Come here," Using his soft voice he motioned me to come over. My heartbeat immediately went faster after hearing his soft voice.
Gamit ang nanlalambot na mga tuhod nakaya ko pang maglakad patungo sa kinaroroonan niya. Titig na titig siya sa bawat galaw ko. I saw his eyes stared at my breast intently before he closed his eyes tightly.
Agad kong nilagay sa ibabaw ng mesa ang tray at lumayo agad sa kaniya ng konti pero nagulat ako ng bigla niyang hinila ang isang upuan pagkatapos ay hiwakan niya ang braso ko gamit ang magaan na mga kamay at agad akong pinaupo na ikinagulat ko.
My eyes widened a bit when he suddenly faced his chair to me. I closed my legs tightly when I felt my clit tingled a bit at his sudden moves.
Ryker cleared his throat making me to looked at him.
“I'm sorry...” He murmured softly making my eyes definitely widened in shock. Why is he saying sorry? For what?
“I'm sorry for yesterday. I'm sorry if I touched your breast without your permission... I'm sorry...” He looked at me pleadingly. His green eyes are so soft while looking at me.
My lips suddenly parted a bit. Did he just say sorry for what he's done? I don't know but I suddenly felt the tears in the corner of my eyes while looking at him... He's the first one who said sorry to me after doing some bad moves.
Some people just didn't sorry after what they've done. Kahit ikasakit pa ito ng ibang tao. Ngumiti ako sa kaniya ng matamis kahit naiiyak na ako.
“Apology accepted. But please don't do it to other girls okay? It can cause them trauma.” I said softly making him nod his head.
“I know, I know... I'm just so lost yesterday.” He whispered while looking at me.
Nailang ako sa titig niya kaya mabilis akong umiwas ng tingin. Kinuha ko ang French Omelette, bread and coffee mula sa tray at nilagay ko ito sa harapan niya. Ramdam ko nakasunod ang kaniyang mga titig sa bawat galaw ko.
“May pasok ka pa diba? Ito kumain ka na. Baka ma late ka pa.” Nilagay ko sa gilid ng plato ang tinidor ang tinignan siya. Nakita kong nakatitig parin siya sa'kin ng malalim.
I saw how he pursed his lips while he's looking at me intently. I heard him cleared his throat before speaking.
“Ziyah...” He sofly called. Making me blinked my eyes. What did he just called me?
“Is it okay if I called you Ziyah?” He asked making my heart burst in so much happiness. It's too girly but I like it when he's the one to called me that name. Without hesitation I nodded my head.
I saw how his face brightened and his eyes twinkled. He bit his lowerlip to suppressed his smile.
Tumikhim siya “I want to touch your face. Can I touch it for a minute?” parang nahulog ang puso ko dahil sa malamyos na boses niya. I hate it when someone stared at my face for too long. I hate it when someone dare to touch my face. But if he's Bastian Ryker I would gladly be happy if he stared or touch my face.
“It's okay if you don't like it. I don't mind.” agad na bawi niya at kinuha ang tinidor bago tusukin ang omelette at ilagay sa bibig niya.
Mahina akong natawa at kinuha ang kanang kamay niya. Nilagay ko ang malambot na kamay niya sa pisngi ko dahilan upang matigilan siya. His lips parted while looking at me. Nabitawan niya ang tinidor sa kaliwang kamay at nanlaki ang matang nakatitig sa'kin.
“Go on...” I urged him to feel my face. Napapikit ang mga mata ko ng dahan-dahan niyang hinaplos ang pisngi ko nang may halong pag-iingat. His fingers suddenly trace my eyebrows, my nose and lastly my lips making me opened my eyes.
I looked at his green orbs with full of adoration while looking at my face.
“You're so pretty...” He breathlessly whispered making me smiled.
“Thank you...” I sincerely said while looking at him. His hand feels so warm on my skin. I really can't imagine that I'm so close to him like this.
I thought fallen inlove to someone who's far from your age is gross. But I think I'm so wrong. Love has no age. Love will suddenly hit you fastly without you even knowing.
I thought I'm just admiring how beautiful he was. I thought I'm just attracted to him. I can't still not believe that I'm just like Talliah or else I'm going to be worst than her.
Akala ko hindi na darating ang araw na hindi ko siya maiintindihin kahit saang anggulo man ako tumingin. Pero ngayon tanggap ko na, na sumusunod ako sa yapak niya kahit pilit ko man itong iwasan.
I thought I would never fall in love in this lifetime. I thought I would hate men 'cause I see them the same with my Tito. Akala ko pareho pareho lang sila. But when I saw Talliah madly and deeply inlove with Rainer. Hope begun to rose up in me. That there are still so many Man out there who can love you and treat you right like you've d****e.
Falling in love with someone is not even in my vocabulary. I just know that I wanted to live for Talliah and I want to serve him forever. But right now I've realized that I also wanted to live for myself. That I also wanted to fell inlove. That I also want to feel those butterflies.
I thought I'm not straight anymore just because of Talliah! Because I really admire her. But this feelings towards Bastian is more than admiration. It's more than that...
Pinagmamasdan ko siyang maganang kumain ng omelette. He licked his bottom lip after sipping his coffee while I am just at his side admiring him. He leaned his back on his chair and slowly tilted his head to my side.
Tumikhim ako at umayos ng upo nang makitang tapos na siyang kumain. Agad akong tumayo at pumunta sa sofa para kunin ang polo niya. Naririnig ng dalawang tenga ko ang sobrang lakas ng tibok ng puso ko habang naglalakad. Ramdam kong nakatingin si Bastian sa likuran ko at sumusunod sa'kin.
Kinuha ko ang malinis na polo sa sofa at agad na humarap kay Bastian na sobrang lalim kung makatitig sa 'kin. Ramdam ko ang mga paro-parong nagsiliparan sa tiyan ko dahil sa nakakatunaw niyang titig.
Hinintay ko siyang makalapit sa'kin. I was gulping while looking at our close distance. Naaamoy ko ang mabango niyang pabango na lalong nagbigay kiliti sa tiyan ko.
“Breath Ziyah...” Bastian husky voice sent shiver down my spine as he leaned forward to whispered in my ears. Kumurap ako at huminga ng malalim. Ngayon ko lang napagtanto na kanina pa pala ako hindi humihinga. Damn it!
I looked at his green orbs and sighed. Gano'n na ba talaga kalala ang epekto niya sa'kin? Parang nakaka baliw naman.
“Open your arms widely,” I ordered
He immediately spread his arms widely while looking at me. Mabilis kong pinasuot sa kaniya ang kaniyang polo dahilan upang matabunan ang puting sleeveless shirt niya. I saw his adams apple bobbed up and down while looking at me buttoning his polo.
Mabilis na nag tama ang mga mata naming dalawa nang tumingala ako. Inayos ko ang neckline niya at sininghot ito ng konti. Ang bango niya.
“Are you still going to cut your class today?” tanong ko dahilan upang tumikhim siya.
“No...” namamaos ang boses niyang bulong.
Tumaas ang kilay ko at pinagmasdan ang labi niya.
“Sigurado ka?” naniniguro kong tanong sa kaniya. He nodded his and smiled a bit.
May parte sa aking hindi naniniwala na hindi siya mag cucutting classes mamaya. Gawain niya ‘yan. Dahil alam ko kapag na bobored siya sa klase pumupunta siya doon sa park. Hindi ko na siya mababantayan dahil nandito na ako sa bahay niya. Pwede naman sigurong kahit sa labas sundan ko siya diba?
The heck Jazziyah this is your punishment because he saw you stalking him. Then now you want to break his rule. Nag-usap na kayo kagabi diba?
“I hate my course right now but I promise to be good this time.” saad niya habang nilalagay ang tikwas ng buhok ko sa gilid ng aking tenga. How come that we became so close like this? I don't want to complain though. I like this. I like it when we're not intimidated to each other. Na para bang sobrang tagal na namin magkakilala.
Huminga ako ng malalim at tinitignan siya sa kaniyang mga mata. Alam kong kahit may iba na akong alam sa buhay niya wala parin akong karapatan manghimasok at pakialaman siya. But I badly want to be part of him. Gusto ko maging parte ng buhay niya.
“Narinig ko kanina nag usap kayo ng Daddy mo at hindi naging maganda ang kinalabasan ng pag-uusap na ‘yon. Dahil ba parati kang tumatakas sa klase mo? At hindi ka nagseseryoso sa pag-aaral?” kuryuso kong tanong dahilan upang umiwas siya ng tingin. He sighed as he scratched his nose a bit.
“Don't stick your nose in my problems okay? You're just my servant and you are here because of your punishment and that is to serve me until I say so.” mabigat ang paghinga niya at madiin ang pagkakasabi sa'kin dahilan upang manlaki ng konti ang mata ko. Nakita kong nandilim ito habang nakatingin siya sa'kin.
Is he had mood swings? Bakit bigla na lang nagbabago ang mood niya? Nakita ko kung paano magbago ang kaniyang mga mata. From dark to soft. Nagsitaasan ang mga balahibo ko sa batok ng haplusin niya ito at malambing ako tinitigan.
“I'm sorry for rasing my voice... It's just that don't mind my father okay? At huwag ka ring lalabas sa kwarto mo kapag nandito siya. I don't want him to see you.” His voice softened as he caressed my nape. Naguguluhan akong tumango sa kaniya at ngumiti.
“Can I kiss you?” I asked pleadingly while looking at him in the eyes. Hindi ko alam pero kusa itong lumabas sa bibig ko. Gusto kong matikman ang malambot niyang mga labi.
Nakita kong biglang pumula ang magkabilang tenga niya at umiwas siya ng tingin sa 'kin. Para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig at tinablan ng hiya.
“I'm sorry. It's just a joke.”
Kinakabahan kong saad sa kaniya. I took one step backward but he pulled my nape to crashed his lips on mine. Nagulat ako sa galaw niya pero pumikit ako at ginalaw ang labi ko para mas lalo kong mahalikan ang labi niya. I bit his lowerlip a bit making him groaned.
I snaked my arms around his neck and kissed him deeper. Tumigil ako nang maramdaman kong hindi man lang siya gumagalaw. Narinig ko siyang mahinang magmura at mabilis na sumubsob sa gilid ng leeg ko.
“I-I don't know how to kiss Ziyah... It's my first...” He suddenly whispered in the crook of my neck making my jaw dropped.
Really? Ramdam ko na kumikislap ang mga mata ko dahil sa sinabi niya. I chuckled and pinched his ass.
“I thought you have so many girlfriends and you have many experiences.” I said and chuckled.
Umahon si Ryker at binigyan ako ng mariing titig na mas lalong nagpahalakhak sa'kin. Ang cute niya.
“Whatever, starting now you will teach me how to kiss right?” He asked while caressing my nape. Nangingiti akong tumango sa kaniya bago ko patakan ng halik ang labi niya.
Ang lambot ng labi niya! Pwede bang hindi na lang siya mag-aral at mag-halikan na lang kami buong araw?
Sinusundan ng mata ko si Bastian na papasok sa kaniyang kotse. Nagtataka ako kung bakit isa lang ang guard sa bahay nila. Dahil pala ayaw ni Bastian na may maraming tao sa bahay kasi hindi siya sanay at mas gusto niya ng tahimik.
Nagtaka ako ng biglang siyang lumabas sa kotse at naglakad patungo sa'kin. He effortlessly walked handsomely to me making me blushed. Bastian huwag ka na lang pumasok promise tuturuan kita kung paano humalik.
My forehead creased a bit when I saw him handling my phone to me. Isasauli niya sa'kin?
“I took a selfie this morning after I woke up. I smiled a little there even if I don't love taking pictures of myself but I did for you.” I think my heart just dropped after I heard his words. With shaking hands I opened my phone and go to photos. My heart swell when I saw his gorgeous face early in the morning.
Naramdaman kong hinaplos niya ang batok ko dahilan upang mapatingala ako. He suddenly cupped my face and softly caressed it.
“I also took a picture of my naked self, hope you'll like it.” He gave me an innocent smile before he gave me a peck on the lips.
Nakaawang ang mga labi tinignan kong mawala ang kaniyang sasakyan sa harapan ko. Hinawakan ko ang dibdib ko at pinakiramdaman ang sobrang lakas ng tibok ng puso ko. My eyes suddenly went to the garden and there I saw Manang Jenna looking at me.
She smiled at me making me blushed furiously. Did she saw us?
“Manang pasok na po ako.” Nahihiya kong saad bago pumasok.
Pinigilan ko ang tumili nang makita ko ang larawan ni Ryker na hubot-hubad. Pinaypayan ko ang aking mukha nang mapunta ang tingin ko sa pagkalalaki niya.
“Tangina ang haba...” I whispered shockingly.
Kakasiya ba ‘yan sa butas ko? Kasiya ‘yan Jazziyah. Pagpapakalma ko sa sarili ko.
