“Sierra, you will always remember to be vigilant especially now that crime is rampant. "Sister Ferry reminded me.
We are now at the gate of the convent as the children and the three nuns surround me.
Just a month ago I reached the age of eighteen. Since I am of legal age I can now leave the care of the nuns and venture out of the convent.
The children I had also been with for several years looked up to me sadly while the orders of the three nuns who even bothered to take me to the gate.
"Don't worry. I will remember your instructions. "I told them.
I am very grateful to them. I was orphaned early and was thrown into the convent because no one wanted to take care of me.
It's okay that I came here because I also don't want to have a new family. That is why I am still in the care of the nuns.
I bowed to the children and smiled at them. These children were with me and I considered them brothers and sisters. Even though I was only with them for a short time, I was still happy.
"Take care of our home, ok? "I told them. The children nodded with tears in their eyes. I watched them one last time. This is it.
This is where I will start living alone. No companion, no support from anyone, no one to talk to.
"I'm leaving." I didn't bother to wait for their response and turned around. I walked away from them while waving backwards.
"Be careful, Sierra! "I heard them chase. I honestly do not know where I am going. We are in the city and I do not know the ins and outs around the place because I often go out of the convent.
I turned onto a road and if I am not mistaken it was heading to the bus station. I also walked for a few minutes and I was encouraged when I saw not far away the parked yellow buses.
Since I was not familiar with places other than the city of Oak Ridge, I just rode without looking where the bus was going
There are more vacant seats and I chose the seat by the window. I put in the empty seat next to me a small bag containing my belongings.
I looked out of the bus window at the people busy with their own businesses. As I watched them I could not help but fall asleep. I woke up early because I still had to fix things and double checked if I had saved the documents I would need in the future.
I did not realize that the bus was full and it was leaving the terminal. As we drove away from the city to a place I did not know I was just stunned outside. Even when I was drowsy I could not sleep.
I wonder what awaits me in the place I am going. Will something bad happen to me? Will I meet a friend? Will my life be just fine?
Questions that I can’t answer at least one.
“Where will you stop? "I blinked when I heard the voice of the conductor by my side. I turned around and saw that his gaze was bad on the bag I put beside my seat.
“Where is it going to stop?" The conductor frowned. He may be thinking I was a fool because I did not even look at the license plate where the bus destination was written.
“In North Dakota.” He answered. North Dakota. The name of the place is unfamiliar to me.
“Is that place a city? "I asked again. I can feel that the conductor is annoyed with me but he can do nothing but answer the questions.
“No. North Dakota is a small town with a population of about three thousand.”
With what he said I was able to make a decision. "I'm going down to North Dakota."
He gave me a ticket and said he would return my fare. I just nodded and stared out the window again.
I have a small amount of money that I saved during my stay at the convent. I hope I can find a house that fits my budget. I will also look for a job so that I can buy food and daily expenses
When the conductor returned to my seat I handed over the payment. A few more hours passed before the conductor shouted and announced where we were.
“North Dakota!”
I got up and picked up my bag. I turned inside the bus and just now I noticed there were only three passengers left including me.
I got off the bus and observed the surroundings. I saw from my peripheral vision two men in a row getting off the bus before it pulled away.
This small town also has a small bus station. You will think you are on the side walk because of the five benches that include heat and rain protection.
When I observed the surrounding I was greeted by a few people crossing, walking, standing and talking, and dogs with their owner.
If you are wondering why I thought of moving away from the city where I grew up and going to a place I am not familiar with and no one I know of, this is all I can answer.
I want to run away from that chaotic city.
I slung the bag over my shoulders and started walking. I will look for a vacant apartment or small house that can be rented.
But it seems that foreigners are rare in this area because I only saw two apartment buildings. Pure two story building where both rooms are full.
I asked if there was a small and cheap house for rent here and because this town is small, almost everyone will know each other.
And the people I asked answered only one thing, nothing. I almost despaired but there was a kindhearted man who was still hesitant to say what he knew.
"I know of a house, but it is old and ruined. No one lives there anymore and the owner has abandoned it. If you want I will show you where the house stands."
I am so grateful to the old man. I said it's okay even if it's broken as long as I have a roof to shelter tonight.
He told me where the location was and without hesitation I went to it. But before I could get away, the old man had another claim.
"Be careful, child. Wolves are infesting that place."
"At the end of this town, there is a big forest that no one has tried to enter. At the beginning of the forest you can see the house."I now look up at the large trees in front of me. This is probably what the old man is saying. This is the end of the town.I followed the direction he said. It’s stamped on my brain so I’m sure I won’t get lost.I saw in my peripheral vision the house that the old man had defined. I walked towards it while feeling my surroundings. I have my guard up.Even though I ignored the old man's last instructions, I still couldn't help but be observant. It is unlikely that what the old man is saying is true, in my estimation it is half the town is jungle. I also noticed that the town was sur
“Mom, are the mermaids real?”“The world is big, Sierra. Very wide sea. You know, we may not be the only ones living here.”I remember what my mother said when I once asked her about the children's book she was reading to me. Although Mama did not directly answer my question, I immediately understood what she meant.“Thank you.” I said softly and took my change from the woman's hand. I took the two eco bags of grocery I bought at the convenience store and left. After cleaning up this morning I hurried to get dressed to buy my necessities.I did not get lost
I stepped forward. Surprised because the voice said I should look for him in the forest, the forest is wide, how did I hear his calls?It is unlikely that he is near my current location, and I am apprehensive because the tone of his voice seems to be losing hope.It was late at night, the surroundings were dark. I clasped my hand and quickly took the lamp inside the house. I lit it and had the courage to enter the forest.Aside from worrying, I’m also curious at how the voice recognizes me. I'm sure I don't have a single acquaintance here, and if it was Summer I had met before it would be vague.The voice is unrecognizable, but I’m guessing that it’s a female.My steps are careful and quietly observing the surroundings. I will never forget the warnings I received from the people of the town. I should not let my fear take
“I’m sorry for what they did, Sierra. It's the first time that they saw a human.” Summer said accompanied by laughter.I know he was just joking, but they didn’t seem to be joking earlier when they attacked me, or should I say approached me.We are now walking towards the office of what they call alpha. Earlier we entered this big house I do not know if anyone is in very quiet.“Why, what are you? Demons?” I said, rolling my eyes.Their greetings was so heart warming. Note the sarcasm. They almost ran me over because of what they were doing to me. Someone smelled my armpit, poked my nose, pulled my ear, and smelled my mouth.Their antics are so embarrassing. I was so red earlier because of their madness. Fortunately, Summer stopped them before I finally fainted in shame.They are so weird. I might consider wha
The next day,“Wait, Sierra! You can’t leave!”“What Summer?! Set aside!”“Sierra, no!”“Leave I said!”Everyone watching was silent as the two at the door of Alpha’s house is arguing. They could see with their own eyes what the female Amazon had done to their companion.Summer fell to the ground with the force of Sierra’s kick to his balls. His face is red while holding his crotch. He almost rolled on the ground in extreme pain.The spectators held back a laugh.“I said set aside! Look what you made me do!” Sierra scolded mixed with repentance.When she woke up this morning she immediately noticed that she was not at the house where she was staying. Her head ached because she was trying to remember what ha
“Sierra… Find me… I’m right here…”“Please… we’re losing time!”Sierra was puzzled as she walked through the forest without direction. Summer and Alpha are hot on her trail. She could not understand herself why she was suddenly nervous, restless, and worried.Why does she always hear the voice calling to her? She could not determine where it came from, as if it were blowing in the air for her to hear.Her steps are large, her movements are fast, and her eyes are scanning the surroundings. She hears the two men following her and talking to her but she ignored them.“Follow my voice, Sierra ..”She turned around. “Where are you?!”Summer and Alpha looked at each other. The girl seemed to be talking to someone they could not see or hear. Sum
“There are wolves! Many wolves!”Zachary was startled by Sierra’s cry. She suddenly woke up and turned around, eyes widening as she repeated the word wolf. Zachary was suddenly nervous.He turned to her and to his shock she grabbed both of his shoulders tightly.“There were wolves chasing me earlier! There are so many, big and fast!” Sierra complaint hysterically.“Are you dreaming?” He asked, confused. He did not know how to say here that the wolves she saw were his warriors.“No,” she shook her head. The grip on his shoulder was even tighter. “I ran away earlier, didn’t I? I ran away and you didn’t catch up with me.”
Zachary was stunned by Summer’s revelation. He completely lost his appetite so he set aside his plate.“What do you mean?” He didn’t mean to sound harsh, he can see that the tense Summer is now sweating.“Alpha, just calm down.” He raised both of his arms. “I’m not accusing Sierra, just chill.”He shook his head. “I am relaxed.”“Really?” Summer even had the guts to wriggle his eyebrows at him.He stared at him blankly. “You are taking too long, Summer.”He could not fully comprehend what he was saying. Especially about the smell of the maiden. Even though he is here in the kitchen and she is upstairs he can still smell it’s sweet smell.Summer swallowed the food first before taking it seriously.“Do you remember the
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