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Chapter 113

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Kian's pov

My resolution to keep everything to myself and not speak to her anymore did not last more than a couple of seconds before it immediately melted away and I felt ashamed of myself and how much I had fallen in such a short time. All those times in the past I used to think that if I ever came across one of this man's children I would not be able to hold myself back from hitting them.

But what did I feel towards Evelyn?

I have tried not to think about it too much because I knew that it was a dangerous thing to think because it would make things just far too complicated. Even with the way I was feeling right now, if I could just make it stop, if it was only for the period when I needed to do what had to be done then I would have been so grateful but unfortunately, I could have not turned it off.

The scary part about all of that was that part of me did not even want to turn it off at all.

“Look, you came to finally hear me out, to finally hear why I despise your father so m
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