Chapter 118

Evelyn's pov

It was a very long night for me and I doubted that I really got any kind of sleep or anything worthwhile that could be called sleep because I was thinking about the past. I was thinking about how I had been so oblivious to the way my father reacted, the way he completely gave up on the conversation that he wanted to have with me. At the mention of that night, he sounded so horrified.

Maybe there was another incident that had happened but none of it would have been his fault. Why was he not happy that night? Why did he look so guilty? Why was he so pressed to be alone by all means? Obviously, it was not an attack by the enemy because my father would come back looking very tired but that was the only night when things were different. That was the only night when he was looking so bad I could not even understand it or comprehend it at all and my mother never spoke about it. She kept it covered up as his Luna. It was also important for her to make sure that his image was as