My breathe hitched, My body screamed at me to turn the fuck around and never ever come in the vicinity of these four asshole ever again, since the last time didn't go oh too well .
But my pride ; my stupid fucking pride didn't agree ; I was the victim here , it was him that stupid asshole who was laughing at whatever shit his friend Conan Salvador told him the cause of all this shit that was happening to me . I m not going to run away , my body screamed in protest but I willed it to move inside the class , the moment I took those small baby steps , the laughter stopped , cue my nervous sweaty hands .
They should have continued on but instead I felt four glares aimed at my direction especially one of them seemed to be much more dangerous than the others .Instinctively, I wanted to run away but all the same time I didn't want to let them know that they were getting to me .
Thus, I straightened my back a little and kept walking only to be stopped by strong muscular chest .+Holy mother of God . Jacob Knight was standing front of me with his famous smirk , his hands crossed in front .
"Hey , Waddington , nice to see you here ."
If not for that cursed name ; I would have believed even so slightly that this guy was actually greeting me , his voice was even and even held some warmth in it but I wasn't some stupid girl who was ready to jump in his arms with a mere glimpse of his eyes ;
I knew what Jacob Knight was. Past his perfect demeanour laid something sinister ; he wasn't the golden boy nor was he a prince and not a knight either . And I knew that ; I have seen his pernicious ways when he declared me off the charts made me the school's punching bag with just a few words of his .
Gorgeous or not what he did was sexual harassment but he made me pay for his fuckery .
I don't trust him and that jerk knows it .
"Hey ; QB " I answered him in the exact jolly tone that he used . Jacob brows shot up in surprise , he must have expected me to atleast stammer a little while facing him but then again this asshole had done his worst by throwing me against his minions , I believed he couldn't get any worse than that .
Oh boy , I was so wrong . Once the shock of me answering him passed ,he stepped forward and this was something I didn't expect from him , he should have sneered like others called me a few name , worst come push me down but never did I expect Jacob fucking Knight to violate my personal space .
On instinct I took a few steps back only to be block by another asshole , Luis Kelly was standing behind me with his shit eating grin as if were the best of friends and he was just playing another prank on me .
"Let me go " I kept my voice calm even though my insides were shaking like crazy .
: Nah ; Bella , Knight wants to have a little chat , act like a good girl just the way you are and nothing will go wrong "
I didn't believe him , neither of them was worth it . I turned around trying to get way from him and Jacob but Conan Salvador with his long legs blocked my path .
"Just talk ; Hamilton" growled Conan his voice sharper than usual .
I didn't want to talk not to Jacob nor to anyone else who have given me this pain , I wanted to scream at them to leave me the fuck alone but I knew they won't, this was all a game to them .My freedom , my will didn't matter to them , they have taken everything from me ; my peace, my social life everything that could be considered important to a seventeen year old teenage girl but it didn't matter to them , if I pushed them anymore maybe they themselve will replace their minions who did their bidding .
"Do your worst " resigning to my fate , I looked at those stormy gray eyes that fascinated me even when they shouldn't . I should be dreaming about a nice cozy man but instead I find myself imagining the one kiss that this jerk gave to me , dreaming about things that should never happen between me and him .
Jacob smiled as he narrowed the gap between us right now he was so close to me that we were breathing the same air , my legs were nearly shaking from the terror that he was inciting but somehow I made myself force to meet his eyes.
"Ah ; that's where you are wrong Hamilton, when you see a predator you turn around and run with your tail in between your legs , you do not charge right up to your predator or you're gonna get hunted " he still had his stupid smirk on that I so much wanted to wipe it off him but a single slap was enough to ruin my school life , I wasn't going to take my chances about what the other might bring .
But before I could give another scathing retort ; Luis pushed me and before I knew it I fell face first in Jacob's arms . Terror clawed inside me when Jacob tightened his grip on me instead of pushing me off and calling me a 'fat whore' , I could have digested it ;
I always did but this ... this waa getting out of hands .I pushed against his chest trying to get away from him but he simply locked my arms behind my back as he looked at me .
"You don't learn sweetheart ; you need to run when I come for you" Jacob remarked.
"Get your fucking hands off me, Knight" My voice was breaking for the first time in my entire high school life, I had faced so much but never let myself cry but being with Jacob in such a sudden close proximity I knew that he wasn't joking around , whatever he has planned will not bode well for me .
"No" he replies all to calmly , then he nods at Luis behind my back
"didn't you hear Kelly? Act like a good girl and everything will be alright"
But I only struggled harder trying to free myself from his grip , I wasn't going to act like a good girl not right now, not in front of these assholes . But terror started to run rampant when Jacob groped my breast kneading it harder then he should .
"Please" trying to pull back from his horrifying touch
" Don't do this to me please" I wished Jacob felt something with my soft whimpers of pleading but even if he did , he didn't stop instead he dragged his lips around my neck; his mouth ravenous. I flinched when his teeth pierce through my skin and later his tongue started making small circles around the bite mark as if trying to soothe me off my pain.His hand that was caressing my left breast finally let go but only to slip inside of pants , he is this close from touching my core .
It was absolutely terrifying , I felt my body freeze in terror, my insides were quaking .I wanted this to stop .
"Please , please let me go" and this time I break I sob my tears let loose and I didn't stop them . Finally, Jacob pulls back , his lips , hands altogether .
"Good Girl, you are a fast learner aren't you sweetheart " he spoke alomst soothingly I'm not his sweetheart never will be , in front of these assholes , Jacob Knight has violated me like no one else did before but I can't even retort to him it will only make him act even worse .
"look up, I wanna see your tears princess"
I looked up not even wanting to fight him off .+
"Mhmm; sweetheart that's the way" he caressed my cheek approvingly . He leans closer once again and kissed my tears away like he have every fucking right too .
"Fuck" he murmured looking down at me as if my tears made him contented , he looked as if he wanted to give everything up and do whatever the fuck he wanted to in his sick psychotic mind but Conan stopped him .
"That's enough , people are gonna see " Conan said .
Jacob nodded but his stromy eyes remained locked at me "You're gonna keep that pretty mouth shut for me sweetheart , if you think you have seen worse of me then you are damn wrong there"
He knows I won't tell a soul , I didn't do it the last time nor Will I do it now but he just wanted to let me know ;to show me who he was . I nod wordlessly not trusting my mouth to be able to speak up after what I just went through .
"Good luck for the class sweetheart "
And with those parting words the four assholes turned back to their seats as if neither of them humiliated me , leaving me alone to silently cry in a class full of students
Authors note :- Please note this is a work of fiction and I sincerely do not support this in real life .
Once Mr .Hussain is done with his lecture , I didn't even wait for him to end the class .Grabbing my backpack ;shoving everything in just a single go .I make my way out of the class, no , let me corect myself I don't make my way , I run clearly afraid of the infamous QB to set his eyes on me once again .Twice was enough , I tell my heart .With just these two encounters with Jacob Knight , I feel as if I have just stepped out of a freaking whirlpool ;my emotions were a mess , my pride was humiliated and I was feeling real low and God forbid , I never felt this low never in my life not since my father abandoned us in that small town without once looking back .I trudged my way to the parking lot , I knew that if I leave now I will be missing on half of my classes and I wasn't someone who cut their classes but I believed I deserved to cut some slack after being groped and touched against mywill , Jacob Knight never intended to go over the f
What are you doing here" once I'm sure that my mum is out of earshot , I confront Jacob once again ."Told you ; I wanted to return your book" shrugging with an innocent expression that might have fooled half of Austin's population he answers me ."I call that bullshit ; Knight and you know it , forget about the book we don't have chemistry together ! "The only period that I have with this asshole is Maths we don't share classes for chemistry and I would be lying if I say that I wasn't Thank ful for it ."Ah ; knew something was off , didn't pay attention while I was grabbing it " he murmurs"You broke in my locker!"I screech in complete disbelief .He simply rolls his eyes at me as if my reaction to him breaking into my locker and messing around with my things was over the top ."Is this fun to you ?"I demand ;wanting to know whatever reason this creep has followe
Nothing could have been daunting then me standing in front of my locker watching a huge ass poster sticking to it , it wasn't a poster ofcourse ; it was a photo taken from a rather misleading angle .People were crowding around me ; laughing ; giggling and not giving a fuck about the truth and why will they ? People don't care about what the truth is , they only care about what they believe it to be." Hey ; teacher's whore !" someone , maybe a Knight ass licker calls out to me but I ignore him ; instead I rip off the poster sticking on my locker ; crumpling and throwing it in dustbin .More laughter .My agony fuels their laughter ;I knew that much but never did I thought that they will go so low one-day .Maybe I should have known , people like Knight have no such thing as sense of propriety. I turn around wanting to find Jacob and give him another taste of my slap but before I could someone grab my hand and pull m
"Are you alright ?" Selina who has followed me to the girls bathroom asks worriedly ." Do I look alright to you ?" after the whole fiasco of apologising to Jacob, I wasn't surprised at finding myself feeling terribly sick .Wiping my mouth on my sleeves,I growl at her " apologise to him and everything will be fine ? Yeah right !"" Look at least he will be off your back now " she informs me .I simply rolled my eyes at her .Off my back or not , I had a feeling that the saga of Jacob Knight wasn't going to end in my life just like this , I didn't know why I felt this way but I just did .Thankfully; Selina was understanding enough that I wasn't willing to talk it out with her and decided to give me my personal space ; which I decided to use up by spending my time in the library , part of the reason was I wanted to finish my assignment , part of it was Because I wanted to avoid the school population
I'm feeling stronger than ever ; ever since everything started . I don't know how , I got through my high school without Ron, I love Selina and yes I will take a bullet for her if possible but Ron was different , with Ron there was much more laughter and a lot more fun .If my mother knew the company I was keeping she would have screamed ; yelled and bellowed at me , about how she expected better from me and my company , especially when Ron was always high on his shit.Selina too disapproved of him at beginning but with time she slowly opened up and accepted this new addition in our already really small friend circle .Today, I was feeling a little more proud of myself , I knew that Jacob Knight had knocked me down but I didn't stay there for long , I picked myself and walked away but what I didn't know that today was the day my doom begins ." What's going on? " I asked to no one in particular. After finishing my h
" What's was that all about ?" asked Selina who fell a step behind me , her tone inquisitive ." Maybe he is so upset that its messing with his brains " I could only offer her this , Because I knew that there was a trap in laid there , Jacob Knight won't ask me on a date for no reason because I wasn't the girl who will get the guy .The guy I deserved was most probably someone who will work a 24 *7 job in some stupid boring company not the one who rattles my entire body senses with his gorgeous smile .And Jacob Knight most certainly falls into the latter category , with his razor sharp jawline sharp enough to cut glass and stormy gray eyes in which a person can practically lose himself .Selina looked at me ,as if she knew what was going on my mind but thankfully she doesn't say anything to me , good , I don't need her pity .But down deep down , I couldn't help be disappointed at the giddiness that was enveloping
In the morning I woke up refreshed, my heart a bit at ease .Even though I kept recalling yesterday for the entire night and finally came to conclusion of ' Let's just forget whatever happened ' because I had no other choice , not against who shall not be called by his anymore .After a very serious pep talk with myself , I decided that no one - including ,-The one will break me .My father abandoning us didn't and neither will Jacob . I had enough and I wasn't going to play along with him not now , not ever .I drove to my school , nerves jangling but still stride inside the school with my head held high .The cat calls of ' Bella the Waddington ' starts but I ignore them , they were no
By the time I'm out of class and down the corridor,far away from Jacob and his sadism , the adrenalin washes away , and my smile slowly dims as I just realised what in the frickity frick I just did .I kicked Jacob Knight .I kicked Jacob fucking Knight in his fucking balls .I groan . I crouch down hiding my face in my hands and groan out , what was wrong with me , that guy was a fucking psycho and I had a first class experience of it , when he set me against the odds and it was when I only slapped him , now what will happen to me , with me kicking him in his balls ?My hands are sweaty , I can feel that much against my face .I'm still busy with the aftermaths of my adrenalin rush but then I hear voices coming out from not too far away and from the sound of it , It looks like a lovers quarrel .Not wanting to trespass on something so private , I rise bu
EpilogueOne year later“What I’m trying to say is you can’t blame me for this !” exclaimed Jason , almost lunging at his girlfriend ‘s throat “ you are trying to argue with me with your so called theory but I’m telling you its not gonna work . If you gonna counter my theory you better prove it with real facts not ideologies “I grinned as Alicia gripped her head and groaned , like her head was going to explode any moment because of all the stress and frustration her boyfriend was giving her . Their debate session are always intense despite how loving they are out of the debate club , once inside - oh boy , they would be ready to lunge at each others throat and if I didn’t knew better I would have taken them as mortal enemies .They have never met a topic where the two of them would be able to cordially agree with each other . At first everyone was alarmed and worried when we firs
Bella“ Holy sizzles “ gasped Selina “ you look so beautiful ““ I know right “ said Adriana as she swiped her fake tears with her forefinger “ this is my master piece ,simply flaw-fucking -less amazing “To add to the effect she even sniffed” are you ready ?”Of course I was , this morning Adriana had stormed inside the room that I was sharing with Selina . I have told her in passing that I was going to do my makeup on my own - and believe me the girl squawked so loudly she was one pitch lower than the seagulls .If I wasn’t ready after all that , then I would never be ready . I nodded and once I did , Selina and Adriana grabbed my shoulders before turning me around to face the mirror .And I only had one word in my mind - Gorgeous .The solid champagne slit dress indeed flattered my curves , somehow it made me feel beautiful yet sexy at the same time . A
Bella“ It was the wedding dammit ! “ shrieked my mother “ I wanted you to be beautiful , I wanted you to feel beautiful ! Have you seen Lily ? She looks beautiful , she is healthy and active . The second she appeared in the wedding hall everyone’s gaze was locked upon her and she wasn’t even the bridesmaid ! What about you where were you ? I will tell you “ pointing her fore finger right at my face , my mother snarled “ you were being ignored , everyone was ignoring you despite Jennifer standing next to you because you are not what this society calls beautiful and healthy . You are average Bella , just average ! Do you want to be average ? Because I don’t ! I want my daughter to be beautiful and healthy , the centre of attention ! Even now the doctor can blame it all on the medicine but if you ask me , I say that it was all because you were so heavy . It wasn’t the side effect of the medicine that I gave you , No matter how much those doctor insist it is until they turn bl
Jacob“ Okay first question , exactly how much ICD one needs to overdose and die ? “ I asked but then furrowed my brows “ guess what that’s a stupid question isn’t it ? You can’t answer anyway . So “ I shrugged casually “Let’s see what exactly is the level of ICD overdose ,I can find it myself no need to trouble you “Wilkins ‘s eyes got as wide as saucers as he started to moan continuously , his eyes darting to the door and back to me .“ Ah , you better stop doing that - Grampy “ I told him with a warning note in my voice “ if something happened to you right now , you don’t even have someone to plan your funeral tonight “His eyes widened but he stopped struggling . His body went slack , and his chest rose and fell with uneven breaths . His eyes locked at the needles in my hand .“ that’s a good grampy “ I cooed soft
Bella" I think I will - umm , go ?" said Anna as she walked past Ron without waiting for an answer from me . I wanted to ask Ron , what was that about but the expression on his face made it clear that he didn't want to talk abut what happened just now .So , I swallowed my questions back . Instead I smiled at him " Hey , how are you doing ?"Ron who was still looking over his shoulder , turned his head back at me and smiled back " come on short stacks , is this question something you should be asking ? Instead it should be me asking , how do you feel after beating the death 's ass ?"I sit up a little more comfortably and flash him a victory sign " It feels awesome , I was -"I couldn't even get the words out because he already has his arms wrapped around me so tightly , that it was becoming a struggle to breathe ." I was so scared ,Bella .. just so scared " he said , his shoulders shaking as he rested his head on m
Bella" when I almost lost you , I realised how much I needed you " he said resting his forehead against mine " I didn't think about it while you were right by my side , but when I thought I was going to lose you , I realised that I never told you how much I need you "" I know , that already Jake "" Throughout my life I was scared about needing someone , scared that someday someone would want me and I would want her too "" I know that too "" No , you don't get it " he said nuzzling his head to my neck as he let his head drop down " You have no concept of how much I need you , if you knew you wouldn't be so calm , it would scare the hell out of you . It scares me too "" well , if it makes you feel better . I feel the same " All my life I have fought my battles alone , I have been disappointed so much by my family that I grew resistant even at the thought of needing someone . But Jacob was essential for me ." Glad
Jacob“ Hey , I’m back mum “ standing in front of the white headstone without Dante was awkward enough . But I knew I had to be here because she had always been there for me , I placed the bouquet of roses on her grave . My chest was rippling with so much relief and gratitude than ever before “ just so you know , I’m going to fulfil that promise the one that I made to you . I will study hard and inherit Dante -no Dad ‘s company and be a better man and son , a son you can be proud of ““What I want to say - oh to hell with this “ I wasn’t the emotional type and with all the errs and momentary pauses I was certain that my mum must be laughing at me if she was watching me right now “ What I want to say , is thank you . “ I looked at her grave before looking up at the blue sky “ Thank you so much mum , I know you came through for me …I know you did “Because she had
JacobI knew that this was real selfish on my part but you know what fuck it , because if I don’t put a stop on my pain right now , it will keep brewing until I was on the verge of dying with it . So better just end it before it becomes too much for me to handle .“ Mom , you don’t owe me a damn thing . But if you really have a pull up there I need you to string it up for me -please bring her back to me because I need her “ still leaning against the cold marble tomb , I uttered my final plea “ if you bring her back I will try my best to be a son that you can be proud of , so please tell that guy to return her back , I will do anything -please mum “Nothing , not even a flicker of grass or any soft caress of wind flew next to me . And I knew she didn’t hear it , And honestly I didn’t blame her because if I was in her place where my own kid loved my murderer instead , I wouldn’t listen to his damn ple
Jacob"I know you will be really pissed off about this but honestly I don't care because I have been pissed at you all my life and couldn't do a thing to you so yeah - that account is settled . Now we are going to talk about the new one -Bella , she is really a good person , she is loving , compassionate and caring - something I can't say about myself " I stopped breathing hard as emotions clogged my throat , I cleared it before continuing on with my speech that I have prepared after thoughtful consideration " and she is mine , you hear me mine not yours and you have no right to take her because -" my vision went hazy and something warm and wet trickled down my cheeks . I inhaled sharply staring down at the wooden flooring away from the altar " because she is my everything . I know people shit around the word ' love ' a lot now a days but this different . I have already promised her a future together and I can't fulfil that one promise if she is not by my side . " my voic