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2024-10-29 19:42:56I'm feeling stronger than ever ; ever since everything started . I don't know how , I got through my high school without Ron, I love Selina and yes I will take a bullet for her if possible but Ron was different , with Ron there was much more laughter and a lot more fun .
If my mother knew the company I was keeping she would have screamed ; yelled and bellowed at me , about how she expected better from me and my company , especially when Ron was always high on his shit.
Selina too disapproved of him at beginning but with time she slowly opened up and accepted this new addition in our already really small friend circle .
Today, I was feeling a little more proud of myself , I knew that Jacob Knight had knocked me down but I didn't stay there for long , I picked myself and walked away but what I didn't know that today was the day my doom begins .
" What's going on? " I asked to no one in particular. After finishing my history class ; I join Selina and Ron in the library . It wasn't only me though the entire student body was covered in clouds of gloom , making me feel uneasy .
Ron rolled his eyes and took a swig out of his juice box ,( in which I was certain), it was anything but juice .
" I always wondered why they called you Stuck up , now I get it "
" Well thank you for that sudden jibe , but I want info Sherlock " after spending time with Ron I understood that the guy was only bark no bite , ofcourse it was only if his drink or joint wasn't concerned .
" Knight is in terrible mood , don't know why though, heard from a girl in English that he performed like a little sissy in the mock match , Salvador ain't happy either , I swear I heard the guy from the field down the hallway "
The news came as such a shock that it stopped me from my mission of a completing my assignments
" What?"
" Don't look so happy , Knight won't be happy " said Selina , even though she said that, her lips were twitching .
" I'm not happy " I nettled .
It was a lie ofcourse I was happy ; to me anyone that brought unhappiness to Jacob was a downright angel, I wish whoever it was will keep at it and make his life even half hellish as he did mine .
" But what happened ?" that's right I knew that gossiping was against my moral code of conduct but apparently my hatred for Jacob Knight was much more than acting as Jesus's good girl .
" Don't look at me like that , I'm not the school's reporter " shrugging innocently Ron said .
After that Selina stopped any other gossip regarding Jacob Knight, our semester exams were round the corner and Selina wished nothing more than to ace it , the same could be said for Ron , who was repeating his final twice.
" Hey Bella!"
I nearly stopped in my tracks staring wide eyes at the person who just called me .
" You - You called me ?" My minds shoots out so many question , I don't even know what to ask first , the first was ofcourse , why in the world Jacob Knight was calling me , in the middle of our school hall , didn't he had a reputation to take care of? what about his image?
Jacob shrugged throwing a hand round my neck
" Hey , just because we started off the wrong way, you don't have to act like this . You know what ; Bells , I have tickets to a new movie , wanna go and see ? "
" say what ?" I demanded my eyes wide.
" Movie and me , A good deal right?"
He speaks with so much innocence that I'm thrown off my loop . What is this-
" Are you off you your meds ?" I ask with with a deceptively sweet voice .
He shook his head at me , his gaze dropping at my face " c'mon bells its just a movie "
" is this another one of your dare ?"
I narrowed my eyes and looked around him , unlike the last time he was alone but I wasn't sure .
" Of course not !" he tells me with wide -eyes full of innoncence " just feeling like a good guy "
" Yeah ! well I certainly do not go around on dates with any predators in my immediate vicinity !" shaking his hand off me , I walk away , completely aware of the glare that was pointed at my head .
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