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Chapter 12
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Jacob brings me to the boys locker room .
I know I shouldn't be there , all alone with him but considering how he had ignored all my calls about talking right out in the football field .I knew I had no choice .
" Inside, Princess " he opens the door to the locker room and motions with his hands for me to enter it first, I shouldn't have , instead I should have taken a turn and ran away from him . But the stupid moron , I was , I walk right into the tiger's den .
The locker room smell exactly as I imagined it will , the overpowering smell of sweat and musk with a twinge of something odd invades my nostrils the second I enter the locker room.
Jacob follows after me and I hear a familiar click of as in ' door clicking shut ' click . I don't think he will shut the door , Jacob, himself had once said that there was no way he will be interested in chubby chicks like me , if that was the case I don't
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