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Chapter 47: Lunatic

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Lunatic

ROYAL POV

I shut the door harder than I should have, ran a hand through my hair, and tried to ease a calming breath into my lungs.

I unbuttoned my suit jacket and then pranced into the coffee shop, nodding to a few acquaintances who waved and greeted me.

My muscles were heavy with liquid resentment that bubbled in my chest, the venom lapping in my mouth as I tried to go over my speech for the umpteenth time.

I was going to keep this as humanly civil as I can. No fists, or losing my cool. But that wasn’t a promise. I was this close to losing every single strand of control inside of me and doing something that would either end with me dead or behind bars, and I had no nerve to even care!

Hell, even right now, I could see myself gravitating to the sweet murder that threatened to yank at my sanity with every passing second.

I was escorted to my seat where I dropped and ordered a glass of water. Coffee would make my heart palpitate, and anything with alcohol would send me
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