*10 years later*
It's midnight, but I am still outside, sitting here in the dark part of the park. The city is still busy, with many people passing by in the street. I see couples too, being lovey-dovey, holding each other's hands and laughing together. I think if that day hadn't happened, maybe I wouldn't be like this. I always used to think nonsense about that emotion called "love" and was looking for the best example of it. I laugh to myself; I am a romance writer, but I myself haven't experienced such a thing.
I stand up, about to leave when I feel my phone vibrate. I look at my phone and see that Matthew is calling, so I pick it up.
"Hey, Matt, what's up?" I say.
"Jesse, where are you?" he asks.
"I am here at the central park, why?" I answer. Maybe he wants me to do a favor.
"At this time!?" He says, obviously shocked.
"What's the big deal with me being outside? I am a guy, anyway," I state. Well, I am a guy; no one will harm me here.
"Tsk! You are so stupid! I'll pick you up, so don't leave. I have something to tell you," he says.
He ends the call, and as he said, I don't leave.
After a few minutes, I see Matthew's car. Don't ask me about his car; I don't know anything about cars, but he told me his car is a BMW. Uh? I don't know what that is. Anyway, Matthew gets out of his car and walks towards me.
"You are so stubborn! Why are you here outside at this time?" he scolds me.
"You're being overprotective like my parents," I pout.
"Well, if you could just be aware of your surroundings," he says, releasing a heavy sigh.
I really don't understand them. I am a guy, but they treat me like a little girl as if my parents didn't watch me, I'd be lost. For Pete's sake, I am a 25-year-old guy!
"Let's go," he says, and we walk to his car. We get in, and he starts driving. I wonder where we are going, so I ask him.
"Where are we going?" I ask.
"To my condo," he briefly answers.
He is completely concentrated on driving. On our way, I wonder why this guy hasn't had a girlfriend. Is it because of his career? Oh, by the way, guys, I forgot to tell you that Matthew is a famous actor. Before I left, Matthew told me that he wanted to be an architect. Now I don't know what happened, and he entered the world of showbiz.
He stops the car, and we enter the building where his condo is located. Matthew is literally rich now; he has a big condo, and cars, and he almost has everything.
We are now inside his condo, and I sit on one of the sofas here. "So, what are you going to tell me again?" I ask him. He sits across from me.
"You are a writer, but you haven't published any of the stories you've written in a publishing company, right? You only post them on social media," he asks me, then he smirks.
"Uh, yeah, why?" I ask because I am confused. Is he mocking me for being a freelancer with an unstable salary?
"I talked to a friend, and he told me that his father owns a publishing corporation. I asked him if you could work with them, and he said yes, but you have to go to
the company tomorrow if you want to publish your stories," he explains.
I can't believe that Matthew would do this kind of thing for me. I am happy because I have my own work.
"Are you in?" he asks me.
"Of course!" I exclaim.
-The next day-
We are now in front of the building Matthew was talking about.
"Let's go inside," he tells me, and we start walking.
The hallway isn't empty, but all eyes are on us. Of course, who wouldn't look at us? I am with a famous celebrity, and I hope my life is not in danger.
We enter an office that I think is supposed to be for the manager.
"Good morning, sir!" Matthew cheerfully greets the guy sitting in this office.
"Good morning, Matthew," the guy greets too.
"He was the one I was talking about, sir," Matthew says and pushes me forward to face the manager.
His eyebrows furrow, and I know he is confused.
"Is he the one you're talking about? I thought he was around the same age as you. I didn't know he was still a teenager," the manager says.
I am surprised by what he just said. Me? A teenager? Do I look like one? Hell, I am not a teenager! I am even a month older than Matthew.
"But, kid, even at your young age, you still manage to write great stories. Matthew sent me a sample of your work, and you possess the perfect skill to write a beautiful story," he compliments me, but I don't take it as a compliment. He called me a kid!
I see Matthew smirking at me, and I know he is mocking me. I know he will not help me with this kind of situation, so I speak for myself.
"Sorry, sir, but I am not a teenager. I am a 25-year-old who graduated from Harvard University with a major in Literature," I explain with my bass tone of voice.
This guy is utterly shocked.
"Really? I am sorry for the misunderstanding," he excuses himself.
"It's okay, sir. I don't mind it," I speak politely.
"But you do look like a teenager. Anyway, I'll introduce you to your editor. Please wait for a while," he says, then he calls his secretary.
After a while, we hear a knock on the door.
"Come in!" the manager shouts.
A guy enters. He is tall and has glasses. I stare at his face, but I am shocked when I recognize him.
"He'll be your editor from now on. He is Mr. Klein, one of my chief editors," the manager explains.
My mind still isn't functioning well because the guy I ran away from 10 years ago is now in front of me.
"I'm Oliver Klein," he says bluntly and extends his arm to shake hands with me.
I remember the past. It was like this, except for his reaction. He was smiling at me back then, but now he shows no emotion. Doesn't he recognize me?
"I-I'm Je- I'm Red, Red Wright," I stutter and grab his hand to shake.
"Nice to meet you," we both say to each other.
It's a disaster to meet you. Again.
"How is it?" Matthew asked me when we reached my apartment. I glared at him, but it didn't have any effect on him. He just laughed at me and sat on one of my sofas in the living room. "You didn't tell me!" I threw a pillow at him, and he caught it, hugging it. "That was my surprise for you! After a decade, you see each other again," he said, proud like a kid. "It's not good, you know?" I whispered. "Huh? It's Oliver, right? Why aren't you happy?" he asked. Yeah, Matthew didn't have any clue why I wasn't happy to see him. So I decided to act shocked, surprised, and shy, just to make him stop worrying. I would pretend like nothing happened and do it for work. "Of course, I was shocked! I didn't expect that," I explained to Matthew with an overly dramatic reaction. "Shouldn't you be thanking me?" he teased me. He really was annoying. "Thank you for what?" I asked, although I knew exactly what he was referring to. I just wanted to play around. "Come on, aren't you grateful to me?
I am currently writing the prologue of my story. I'll create a sweet moment that no one will expect to turn into a heart-breaking ending because that was the idea in my mind. I blame someone who made me like this, a person who never felt love in his whole life. I sighed heavily. *Bzzzzz Bzzzzz* My phone was ringing, so I picked it up and saw that Matthew was the one calling. "I'm working, what is it?" I asked him, the annoyance in my voice obvious. "Is that how you talk to your beloved best friend?" he asked, sounding sulky. "Stop with your childish acts and tell me what you want," I responded with an even more annoyed tone. "I just want to hang out with you. There is a newly opened bar near my place. Would you like to accompany me there?" he asked. Hmm. Well, I think it's not a bad idea to take a break, even if I just started. Maybe I should relax for a bit and clear my mind. Geez. "Okay, what time?" I asked him calmly. "Maybe around 8 o'clock at night?" he replied. "Darn y
The next day, I was awakened by the doorbell. I stood up in my bed, and when I opened the door, I saw the landlady with teary eyes. "Mister, I am sorry, but this land was bought by a businessman, and I can't refuse him because I have a big debt to him. So please pack your things and find another place. Also, here is your supposed-to-be rent." She gave me back my money and left me alone. I had no choice but to pack up my things. I searched for a place that I could rent, and I found an apartment nearby. I called a truck to help me pick up my things and started transferring to another place. Fast forward, and I was done unpacking my things. I was now arranging my belongings when my phone buzzed again. It was Matthew once again. "Hey, Jesse, you transferred to another apartment?" he asked. "Yeah," I answered. "Why?" he wondered. "The landlady told me that she sold the land, and she asked me to pack my things," I explained. "Okay, then tell me your new address," he said, and I told
It was him... Oliver What is he doing here? Could it be that we are neighbors? "Oh, Good afternoon Mr. Red Wright" He said but I just standing there awkwardly without even smiling. "We're neighbors huh?" He asked again and I saw him smiled so I smile too, but a fake one. "Yes, Sir" I was facing the ground now because of the overwhelming embarrassment. He smiled at me again and he enters his own apartment. I didn't expect to be like this. I just want to have a normal life even without that thing called Love, but if he's always around me that stupid emotion will bloom inside me. I don't want to have such kind of feeling, a forbi
Shit. It's already 10 am! I am freaking dead meat again in our director! The heck is wrong with my alarm and I didn't wake up early? So I immediately get up in my bed and I almost run into my bathroom. I started to get naked. I tap the shower button and it started to rinse my body. My head is still aching because of the hard drink I drunk last night with Jesse. Uh! I almost forgot to call him. I'll call him after I finish showering. I am in the middle of soaping myself when I heard footsteps outside. Who can be is that? So I finished soaping my body and I shampoo my hair. After that I open the shower and rinse myself. After wa
"There he is!" My manager exclaimed and he pointed to a guy who was sitting alone in the sofa near at the stage. My eyes went wide when I recognized who that is. "He will be your Best friend" my manager stated again. "Zeus Sebastian?" I unconsciously said. I take back what I said earlier. I can never be friends with him. I don't know why but I am nervous and I feel like my heart beat is increasing again. I can't even act properly when I am in front of him so what should I do? "Oh, good you already know him" He said and I got confused "Of course, I know him already. Didn't you send him to inform me earlier?" I asked. "Huh? I di
I am here at the grocery store. Buying some stuff for my apartment. I didn't expect that I will run out of foods and other materials for my apartment. I think it was very long time when I bought groceries in my old apartment. Geez I hate buying alone. If Matthew is not busy he would probably the one buying this for me. I sigh heavily because now I think maybe I am a big burden to him. Wait! Matthew loves Filipino dishes maybe I can cook some. I am in the section of vegetable. I wonder if I can cook a Filipino dish likePakbetorchapsuibut at least I can make a food for myself. I am just randomly picking vegetables when I bumped into someone. "Sorry sir" It is guy maybe a college student and he is looking down at me with his furrowed eyebrowrs.
Did I give Oliver a ring before? I can't remember when wai- that means the ring I saw in his hand before was actually the ring I gave him? But I can't recall a thing. "S-sorry I can't remember that he-he-he," I said. "Hmm, too bad, I was eager to know it," He said while pouting. I just awkwardly laugh and we chat more about our personal life. I learned that he is a model so he was in that kind of disguise. I told him that I am a writer but I didn't tell him my pen name. We chat and chat until we finished drinking our coffee. "Are you going home now?" He asked because I stand in my position. "Yeah, you can come if you want" I i
Jesse's Point of View The bright blue sky in the afternoon welcomed us. We are here at the central park. Oliver said that he wants to show me something but it’s like that we are dating. Well, of course, I will think that it is a date because we are going to different places around the central park, also Oliver treats my food. “Oliver, please just show me already what you really want to show” I don’t how many times I told him that. “Later” is his always reply. Then he kissed me on my forehead. That surprised me, so I slap his shoulder but not too strong then I look around if there are people. “Are you shy” He is just looking at me smiling. “Shut up” I know I am blushing right now. Oliver and I are sitting under the tree here in the central park. Just chilling because it is already hot this time and he did kiss me that made my face hotter than the weather. Luckily only a few people are around and a
It is the last day of Oliver’s business trip so he will come back tomorrow.I am kind of impatient because Oliver didn’t message or call me for two days straight. Honestly, I am feeling a little uneasiness because of that.I grabbed the bottle of soju and drank it.The kitchen feels lonely these past few days. I am all alone, sitting and drinking this soju and I roam my eyes around to kill boredom because I just finished the last part of my story.I notice about myself when writing before I care not to my characters if wrote them with traumatic experiences. Even the end of the story is tragic because at that time I believe that if a person is suffering then it should end quickly.But now I realize that having that kind of experience is really hard to face and I felt pity for the characters I’ve made before. I am gentler towards the plot and the whole setting.I heard a few comments from my readers and that is what they are
“Congratulation Mr. and Mrs. Connor” I shake hands with the newlyweds. “Thank you Rick” David said, my co-actor. We are here in the reservation area because the wedding ceremony is finished. Lots of well-known artists are here including Chryss slash Zeus and Matthew. What a wonderful ceremony. Weddings are really the best thing that may happen in our life. I saw the eyes of the two souls are shining and it looks like they feel so happy. They already have bound together in front of the altar. I’m kinda jealous but I don’t have anyone to marry except the person who isn’t here. I grab a glass of wine and went near the exit. This is my wine actually because David asked me if I can be the one in charge of the wine “Hey” it’s Wendy. “Hey,” I responded. “Wedding’s really beautiful isn’t it?” she said. I turn to look at the happy newlyweds in the center. “Indeed” I answered. “If you wanna get married som
“What should we take?” I asked Matthew We are currently at the shop where we will buy the suit we saw online the other day. He is the one who has the idea to take that suit. Well, it is kinda embarrassing because it is actually a couple suits for ehem I mean a wedding suit for boys. But now we are buying shoes for our suits. “Just take what you want, I’ll pay” He said. “I have my own money you know” I stated. I pick the leather black shoes and he also picked the same brand. “Why do we buy these stuffs if we have already suits and shoes on our condo?” I asked him. “For the new style of course” He said. We tried the suits already and it is really fitted for the both of us. Me, wearing the white suit while him the black ones. Matthew is not joking when he told me he is the one who will pay. Well, my boyfriend is an artist and came from well-known family so I should not be surprised if he even buy this store or the
Since the first day I met Chryss that we also know as Zeus, my heart was kinda weird. You know this kind of weirdness that can make you stomach ached for a reason, getting goose bump over the little things he’s doing and the kind of comfortable rapid heartbeats. We are already 5 months dating. Funny how I thought that I wouldn’t forgive him because of my past trauma but that all vanished seeing him crying and explaining his side. That is actually two points for me. “Matt there’s a message at your phone!” Chryss shouted from the bathroom. I am here at the kitchen and drinking my morning coffee while waiting for Chryss to finish bathing. “Did you check it already!?” I replied shouting. “Nope” He answered. Well I have no choice but to go back in my room. I entered my room and saw a message from my manager that telling us we need to attend a wedding party. He also said that the invitation card for me will arrive soon. Whose
The day gone so slowly we’re in our 4rt day and I can’t help but to think nothing but Jesse and because I don’t have any stable communication to him. The meeting is done and I am currently in lobby with Jared. “Mr. Klein I notice that you barely contacting your lover, not that I am intruding but are you in a fight?” Jared asked. “We are both too busy and I can’t find a stable signal” I explain. If either I am the one who is busy then its Jesse. We left the building and head out straight to the parking lot. My eyes just wonder around and it lands in a vending machine near in a store. “Can you go first, I have to do something” said Jared. I just nodded and then he left me in the parking lot. The management left the car on us because they trust us to take it a good care. No one is driving other than me and Jared and I think we are both driving safety so it’s good. Back to the vending machine I am looking earlier. If you th
It’s been two days since Oliver left for his business trip. Time is really slow when your love is away from you. That’s part of the life I guess that I don’t wanna happen again. I admit it. I am missing Oliver not a little but these whole two days I’ve been searching for his warmth. Too cringy right? But what can I do? That is what my heart saying. I leave my bed and head straight to the shower room to shower of course, what else would I do? It is already 9:30 in the morning and earlier I checked my phone if there are any emails or text messages but there is none. I remember Oliver told me that there is no stable signal in that place because it is mountains and hills there. It’s the countryside anyway. Done showering I went back inside my room to dry up and dress. While dressing an idea came up in my mind and please don’t think about sexual things. I am talking about the next chapter of my new story. I am kinda running out of ideas so
Yesterday we arrived late at this so-called cultural or traditional inn. So practically this is our first day in this place. The receptionist did already give us the key to our room and the room was kinda decent with two beds and a shower room. I will not deny that the place is really beautiful and the view is really catchy. But the only thing that bothers me is the huge window in this room. Like what the fuck? The length is about my height and the width hmmm maybe three or four-person can fit. Well, this is their design so the hell I care anyways. Maybe someday I can bring Jesse here because this province is really perfect for the person who wants to relax in the busy city. And speaking of Jesse I can’t send him a message and the signal is really weak, but Jared said that the signal in the town will be full. We both already had taken a bath, and of course not together because I let him first. “Let’s eat in the famous restaurant here a
I am currently packing my things for the business trip tomorrow. “You should bring your own shampoo and don’t just carelessly use their stuff there” Jesse warned me. He is helping me now and we are currently here in my unit. Actually, he’s a bit against but then agreed and he is being paranoid because we cannot see each other for one week. “Okay, just put the things you think I’ll need” I told him. I remember our conversation the time I told him I have a business trip one week long. His reaction is kinda cute and at the same time pitiful. Flashback My work ended at the same time as before, 6 in the evening. I went back to his apartment because I never told him that I’ll back on my own unit and I want also to spend this time with him before leaving for the business trip. “Oh welcome back” He said when he opened the door and saw me. I smiled at him and then kissed his forehe