It’s been two days since Oliver left for his business trip.
Time is really slow when your love is away from you. That’s part of the life I guess that I don’t wanna happen again.
I admit it. I am missing Oliver not a little but these whole two days I’ve been searching for his warmth. Too cringy right? But what can I do? That is what my heart saying.
I leave my bed and head straight to the shower room to shower of course, what else would I do?
It is already 9:30 in the morning and earlier I checked my phone if there are any emails or text messages but there is none.
I remember Oliver told me that there is no stable signal in that place because it is mountains and hills there. It’s the countryside anyway.
Done showering I went back inside my room to dry up and dress. While dressing an idea came up in my mind and please don’t think about sexual things. I am talking about the next chapter of my new story. I am kinda running out of ideas so
First of all, I want to apologize for not updating regularly because I have a problem really personal and it made me want to stop doing what I am doing. Sorry but if you think that this chapter is boring then I am sorry. Its hard for me and this year is a downfall for me. Anyway if you notice It is kinda weird about the timeline but it is already 3 months since Jesse and Oliver did start dating. Just want to share this info! Thanks a lot!
The day gone so slowly we’re in our 4rt day and I can’t help but to think nothing but Jesse and because I don’t have any stable communication to him. The meeting is done and I am currently in lobby with Jared. “Mr. Klein I notice that you barely contacting your lover, not that I am intruding but are you in a fight?” Jared asked. “We are both too busy and I can’t find a stable signal” I explain. If either I am the one who is busy then its Jesse. We left the building and head out straight to the parking lot. My eyes just wonder around and it lands in a vending machine near in a store. “Can you go first, I have to do something” said Jared. I just nodded and then he left me in the parking lot. The management left the car on us because they trust us to take it a good care. No one is driving other than me and Jared and I think we are both driving safety so it’s good. Back to the vending machine I am looking earlier. If you th
Since the first day I met Chryss that we also know as Zeus, my heart was kinda weird. You know this kind of weirdness that can make you stomach ached for a reason, getting goose bump over the little things he’s doing and the kind of comfortable rapid heartbeats. We are already 5 months dating. Funny how I thought that I wouldn’t forgive him because of my past trauma but that all vanished seeing him crying and explaining his side. That is actually two points for me. “Matt there’s a message at your phone!” Chryss shouted from the bathroom. I am here at the kitchen and drinking my morning coffee while waiting for Chryss to finish bathing. “Did you check it already!?” I replied shouting. “Nope” He answered. Well I have no choice but to go back in my room. I entered my room and saw a message from my manager that telling us we need to attend a wedding party. He also said that the invitation card for me will arrive soon. Whose
“What should we take?” I asked Matthew We are currently at the shop where we will buy the suit we saw online the other day. He is the one who has the idea to take that suit. Well, it is kinda embarrassing because it is actually a couple suits for ehem I mean a wedding suit for boys. But now we are buying shoes for our suits. “Just take what you want, I’ll pay” He said. “I have my own money you know” I stated. I pick the leather black shoes and he also picked the same brand. “Why do we buy these stuffs if we have already suits and shoes on our condo?” I asked him. “For the new style of course” He said. We tried the suits already and it is really fitted for the both of us. Me, wearing the white suit while him the black ones. Matthew is not joking when he told me he is the one who will pay. Well, my boyfriend is an artist and came from well-known family so I should not be surprised if he even buy this store or the
“Congratulation Mr. and Mrs. Connor” I shake hands with the newlyweds. “Thank you Rick” David said, my co-actor. We are here in the reservation area because the wedding ceremony is finished. Lots of well-known artists are here including Chryss slash Zeus and Matthew. What a wonderful ceremony. Weddings are really the best thing that may happen in our life. I saw the eyes of the two souls are shining and it looks like they feel so happy. They already have bound together in front of the altar. I’m kinda jealous but I don’t have anyone to marry except the person who isn’t here. I grab a glass of wine and went near the exit. This is my wine actually because David asked me if I can be the one in charge of the wine “Hey” it’s Wendy. “Hey,” I responded. “Wedding’s really beautiful isn’t it?” she said. I turn to look at the happy newlyweds in the center. “Indeed” I answered. “If you wanna get married som
It is the last day of Oliver’s business trip so he will come back tomorrow.I am kind of impatient because Oliver didn’t message or call me for two days straight. Honestly, I am feeling a little uneasiness because of that.I grabbed the bottle of soju and drank it.The kitchen feels lonely these past few days. I am all alone, sitting and drinking this soju and I roam my eyes around to kill boredom because I just finished the last part of my story.I notice about myself when writing before I care not to my characters if wrote them with traumatic experiences. Even the end of the story is tragic because at that time I believe that if a person is suffering then it should end quickly.But now I realize that having that kind of experience is really hard to face and I felt pity for the characters I’ve made before. I am gentler towards the plot and the whole setting.I heard a few comments from my readers and that is what they are
Jesse's Point of View The bright blue sky in the afternoon welcomed us. We are here at the central park. Oliver said that he wants to show me something but it’s like that we are dating. Well, of course, I will think that it is a date because we are going to different places around the central park, also Oliver treats my food. “Oliver, please just show me already what you really want to show” I don’t how many times I told him that. “Later” is his always reply. Then he kissed me on my forehead. That surprised me, so I slap his shoulder but not too strong then I look around if there are people. “Are you shy” He is just looking at me smiling. “Shut up” I know I am blushing right now. Oliver and I are sitting under the tree here in the central park. Just chilling because it is already hot this time and he did kiss me that made my face hotter than the weather. Luckily only a few people are around and a
"It's him again" Every time that I will enter the library, I'm always seeing him. He is always with tons of books and I don't have any idea what is he doing. I am always looking at him and every day seeing him I already memorize his whole features. He has thick eyebrows, pointed nose, sharp jawline, tin lips. His eyelashes are long too, his face was clear and no trace of acne. He has brown hair and I think he is 5 feet and 8 inches tall, but the most attractive part of his body is his eyes. It was color brown and it shows nothing but calmness, I am attracted even if I am a guy. Maybe he felt that someone is watching him so he lifts up his face and our eyes met. We stare at each other for a few seconds then I realize something, I am busted! So I stand up and immediately walk outside
*10 years later* It's midnight, but I am still outside, sitting here in the dark part of the park. The city is still busy, with many people passing by in the street. I see couples too, being lovey-dovey, holding each other's hands and laughing together. I think if that day hadn't happened, maybe I wouldn't be like this. I always used to think nonsense about that emotion called "love" and was looking for the best example of it. I laugh to myself; I am a romance writer, but I myself haven't experienced such a thing. I stand up, about to leave when I feel my phone vibrate. I look at my phone and see that Matthew is calling, so I pick it up. "Hey, Matt, what's up?" I say. "Jesse, where are you?" he asks. "I am here at the central park, why?" I answer. Maybe he wants me to do a favor. "At this time!?" He says, obviously shocked. "What's the big deal with me being outside? I am a guy, anyway," I state. Well, I am a guy; no one will harm me here. "Tsk! You are so stupid! I'll pick you
Jesse's Point of View The bright blue sky in the afternoon welcomed us. We are here at the central park. Oliver said that he wants to show me something but it’s like that we are dating. Well, of course, I will think that it is a date because we are going to different places around the central park, also Oliver treats my food. “Oliver, please just show me already what you really want to show” I don’t how many times I told him that. “Later” is his always reply. Then he kissed me on my forehead. That surprised me, so I slap his shoulder but not too strong then I look around if there are people. “Are you shy” He is just looking at me smiling. “Shut up” I know I am blushing right now. Oliver and I are sitting under the tree here in the central park. Just chilling because it is already hot this time and he did kiss me that made my face hotter than the weather. Luckily only a few people are around and a
It is the last day of Oliver’s business trip so he will come back tomorrow.I am kind of impatient because Oliver didn’t message or call me for two days straight. Honestly, I am feeling a little uneasiness because of that.I grabbed the bottle of soju and drank it.The kitchen feels lonely these past few days. I am all alone, sitting and drinking this soju and I roam my eyes around to kill boredom because I just finished the last part of my story.I notice about myself when writing before I care not to my characters if wrote them with traumatic experiences. Even the end of the story is tragic because at that time I believe that if a person is suffering then it should end quickly.But now I realize that having that kind of experience is really hard to face and I felt pity for the characters I’ve made before. I am gentler towards the plot and the whole setting.I heard a few comments from my readers and that is what they are
“Congratulation Mr. and Mrs. Connor” I shake hands with the newlyweds. “Thank you Rick” David said, my co-actor. We are here in the reservation area because the wedding ceremony is finished. Lots of well-known artists are here including Chryss slash Zeus and Matthew. What a wonderful ceremony. Weddings are really the best thing that may happen in our life. I saw the eyes of the two souls are shining and it looks like they feel so happy. They already have bound together in front of the altar. I’m kinda jealous but I don’t have anyone to marry except the person who isn’t here. I grab a glass of wine and went near the exit. This is my wine actually because David asked me if I can be the one in charge of the wine “Hey” it’s Wendy. “Hey,” I responded. “Wedding’s really beautiful isn’t it?” she said. I turn to look at the happy newlyweds in the center. “Indeed” I answered. “If you wanna get married som
“What should we take?” I asked Matthew We are currently at the shop where we will buy the suit we saw online the other day. He is the one who has the idea to take that suit. Well, it is kinda embarrassing because it is actually a couple suits for ehem I mean a wedding suit for boys. But now we are buying shoes for our suits. “Just take what you want, I’ll pay” He said. “I have my own money you know” I stated. I pick the leather black shoes and he also picked the same brand. “Why do we buy these stuffs if we have already suits and shoes on our condo?” I asked him. “For the new style of course” He said. We tried the suits already and it is really fitted for the both of us. Me, wearing the white suit while him the black ones. Matthew is not joking when he told me he is the one who will pay. Well, my boyfriend is an artist and came from well-known family so I should not be surprised if he even buy this store or the
Since the first day I met Chryss that we also know as Zeus, my heart was kinda weird. You know this kind of weirdness that can make you stomach ached for a reason, getting goose bump over the little things he’s doing and the kind of comfortable rapid heartbeats. We are already 5 months dating. Funny how I thought that I wouldn’t forgive him because of my past trauma but that all vanished seeing him crying and explaining his side. That is actually two points for me. “Matt there’s a message at your phone!” Chryss shouted from the bathroom. I am here at the kitchen and drinking my morning coffee while waiting for Chryss to finish bathing. “Did you check it already!?” I replied shouting. “Nope” He answered. Well I have no choice but to go back in my room. I entered my room and saw a message from my manager that telling us we need to attend a wedding party. He also said that the invitation card for me will arrive soon. Whose
The day gone so slowly we’re in our 4rt day and I can’t help but to think nothing but Jesse and because I don’t have any stable communication to him. The meeting is done and I am currently in lobby with Jared. “Mr. Klein I notice that you barely contacting your lover, not that I am intruding but are you in a fight?” Jared asked. “We are both too busy and I can’t find a stable signal” I explain. If either I am the one who is busy then its Jesse. We left the building and head out straight to the parking lot. My eyes just wonder around and it lands in a vending machine near in a store. “Can you go first, I have to do something” said Jared. I just nodded and then he left me in the parking lot. The management left the car on us because they trust us to take it a good care. No one is driving other than me and Jared and I think we are both driving safety so it’s good. Back to the vending machine I am looking earlier. If you th
It’s been two days since Oliver left for his business trip. Time is really slow when your love is away from you. That’s part of the life I guess that I don’t wanna happen again. I admit it. I am missing Oliver not a little but these whole two days I’ve been searching for his warmth. Too cringy right? But what can I do? That is what my heart saying. I leave my bed and head straight to the shower room to shower of course, what else would I do? It is already 9:30 in the morning and earlier I checked my phone if there are any emails or text messages but there is none. I remember Oliver told me that there is no stable signal in that place because it is mountains and hills there. It’s the countryside anyway. Done showering I went back inside my room to dry up and dress. While dressing an idea came up in my mind and please don’t think about sexual things. I am talking about the next chapter of my new story. I am kinda running out of ideas so
Yesterday we arrived late at this so-called cultural or traditional inn. So practically this is our first day in this place. The receptionist did already give us the key to our room and the room was kinda decent with two beds and a shower room. I will not deny that the place is really beautiful and the view is really catchy. But the only thing that bothers me is the huge window in this room. Like what the fuck? The length is about my height and the width hmmm maybe three or four-person can fit. Well, this is their design so the hell I care anyways. Maybe someday I can bring Jesse here because this province is really perfect for the person who wants to relax in the busy city. And speaking of Jesse I can’t send him a message and the signal is really weak, but Jared said that the signal in the town will be full. We both already had taken a bath, and of course not together because I let him first. “Let’s eat in the famous restaurant here a
I am currently packing my things for the business trip tomorrow. “You should bring your own shampoo and don’t just carelessly use their stuff there” Jesse warned me. He is helping me now and we are currently here in my unit. Actually, he’s a bit against but then agreed and he is being paranoid because we cannot see each other for one week. “Okay, just put the things you think I’ll need” I told him. I remember our conversation the time I told him I have a business trip one week long. His reaction is kinda cute and at the same time pitiful. Flashback My work ended at the same time as before, 6 in the evening. I went back to his apartment because I never told him that I’ll back on my own unit and I want also to spend this time with him before leaving for the business trip. “Oh welcome back” He said when he opened the door and saw me. I smiled at him and then kissed his forehe