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Tiffany.
“Tell me that you are not going to wear that to our prom.” Noah said behind him as his hands settled on my waist. Yes, I could always recognize my boyfriend, even when he was not in his jeans and tee shirts but in a rented Tux for our prom.
“Why?” I asked him. “Is it not okay?” I asked, already working myself up, I wanted this night to be perfect, it was going to be our firsts, I became certain that he was the one for me and so why would I wait any more, it would be a big disaster if this night started with some bad luck such as a bad gown.
“Relax okay.” Noah laughter rang behind me as he took his hands from my waist. “You look out of this world, that is the only problem, you are going to outshine whoever the prom queen is.” He said as I breathed in relief.
“Don’t worry, out prom will be magical I have already arranged it.” He added.
“What a
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5 years ago.“Hey babe.” Noah said as he breezed into my apartment without knocking.“Hey.” I protested to his attitude while hiding the auditions forms behind me. “Knock when coming in next time”“For what reason or use. We have known each other since birth, I think it is safe to assume that I know everything about you.”“I could have been masturbating for all you know.” I quipped as Noah turned to look at me with raised eyebrows like he could not believe I brought up that argument.“Tiffany, I told you to tell reasonable lies when you chose to lie. I know for a fact that if you were feeling horny and wanted the itch to be taken care of, you would have called me since I am your boyfriend. Then again since I have a high sex drive and I just satisfied you less than twelve hours ago, the itch would not been there.” He pointed out and althou
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PRESENT DAY“The ice queen is going to attend the movie premier of hunted hearts even though she didn’t get the role. Tell me George, why you think she is going to attend.” One newscaster said as he turned to his co-anchor as they discussed my life on the show, trying to think why I am doing something that stars refuse to do, they are thinking too deeply into the actions what they don’t know is that the reason is staring at them right in the face.“well Anthony I think she is going there to show the writer of the script that she was right about the movie, she could be going there to gloat” George replied.“That’s not how stars gloat.” Anthony said looking at George not getting the logic behind George thinking obviously just like me too, he wasn’t the only one confused with George analogy.“true but then again is the Ice Queen like every other normal star, she is will be going there and leave half way just to prove to everybody that the movie is boring and tha
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PRESENT DAYMy tears keeps falling but I am trying my best to be quiet about it all. It wouldn’t be right if they saw the ice queen brawling her eyes out over a silly rom com. It wasn’t right that I was crying my eyes out over it but it is what happen when something reminds you that you lost the best thing ever that was ever yours, you don’t care for right or wrongs. Sometimes you just sit down and cry your eyes out.“You actually stayed until the end. I am so honored.” The Script writer said when she reached the place I was sitting down, a little bit separated from the others. I knew this was going to happen and still I let it happen.Why do I enjoy hurting myself?Maybe because I feel like I haven’t been punished enough for losing him.“There is nothing to be honored about.” I fused an annoyed tone into my words, I needed to make people believe that I did not give a care about wh
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Five years agoI entered the complex where we were staying, Noah was doing his part time job and I was still getting tiny roles, they could pay the rent but we didn’t have enough money for anything else. That was why walking into a candlelit dinner brought tears to my eyes even though I knew it was a splurge.“Noah.” I breathed his name with barely concealed excitement. “You shouldn’t have.”“Why?” he asked as he lit the candles. “Until you forgot that I am a romantic guy, nah. I wouldn’t let that happen on my watch.”And still he did not come to where I was standing by the door. “I miss You.” I tell him and that was what took his ass to stand up and walked towards him. Still he did not stop when he was closed to him, he stopped when I had to tilt my head backwards to look at him.“I miss us.” Came his simple reply.“We might not have much now but we certainly will in the fu
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NOAHEven when I am fighting with Lucy, I still think of Tiffany. Yes that is how badly that girl, my ex has dug herself into my skin, I don’t even bother trying to remove her again. I was done with that stage a long time ago, I just learnt how to live with her in my memories and stopped deceiving myself that some other girl will be able to take her place eventually.Lucy however, I thought was different. I didn’t get to think much about Tiffany when I was her so I used it to convince myself that I was finally getting over the ice queen but right now, it’s like I am back to where I was before I started dating Lucy, thinking of other girls fifty percent and Tiffany as the other fifty.Normally I would get mad at myself. I mean these girls did not break my heart for crying out loud, Tiffany did with her words, she has always being good with them and as if that was not enough, she just had to calve out the heart by cheating on me and
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Noah.When we saw Toby slap Tiffany, we were almost in position, I was with the officer which Tiffany referred to as Asshole, in the end, he was the one who came through bu=y choosing to remain with me while others searched different parts of the city, I decided to start from more logical places, Her place, Toby place. Our apartment where he raped her and according to what I heard, the next person who rented that place after us was Toby and that only took me to this place. The place where our journey began and surprise, surprise they were here. I almost lost my head when he slapped Tiffany but seeing the damaged done to him, I would say the girls gave him a hell of a time and then the bastard decided to kick Amy, Nobody told Miles A.K.A Asshole to shoot the dame gun. At least he didn’t kill Toby, just on his leg, damn waste if you ask me.I left Toby for Miles as I went to Tiffany, I scooped her up and carried her to where Amy was lying down
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Noah.Tiffany and Amy was missing. Toby was not seen at home and Ainsley did not know where he was. Figures. This was the night he choose to make his final move, why couldn’t he wait until tomorrow, I was back in California but that was a lot of place to cover. None of Ashton guys saw anything but they were the first to alert Ashton who in turn alerted me, Due to Ashton pull, we go the police force worrying with us but it was not enough, I fear that we probably not reach them in time.Dear God, please let her be safe, let them be unharmed when we get to them.*************TiffanyI woke up slowly, the bed under me was hard and the air smelled stale, like granite and construction. That was weird, was that a new air fragrance with Amy tried to try, she is always trying new things, I haven’t complained after all it was her house but this was the first time she was trying to mess with the air.&n
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Tiffany.The after party hosted for the wrapping up of the acting of the movie was amazing but I couldn’t put up with the smiling, passive bitch face anymore, I was tired and my nerves were frayed. I needed to go and be out of the spotlight, who knew that acting would be so hard when it is the last thing that you wanted to do.On getting to Amy’s home, I realized that I would need to return to my own house soon, my welcome might not be overstayed based on the fact that I had been busy so I was not really around much in Amy’s place but that is going to change, now that I would be staying inside every day, I had no other movie lined up yet and the acting of this movie actually ended before time, it was supposed to end next week but when you have created false news about you dating your costar and you can show that you can act very well with him.For example to the rest of the world, my chemistry with Jason was off the charts and that
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NoahIt has been two weeks since I left for tour, Two weeks where I felt real heartbreak. I didn’t have any hope with Tiffany, she had moved on and I couldn’t stop beating myself up about it. I was mourning during the day and every night, I was putting on a smile and greeting fans. Io was meeting with girls who would do anything to have me in their bed and their lives and still none of that attracted me, they never did.I was a glutton for punishment, that was the only way why I would torture myself with imaginations of Tiffany following me around on my tours as either my girlfriend or wife with zero to no chance of that being possible in reality.“You are still stuck in your head Noah.” Ernie said concerned as he placed a glass of milk in front of me.“I stopped strumming my guitar as I raised my head at him. “What is this?”“Milk.” He replied like that solved the golden question.
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NoahCody was my next stop and I was on his trail, I tracked him down to his apartment which he stays in the city.“Hello Noah. What an unexpected surprise?” He said, as he stood on the doorway of his place when he opened the door, his eyes darted back into the house and he looked at me like he didn’t want me to see what was in there. ‘From my experience that means that he was hiding something which he didn’t want people to see and I was curious to see what it was.“Can I come in?” I asked him out of politeness.“Now is not really a good time.” He said, gripping the door tighter. What excuse could he have? Toby was in the middle of fucking a girl when he came to answer me.“Too bad, I can’t really come back later. Cody, can I come in?” I enunciated each word separately so he could get that the question I was asking was not really a question.
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Noah.“When you said, you were coming today, I had actually thought you would come in the afternoon or something.” Toby said cleaning his sweat on a towel, he was in a bath robe when he opened the door to me and from the way the girl who slipped out when I was entering glared at me, I knew what he was in the middle of even if I didn’t want to know.I really wish I can wipe that image from my mind.“Why would I come in the afternoon?” I asked him.“You know, sleeping off a hangover.” He said and when I just looked at him. “You are selling your image as the perfect guy or what not but don’t tell me that you don’t party and live that lifestyle, hell bro. that lifestyle is invented for guys with the pretty little tag of Rock star and that is what you are.”“I hate to disappoint you bro.” I said after a while. “I don’t drink to get to that extent.”“Damn, you really are perf
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Noah.Hell. That is what I have been in since I walked out of my home, leaving Tiffany to get her things while calling Amy to help her. That hell is not easier as the days roll by, instead. It gets harder.The only way in which I have been keeping my sanity is to look for the bastard responsible for everything, Finding him has become my purpose and mission in life. He said he would not torture her but he never said he would not kidnap her, that is almost inevitable. I don’t know exactly what he was waiting for but I was not going to stand around waiting for him to kidnap her before I would do anything about it.And that was why I was trying to exhaust myself with finding this mystery person. I even went out on a date with Tracy just to ask her some questions of who she suspects coming to the girls’ wings when they were sleeping. I discovered that she had a little case of insomnia after the show and as luck would have it, her
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Tiffany.“You want me to do what?” I asked Amy, pretty sure that maybe someone hit her and she has concussion or something as horrible as that.“Rebound with Jason.” She repeated with ease as if I was not in danger of strangling her.“I am sorry but are you insane?” I tried to say in a rational voice but everything rational left me the moment she started trying to play the arranged match maker. Believe me it didn’t just start this way, she started with asking tiny weird questions like, isn’t Jason cute in a teddy bear sort of way? Do I know that he was single and he kind of fancies me? Like we would be perfect for each other and so on and so forth, now those questions although it seems weird are okay to ask because she is my friend and cares for my best interest at heart but this. Hell no!“Now, calm down Tiffany and hear me out.” Amy started but no, I was not going to do that either.“Why? S
