Chapter 1

Anna pov

I had it all I think as I do my rounds till Bethany fucked it all up by her lies and manipulation of my mates. Yes two mates and I loved them with everything in me. I'm a pediatric doctor and I loved it till I lost my own pup by my mate's hand.

I did thirty six hour shifts then had a few days off when this went down and I knew walking in our shared house something was off.

Luca was pacing never a good sign while Lorenzo looked at me with disgust. A file was on the table as I walked in but I ignored it wanting food.

"Do you have something to tell us Anna",Luca growled out as I opened the fridge.

"No...I don't think so. Why?",he growled as he yanked the folder up and shoved it at me.

"Explain!",he yelled and I jumped. I looked at both confused and started to look at the file. Email after email stared at me showing I was a traitor but I never had time to meet or talk to anyone.

"This is fake, I slammed it down getting pissed I was starving after running all damn night, I have no time to meet, see or email anyone. I work all the fucking time Luca you know this!",I yelled back pissed.

This was Bethany I fume as my wolf paces she keeps saying leave them to cool off.

"You lie, Luca growls ripping my cellphone from my hand, You fucking lie to us your mates",I stare at both not quite believing this. He couldn't be serious right now.

"I'm not, my voice goes soft as my eyes fill with tears, I honestly don't know what this is",I point at the folder. Lorenzo sighs.

"It is funny Anna, he sits looking annoyed, you could meet people and we wouldn't know it",I'm stunned.

"But I don't I'm always working Lorenzo, he stares at me, I swear I am pull the surveillance footage I'm always there. Ask doctor Philips he is head pediatrician there",Luca smacks the table and I jump.

"You see Anna, he starts jaw clenched, I don't believe shit you say. Bethany said she saw you meeting him",I throw my hands up and sigh loud and dramatically hearing her name.

"Oh my goodness she is such a reliable source, I'm frustrated, that whore wants your cocks again. You both believe every fucking thing that bitch spouts and over your mate. I'm no traitor and I know I never went against you two I wouldn't. If you believe that skank maybe us won't work",Lorenzo shot to his feet a growl so loud I whimper. Luca looks at me still pissed and before I can say anything he slaps me so hard I fall my belly hitting the floor hard as my head bounces off the hard wood floor. I curl up as pain shoots into abdomen and I feel extreme lightheadnesss. Both freeze as I whimper holding my stomach. I mind link Doctor Philip and he rushes in after kicking the door open in and lifts me up.

"I got you Anna, he tries to soothe me, hold on",he goes to leave but I look at my mates tears falling.

"There is no coming back from this",Philip rushes out and I sob in pain. I don't care if they follow or not but I do know all trust is gone. Mates should believe you I sob as I miscarry our pup and my world shifts in a matter of days. My jaw is fractured from the hit and I landed on my belly killing our pup. A little boy that I wanted. I lay in the hospital bed back to the door when Spencer walks in and sighs.

"Anna, he sounds sad, both want to talk to you",I just cry not wanting them near me.

"Please no Spencer, my voice is hoarse from lack of use, I can't bare to see them. I don't want them anywhere near me right now. Please just tell them to leave me alone",he sighs sadly as he looks at me.

"I'm sorry honey, his voice sounds pained, I really am we found out after you got hurt that Bethany ran and everything was fake",My wolf howled in agony as I cried harder. She took everything from me and I know damn well I'm never getting peace back. My mates ruined everything for her. My happiness and peace is gone. My pup gone. My mate relationship gone because she was fucking jealous over me. I had the men she wanted since her younger years.

I wiped at my face disgusted I'm still crying and wondering what if.

"I would like a transfer, I say my voice soft, I need away from here Spencer",he moves so I can see his face.

"Anna...",I sigh loud.

"I need away from them Spencer I'm asking to go to Howl they need a baby doctor anyway and I can't be here anymore. Even if you don't grant it I'm still leaving",he looks devastated as I cover up shivering again.

"Are you absolutely sure honey?",I sigh as I wipe my cheeks.

"Yes",I wipe more tears.

"Have you talked to your mates?",I can't talk to them both caused me so much trama over fucking lies. I wish death on Bethany and I wish it fast and in a hurry.

"I'd rather not Spencer ",he takes my hand and I frown.

"I think you three need to talk honey, he rubs my knuckles, get everything out in the open and see if it is fixable. Both feel awful",I look away and he wipes my cheeks free of tears.

"I can't ",I whisper.

"Take a few days honey, he looks at me sadly, talk to them and try to fix this. You three need each other",I don't need mates that don't trust me I think as I lay there. I don't want mates that believe some other she wolf over their destined mate. Both showed me their true self and I'm afraid of them. Luca took so much I'm uncertain if I can recover. After he leaves I close my eyes wanting to just sleep and be away from reality.

"Anna, I hear Lorenzo, are you awake my love?",I lay there pretending I'm asleep. He moves closer and I keep my eyes shut tight. If I look at them I will instantly forgive them and I can't forgive right now. I feel his fingers stroke my bruised cheek and sigh sadly.

"She awake?",Luca moves closer.

"No",Lorenzo snaps at him.

"It looked real brother, Luca defends himself, it really did. I never meant to fucking cause all of this",he must of motioned at my body because Lorenzo growls. I lay there terrified of my own mates as both keep talking about my bruises and our dead pup.

"Why didn't she tell us? ,Lorenzo sighs shakily, she could of said she was pregnant man",both sound ready to cry but I'm done I need to leave them. This is completely unforgivable to me. Luca hurt me physically, mentally and emotionally I have nothing left now. I can't reject them but I can run away from them. The next few days is me applying to Howl Motorcycle Club Hospital for the baby doctor position and actually getting hired. I start in a month and I feel lighter.

I get to start over and leave this shit behind me. I fall asleep happy that in a few days I'm running away and I'm not telling my mates about it.

"You both will live to regret all you've done ",I whisper as I drift off to sleep. I just hope when I wake I'm alone. I'd rather be alone anywhere else then be stuck here with them.