Chapter 199
Ellie
I've always trusted Salvatore until Daniel did what he did now I've got a fat check everything make sure that I'm not being played like I've been played and also just crossed jack all my facts and all my contacts and find out if Dexter is not working with anyone that I know that we've come across or that we've met or anyone you can manipulate because I cannot believe that I allowed myself to be manipulated by Daniel Luca.
I couldn't get why Max was so irritated by his presence or for lack of a better word extremely annoyed but he knew how to keep his feelings in check he's always been the type of guy that keeps his feelings and check and make sure that he reacts accordingly to what ever is going on regardless of the situation. Unless he's hungry and he has a lot to lose then he's just unbearable and uncontrollable and unhinged and you wouldn't want to be in a spot when he breathes fire even though he's
Chapter 200MaxI looked at Salvatore pissed as hell and part of me wanted to run after Eleanor but I knew that she needed her time and she wanted to actually cool off because if it wasn't Daniel being around and triggering my baby love ,it was Salvatore asking her to do the impossible. She does have her differences with Sandra and with what happened recently she doesn't want to have anything to do with her. Just the other day I received a text from my mother asking me if I was going to attend the annual party Abraham was hosting and when I pushed it too my girlfriend she said no without pause or hesitation.When I ask her what's her reason was because she had forgiven them she said that you do not run back to what broke you or hurt you or cause you pain it's a recipe for disaster and she didn't want to have to pretend Jack civilized around people who cause the pain. She hadn't talked to her grandfather in th
Chapter 201MaxI looked at Salvatore and it all started to make sense we thought the wrong person was guilty and yet he paid for what his brother had done. I do know tha Daniel helped Salvatore because getting access to their tight security until is like drawing blood out of a stone which is near impossible so it had to be an inside Man Who knew the ins and outs of every nook and cranny of the family to pull off a selfishly heinous stunt like Salvatore has. He is good at reading people and knowing what to expect and what not to expect and he knows how to work people to the point where he can manipulate them and turn them against each other so that it looks like the person you least suspect as the person you should suspect.A lot of things are going through my mind and it dawned on me that my brother too was also involved for some I cannot believe that Blake was involved and doing what he did. I knew that Romano kn
Chapter 202EllieIf there's one thing that I do not like it is being kept in the dark by people you trust and who claim to be loyal to you. I've always trusted Maxwell but lately, I don't know what you trust or who to trust anymore because if it's not him and Daniel devising a plan to prove Daniel's innocence which I understand but they should have let me know, it's a security Intel but needs to be changed and checked and verified or vetted. I don't ever want to be in a position where both my son and to an extent my fiance's lives are in jeopardy. I can protect myself I've always had an independent streak and I will always know how to fight back.When Axel was born I made it a point to take self-defense classes so that if anything happens I would be able to protect him and make sure that no harm comes to him. I would take a bullet for both my son and his father but right now I am so mad at his father had that I don't ev
Chapter 203MaxI have never liked keeping things from Ellie . We haven't been talking to each other let's get to the point where I need to just either hang in there or let go of her completely and we can co-parent. I know I was wrong for doing what I did with Daniel. It was the only way that I could prove his innocence and when he remembered he told me that I shouldn't tell anyone that you remember thuy was and what he did. We did talk it out and he came to the conclusion that we only let Ellie know once his name was cleared because the puppet master wasn't him it was Salvatore who confessed that he too wanted Ellie. I was missing early and I wanted to see her and ikes also. I had two days before I had to report for duty and put on a great performance. My Lake had healed and my uncle was functioning properly. Ellie help me at the toughest time of my recovery and I was thankful that she did because I wouldn't have known that doing ballet was a
Chapter 204EllieMy lunch with Cleo was upsetting to say the least and she had exciting news to share with me but I on the other hand was really sad about a whole lot of things that included Maxwell getting all cosy with Paulina who he is rumoured to be getting close with. Even though I'm engaged to Maxwell I don't have on his engagement ring and that mad at fuel to the fire if I get photographed without the ring.I was really looking forward to telling clear about my engagement to Maxwell and as much as I wanted to give it to you if I wanted to stand on the rooftops and shout it out to the whole world that I have engaged and I am the next Mrs Blackwell well the one and only at the moment. I left my ring in my bag for safety reasons but it also I wasn't sure if I still wanted to be engaged to Maxwell because he was taking way too long with regards to getting things done or us getting married . Granted that I have
Chapter 205MaxWhen Ellie asked me the question she asked me I couldn't give her a straight answer . I had been interviewed recently by a local newspaper asking me ; if my girlfriend wasn't black would I want to marry her or be with her, and that the question that followed was that if; Eleanor wasn't loaded or die still want to be with her and marry her or still wants to have more babies with her.My answers to those questions were simple.I don't member Evernote loving Eleanor or being with her when I was going through the toughest of times. She has always been there for me and she's always been patient with me even when I didn't know how to deal with certain problems she helped me troubleshoot and for that I will always be thankful.I knew I wasn't answering the question, but truth be told how do you answer a question that requires you to dig deep when you've always been a quiet
Chapter 206EllieI've known Max long enough to know when he has just received bad news or knows that he is about to receive bad news . His eyes usually give him away and he has this thing that he does with his pinky , he puts it in one whole hand and squeezes it . He also keeps quiet and gets into his head about a lot of things and starts over analysing scenarios that don't exist in real life . When Max hung up the phone he wasn't himself, he was a bit out of sorts .When I recieved a call from ; Blake telling me to get to the hospital because something terrible had happened , I told him I'd be there with Max . Getting Max into the car with me wasn't that difficult to do since he followed me without saying a word . It was already riush hour and I knew that the traffic was going to be a nightmare. There was no other way to get to the hospital and thirty minutes away from the medical facility ; M
Chapter 207EllieWithin seconds of me shouting for help the heart doctors surrounding me trying to help Blake. Max came out of his mother's cubicle to see what was going on. When he saw me lying next to Blake who was having a seizure, he too lost his cool . He was screaming for help just as much as I was and he didn't realise that help had already arrived . As soon as they took Blake away to the E.R I was scared. Not only for my life but for the fact that Blake might not make it because he didn't look too well and I don't think his brother noticed.I still needed to see Janet together with Max. Before we could go back into the cubicle that Janet was in we heard ringing and alarm sounds that will coming from her room. It was the machine and you had gone into cardiac arrest because the last thing we both remembered was hearing the doctor shout; get the crash cart . When everything goes wrong and it goes
Chapter 374 Ellie I locked eyes with him, placed my spoon down, I placed both the palms of my hands on either side of his jaw and kissed him. "I have always had the fear of you leaving me and us not getting back together again. We almost lost it all but we fought to get to every year and I don't want us to not be with each other and have each other's backs when we're down. I know that sometimes our Lives can get hectic and thank you for forgiving me for what I did with Matteo. We both don't want to risk losing the people we loved and it seems as if Paulina is in love with you." "That may be true but my heart belongs to you I love you and I will never stop loving you you went when I was with other people I could think about was you so we also have something that we did together in that binds us so nice and I will never forget the day that we had our binding rooms done together at the same tattoo parlor. That was one of the best days of my life because you admitted strawberry ice cr
Chapter 373 Ellie I've been in pain before both emotionally and physically but combined it's a different kind of pain. Pain has levels that transcends by either triggers or events that trigger the same sensation that you felt before. It's like seasonal trauma but on a bigger scale because you feel it physically and you also feel that emotionally and no matter how hard you try not to feel like you always end up feeling it because it's meant to be felt. I always said that if you have torrents for paying you can tolerate anything, any blow that hits you or any fall that you suffer. I didn't expect what would happen. It wasn't supposed to happen if I had just said that I wasn't pregnant and just kept quiet and walked away instead of letting my ego get the better of me. I had to help my territory. Paulina needed to know that what she was doing was wrong. I already admitted to wrongdoing by trying to stop her friendship with my fiance from blooming because I was afraid of losing him
Chapter 372 Max By the time we made it to the hospital we had to enter another section of the hospital which was in the main entrance. I was a betting man. I'd say that these people have sections of hospitals everywhere they have wings .even when I traveled abroad with Daniel he had to go see a friend of his who was involved in a shooting that he wasn't supposed to be involved in and the level of security clearance was out of this world I had never seen security clearance like that and me being a football player which of course I'd need to get back to playing football our security clearance is nothing compared to the security clearance these guys have to get you have to be identified you have to know that you will be searched and the people that are searching you have to know that you're coming so for me to be tagging along with Fabio was a miracle. As soon as we walked in we were offered something to eat and drink but I don't have the first to drink anything in all the appetite
Chapter 371 Max have you ever been connected to someone so much so that you know that when something is wrong you can feel it in your blood bones and everything including your soul and you wonder if it might be something good or might be something bad or maybe it's just your mind playing tricks on you but I believe that when you are connected with someone and you've created love with someone you can feel when something is a bit off or something is wrong and in my case I did feel that something was off when I got taken away all of the sudden when I organised a meeting between Romano and Claudio. however understand reason why it happened but what I don't understand is the way I'm feeling right now because if you deserve the right has been pulled out from under me and I don't know how to react how to respond or 38 I don't know how you feel because I cannot comprehend how I feel everything was going ok I knew that the person that I loved and my loved ones are ok but all of the sudden t
Chapter 370MaxwellI don't like being hurt preferably I would love to do the hair thing because I know that I I'm getting something out of it I'm getting cathartic experience but the only thing I like getting as a punching bag which of course I love hurting because it doesn't fight back and it's just there for me to take out my frustration but when somebody takes out their frustration when you turn extent it's called abuse if you allow it to happen on a constant basis but in this case it wasn't to be my best friend who I really appreciate right now and I am happy and Proud to call a friend.I have to say that he pulled a number on me I'm in pain and I'm recovering from The Blues that he told me to make it look like I was involved in an attack this guy's a professional at what he does and I didn't have any makeup so he made it look like it was very young and I have been coming for a little while I don't know how he does it but he's a genius and I'm thinking that Daniel bought the fact
Chapter 369 Ellie The worst thing about setting up a meeting is if the person who set up the meeting doesn't pitch for the meeting and were civil and swine you know that the meeting is very important to both parties because it has to do with me marrying someone who requested for a meeting that I so wanted and now he's not here to eat the fruits of his labor. I'm still confused as to why Maxwell decided to have cold feet and not come to the party he's not the type of guy to chicken out of something that he said that he would do he's always been dependable and he's always been directed deliberate and intentional so for him to do what he did at a very important time of my life and at a time when I needed him the most is sort of out of character because it's not the guy that I've come to know and it's not the man that I thought and mind you thought being the operative word I was going to marry. I had to focus on the positives if I was still confused at how things had turned out and if
Chapter 368Max I'd like to believe that I'm not a skeptic but that would be lying. I know for a fact that I am a skeptical person because sometimes people don't always tell the truth, sometimes they just do and they sometimes make it into something that they want you to believe. There are always three sides to a story. I will say that there's always four sides to every story, there's the part that you hear, there's the part that the other person has to tell, the part that people believe is their own opinion of the truth and then the one that balances all is the real truth. When somebody says something it is always right to ask the person that they are talking about if what you heard was true if you don't it means that you choose to believe the truth that the other person who's lying told you and then you have to either verify the truth or believe the truth or someone else's version of the truth instead of hearing it from the horse's mouth. Deep down I knew for a fact that Matteo Ma
Chapter 367 Ellie If there's one thing that I don't want and one thing I don't want to go through again is the same hurt that I felt when Maxwell left me. You can love someone and give your all in a relationship but if the trust is not there then there's something that's missing people often say they trust is like a plate once you break it you can't put it back together but I beg to differ because once you break a plate it's up to you if you sweep up the pieces burn them making your plate it's ceramic for crying out loud so why would you not want to fix what was once broken and see if this person is capable of changing because everyone is capable of change if they want to change and if they are changing for the right person because if someone refuses to change they can actually limit the growth I always say a person who doesn't want to change as like a stagnant water , if doesn't move it can harbor filth. Water like blood is a life force. It's constantly moving and it's constantly
Chapter 366Maxyou know very well when you're about to go play a match whatever you have is enough to get you through the performance, whatever you wear and what every feeling you have means. I normally work through the nerves and of the times that I've been nervous my go-to thought all my go to safe place has always been the person that I want to marry and it turned out to be the person that I am engaged to right now. I've had nerves and I've had instances where I don't feel confident about the game I'm going to play but the only way to beat that is to have safe thoughts recently it has been only my son and my fiance but now I've got more things to think about than the usual soccer game and a performance that I have to put on. This is one of those days when I am not supposed to put on a performance because if I couldn't performance they are going to pick it up and if I act all weird they are still going to pick it up so the only thing to do is to act normal around both men who are