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I cannot believe that I am where I am right now at this point I’m supposed to be at a stadium where’s Paul viewing a sold-out game and having the time of my life watching Maxwell Play his first national match after a very long time of not playing. Instead, I’m in the hospital hooks up on all sorts of different machines and I have Daniel he's decided to go into doctor mode because of what happened on Thursday morning.
I was all dressed up I was all dressed up ready to get to work and, forget that I had problems with Maxwell because what happened on Wednesday just really shook me to the Core.
I’ve had fights with Maxwell before but this time I think I might have struck a chord. I don't like fighting with him and I won't beg for him to come back. He expects me to call and text him and apologize for being friends with Daniel. I am not going to do that. He knew that I had a history with Daniel when we
Chapter 116.MaxYou don’t get good at something by doing nothing. You get good at something by putting in the hard work showing up everyday and doing your best. I’m an athlete I put on 100 and 10% and what I do and I do it to the best of my ability.I’ve always known that Paul wanted to test me. When Paul walked in my room and asked me where Ellie was. I wasn’t the least bit worried. I’ve been so mad at Ellie that all I wanted to do., was making feel the same pain I felt. If I was friends with all my exes and I went to them for advice ,Went behind My girlfriend’s back had fun with all my exes had dinner breakfast or lunch have them come in and cook for me and talk to my girlfriend when my girlfriend needs advice I bet you’d feel like she was useless and question every question she had.It’s not that I don’t trust Daniel he has helped me when I needed help the most and he has given me solid
Chapter 117MThere are times when you need to listen and listen very carefully. I have a habit of listening and listening very carefully. Paulina is a troublemaker ;she's always been a trouble maker and she's always causes trouble where ever she can . I don't believe anything that comes out of her mouth especially anything that concerns me and EllieI don't remember anything my dad did with me when I was a kid and anything I remember is associated , with pain . I have the scars and stitches to prove it . The only person besides my mother who has loved me scars and all had been Ellie . I was initially going to go back to the hotel and sleep off the alcohol. My blood was drowning in alcohol and I was lucky to have Aaron arounI wasn't going to entertain Paulina's nonsense ,she was trying to start trouble where there was none. When was the female version of a form. If there was someon
Chapter 118EllieI love the sea and pretty much anything that has to do with water . Water has the quality of retaining it's shape after breaking no mater what form it takes sold ; liquid or gas every drop is vital. Water has the power to give life and death . It's gentle enough to cleanse ; rejuvenate and bring back to life what was once dead and do the direct opposite of what I just said . All in all water gives and it takes away .Daniel works to hard and he obsesses over every little detail . Even if he appears calm he has a tendency to just start overthinking the obvious . He wanted to give me his phone to call Maxwell and congratulate him on his hat trick and performance. Even though he was being pushed around band bullied by his teammates he caught back with everything he had which was nothing short of amazing . I couldn't call him on Saturday because I was busy processing the ne
Chapter 119MaxHave you ever wondered what went wrong in your relationship, to the point where you keep on going back and forth trying to find ways to find solutions only to come up with more problems and then you realise that you are the problem.I brought up Daniel with good reason and I have more reasons not to like Paul and Paulina. I passed Paul's test and when I was woken up with a phone call this morning by Ellie who was using Daniel's phone my heat stopped for a second . I thought it was Daniel calling to tell me bad news ."Ellie I've had little to no sleep and you are calling me using Daniel's phone . I don't know what you are talking about ."I heard movement and for a moment I thought that Ellie wasn't in the coast ; I heard waves crashing and I breathed a sigh of relief ."Maxwell you were ki
Chapter 120EllieI love Max I do. I just can't be with him when he does something wrong knowing that; I will forgive him. I knew that he needed a scapegoat when we were arguing about Daniel Luca being my friend.The relationship between me and Daniel is strictly a friendship kind of relationship. We've been through a lot together and we've seen each other through the worst of times. He has was already going through hell because some of the girlfriends he had either; cheated on him with people he knew, they were either killed, or they were just with him for the money.I have always loved him for who he was and not what he had. He is always been a dependable friend and to an extent a brother. He convinced me to call my boyfriend who I didn't feel like talking to until he answered the phone and he was sobbing. Maxwell wants me back home. I'm not ready to go back home to a guy wh
Chapter 121EllieDavid looked at me seriously; and darted his eyes, from side to side . He has this thing where he looks at you and he looks like he's very serious ,but he's got a poker face at the same time which of course you cannot tell what he's thinking." This is a trick question right? You are my friend and in an ideal world you would be my baby .I'd be raising kids with you and taking care of you and treating you like a Queen ."I smiled at Daniel and he smiled back drumming his fingertips on the table . The salty fresh smell was somehow calming and it made me feel at ease . I needed Daniel to speak his mind without feeling judged or fear being laughed at . It was just the two of us ... Well make it three because he had someone else driving ."It was a trick question . "" I knew it . What k
Chapter 122MaxThere are days when I wake up and I feel ok. Then there are days when I wake up and I feel like the world is turned on its head, and I don't know how to function or how to handle the feelings that I'm feeling. I feel everything intensely and therefore I'm an intense person . I've always felt everything intensely like if I have a feeling and I don't know how to describe it ,my loving girlfriend who I love with every fibre of my being helps me to make sense of what I'm feeling and explains the feeling properly.The past couple of days have been hard on me I have lost my girlfriend temporarily and I'm having nightmares the nightmares are back. I've had really hectic nightmares to the point where I had to take medication, to make sure that I sleep peacefully and now that I am on the road to recovery and I want to stay clean I don't want to be on any meds. When Ellie called me on Monday morning I
Chapter 123MaxIf you've ever suffered a childhood trauma ; or have been involved in an accident that you somehow blocked out as you grew up you don't want the same thing to happen again when you're older.Lunch hour is the most busiest hour in any restaurant and what happened during lunch hour shook everyone. Our table was in the VIP section where no one could get access to us except for the managers and the waiters.Everyone who's sitting in the middle of the restaurant got a chance to escape when the first explosion happened there was no smoke but when the second one hurt my heart sank.There was smoke everywhere and I couldn't breathe the smoke was so thick that you couldn't see a thing I couldn't even see my hand or any part of my body . I don't like it feels pain on my leg if part of t the structure had coll