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Max
Have you ever wondered what went wrong in your relationship, to the point where you keep on going back and forth trying to find ways to find solutions only to come up with more problems and then you realise that you are the problem.
I brought up Daniel with good reason and I have more reasons not to like Paul and Paulina. I passed Paul's test and when I was woken up with a phone call this morning by Ellie who was using Daniel's phone my heat stopped for a second . I thought it was Daniel calling to tell me bad news .
"Ellie I've had little to no sleep and you are calling me using Daniel's phone . I don't know what you are talking about ."
I heard movement and for a moment I thought that Ellie wasn't in the coast ; I heard waves crashing and I breathed a sigh of relief .
"Maxwell you were ki
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Chapter 121EllieDavid looked at me seriously; and darted his eyes, from side to side . He has this thing where he looks at you and he looks like he's very serious ,but he's got a poker face at the same time which of course you cannot tell what he's thinking." This is a trick question right? You are my friend and in an ideal world you would be my baby .I'd be raising kids with you and taking care of you and treating you like a Queen ."I smiled at Daniel and he smiled back drumming his fingertips on the table . The salty fresh smell was somehow calming and it made me feel at ease . I needed Daniel to speak his mind without feeling judged or fear being laughed at . It was just the two of us ... Well make it three because he had someone else driving ."It was a trick question . "" I knew it . What k
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Chapter 127EllieWhen Cleo came through she look like she was about to cry. I have a habit of freaking out. This time I wanted to take a deep breath and actually listen to what cleo had to say. I looked at Cleo and she looked at me with sad eyes something didn't feel right, I promised Max that we would both have a conversation this evening before I went to bed. I kept the communication lines open so that ; he wouldn't feel alone alone and feel like I have neglected or abandoned him. We are going to be parents after all and I cannot wait to start the new chapter of our lives .Daniel looks at Cleo and she looked sad ."I don't know anything about the first person he was badly injured so they are keeping his identity classified for now."" wow if it's of any help Max said he was going to go out for lunch with them and he said that he would call me i
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Chapter 128MaxThree weeks laterThe thing about being in hospitals is that you don't want to stay there for a long time, but when something happens and you're forced to stay there for a long time you get a lot of time to think reflect and decide where you want your life to go, and which direction you want to take.When I woke up from my dream I was feeling a bit out of sorts . I did have a dream that was sort of like a revelation, about the answers I needed to open the door to the root cause of what is really causing my nightmares. I've always had nightmares and I thought that they were normal from the time I met early till now, the nightmares have always been a part of me. Every person that I've dated new but my nightmares came with the package and they even love me with my nightmares and my demons,or they can leave me alone.Ellie is there only one who understands
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